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Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« on: May 31, 2015, 09:51:31 PM »
I am by this point surprised that I am not a smidgen more hateful than I seem to be half the time. Many things have happened in my life. Abusive family, then group homes, then foster families who care for money more than their wards, then dealing again with the state in order to keep funds coming, constant crass folks with not a shred of sense or decency left to them, drug addicts, and the ilk I seem to find myself confronted with daily if not monthly.

Today though took the cake for me personally. Went to Subway with the roomie (aforementioned drug addict numero uno) after we did a salvage run. I was more than sore considering I had hefted a freaking dryer by myself into the back of his truck. So I was quieter than usual. In flounces a mid twenty something little doe which of course caught both our eyes attention. It was a hot day and she was definitely well endowed and wearing it well if not much else. I may have made a comment in passing to the roomie about the fact that she looked quite edible and probably she overheard this for she came and sat at the table right behind my head.

One thing led to another and she started joining in on our conversation.. Well mostly his conversation to be honest. I did the man grunting acknowledgement thing. Have to meet the quota weekly ya know. Then she started trying I guess to flirt with me. Twas cute.. In a 'oh hell girl you are probably about half my age so get it over with and shoo' sort of fashion. Yet she persevered and continued to the point where we finally asked her to join us. Again, his idea and mention.. Not mine.

When this lil dickens came to our table she stood there and gawked.. I do mean that literally since I have yet in my past ever met someone to actually 'gawk' before. Of course this brought amusement from the roomie. I think he figured as well as I this might happen. She sputtered for a minute that she needed to leave soon and he asked what was her hurry. She made some inane comment and he pressed further until she blurted out that she had been with someone 'like me' before and she refused to settle.

I had until this point been willing to let her leave with a bit of dignity. Then.. I became.. Well irate isn't the word.. Angry?.. No. Pissed. Yup that's it! Had to go there and try to belittle me all in the same idiotic breath? All the good intentions or pity I might have had for this tart flew out the window.

Asked her then to please go on. I wanted to hear how she thought she would have to settle when it came to 'someone like me'. This invoked the defensive reaction many humans seem to have when confronted with their own idiocy. Told us that I could not do what 90% of people could do thanks to my condition. Traveling, climbing, etc, and the list went on. Mostly in sputtering self defense.

Set her straight though. People like myself have it difficult I will grant her that. That does not mean we need to be looked down upon or pitied. I do not go about daily routines like most no, but that just drives me to be more inventive and three times as determined as the vast majority. Isn't that what most strive for? Or at least should strive for in life?

After my efforts to make her feel like a twit and heel worked for she left there in tears, I felt guilty for a brief flash. So now I felt the need to write this somewhere rather than lament on it for hours. Who the hell am I mad at, her or myself?

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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #1 on: June 01, 2015, 12:41:10 AM »
Good riddance to that twat. But what's this about a condition? Have you got a visible disability or sommat? Why was she gawping and suddenly trying to excuse herself? Not that it will affect my opinion of her, she's still a twat. :P
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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #2 on: June 01, 2015, 12:51:46 AM »
Quite visible. But not from where I was seated. Those booths could hide six little pigmies beneath them with none bein the wiser. It was wrong of her I know, still I am well old enough to ignore most small minded words and gawking twits the majority of the time. This one just caught me on the wrong day and with that way she said settle

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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #3 on: June 01, 2015, 01:27:48 PM »
My pervy brain somehow returned the following result: sexy pygmies under the table blowing patrons. Gods, I need sleep. Or booze. Or sommat.

And that cunt of a woman would have been lucky to have you. Her loss. TWAT! *kicks her in the cunt* Bleugh. Hate people like that.
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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #4 on: June 01, 2015, 01:32:23 PM »
lol Just get an IV of booze so you can intake while you snooze. Or we can hire up some of those pygmies to hide beneath your blankets.

As for her? No need to dwell on it. I deal with folks like that most days. They just have more sense to be silent and gawk rather than stuff a foot in their mouth. I blame the interwebs. Get so used to being rude to folks here without any backlash, they have no clue as to when to zip it.

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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #5 on: June 02, 2015, 01:00:12 AM »
Some people are physically disabled. Some people are mentally disabled. Some people are just inbred twits.

As a fellow disabled person, I say FUCK HER!

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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #6 on: June 02, 2015, 03:01:46 AM »
What a waste of a perfectly good crutch. Most likely will need to spray that thing afterwards or risk the yeast rising into a shoe sized loaf of bread.  :O

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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #7 on: June 16, 2015, 09:08:53 PM »
This week has been getting more and more like the weekly 'Jokes on you' segment on comedy bloopers. Waiting to see if an anvil drops down on me next just to prove me right!

Mon: Went to the doctor who said that I might need yet another surgery. This one a bit more extreme than the rest I have had, for from what he has all but slapped me across the face with is if I do have it done I will in all certainty be bed ridden. Like bloody hell I will! If I have to go down it will be swinging rather than laying flat on my ass! ~Laughs~ Told me I should be commited for saying such things. Mind you this is the same quack that told me I would have phantom pains and would not prescribe me anything for pain when I first had my initial surgeries. I pointed at the bleeding scars and asked him if he thought they were imaginary.. He said no but they could not possibly hurt all that bad and that it was in my mind. Asked him something else afterwards.. Asked him if someone bopped him in the nose, would THAT be imaginary? Needless to say i got my meds that time and he got to keep his nostrils intact. Still.. He gave me a whole three years until the choice would probally be taken from me... Yippie.

Today: About two weeks ago now my room mate was to go up to the Social Service office and turn in papers for a change in address so I would not have my SSI taken away. Which in and of itself is funny. I earned that money to begin with.. So why would where I be living have any fallings as to how much I make? Come to find out.. Lots! They wanted not just my expenses per month but his as well.. Just to see how much they could screw he or I out of I guess. But I digress. Filled them out and he turned them into that office and to the social worker.. Or so I thought. Got the call today from Mr Social worker with a spiked dildo shoved up his arse and he informed me he never even got those silly papers. So i get on the phone with my roomie. He said that no he did not give them directly to the twit, but instead dropped them at the front desk and the fellow wh took them assured him that they would be dropped off to the right person. Now.. It is past the deadline and I have to go through appeals in order to get my funds reinstated. So who do I maim and rip the intestines from? My choices are myself for not doing it all myself, the roomie for his blunder, or the knit wit at that office who has failed in every job set forth of him by the state to get my claim set up correctly or do basically anything right?!

At this point I need something to run over repeatedly.

So as always, do ignore this set of crazed posts. Venting is keeping my fingers busy and in turn keeping me from testing a theory I have on the sound of cast iron skillets and peoples heads.. Wonder how it would sound to my ears if I brained someone at this precise moment.

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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #8 on: June 17, 2015, 01:37:06 AM »
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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #9 on: June 17, 2015, 11:24:18 AM »
How FRUSTRATING! I wish I had a better vocabulary to come up with a word much stronger, so caps will have to do.

I don't like this doctor of yours. There must be second opinions available somewhere. Anywhere! I don't like the way he doesn't listen to you, the way he undermines your thoughts/needs/fears, which are ALL valid by the way, or his "one way or the highway" methods. This is ridiculous! And how he can't see why you'd rather take the consequences over becoming bedridden is beyond me! Not to mention, his lack of empathy for your situation to say you should be committed when you were rightfully reacting to horrible news... I mean, really??!

He is no humanitarian, and therefore a complete and utter dick irresponsible and thoughtless doctor. He shouldn't be seeing patients. I don't care if he's overworked, overwhelmed, or burnt out. He should be sitting in a lab somewhere concentrating on samples and data. He should NOT be interacting with human beings, especially those who rely on his understanding and help.

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As for everything else, it all sucks. Every bit of it. I'm sorry.
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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #10 on: June 17, 2015, 04:31:54 PM »
I've long been curious why so many doctors have absolutely appalling bedside manners. I wonder if there is a high prevalence of autism spectrum disorder among the generally highly intelligent people wot make up that class which might explain the lack of social skills.
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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #11 on: June 17, 2015, 04:40:59 PM »
I think that over time, people simply come to disgust them after poking under the hood so often.

I mean, "turn your head and cough," or more to the point, "it's time to check your prostrate" will sort of turn you off to the object of your manipulations and they become just hunks of meat that make annoying noises at inopportune moments.
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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #12 on: June 17, 2015, 06:21:32 PM »
Aww. Thank you lads and lasses for the comments, but really he is a bit of a quack. Not a very good quack, but still a certified one. He went through I think seven or eight different surgeries with me, each a redo due to his own failures more so than my body.. Of course here comes the 'but'.. But with the insurance I have his word is the final say even if I were allowed a second oppinion. Unless of course I do what i have done this past year and utterly ignore him. Being a dense male does have its advantages afterall!  :naughty:

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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #13 on: November 18, 2015, 01:32:31 AM »
Where to begin. Not that I care if anyone reads this or no.. This is more a means of saying what is in my head than speaking it out loud.. Trust me when I say I have no qualms of conflict, but in my situation it would lead to more a problem than a solution. So I am left with this means over all others. Hell. For all I know something I might jibber or jabber over might make sense in your own lives to one extent and might find some solace that you are not the only one going through it.. Or at least wont feel as mental. (No worries there. I am as mental as they come in some respects.)

Also no spell check so typos be damned!

I went through some surgeries a few months back. Those of you I am close to knew to an extent what they were. Once they were overwith and I went to the place I stayed at to recoup. I was told that he found himself a bonnie lass and I needed to move.. Within the week. I of course freaked a bit. Well for me it was my sort of panic, where my brain did more the work while I just tried to get over the pains from the cut-cut/chop-chop.

Ended up moving to the only thing available. A retirement home. (Hence my questions in WYE about being placed in one.) No. Far from Geritol age as of yet.. But with my unique physical condition and the fact that even though I was D.D.ed from the Army years ago, I still am allowed to draw on limited resources in that area it seemed like a decent idea.

Being here though is an affront to what I deem good or even fair treatment to the elderly, not to mention the fact that I HATE being told what to do and the workers (staff as they like to be called) treat the majority of us as if we are cattle or just another dollar in their paychecks. Daily I see one thing or another that makes me speak up (yell like a sonofabitch) in the defense of those whom can't speak for themselves, or raise some hell over some silly new rule or some such that makes no sense other than make the lives of these folks harder and their own lives easier.

Let me give a quick example that focuses on me. Not something I deal with often these days but you will see through this example the treatment given. I needed a few things done back in August. With each and everything paperwork is needed. Be it a prescription or a doctors order. This is now Nov and not a one thing on my merry list has been completed due to the 'loss' of these papers. So.. I raised a bit of Cain and insisted on an appointment to see my doctor AGAIN to get these papers AGAIN. These things on the list include (in no line of importance) a wheel chair. You that know my condition might think that this one would be logical... Not so it seems. A trip to see a leg specialist.. No brainer huh? Well these folks are the scarecrow in that department. A trip to see a shrink. As of late I have been feeling less and less empathy towards anyone. That includes myself. I can literally feel myself feeling more and more hollow each day.. If anything replaces that feeling of being in a void it is rage. I was a child of a violent father in my wee years. Swore that it was not going to be MY way. Sure.. I been in more than one pub fight in my life. Even swung in anger a few times to set off the powderkeg.. Never though have I had this urge to turn everyone around me into walking PEZ dispensers as I do now when those urges hit. I NEED a shrink.

Could go on but you can tell that these are reasonable things and I am entitled them due to my condition. Plus I waited a reasonable amount of time without complaint to get them. Now I am told today that they finally set up my doctors appointment just to get this big arsed ball a rollin again.. Only to find that they set it about mid Dec. That means that those many things I have asked for? Aye.. They will begin to come to fruition ohhh about Feb or so..... Takes time for insurances and all that to decide who wont be paying and who might think they may pay if no other means becomes open to them to put it off any longer.

Now imagine this for medications. Getting a prescription for life saving pills to some takes weeks to months at times. And the I.Q.'s of those running this. Bah.. Barney the Dinosaur seemed smarter. Another example. I recently went back to the hospital. I had pneumonia. I knew it as plain as I know the tit on a buxom lass. Went to the staff and said I needed to go to the hospital due to it. Hell.. Considering they were leaving the windows open in 30 degree morns and the heat in rooms at 80? Surprised not more joined me. When I got there I went through the usual tests. You know. Bout a gallon of piss and blood draws enough to sate Dracula. When the doctors came back with the results? They said to me 'Mr Cannonball?' (They used my name but pfft.. Sounds better like that doesn't it?) You have blood clots!

That is due to my freakin disease.. It is the reason I am in a wheel chair.. I think I already damn well knew I had them! They set me up on a heart friendly diet (which lasted so far as one meal. Come to find out 'no' is not a stop word for them but food thrown at them? Yup! That will get you back on a normal diet.  >:) )  It took a total of 4 days in the hospital before they would even test me for what I came in there for.. And they some how still wondered why it took me so long to get better?

Now before anyone that reads this gets some sort of mental image of some feeble lil man who can't lift his own crotch rocket to hit the toilet? The two prior weeks to me goin back into the hospital? I went to 2 charity events. Both were walks/runs for various sicknesses and in both I came in 5th on a 3k and 8th on a 5k, and I did that while in a wheel chair. I am also not a wuss when it comes to arm strength. Kinda need it to be me and one of the many nicknames these smartarses that work here call me is Popeye. So I am what I guess would be safe to say 'fit' in most senses of the word. Still though, even with my youth, natural resistances thanks to my disease, body being healthy otherwise.. They all but almost killed me. So now imagine your grand parents or someone else old and loved in your mind in a situation where they can at times be left for weeks with no shower, the healthiest food they have availible to them is a PB&J, pills that are either not ordered or worse stolen..

Hells bells there was a lass that passed two weeks after I arrived here. Her name was Gloria. A big ole primitive baptist sort of lass that would sit outside most days be it hot or cold. She died about 11 pm or so and was not found until 7 in the am. Now the staff are to do room checks every two hours and they even claimed they did a blood draw for her diabetes check at 5 that morn. It simply was not true. Rig had already began to settle in. The med tech on duty wanted us to believe that she had lifted this dead womans arm up and pricked her finger and drew blood and NOT known the big ole gal was dead?! WTH?!

Can keep goin on and on with examples. Don't get me wrong. Some of the staff here are good. They DO care. Not enough, but a few do. Stars and stones.. I even decided to befriend a few on Facebook and keep up with them even in their off hours. And no. I am not the sort to only chat them up to flirt. Mind you it does help at times to get things for some of the folks that live here that have no people in their lives, but I made friends with these staff members because they show that they do try.

Think I best stop chatting this page up for the moment. Thinking about what I have said thus far makes me want to do things that I ought not.. And there is only oh so many pills they can give to calm me down before I start getting 'cantankerous' with them again.

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Re: Just Exasperated (Please ignore)
« Reply #14 on: November 18, 2015, 05:33:26 AM »
What kind of 12th rate shit-hole is that? See, I already have my retirement home picked out. They are nothing like that. That's abysmal. I think I'd alert somebody. When all else fails, perhaps the media. News programs eat that shit up.
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