This is my #1 fantasy. (I'm seeking a private chat buddy to engage in this fantasy with,Dom male, if anyone is interested).
I fantasize about being in a committed relationship and repeatedly being raped by him with the purpose of forced impregnation. He would be in me so deep, releasing himself against my cervix, forcing me to keep his spunk deep in my womb.
He would supervise me taking pregnancy tests and not let me out of his sight. The rapes would continue, he would me after shaking and shattered, until he took me again, leaving himself utterly drained of cum but the rapes continue to ensure I would be heavy with his young.
As we sleep, he would caress my growing belly, then we would abort the child last moment, or he would force me to have it - alone and no medical care, to abandon it at a hospital later. The rapes would never stop, he would know his children were off in the world and his breeder at his disposal to always be pregnant and satisfying his needs.