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Offline Rosary

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Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« on: March 26, 2015, 10:01:28 AM »
So I have a lot of problems sleeping, which I guess is a little side effect of my BPD, or my medication for it- who knows.
I've never been a huge sleeper, I tend to get 4-5 hours a night and have done since I was around 8/9. If I sleep more, it's probably a massive hangover/comedown or I'm genuinely quite poorly.
But this last couple of days is taking the piss. Since Sunday morning I have had,all in all, about 5 hours sleep if I add up my naps.


Apparently the less I sleep, the more I scratch myself.


I just feel like a fucking zombie. I was playing catch with a bouncy ball (the kind with a plastic fishy and a flashing light and glitter inside) with a colleague yesterday when the shop was quiet, and could I catch? Could I fuck. My reaction times are reducing to utter shit. And it's taking me FOREVER to do anything. I just put my bed sheets in the laundry. That's not a ten minute task, that's a two minute task, at a push. But it damn well took me ten minutes.


On a side not, fuck you, next door. With your builders and your hammers and your drills and
*turns up Primus obnoxiously loud*
*crashes around and grumbles*
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I'm with the Others, and I've been here all along.
Will you punish me because I'm made in your blood?
Do I fly in the storm, or wallow in the mud?
So don't blame the devil for the shit that you've done,
You made this mess, and you're just having fun.

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #1 on: March 26, 2015, 11:24:46 AM »
Sleep deprivation is no fun. I hope you find a way to get some rest. Like you, I tend to get 4 to 5 hours on a good night but often it's more like 2 or 3. Fortunately for me, every so often my body just says "ENOUGH!!!" and I sleep for like 12 hours every so often.


Stress is often a contributor to insomnia. There are some meditation techniques that help the body relax enough to fall asleep. Warm milk is said to also make one drowsy, although the stuff tastes like...blecch. Maybe I'm making it wrong.


Anyway, I hope you find some technique or aid in helping you get a good night's sleep soon. It does wonders.
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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #2 on: March 26, 2015, 04:02:45 PM »
Have you been evaluated for sleep disorders? A CPAP machine can make all the difference for those with apnoea.
I sleep at the wrong times sometimes due to crossing fucking time zones for work but when I do I still sleep like the dead.
Exercise is a great way to help regulate sleep as well. As you get older you tend to sleep less and maintain less regular hours in general, so older people are often put on an exercise regimen. You might try that.
But in general I'd like you to see your doctor and rule out apnoea or any medication side effects.
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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #3 on: March 26, 2015, 07:27:05 PM »
I was on sleeping pills for years, I know all about getting no sleep. I never slept as a kid, never took naps, etc., I need white noise, completely dark, no noises or touching, etc.

Some things that help: a good diet, exercising in the morning (not at night), reading before bed instead of the computer. That's pretty much all I know.

But I have to emphasize the diet part. When I'm eating clean, I sleep really hard and deep, even though it's only 6-7 hours, I wake up feeling mostly refreshed (it's still not perfect).

I've thought about getting tested too, I probably should.

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #4 on: March 26, 2015, 08:56:32 PM »
*long winded whine about hating going to the doctors*
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I thought I was an angel, but I was wrong.
I'm with the Others, and I've been here all along.
Will you punish me because I'm made in your blood?
Do I fly in the storm, or wallow in the mud?
So don't blame the devil for the shit that you've done,
You made this mess, and you're just having fun.

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #5 on: March 27, 2015, 12:43:04 PM »
So, all the fucking lolz, peeps and creeps, went to the doctor, turns out my insomnia isn't my medication or my BPD at all.
What then, you may ask?
I warn you, it's gross.


On Sunday I had salmon ravioli at a restaurant that gave me food poisoning. And parasites.
FUCKING PARASITES!!!
Lol, basically, I have worms. Like an actual puppy. If I hadn't slept so little, I'd be angry but it's just fucking hilarious.
So I've swallowed my tablet and then have to have another one in two weeks and that's pretty much job done.
But so much lolz.


~Per Aspira Ad Inferi~

I thought I was an angel, but I was wrong.
I'm with the Others, and I've been here all along.
Will you punish me because I'm made in your blood?
Do I fly in the storm, or wallow in the mud?
So don't blame the devil for the shit that you've done,
You made this mess, and you're just having fun.

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #6 on: March 27, 2015, 04:33:57 PM »
It wasn't ravioli, it was your daddyraybucks beard when he has cunt face activated.
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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #7 on: March 27, 2015, 05:03:06 PM »
Rosie I shall avoid raping your arse until your doc says your worms are all tits up. *shudder*

I've somehow never ingested a parasite but being the morbidly curious bugger I am I've read a few accounts online (thanks, Interwebs!) and  :watchout:  :faint: :panic:
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Once in awhile, I have just dirty nasty slam the salami into the cringing hole of mystery repeatedly until she's good and truly fucked. -Carlosdevil

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #8 on: March 28, 2015, 08:44:29 PM »
Oh my glob, [member=13]lysyn[/member] , [member=5]RayPistonprowl[/member] I am dying!! Cunt face activated?!


And yeah, maybe give me space Daddy Raybucks, got two weeks until I'm cleared, ahahaha.
Also,it's not that bad, I have the kind that is particularly harmless, save for insomnia
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I thought I was an angel, but I was wrong.
I'm with the Others, and I've been here all along.
Will you punish me because I'm made in your blood?
Do I fly in the storm, or wallow in the mud?
So don't blame the devil for the shit that you've done,
You made this mess, and you're just having fun.

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #9 on: March 29, 2015, 09:13:29 AM »
Insomnia?

Like

because

you can

...

:wtf:

...

feel them in there??? :O

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #10 on: March 29, 2015, 10:14:56 AM »
^^ is legit me.   :rofl:


Jokes, I can't feel fuck all. Just apparently having parasites in general messes with your mental stability, kinda like urinary tract infections. Instead I'm both mental AND not sleeping.
~Per Aspira Ad Inferi~

I thought I was an angel, but I was wrong.
I'm with the Others, and I've been here all along.
Will you punish me because I'm made in your blood?
Do I fly in the storm, or wallow in the mud?
So don't blame the devil for the shit that you've done,
You made this mess, and you're just having fun.

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #11 on: March 30, 2015, 03:46:27 AM »

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #12 on: March 30, 2015, 03:49:32 AM »
Also, on the comments for the butt worms video:
"Dude this isn't a laughing matter , butt worms or pin worms are serious they give you insomnia for a month if not treated"

:wtf: I don't get how that works, but apparently it's true. Because Internet.  :uhoh:

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #13 on: March 30, 2015, 03:48:01 PM »
*sniggering madly at the buttworms vid*

Addie you're a mad, mad bint. : :giggle:
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Once in awhile, I have just dirty nasty slam the salami into the cringing hole of mystery repeatedly until she's good and truly fucked. -Carlosdevil

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Re: Rosary is losing her miiiiiiiiiind.
« Reply #14 on: April 20, 2015, 05:53:50 PM »
My hubby's side of the family are mostly insomniacs, and my dad and brother are, too (though my dads is due to chronic pain-- takes him a handful of heavy duty pills to sleep and even then it's 4 or 5 hours)

I'm sorry you're dealing with that bullshit hon :(
 One time when I was a teen, my dad and brother both stayed up for about 4 days straight. It got to where they were hallucinating and walking into walls.
One day I came home from school to find my dad arguing with the couch, and my brother staring at the wall with eyes red as blood lmao
I shouted GO LIE THE FUCK DOWN! TAKE A NAP!!

....idk how it worked, but they mumbled "YES ok yes yes ok" and slept for like ten hours lol
Random, but it still makes me giggle haha
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