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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #15 on: July 07, 2017, 01:11:15 AM »
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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #16 on: July 07, 2017, 04:22:39 PM »
I really don't understand why this is in the "Support (Non-Fantasy)" section. Still.
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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #17 on: July 09, 2017, 02:05:55 AM »
It was probably when I was first hitting my teens and i came across this site  that had adult themed games.

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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #18 on: July 09, 2017, 02:47:26 AM »
I think when I began to have my earliest conception of sexuality, it just seemed extra enticing if the man used any kind of force. This was the early eighties, so my material was the movies and TV of that era, which probably were quicker than today to throw in a lurid sexual themed sub-plot, but less likely to explore them in depth like you might find on Law & Order SVU. If there was rope, I was all over it. Chains, even better. I probably watched more rented crime movies than I had any real interest in because they were the most likely to have nudity and violence, the gold medal of film as far as I was concerned.

I think it was probably hard wired into me even earlier, but it's very difficult to explain how.
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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #19 on: August 09, 2017, 10:21:23 PM »
I would say when I was pretty young, I think it was honestly my first sexual fantasy that I got off too

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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #20 on: September 06, 2017, 09:55:11 AM »
porn mag too promiscuous without that inner feel(the urge)and it is juz too fake.

I hv witness it and somehow I got hardon over it(cant disclose when and who)... sweet...
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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #21 on: September 17, 2017, 10:33:17 PM »
Around ages 4-5 for me, as a way to feel "in control" of sexual abuse that was happening to me.

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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #22 on: September 18, 2017, 01:31:10 AM »
Around ages 4-5 for me, as a way to feel "in control" of sexual abuse that was happening to me.

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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #23 on: September 19, 2017, 08:05:15 AM »
Around ages 4-5 for me, as a way to feel "in control" of sexual abuse that was happening to me.

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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #24 on: September 22, 2017, 07:18:47 PM »
I started having fantasies around age 8.  I accidently saw a weird movie one night when my parents weren't home.  It involved kidnapping, rape and torture of women.  And I've never been the same since then.

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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #25 on: December 05, 2017, 04:57:14 AM »
Around 13-14. And a mixture of things. Religious background, my own personality, things I watched on tv, and in general as I grew I always liked fantasy.
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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #26 on: December 05, 2017, 05:23:37 PM »
Every time I answer this question I remember an earlier rapey incident. The earliest one this time: I was in 2nd grade, so 7 or 8. This TV advertisement for an old movie came on, something from the 60s (I assume) about evil, degenerate hippies taking drugs, dancing to rock music at an evil hippie drug party, and having evil, degenerate sex. This one scene flashed on screen of a pretty blonde girl wearing a turtleneck top with a front zipper that had a large circular pull at the top. An evil hippie guy walks up, reaches out, grabs the pull and slowly unzips her shirt while she stands there passive, probably full of degenerate countercultural drugs, and... (gasp!) at his mercy!

This made a huge impression on my innocent, malleable 2nd grader mind. The concept of a guy removing a girl's clothes (and an apparently helpless, compliant girl at that) hadn't occurred to me before. This started several chains of thought in my mind.

I've mentioned somewhere else that Yvonne Craig as a bound and gagged Batgirl on the old Batman TV show was the first woman who inspired the thought, "Man, I'd really like to rip off that tight costume and fuck her while she's all tied up!" I'm pretty sure that was an end result of one of those chains of thought but was a little later when I'd found out what "fuck" was.  :blush:

For years after that, I had a superheroine unmasking fetish (still do, actually) that I now believe was my mind's way of dealing with the fact that I had a strong desire to do something that society universally condemns -- rape women.  A fellow unmasking fetishist (yes, there are other ones out there) helped me to see that what we were doing with our unmasking of powerful women was "ID rape," raping them of their most precious possession: their secret identities. It had the same erotic charge (for me) as taking a girl's virginity against her will, strange as that may sound.

So anyway, I eventually worked my way through my fear that I was a criminal sex pervert who would be compelled to hurt women and probably end up in prison. I realized that what I wanted was a consensual fantasy of rape, not the actual brutal criminal act. But I had to figure it out on my own. In that phase of my life I never found, try as I might, a place like this one on the Internet. BDSM clubs I visited seemed oddly horrified that I was interested in rape. The thing that told me I wasn't alone in wanting this was my delighted discovery that a lot of the girls I roleplayed superheroine unmasking with wanted to be stripped and violated after I defeated them. I gladly obliged them.

After that, I got a little bolder in letting girls know what I was interested in and have had some enjoyable experiences in rape roleplay.

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Re: How and when did you start having rape fantasies?
« Reply #27 on: December 14, 2017, 03:02:35 AM »
It started for me while in the Marine Corps I got involved in this group that encouraged sexual exploration.  I met with this older women who wanted to role play and it's gone from there.

 

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