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Title: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 08, 2019, 05:45:06 PM
Ten years in the military, sometimes acting as a guard for drug dealers, pedophiles and other monsters that were our allies.  Another twenty years as a private bodyguard, and some of the people were just like them.  Annoying people, the sort of ones that if you weren't earning a paycheck you would like to shoot yourself.  And yet I managed to remain professional.  Always professional, not letting my temper slip.  Not with any of them.  Which is why this is such a strange situation.  That a little slip of a girl, born into money was the client I wanted to hurt the most.  The weight of my registered sidearm in my holster always feels tempting. 

Like today.  Today I am getting dragged around on a multi country shopping trip.  Because Princess Ashley felt like flying out to Europe and going to those places.  I don't mind people with money.  It is the sort of gum snapping, tossing clothes at me to hold while I am trying to do my job.  Even though you have been told, repeatedly, that I am not here for that.  I am here because your father fears that someone might try to turn you into a multimillion dollar payday.  By the end of the day my jaw is grinding a little bit but I am making through it. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 08, 2019, 06:18:57 PM
I was annoyed that my father insisted a bodyguard come along to accompany me on my trip. Sure, I was used to it... I've had bodyguards all my life. I guess I just thought that as I got older I'd have a bit more freedom, independence.

I shouldn't complain, I have an amazing life that so many can only ever dream of. Still though, girls my age travel all the time alone, with girlfriends not a care in the world. I wondered if I'd ever experience that.

While I was annoyed, I had to smile when I saw it was you who would be travelling with me. You were older, but so sexy. I've had a little crush on you since the time you started working for my father a few years back. You were always very quiet, more of a listener I guess.

Shopping alone isn't nearly as fun. You entertained me, telling me things looked nice when I'd try on items but I could tell you were bored, I didn't blame you.

"Well, I guess I'm finished here" I said to you but still looking around the store. "Do you wanna grab some dinner? Ohhh or we could do pedicures!?" I smile at you trying to get you to lighten up some.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 08, 2019, 07:48:46 PM
The longer you are with me the more you seem to be thinking that it is a date.  Oh for the days where I did not speak the same language of my targets.  I do not want to date a child.  And that is how I think of you, as a child.  Even though I will admit that you have a damn nice body.  If only it wasn't wrapped around a mind that literally cannot fathom a world where everything isn't about it.

Asking me about a meal and then a pedicure.  As if I am going to do those things with you.  I managed to keep my voice neutral as I spoke even though I was feeling a little contempt for you.  "Ashley, I am your bodyguard.  Not your date.  If you want to go to those places then go.  I will be there."  You screaming sounds good in my head.  I remember my time in the army, some of the people I guarded, you could hear women screaming in their homes at night.  It made my blood boil.  Both in rage and lust. 

You have a pretty voice, I want to hear it strained.  Learning that you aren't the most important thing.  "I know you don't like not having friends here but it is what it is."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 08, 2019, 08:25:21 PM
I knew you would never agree to anything I had suggested. I had to entertain myself on these sorts of trips where my only companion was a body guard.

I liked poking at you. You always seemed sooooooo serious, it was fun to try and make you uncomfortable. Although, I could never really tell what exactly you were feeling. I of course always avssumed you liked my passive flirting. I gave you a playful sad face "well I suppose if you don't want to spend any more time together today we can head back, I'm getting tired anyway."

I take the few items and hand over my credit card to the young woman standing at the counter. While she rings up my purchases, I take out my cell phone and start texting my friend, completely absorbed in my own world.

"Thanks for waiting for me Alec" I say sweetly as I walk past you to leave the store, not looking up from my phone.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 09, 2019, 06:25:49 AM
I should just leave the packages.  I really should.  It would serve you right.  You have been told, repeatedly, that I need my hands free.  Yet at the same time all I can think of is that you would scream and holler at me if I actually left them behind.  And then I would have to deal with that for a few hours, days maybe.  That seems like the exact sort of petty reaction that you would give.  With a grinding of my jaw I grabbed the credit card first.  At least that I can justify as protection.  It is money and a chance to find your address.  Where you would be staying, at which of your houses the mail comes to.  I find it so much harder to grab the boxes but i do.  Not because I want to but simply to spare my ears. 

Without a word I followed behind you and tossed them into the trunk.  Willy nilly into the car because I honestly don't care about anything you think of. So absorbed in your phone somebody could kidnap you and you wouldn't even notice until you were three or four blocks away. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 09, 2019, 09:54:07 AM
I got to the car before you did, standing near the trunk waiting for you to unlock the car while still on my phone. I hear the automatic lock and turn away to get into the car. Sitting in the backseat, I can hear you tossing the bags inside and closing the trunk. You get into the car and I glance up for a moment to see your face through the rearview mirror. You look annoyed, angry maybe? I really can never tell with you, but have never thought it to be anything to do with me so I didn't take it personally.

I go back to my phone as you reverse out of your parking spot and silently begin to drive. After some time the silence is too much. I put my phone down and watch you through the mirror. You never look back at me, which makes me smile to myself. I know I'm attractive, you learn this early on from the way men look at you, the way they treat you. I was used to this type attention and the fact that you never gave me any all the years you've worked for my family was  just so strange to me. Maybe you were trying to maintain a certain level of professionalism, I suppose it may even be that I'm just really not your type. Still though, you were so intriguing to me despite your lack of interest.

"So Alec, you've never mentioned before... Are you married? Girlfriend? Do you like travelling for work?" I ask casually, forcing you into small talk with me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 09, 2019, 05:24:29 PM
There is a silence when I am driving and you are on the phone.  It is a peaceful, blissful moment when I can just focus on my job.  When I can do the thing I am being paid to do.  In that moment there is enough that I don't want to kill you for forcing me to act as a servant and not the person who is keeping you alive.  That is what I am here for, to protect someone who is so sheltered that they don't notice how dangerous the world is.  You had actually been walking around completely oblvious to your surroundings.  It was only my presence coming up, unnoticed by you that had made a pair of men suddenly veer away from the car.  What they were planning I don' tknow and I can't say for sure that they had evil intentions or just didn't want to go to a specific store but I am paid to assume the worst of people.

Grunting, of course you break the silence. Trying to make me talk to you.  This is still my job.  My focus is on the road.  On making sure that nobody tries something like slamming in to the car.  It might happen, a cramped confine you can't run from is a wonderful trap. 

But you are trying to pull my focus away.  Even short answers are not enough to stop you.  They come. "No.  No.  It's work."  But there are more questions and I am gripping the steering wheel white knuckled.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 09, 2019, 06:05:00 PM
For the first time I find myself somewhat annoyed with you. I'd never met someone who puts so much effort into being miserable. I was only trying to be friendly with you and you act like it's a chore to respond to any questions I ask trying to get to know the person I spend so much time with.

You were gripping the steering wheel so hard I could actually hear your hands rub against the leather wheel in the silence. I know I can come on a little strong and in this moment I can clearly see your feelings towards me. I'm sure these aren't new feelings, just the first time it's been obvious enough to me.

Thinking back, I can't even think of a time where I've treated you poorly. At most, I'm guilty of being annoying and giving you unwanted attention. Definitely nothing that would justify how cold you're acting towards me.

Pulling my phone back out I make a mental note not to have you with me on any lengthy trips in the future.

Not looking up at you again I mindlessly scroll on my phone "conversation isn't your strong point I guess... I'll leave you to your work Alec, sorry to bother you" my voice is sincere, but you know better.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 09, 2019, 06:33:38 PM
You seem to think that it is my fault that I am annoyed.  Because I am trying to do my job and you are making it more difficult.  Not on purpose, I am sure but simply because you are unable to deal with any sort of silence.  Any sort of time when there is not attention being paid to you. 

Finally though you gave me the silence I needed to do my work.  I liked it, and my hand relaxed a little bit.  Not creaking the wheel anymore.  I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself.  A client who thinks I hate them makes it incredibly difficult to actually do my job.  I can't do that, I need to do my work. 

So I forced myself to sound at least neutral when I asked you a question.  "Where are we heading, ma'am?  I need to know that."  Even when I was trying to be polite I couldn't help but get that dig in.  Calling you ma'am, something that I know you think is for the more elderly.  Not something you consider yourself.  So I tossed it in there to get under your skin as much as you got under mine. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 09, 2019, 07:55:40 PM
I couldn't help but laugh and shake my head "well, I think I've had about all the fun I can stand for one day. Let's just head back to the house and  we can get Bill to fly us back home tomorrow... Sir" I add in at the end for no reason other than to try and bug you some more.

Truthfully, I'd rather just fly back tonight. I didn't realize how boring this would be coming alone. I really should have just waited until my friend Sarah was free to come along. Ohhh well, lesson learned for next time I suppose, patience is a virtue and all that they say. I'm too tired to bother packing my things up tonight so staying just one more night shouldn't be too terrible. Maybe I'll get into the wine tonight and amuse myself for a few hours before bed... That's about all the excitement I can hope for at this point.

Leaning back in my seat, I close my eyes and give you the silence you so desperately want.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 09, 2019, 08:02:19 PM
Sir.  I could give you a lecture about how my rank never made it to officer in the army, but I am sure you wouldn't actually care.  And I know you are just doing it because you think that I am being mean to you.  Like you need everyone and everything to be sunshine and rainbows.  I am not your friend.  I am your protection.  Though there are days where I would like to step back and let the people come after you. 

The house, the house you tell me.  Of course that is a long drive, close to an hour just to get there.  WIth you being pouty in the backseat because I am not entertaining you.  There is every thing in the world in your phone and yet you want me to be the thing that entertains you.  Grunting, I drove.   Keeping my eyes darting around.  Scanning everywhere.  I got to the house and got out first. Making sure there was nobody around before popping the lock on your own seat to get out.  Somehow I am already sure you are going to leave the packages.  Assuming I will carry them up. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 09, 2019, 08:32:43 PM
At some point during the drive back l must have fallen asleep, I was pleasantly surprised when I had opened my eyes again and we were already driving up the long driveway. Thank goodness I think to myself when the car stops and you finally unlock my door. Its always amusing to see how serious you look whenever we arrive somewhere, scoping everything out and assessing the situation.

I open my door and step out beside you "Thank you for your service Alec" I smile at you and walk to the back of the car. I watch you looking at me, wondering what I'm doing. I know you think I'm a spoiled shit, that I'm so consumed with myself that I'd never even think to get my own bags.

I've always thought of myself as down to earth. I'm not oblivious to my situation or anything. Of course if it weren't for my family id be like any other girl my age, working and putting myself through school. I know I did nothing to earn anything I have, but it's not something I was about to feel bad about either.

I lift the trunk and load up each of my arms with my bags before turning to leave towards the front door " Alec be a gentleman and get the door for me if you don't mind?" I call out to you as I walk up the steps.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 09, 2019, 08:44:22 PM
I was not looking at you, since you are the client.  YOu are the thing I am supposed to be protecting.  Instead my eyes are everywhere else.  Looking around.  Even though these are 'secure' premises I am not paid to ever really be relaxed.  So my back was towards you when you got out of the car.  Glancing around.  Eyes are darting, scanning, finding every single piece of area that someone could be.  Because there are always people that could do anything to get what they think will make their lives easier. 

I stepped towards the door and opened it, not because I wanted to answer your request but because that is how things are.  Go through doors first.  Though I heard a little bit of a huff as I opened the door and stepped inside instead of waiting for you to go through.  Because I am sure you wanted me to hold the door for you.  Hell you were probably expecting me to stare at your ass.  I didn't  Instead going in first and still looking.  ONe hand on the door, one on the gun.  Because that is how you breach a door. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 09, 2019, 09:23:41 PM
I was sure that last comment would irritate you, but nothing. You were in the zone as you went inside making sure the house was secure. I was being immature, and decided then to lay off... At least for a bit anyway. You were just doing your job, even if you were awful company to me!

I waited until you had cleared the kitchen, trying to have some respect for the job you were doing. You went through, fast as you always do. I loved watching the body guards do this, it always reminded me of Jack Bauer on an episode of 24. You were so impressive to watch, my eyes were fixated on you until you disappeared upstairs to clear the rooms on the second floor.

I make my way into the kitchen setting my bags down on the marble countertop of the massive island, I'd take them up in a minute... First, wine. I'm really not that picky, I find a bottle of red in the cabinet and pour myself a glass. I leave the bottle out before grabbing the bags, and looping them over one arm, my glass in the other hand. I  walk up the stairs to find you finishing up in my room.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 10, 2019, 06:30:53 AM
Of course the house is empty.  Nobody ever really comes in to the house, but the moment you think that for sure is the moment there is somebody there.  And I wind up dead and you wind up somebodies million dollar payout.  I have holstered after finishing the clearing and I notice that you had come up with the packages and the wine.  Typical, for you to be drinking while I am literally risking my life.  Though you do have a little smile on your face.  Somehow it is that smile that really irks me.  Like you are mocking what I do and why I do it.  Not realizing how dangerous the world really is.  Someone should show you.

A wicked thought runs across my mind.  I try to chase it away, but... you are just standing there.  Staring.  Looking good.  The wicked thought gets a friend.  and then another.  Almost before I know it I am moving.  Acting.  Grabbing your shoulders and throwing you on to the bed.  Packages scattering across the room, wine glass crashing down to the floor. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 10, 2019, 10:50:35 AM
You stood there looking back at me, irritated... You always look so irritated. I wonder what goes on in your mind for you to be so angry all of the time. I wasn't going to bother you, just let you finish up and relax for the night.

I smiled when you didn't quickly leave as soon as I entered the room. It seemed like that smile somehow made you even more irritated with me though. Imagine that, someone so angry that basic friendliness just angers you further.

I'm about to set my bags down when you start walking towards me. Your expression actually makes me slightly uncomfortable, I really can't believe how cold you are when I've always just tried to be friendly to you. Instead of walking past me to leave you grab me and throw me, landing on my bed.

You caught me off guard, I let out a gasp as I fell to my bed. Completely shocked, I get back to my feet to see the broken glass and wine stain on my white carpet that will have to be cleaned. "What the hell is wrong with you Alec?!" I shout at you. My cheeks red with my own anger now "just get out!"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 10, 2019, 04:53:08 PM
Of course you are like that, anger being your first response.  Not an attempt to defend yourself or to run, no it is anger.  Pathetic, childish anger.  And maybe just a touch of naivety, the sort blank refusal to believe that anything bad could ever happen to you.  I mean.. this isn't really bad.  Just a lesson.  Just me finally getting what I have deserved all along, the sort of thing that lesser men than me have been claiming for years. 

I didn't answer you, instead moving like a predatory animal towards you.  Onto the bed.  Hands grabbing for your wrists and pinning them down on either side of your head while I landed, point of my knee into your stomach.  Looking to stop your struggling before it really has a chance to get started.

Do I answer you asking me what I am doing, or is it now obvious?  I decide to mock, "Taking what anyone with a cute smile can get."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 10, 2019, 05:58:57 PM
Expecting you to turn around and leave, I'm shocked when instead you walk straight towards me. You're so quick in your movement, before I can really understand what you're doing you have me back on the bed holding my wrists up above my head. I can't lie, I've pictured us just like many times before... Maybe not with your knee pressing into my stomach the way it is now. Not your full weight, but enough to be uncomfortable and make me uneasy.

Not really doing very much to try and get out of the situation you've just put me in, I look up at you feeling half turned on and half nervous waiting for you to say something. When you speak I let out a half gasp half laugh. "Ohhh Alec, that hurts my feelings" I say dramatically, trying to hold back a grin.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 10, 2019, 10:05:49 PM
That is not the response I was expecting.  It wasn't anger and yet at the same time it wasn't pleading.  Somehow it sounded almost playful.  Of all the things that I had been thinking you would do, all the ways you could respond that was not one of them.  I expected either righteous indignation or weeping.  Whatever it was you were doing confused me. But not enough to make me stop.  Instead my hands slide together.  SO i can grab the both of your wrists with one of my hands.  Leaning forward, pressing down, so I could slide my other hand.  To my own fly.  Unzipping it and letting my cock out.  Your lithe, young body underneath me was ore than enough.  To spring it fully erect in front of you.  I am panting a little bit as I gripped at the hem of your pants.  "Don't struggle if you know what is good for you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 11, 2019, 12:09:02 AM
For years you have worked with my family and not once have you ever acted anything other than professional, annoyingly professional even in spite of all of my pestering, trying to get a rise out of you. I can't believe this is happening, it doesn't seem real!

Your face is still so serious, the same expression you always wear. It's not until you press down harder on me to undo your pants that I snap out of my own thoughts. Panic quickly takes over and any playfulness that was there has gone. Oh my god... he's actually going to try and rape me! My mouth feels dry and I swallow hard as my eyes focus on your cock, I still can't believe this is happening! I was just coming up to my room, minding my own business... How did we get here?? My mind races while I hear you tell me not to struggle. Almost as soon as the words leave your lips I pull my hands out of your grasp. I'm surprised at how easy that was actually, i must have had an advantage with you only using one of your hands to hold me down. The sight of you panting over me, actually believing that I'm going to lay here and let you have your way is enough to make my skin crawl. "Get off of me! Ughh Get off! Get off!" I scream at you, my hands slapping at yours trying to get you away from my pants all while thrashing under you, in attempt to buck you off of me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 11, 2019, 06:41:33 AM
It was like telling you not to struggle flipped a switch inside of you.  I should have expected that, the contrarian bitch that you are.  If I told you to struggle because I liked it, you would have gone limp.  Anything to try and stop me from getting what I want.  But, struggling gives me an excuse.  One that I gleefully pounce on, even if my face remains neutral.  My hand moves.  And I hit you.  Hard.  First smacking you one way and then the other.  Watching your head move from side to side with the force of the blows.  It is almost certainly the first time you had been struck in your life.  I see tears spring in to your eyes.

I took advantage of you being stunned, of being hurt.  To actually grab your thrashing pants and rip them down.  I didn't need far.  Just pass mid thigh.  Your panties... those I pushed to the side with rough hands.  Gripping and tearing at soft flesh while my breathing came on just a little heavier. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 11, 2019, 10:17:09 AM
I'm trying to thrust my hips hard upward but all its accomplishing is rocking us both on the mattress. Screaming at you gets absolutely no reaction from you, I can't say I'm surprised with that though. I have to get out of here, I won't let you do this! I start pushing you, trying to wiggle out from under you.

In an instant, pain floods my head. "Nooo! Stop Alec, please!!" I scream at you. You hit me! You've been with me for years always protecting me and now you were on top of me hitting me! I could feel the tears prick at my eyes as my cheeks grew hot from the blows. I've never been hit before, even as a child not once was I spanked. How dare you do this to me! Anger, I was angry again now and screamed as loud as I could. Someone would hear me and come in here and stop this, I just had to fight you off long enough.

I was quickly losing this fight, my pants were already halfway down my legs and your rough hands are all over me. I can feel my breathing quicken as my panic rises knowing if I don't do something very soon you'll be forcing yourself inside of me.

My dad had me take self defence classes when I was younger, why couldn't I remember anything now when I needed it?! I feel like a cat that was just thrown in water, the way I'm screaming and thrashing myself under you trying desperately to get away. I can feel my hands are balled up into fists and all I can think to do is drive them against you as hard as I can over and over again "get the fuck off of me, pleeeeease!" I shout out with desperation.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 11, 2019, 05:39:14 PM
I watched you, your body is thrashing from side to side.  Getting redder and redder as you strained and tried to move against me.  It is completely useless to help you.  All you are doing, it seems, is tangling your own pants around your legs.  Making it harder for you to move and get away even if you throw me off of you.  Just like you, doing things just to do them, to feel more like you are doing something.  To make things people look at you, to be the center of attention.

I growled and moved my hand again, slamming across your cheek once more.  Seeing a flash of red, blood oozing out of your mouth as I laughed at you.  "I am going to do this to you.  You are going to pay me for all the things that you had me do, all the little slights."  Then, even though you are not moving I hit you again.  Just for fun, just to make up for everything that I had to endure.

My cock is out and I plunged forward.  Groaning and driving inside you.  Laughing a little bit as your body is not completely dry.  "Enjoying this, you little slut, aren't you?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 11, 2019, 07:52:42 PM
I can't believe the noises I'm making, I don't even recognize my own voice between all the screaming,whimpering and grunting I'm doing just trying to get out from under you. You hit me again, harder this time and my mouth feels wet. It's not until i can taste that familiar metal taste in my mouth that I realize I'm bleeding. "AHHHHHHH stop!! Please you're hurting me!!" I squeal. My voice starting to crack giving away that I'm close to sobbing. Why are you doing this to me? You could easily overpower me without hitting me like this. Your response to my pleading is to just hit me again in the same place. I cover my face with my arms. I can feel my throat burning, that feeling you get when you're holding in a huge meltdown until you can be alone to let it all out. Only I can't wait, sobs now accompany my tears. My chest heaving trying to get as much air as I can.

When I feel you drive your cock into me I'm already mid sob. A few quiet seconds pass while I suck in more air just to continue my sobbing, louder now. I can't tell if it's you, or my crying that has me shaking against the mattress. Your cock is big, but just moments ago I was getting horny believing that we were finally going to fuck... Not like this, this is nothing like I've fantasized about. That doesn't seem to change the fact that my pussy is slightly wet when you start to rape me... Not at all like you'd expect from someone now screaming the way I am. When you notice and ask me if I'm enjoying it, I'm just glad my face is already hidden from your sight.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 11, 2019, 09:08:07 PM
You didn't answer me, just crying underneath me.  For a person who was so desperate to speak to me you are awfully quiet now.  SHould have done this weeks ago, months ago.  To put us in the proper hierarchy.  Your father's money never meant that you were better than me, above me.  No matter what you thought.  A place like this was always your destiny.  While I had been begging you for quiet before now I want to mock you.  Want to torment your mind.  Because even while I am giving in to animal lusts a part of my mind is still working.  And thinking that the only way to get out of this with my life intact and stay out of prison is to break you.

So while I start to fuck you, thrusting inside you hard and deep I struck you again.  Your hands were up.  Covering your face so the blow doesn't rattle your brain.  It was not meant to.  It was just supposed to make you remember that I am here.  "I fucking asked you a question.  All damn day, every day, you beg me to talk.  Now you won't fucking answer me?"  I growled these words at you, menacingly as I could while I pumped and drove inside you.  Over and over again. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 11, 2019, 10:24:12 PM
You raise your voice at me and your words are just so angry and hate filled. I'm not sure why I notice, but I'm not screaming or sobbing hysterically anymoreThe loudest sound in the room now is your body slamming against mine over and over again. "You're hurting meeeeeeee" I whine in a high pitch squeal each time that your cock slams into my cervix at just the right angle.

Your hand pounds down on me again. Instead of crying harder, I get angry "fuck you!!!" I scream at you with a volume that surprises myself. My chest is heaving with my heavy breathing. I start scratching and slapping at your arms while I dig my knees into your sides as hard as I can. Hopefully I can crack one of your ribs and at least make it outside! That bit of hope gives me a small rush and in that moment I have no fear, just rage. Oh I have plenty to say! "My dads gonna have you killed! You're dead you fucking asshole!" Lifting my neck so I could scream the words inches from your face, my knees still pressing hard into you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 12, 2019, 06:06:41 AM
You tried to squeeze me, clenching your legs against my body.  It was cute the way you were trying to fight back and how close it was to enjoying it.  Legs against my side only added to my pleasure and I moaned.  Quivering above you as my cock tore into your body again and again.  Driving you down to the mattress, making you bounce with each full thrust.  Punishing you with my lust.  Making you hurt.  Seeing you come up towards me and screaming at me only made me smile.  You threatened me.  With your father.  He has to know what happened to you for that to matter, I thought with a grin. Though I didn't say that. 

Grabbing the back of your head i squeezed your neck.  Because pain is good for you.  And then I crushed my lips against yours.  Violently and possessively.  The 'kiss' will leave you bruised.  But I did not stop there.  When I was done my teeth found your lower lip.  Sinking in to it until I tasted blood.  "You aren't going to tell your father.  You are going to fucking belong to me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 12, 2019, 10:10:33 AM
Hearing you moan while I'm trying my hardest to cause you harm is soul crushing. You're obviously stronger than me and with you being on top of me I'm running out of ideas to get you away from me. Hearing you pant and moan is driving me crazy, I want to beat my fists into your face until there's nothing left.

Actually that's a perfect idea! Before I can even raise my hand up youre squeezing hard on my neck, something I might enjoy if in another circumstance. You kiss me, hard... Too hard. You're crushing my mouth with yours, how is this not hurting you?! Shaking my head what little I can I scream. Of course it's muffled by your mouth but I scream anyway. I feel your teeth clamp down on my lip. Oh god no no no please, let go pleeeeease!" I silently plead with my eyes while tapping your arms wildly in a type of surrender.

"Please Alec!!.... Stop, you're...... hurting me!" I pant between sobs. Bringing my hand to my lip, I see the bright red blood on my fingers which fuels me to cry harder again.

I can't even comprehend what you may mean by I'll belong to you when my whole face is throbbing hot from all of your abuse. For the first time, I lay limp, tears still streaming down my face just praying for you to finish.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 12, 2019, 04:56:09 PM
I could feel you desperately flailing against me.  Your hands slapping constantly and I moaned.  Tasting the bitter copper flavor of your blood.  It hits me and I groaned in raw pleasure.  Pulsing through me and over me.  Your smacking was not an attempt to stop me, it was an attempt to let me know this is too much.  I assume it means that you would comply if I were to go a little easier on you.  It made my lips, deep red with your blood, twitch in a smile. 

Still holding the back of your neck I murmured to you, answering you saying that I was hurting you.  "I know."  Gripping harder and keeping you just where I want you.  My hips, my entire lower body slamming forward.  Using all of it to get as deep inside your body as I possibly can.  Grunting in raw pleasure as I took you, took out my frustrations on you.

"Next time I won't be so rough. Because next time you will have been a good girl for me before."  Hissing those words, low and mocking as I kept smashing forward.  Fucking you. Feeling my thrusts becoming a little erractic.  I know I will be cuming soon. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 12, 2019, 06:27:56 PM
I can't help but notice the first time I've ever seen you smile is now. While you're causing me so much pain, your lips shiny with my blood. There really is something wrong with you. You scare me and it makes my skin break out in goosebumps.

Your thrusts are so hard, it feels like you're trying to do damage to me! I can't help the grunts and gasps that come in between my sobs. You know you're hurting me, but you dont stop. My arms are spread out, hands grabbing hard at my comforter trying to cope with the pain but nothing is helping me. You seem to be trying to drive yourself even harder into me.

You'll go easier next time since I'll be good you tell me. I really should spit in your face for speaking to me like a child! Instead, I look up at you with trembling lips as I nod my head quickly "yes! Yes, I'll be a good girl!" I choked the words out. You're fucking delusional to think this is happening again! I had to say whatever it would take to get you to ease up. As soon as I have an opportunity, I'm out of here!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 12, 2019, 06:41:41 PM
I laughed, your voice was filled with desperation.  The sort of thing that was absolutely delicious to me.  Every second of it was perfect.  For the first time I did not hear the puling insolence in your tones.  Grunting, my hips started to swirl from side to side a little bit as well as plunging deep inside your body.  I grunted and held on to your body.  My hand closing around your breast.  Holding and squeezing as I breathed heavily on your face.  Heavy puffs of air actually knocking a little of your blood off of my lips and onto your face.  Staining that perfect alabaster skin.  Moaning as I kept bottoming out inside you.  Holding as deep as I could, feeling your legs kicking in the air behind me as I held myself.  Sunk to the root while the first jets of my cum shot out of me.  I gasped and held on to you.  Cumming and filling your body. 

"That's a good thing.  You are every bit as good a fuck as I imagined.  I hope I am ready to do it again quickly."  Placing my rough hand on your face.  Soft skin feeling good against the rough, calloused hand.  Panting, gasping a little bit as I moaned and growled.  "You know that you are mine now.  I am not a fool.  I need to break you before we leave here."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 12, 2019, 07:18:28 PM
I cringed while you laughed. I hate that I've humiliated myself even further, telling you I'll be good.

Fuuuck, hurry up hurry up hurry up I scream at you in my head. You're killing me, or it certainly feels like you're trying to! I've never been with anyone who can fuck so hard and fast and still last this long!

Your face inches from mine, it takes all the restraint I can muster not to bite you savagely in hopes that you bleed out. You start panting harder and I'm flooded with relief that you're about finished. It feels like you're intentionally breathing on my face! Your hot breath makes my skin crawl. Turning my head to the side, my eyes and teeth clenched hard trying to get away from you even just slightly. I can feel moisture on my face and I whimper, my face scrunched up in disgust.

I feel your body shake and start to slow. Thank christ! Now get the fuck away from me I think to myself, my fists still clenched white knuckled so I can feel my nails digging into my palms. Suddenly I feel your hand pressing on my face. Your hot, sticky breath being smeared against me makes me sick. My throat is burning just trying not to scream!

I swallow the burning scream in my throat quickly "I'll be good" I say quietly.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 12, 2019, 07:26:01 PM
You repeated yourself right after I finished inside you.  Grunting and feeling my own cum oozing out of you.  Leaking around the plug of my softening cock.  It felt good, knowing just how much I owned you right now.  How completely and totally under my control you are.  I felt my lips peeling even further into a smile.  Looking down, licking my lips completely.  Dragging the last blood off of my lips.  Taking it into my mouth and enjoying the warm feeling of it.  I shivered as my hand kept squeezing at your body.

Finally and slowly my cock softened and slipped out of you while you told me that you would be good.  My hand on your face goes from simply resting on you to twisting around.  Holding your face, cheeks on each side.  Turning your head from side to side.  Surveying my work.  Seeing the bruises that are there.  I thought I had been light enough in my strikes to not bruise you, but you are not tough.  Your skin is showing the bruises immediately.  I sighed and thought oh well, it does not really matter.  You are in pain and that was enough. 

"I doubt it. But you are going to be reminded of what happens when you misbehave.  Because I am going to rape you again soon.  Until you are actually a good little fuck doll that isn't going to tell anyone what her bodyguard does to her."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 12, 2019, 07:59:09 PM
Feeling your limp cock slide out of me instantly made me feel just a little bit better. I had to get out or call for help before you tried anything again.

You're done, and I've been completely cooperative for a little while but still you grab at my face squishing my cheeks together. I hate you. My face is pounding and I can feel a headache at the back of my head from all the times you've hit me. I wince in pain each time that you toss my face from side to side with your firm grip. Having you look at me now feels completely humiliating. I can't even imagine what my face looks like.

Still sniffling, I can feel my hair stuck to my neck from all of my tears. I'm hot and sticky and gross and I just want to get a long hot shower and cry. Hoping you'll get off of me I simply nod my head in understanding.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 12, 2019, 08:55:49 PM
For all the pleasure I just got in raping you, I had never really seen anything.  Your body was still clothed.  Or at least as clothed as you ever let it get.  Tight clothing yes but you were still covered.  That is not going to do.  To break you I need to hurt you but also humiliate you.  My hands slowly let go of your head, the white marks from my grip fading a little bit as I did.  I am sure that you think I am going to get off of you now.  Let things go to another place or something stupid like that.  This might not have been planned but I am a methodical creature. 

Instead my hands go to your shirt.  Gripping each side of it and pulling.  Tugging until the fabric gives.  Splitting down the middle, revealing your bare flesh.  Somehow, I am not surprised that you were not wearing a bra.  I found myself chuckling, grinning, licking my lips as my eyes still ravaged your body.  From your slightly erect nipples, up to your puffy and tear stained face and back down. 

"Those are nice princess.  I am so glad I finally decided to take what you have been throwing at me.  You wanted this, I know it.  You might not even know it but I am older, I know what you wanted.  What you fucking needed."  Grinning coldly as my hand runs down your strenum, stroking at your body with a shuddering moan of need and want.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 12, 2019, 09:23:08 PM
Your grip slips from my face, almost tossing my head back. I quickly wipe my face with the backs of my hands, mascara smeared on each hand. I feel stupid for caring about how I look right now, but I can't help it.

I start to think about the phone over on my dresser. It's not within eye sight from here on the bed and you've only been to this house with me twice, I doubt you realize I have one in here. The minute I have the chance I'll call 911, even leave the phone on without saying anything. The police would come before you ever knew anything was going on. The thought of watching you be put in cuffs for what you've done to me is perfect.

Your wandering hands bring me back into the moment. I keep quiet but gently shake my head no when I feel you bunching my top in both hands to tear it. You've raped me, and for some reason this feels just as bad. I don't want you to look at me! I fight the urge to cover myself, i know it won't do any good and I don't want to give you the satisfaction of showing me how powerless I am in this situation. I settle for looking up at the ceiling.

I hear you laughing and can feel my face getting hot with embarrassment. Fuck, was I really that consumed by what others thought that I actually cared you were poking fun of my tits right now?! Tears pricked at my eyes, making me feel even more ridiculous. The words you spoke after stung, knowing they were true. For years I had been flirting with you, I hated that you knew I would have gladly fucked you but you decided to do this to me instead... Why?? I don't understand it! Your hands running up and down make my nipples ever harder, and I already dread the comments that I know will follow.

"Why??" Is all I could choke out as fresh tears started to run down my face.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 13, 2019, 06:24:56 AM
You were a mess.  A sloppy, weeping mess.  Smearing your makeup over your face in an effort to fix it.   Finally you look like you should, defeated and debased.  I grinned as you are able to force out only one word.  Asking me why.  "You know why.  You've been offering your cunt to me ever since I started.  Oh, and you were an annoying, selfish bitch all the time."  I lowered my head down while I was speaking.  The sentences cutting off abruptly as my mouth goes over your nipple.  Sucking hungrily at it, moaning and flicking my tongue over the nipple.  The stubble on my face is rough on soft, sensitive flesh but I don't care.  I just moaned and continued to rub.  Moving back and forth a little bit.  Getting as much sensation from your body as I possibly could. 

While my mouth was engaged, I took my hands and pulled the shreds of your clothing off of you.  Dragging the top off, completely baring you from your thighs up.  After I had coated your tits in a good layer of my saliva, moving back and forth between them I leaned back.  Noting how hard the nipples were with a smile. "I am going to take your pants off. If you struggle I am going to break a finger.  Understand?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 13, 2019, 09:57:45 AM
Annoying. Selfish. Bitch. My mouth hangs open slightly in shock. Annoying? Well yes more than likely. But a selfish bitch? I've always been kind to you and went out of my way to be friendly. Today was the first time I'd ever really been bitchy to you in the car ride. It felt playful though, making little jabs at one another back and forth. " You wrecked my face and raped me because I was annoying?!" I couldnt help but say angrily choosing to ignore your other choice words.

I flinched when your mouth quickly went to work on my nipple. Any quick movements from you I can't help but assume will result in pain for me. Your tongue flicked over my nipple and it felt good. I had to quickly shake that thought from my mind. All the times over the years I tried to get you to crack a smile, it was funny now how much I hated when you smiled at me. You're taking my pants off you announce. Odd that you would think I'd have much objection to that since you already have access to everything anyway. I could kick him... As he's pulling my pants down off my ankles I could kick him square in his nose. More than enough time to fly down the stairs I'm sure of it! I press my lips together to suppress the grin I can feel. My heart starts to race in excitement, just waiting for you to work your way down my body so I can strike.

You'll break my finger if I struggle you say matter of factly. Fuck, fuck fuck! My stomach flips and my fingers feel weak even just thinking about that! I really can't tell if you're serious but it's not something I'm willing to test either. "Jesus Alec, I won't!" I say quickly looking up at you with wide terrified eyes.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 13, 2019, 05:15:57 PM
You spoke in a little bit of shock when I gave you my answer.  Why I raped you.  It wasn't really the answer, it was more that I wanted to.  But if you blame yourself then I have a little bit more of an edge.  When I had spoken my threat I noticed how your body was heaving.  How your breath was coming a little more ragged then it had been.  Even when you were struggling and under me.  Getting raped.  I gave you a quirk of my lips.  A mocking folding of the corner of my mouth.  No speaking as I felt that would be more hurtful.  Not telling you that you were clearly enjoying my touch but letting you know that I know.  Letting that little thought worm more and more deeply into your mind.

I grunted when you spoke again. This time with so much panic at my matter of fact statement.  It wasn't a threat. It was merely a truth.  "Right.  I am sure you weren't thinking about kicking me right in the face while I did this..."  As I hissed out that last word I ripped your pants down and off.  FInally having you bare before me.  Again, I gave a mocking smile since you had clearly prepared yourself for presentation recently.  SInce I was the only one you were going to be around... "All for me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 13, 2019, 06:00:13 PM
You assumed that I'd try something. Not all that surprising since it's what anyone would logically do in my situation right now. I have to stop thinking of the obvious if I wantto get away, try and be a step ahead of you.

In an instant my legs are bare and there you are again, smiling at me. I want to punch your smug face. How many other women have you done this to? Given your age and how sure of yourself you seem to be I doubt I'm the first unfortunate girl to wind up here like this with you.

I feel so exposed and cold with you just hovering over me, staring. I also have the sense that you'll be ready again very soon the way you're staring at me like I'm a piece of meat. I have to get the hell out of here, I can't stand the thought of this happening a second time. I slowly sit up, resting one calf over the other trying to hide whatever I can from you. Nervously, I clear my throat "my face is so sore Alec, can I please have some advil or something??" I ask you trying to be as nice as possible. I'm doubtful, but maybe you'd leave the room to bring me some medicine and I could escape.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 13, 2019, 06:57:07 PM
You were glaring at me, nowhere near as practiced as I am at hiding your emotions. I have to present a mask, every day, all day.  For several years.  That was simply a skill that you would not have. After all you have never been in a situation where you couldn't show exactly what you were thinking.  I can see your eyes, filled with a killing rage.  If you were able to you would be beating me senseless.  Punishing me for doing exactly what you were looking for.  I grinned, because when you spoke to me it was in a voice that was dripping with sweet. Like you were trying to butter me up.

There was a chuckle erupting from me when you asked for the painkiller.  Because I know you are not actually being submissive. Just trying to play it.  "I know your face hurts.  I hit you.  You are supposed to suffer a little bit.  Just punishment for your actions.  And a reminder to be a better person."  As I was speaking my hand was running along your thigh.  Trailing up it, crossing over to your sex and then dragging up your stomach.  Touching, seeing you skin pimple and trying to curl away from me.  "If you are good I won't hit you again."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 13, 2019, 07:29:07 PM
Your touch makes me so nervous, I can feel my body trembling just anticipating the worst. I shiver just a little as the goosebumps spread across my skin. The way you speak to me, explaining cause and effect like I'm a complete fucking moron makes me clench my fists again, pressing my nails into my palms. Stay calm, just breathe I repeat to myself in my head as I watch your hand trail up my body.

I swallow hard to clear the lump in my throat and give a quick half smile. At this point, Im just  relieved to hear you won't hit me again. I can play along with this until you let your guard down long enough for me to make a move. "Yes, I'll be good"  the words come with ease this time.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 14, 2019, 07:34:16 AM
You keep spouting the words that you think I want to hear.  I wonder if you really think I am that stupid.  You won't be good.  Given a seconds chance you would do something to get me off of you, so you could run off and try to find a way to get out of this lesson.  Avoid your punishment.  There is no way I believe you yet, but I am going to test it to see just how far you are willing to go in order to present that facade.  "Roll over."  Spoken without heat in my voice, just a steady presence.  KNowing that if you obey I get access to you completely and you won't know what is happening.  If you don't well I will just beat you until you do.  My smirk showing my anticipation.  Because either option is good for me.

You stayed under me, your flesh pimpling as I continued to trace my hand all over it.  Running everywhere.  Grinning, licking my lips as I glanced up to your face.  Still laced with the shock of what had just happened on it.  Maybe the first time in my life I have seen something other than bland arrogance there.  I like it.  I like it a lot. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 14, 2019, 11:39:46 AM
Roll over you tell me. I feel frozen, just lying here staring back at you thinking about what you want me to do. My ex boyfriend Tyler always loved wrestling around with me and my thoughts instantly bring me back. Time and time again he'd laugh, never give up your back! He'd say while showing me how powerless it had left me, within seconds our "fight" would be over, with me having lost. Im certain this wont be good for me but I don't really feel I have a choice, it doesn't stop my brain from screaming no, no, no!! Don't you dare turn your back on him! Again, tears start to sting my eyes. I try and will them away, but it's useless.

Running my tongue over the fat part of my lip where you've bitten me I reluctantly roll onto my stomach. My entire body is rigid, I just know something bad is going to happen within moments!  I can feel myself losing control, my breaths becoming shallow and panicked with anxiety. Closing my eyes tight, I grab onto the comforter as tight as I can. "Alec, please stop, I won't bother you ever again! I promise!!" I shout out frantically. I don't even recognize my own voice, it sounds so small and pathetic.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 14, 2019, 02:29:58 PM
It took you a lot longer to roll over than it should have.  Fear is a dangerous thing.  It can motivate or it can make someone freeze.  For a moment I thought that it would freeze you and then I would 'get' to hurt you.  At least it would be something that you understand.  Beyond the desire to cause pain.  That is what I am going to do, going to enjoy.  My teeth are bared and I laughed, because right before my hand started to come up to strike you, you rolled over.  I bet this is how you like to get fucked.  From behind, like the whore that you are. 

You were begging but I wasn't hearing the words.  I don't want to hear them, there is nothing there that means anything to me.  With a grunt, I smacked my hand, balled into a fist into the back of your head.  Smashing hard there.  I heard the thump as much as I felt it in my hand.  Your mouth exploding open as you grunt in desperate pain.  "Shut.  Up."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 14, 2019, 03:47:39 PM
My eyes practically bulge out of my head with a  couple of pained grunts before I shoved my face into my pillow screaming and sobbing in pain. He fucking punched me! I can't believe you would punch me in the first place, let alone the force that you just used. Reaching up, I wrap both of my hands around my head, trying to protect myself from any further blows. You told me to shut up but I cant. My head is pounding all over, front and back now and for the first time since my ordeal started I wonder if you're trying to kill me! Thoughts of you beating me, face down like this until I'm dead only serve to make me sob harder into the pillow. "I did... w-what you saaaaaaid!" I screech, still holding onto the back of my head, rocking with my knees against the mattress trying to soothe myself.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 14, 2019, 04:56:02 PM
You whined out.  Telling me that you did what I wanted.  Like being reluctantly compliant is enough to stop you from being hurt.  I growled and grabbed you by the hair.  Yanking back and pulling on your hair.  Twisting around my hand so that your head is turned.  Ear straight up.  I want to be able to touch your ear while I whispered these threats to you.  Lips brusing right against that sensitive, erogenous zone as I can get.  "Too slow.  Too little.  Too late.  You need to comply happily and eagerily."  Ripping back on your hair, it stands out against my knuckles as my arm swoops around.  Next to your neck.  I can feel your heart hammering against my forearm.  Fear, excitement.  It is perfect for me.  "You are a little bitch.  You need to be a good girl.  I am sure you are smart enough to figure out the difference.  If not, pain will educate you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 14, 2019, 08:40:26 PM
I can't stop my sobbing, everything you're doing is either causing me so much pain or scaring me. I feel you yank back on my hair, bunching it in your fist. I yelp, half expecting you to punch me again. You're pulling on my hair so tight, but in comparison to the abuse I've already taken this is nothing. Wincing as you twist my head up, I close my eyes tight, bracing myself for a slap or another punch. Instead, you put your mouth on my ear. The feeling of your breath startles me, sending a shiver through my body when I feel you whisper to me, completely calm and composed. What the hell is wrong with you that you can treat someone like this with such ease?! Comply faster you tell me, I took too long to roll over for your liking. You're a monster, evil! You punched me as hard as you could for being scared and not moving fast enough! My back is bent up painfully, it feels like you're trying to break me in half. I get up onto my hands to try and take some of the pressure off but before I can put my weight on both hands your arm is around my neck, squeezing. I wasn't expecting it, I start to panic right away. Kicking my feet at the mattress and tapping your arm while I'm trying to gasp for air, only managing to make little choking sounds. My struggling doesn't even phase you and you continue to tell me how I need to be a good girl. Having you whisper that to me feels so slimey and gross! I can feel my body jerking under you, trying desperately to get out of your grip.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 14, 2019, 09:27:22 PM
It's pretty damn obvious that you know that letting me choke you out is probably a death sentence. Maybe not the final death but clearly the death of the person you are right now.  I would have free reign to tie you up, to violate you, to do any number of truly unspeakable things to and with you.  Grinning, you struggled.  Squirming around in my grip.  Clearly not realizing that I am not actually trying to strangle you right now.  A grip like I have, well most people don't know it but going dark takes a matter of seconds.  Not minutes.  So if I twisted or moved, then I would have you out.  Right now it is just for the struggles.  I want them.  I want you to realize that your life is completely and totally in my hands.  If I wanted you could be dead.  "Remember."  I whispered into your ear again as I slid my hand just slightly to the side.  Cutting off your air with a touch of a smile and then immediately backing off.  "Be a good girl."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 14, 2019, 09:55:17 PM
I'm going to suffocate, I'm going to slowly suffocate and die in this bed with you on top of me I'm sure of it.

My face and head are throbbing worse than ever before the longer you stay wrapped around my neck. I feel like a cartoon character getting squeezed so hard their eyeballs are about to burst out of their head! Like a feral cat, i scratch and claw at your forearm. I don't want to but I don't feel in control of my actions, just instincts taking over. Digging into your arm as hard as I can, my body jerking, screaming for oxygen. Again, you whisper to me remember. This is just cruel, how would I ever be able to forget this?! Suddenly your grip shifts and my vision starts to darken from my peripheral, slowly spreading. I feel lightheaded and dizzy and I'm sure this is it for me. When you let go, I slump forward into my pillow gasping wildly and coughing to catch my breath. "Okay! Okay!" I pant like a dog on a hot summers day "I'll be good!" My voice small and shaky, on the verge of tears all over again.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 15, 2019, 07:49:04 AM
You clawed at me, and I am willing to admit that it hurt.  A few winces went across my face but of course you can't see them and I made sure that my arm stayed rigid, violently tight around your neck.  So you did not get any encouragement from clawing and scraping at me.  After all you are beaten and I need you to stay that way.  When you were truly scared and promising me anything to get me to stop I smirked.  Putting my lips on the top of your head.  I kissed you there.  A little bit of a mocking press of the lips.  Just to see how you would react.  "Good girl.  Reach out and put your hands on the headboard.  Put them there and don't move them no matter what."  I had relaxed my grip back enough that instead of truly strangling you this is the toying long strangle.  Making you suffer but not as much as you would think, would fear. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 15, 2019, 11:17:41 AM
Your grip lessens and I try to suck in as much air as I can get. Your arm around my neck, still squeezing doesn't let me take the big deep breaths that my lungs are burning for. My breaths are small and shallow but at least I don't feel like I'm dying in this moment.

You kiss my head and tell me I'm being good. Oh thank god! Now let me go, get off of me! I silently beg. This time I don't hesitate once you give me instructions and I quickly reach my arms out, touching both hands to the soft fabric of my headboard. Still sucking in shallow breaths, fear fills my mind when I notice this position doesn't make it any harder for me to breathe. You're going to hit me, or really choke me again to get me to take my hands away!  You just want another excuse to beat me. My lip starts to tremble and I can feel my body shaking anticipating another blow. Please don't hurt me, please don't hurt me, please don't hurt me! I have to literally bite my tongue to keep myself from screaming the words out loud.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 15, 2019, 11:37:25 AM
Your hands came forward and stayed on the headboard.  I grinned, licking my lips.  Picking up the strips of your shirt and using it to bind your wrists to the headboard.  Grinning as I tied and knotted it. Tightening and tightening until your hands are just slightly white under the pressure.  They won't suffer any damage but they are going to very uncomfortable.  I grinned, smirking as you were there, helpless completely now.  I mean you couldn't have fought me before but there is something about not having hands that really drives that point home.

Now that you can't move I can watch you squirm.  Moving around as I chuckled and settled in to your blind spot.  Waiting.  My breathing is a little heavy but I am silent behind you.  My hand finally reaches out, not to caress you.  Instead cracking your ass once.  Hitting you, spanking you.  The idea that you were never spanked as a child is with me.  Maybe if you were you would not be being spanked as an adult.  "I am a full grown man.  Unfortunately it is going to be a little bit of play before I can fuck you again."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 15, 2019, 12:02:30 PM
You move away from me, finally letting my neck free. I quickly look back over my shoulder to see what you're doing. Taking big deep breaths, trying to calm myself as I watch you pick up the torn fabric that was once my top. I know what you're about to do, but I'm frozen here like this. When you walk around to tie my wrists everything in my body is telling me to run, get out of here now before it's too late! I'm fighting with myself, I know you'll have me back down within seconds if  I try anything followed by a terrible beating I'm sure! At the same time just lying here still, letting you do this feels like I'm giving up, like I'm allowing you to continue to hurt me. I don't have very long to debate this with myself since you wasted no time on tying my wrists, I couldn't run now. I was stuck here with you until you decided otherwise.

You walk away, out of my sight. It's completely unnerving not being able to see you. You laugh and my first reaction is fear. I quickly turn my head to the side, pressing my face into my arm. I don't know why, I'm not any more hidden or safe from you like this but it feels just a little bit better.  You hit me, one hard slap to my ass. I cry out, muffled into my arm. I can't help but pull at the fabric and try to twist away from you. I can feel your handprint on my ass as the sting lingers, heating up my skin. You're playing with me now, before you fuck me. "Please! St..." I quickly shut my mouth before I finish my sentence, remembering the blow that followed the last time I begged you to stop.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 15, 2019, 12:58:56 PM
I chuckled when you managed, just barely, to cut off your begging.  I know that you are a little bit of a creature that takes time to learn but you are definitely able to learn from pain.  YOu remember the pain that came when you were not quick enough to comply, you remember the way you where hurt when you tried to stop me.  I grinned, licking my lips.  Because you were not telling me to stop anymore.  You quickly clamped your mouth shut.  Not opening it to speak even when I spanked you a few more times.  Just the blows that came down on you.  Smacking and hitting you.  Twice, quickly.  I chuckled as there was a handprint blooming on your left cheek.  The one I was focusing most of my attention on it.  Hitting it, the firm feeling of your body definitely being a good thing on my hand.  "Tell me, if you had to choose... another fuck in your pussy or up your ass?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 15, 2019, 01:56:30 PM
My face is still turned, my eyes pressed against my arm. With each new smack of your hand I flinch, keeping my lips pressed tight together. The stinging of my ass and my cut lip as I press harder on it make me wince each time. This feels completely humiliating. Having to lay here still while you slap me feels like a punishment a child would get for doing something bad. My eyes well up with tears and I can feel my face flush with embarrassment.

You ask me where I'd choose to be fucked next and I feel a sinking in my stomach. I don't want your cock anywhere near me, though I wouldn't dare say that. You're not going to let me choose, this is a mean trick to give me hope so you can tear it away and fuck my ass, where it will hurt me the most. I know you won't be gentle, won't take the time to get me ready. I've never been fucked in the ass before the way I know you're planning and it's enough to make me feel weak. I can still feel your cum leaking from my pussy and I know it won't hurt, you won't even be able to go as deep in this position. I fidget with the bindings on my wrists nervously while answering. "In my.... Pussy" I can barely choke out the words. Without missing a beat I start sniffling, trying not to cry. Asking you to fuck me anywhere feels so disgusting and somehow you've made me feel like a slut even though I know I've done nothing to put myself here in this position.

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 15, 2019, 04:40:40 PM
I grinned, it was always my intention to pick whichever hole that you actually said.  Because I want you to feel an active participant in your own rape.  After all, the more you see that the more it is going to trickle into your mind.  Make you think you wanted this.  That it was something good for you.   I found myself chuckling, it is exactly what I wanted when you actually answered.  "I bet you do.  You like getting taken from behind like a dirty little slut."  Reaching over my hand went down your ass.  Stroking it, noting just how much warmer than the rest of your body my abuse had made it. It is all but glowing as I slid over it.  Before my hand finds your pussy.  There I start to rub and move against it.  Sliding up and down the slit.  My own cum leaking out of it.  "You want my bastard in you now, don't you."  I settled back on the bed.  Behind you. Not letting you look over at me.  My hands are on your body.  Holding you forwards, forcing you to stay like that as I started to do to your pussy with my cock that I had just with my hand.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 15, 2019, 06:57:52 PM
You call me a slut and I clench my teeth together, seething mad again. I think if my hands weren't tied I would have taken a swing at you! Your hand finds it was to my ass, stroking and rubbing me where you had just smacked me. This time you're not rough, grabbing and mauling me like before. It actually feels kind of nice, and I quickly twist away from you not wanting your hands on me.

With you out of sight but still touching me, I can't help but squirm and pull at my wrists. My body is filled with anxiety just waiting for your assault to start up again. Instead your hand makes its way lower to my pussy still with the same gentle touch. I don't want your hands on me making me feel good anywhere! I grunt, twisting and turning away from you. I'm really not getting anywhere but it's more than just lying still, letting you touch me. Letting you know I don't want you near me at least.

My mouth falls open in a gasp, shocked and repulsed when you tell me that I want your bastard. Without thinking I turn my head to try and look back "you're sick Alec! I'd give myself an abortion before I ever had your bastard!" I scream at you, pulling at my wrists as hard as I can. I regret saying it almost instantly. I know you're trying to provoke me and it worked! "Don't touch me! Get off me! Get off!" I scream at you over and over like a crazed woman jerking my hips the opposite way each time your cock rubbed up against my slit.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 15, 2019, 07:44:33 PM
I grinned, you were a stupid creature.  Stupid and arrogant.  Right now it is showing in the worst way.  COmpletely helpless, completely at my mercy and all you can do is struggle and try to assert yourself.  When it does you no good.  Hell, when it does you less than no good.  My hand moved, clenching into a fist again, hammering into you again. This time not in your head.  As much fun as that would be.  No this time I smashed my hand into the nape of your neck.  I hear another grunt of pain, another explosion of air.  At the same time I wrapped my arm around your waist.  You can struggle all you want, I am more than willing to test my strength against yours.  Knowing that I will win.

"You are going to be what I tell you to be.  If you were smarter you would have figured that out already and wouldn't be in such pain."  I smacked you, using the flat of my forearm down across your back to do that.  Hurting you, making you hiss as my cock slammed back inside.  My grip around your gut holding you steady enough that it is not even really a struggle. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 15, 2019, 08:28:16 PM
I knew it was coming, I had my eyes shut tight just waiting for it. That didn't make it hurt any less when your fist smashed down onto the back of my neck. The pain shooting up into my head, the force of the blow even makes my teeth hurt!

I couldn't help but slump forward into my pillow, a weeping mess once again "I'm sorry!" I cry out. You were right, that was stupid. I was stuck here for now and challenging you is just going to result in me being hurt. If I kept this up I'd be too weak to make a break for it once the opportunity presented itself. Save it for later, when you can run! Don't be a fucking idiot Ashley! I gave myself a pep talk, trying to calm myself down.

I groan, burying my face into my pillow when you hit me again. Not really hard enough to cause any great deal of pain, not in comparison to everything I've experienced up until now anyway. You were just controlling me showing me that I have nowhere to go. With one thrust, your cock is buried inside of me. It slides in easily, which only disgusts me. I know it's your cum that has my pussy slick but still it's a bit of a mind fuck being raped while perfectly wet. If there was a silver lining to be found it was that at least it wasn't my ass, and I didn't have to look at you this time!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 15, 2019, 09:01:52 PM
I shifted my hand around.  Moving off the curve of your back and upwards to your hair.  Which I grab and rip back on.  Dragging until your head is tilted back a little bit.  My cock slowly working up speed inside you, I am thrusting and moving but always going just a little faster.  While your head is tilted back.  Making you look back at me.  Look back at me and see me.  I am grunting in pleasure, staring down at your tilted eyes.  The pain in them while I kept ramming and tugging on your hair.

"
YOu can be so stupid sometimes Ashley.  No reason to make me do anything other than try to hurt you.  You were tied up and helpless.  You are going to need to be smarter to be my fucktoy. ANd trust me, that is the best option for you out of this.  It is fucktoy or dead."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 16, 2019, 01:37:14 AM
I scream when you yank me backward by my hair. Moreso in shock at the sudden jerk of my head. Pulling harder you make me look up at you, my neck straining and immediately in pain. "Owwww please, it hurts! Please please, I'm sorry!" I cry out, tears freely running down my face.

I'm forced to look back at you, making strained grunting noises I can't seem to control each time your body slams into mine. "My... Hair! ... Please!" I gasp out between thrusts.

I can't hold this position with my arms tied, it feels like you're going to snap my neck! I'm staring back at you, pleading with my eyes to let go. You don't care, instead you tell me to be smarter and if not, I'm dead. You scare me, terrify me even! I've known you for years and would have never believed you were capable of the things you've already done to me. You look at me, holding my stare to tell me this is my only choice or death, it makes my skin break out with goosebumps. I can't imagine you're serious, but I really have no idea. "Okay, okay!... I'm sorry... I'll be... Good" I pant. The sound of your balls slapping against my pussy between my grunts fills the room and makes me want to scream
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 16, 2019, 07:03:02 AM
YOu were in pain, you were suffering.  That was perfection.  You deserved to suffer.  For all the little indiginities that you piled on me over the days.  Long days of you wandering around, self absorbed and petty.  Telling me to lug things for you like a valet, asking me to be your friend when I am being paid to protect your body.  And worst of all you had always been throwing yourself at me.  You might not have known it, since you were so young but it was obviously, clearly what you were doing.  Now I am simply taking what you offered. A little harder since you needed to be punished, to learn a lesson. 

My body is slamming against yours. Repeatedly.  I am taking you, enjoying you.  Moaning almost violently as I fucked you.  You where whimpering, the pain in your eyes obvious. YOu can't hold this position, that is what they say.  I don't care.  I want you told that position.

"Tell you what,"  my balls slapping against yoru body made me have to speak a little louder.  "You cum and I will let go of your hair."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 16, 2019, 11:35:20 AM
Looking up at you, seeing how much pleasure you're getting from hurting me is just evil. How can you be getting off when all I've been doing is screaming and crying for you to stop?!

Cum and you'll let go you tell me. Completely defeated, I cry harder. My mouth is pulled open with you yanking back hard on my hair. My crying and grunting is strained, making it harder to take full breaths.

I couldn't cum Iike this, even if I wanted to, and I definitely didn't want to! "Pleeeeease.... I can't.... You're hurting me!!" I sob hysterically.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 16, 2019, 05:31:39 PM
You keep telling me that you are being hurt.  I grinned and looked down at you.  My eyes kept dancing and sparkling as I stared.  Groaning and fucking up against your body.  Slamming inside you over and over again.  Licking my lips as you told me, again, that you were being hurt.  Begging and crying as I looked at you.  My hands closed on your body. Clenching tightly on soft skin.  Grabbing and squeezing your throat as I grinned and mocked you.  Ramming hard. 

"No.  I am not hurting you.  You like it."  I grunted those words into your face.  They are a lie but i am testing you.  Seeing if you are willing to say that, yes, you enjoy something that is painful.  It won't last but it is a little chip in the wall that is you.  If I can bring all of it down I won't have to kill you.  I don't really want to kill you. 

"Feel it.  Feel the pleasure of use.  Use like you deserve, like you have been craving."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 16, 2019, 06:38:13 PM
Watching you stare at me while I'm begging you to stop is terrifying. You look like you're enjoying yourself even more, the more I tell you that you're hurting me. Smiling, moaning, and fucking me harder, like I'm talking dirty to you or something. Youre groping any area you can touch. Your hands are rough, sliding over and grabbing at my skin doing anything extra you can think of to make me hurt just a little bit more. Your hand snakes around to my throat again and I quickly take a  big breath before your hand starts to slowly squeeze.

You tell me that i like this, to just enjoy it. My eyes widen in shock that you could say something so crazy! You can't really think I'm enjoying anything about this experience! I know there are delusional people walking around, but I just didn't see you as that way. You're fucking with me, you have to be. The wet slapping of your balls and my grunting could be easily mistaken for sounds of pleasure in any other circumstance, but not here... There's no way that you can think that!

I know I don't deserve this, nobody does! I want to scream at you but my earlier pep talk reminds me not to be a fucking idiot right now. Instead I press my lips together tight, trying to force myself to shut up. It's all I can think to do to wipe that smug grin of your damn face.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 16, 2019, 07:30:46 PM
I see your hands clenching and your wrists moving up.  Pulling against the bindings I put around them.  Moving up and immediately stopping.  Not coming towards me as my hands are all over your body.  One stroking up and down your stomach.  Touching and sliding over that smooth, taut skin.  I grunted as my other hand squeezes softly at your tit.  Grunting and groaning as I took you.  Mocking the easy with which I am able to fuck you.  Most of it is my own juices, most but not all of it. I am sure of that.  I found myself grinning and fucking a little faster.  A little harder.  Giving my hips a swirl while sweat drips down my face and onto yours.  Pleasure is making me sweat, you glisten, I sweat.

Squeezing and groaning.  Moving, moaning, enjoying you.  "ENjoy it.  I know you want to."  There is nothing coming out of me but gasps.  Grunts and gasps of raw pleasure.  I gave an especially hard thrust when I saw you continuing to pull at your bindings.  Not that they are going to give way but i have no desire to actually give you that hope.  "Shh... just let yourself cum.  You wanted me inside you, let yourself go and enjoy it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 16, 2019, 09:22:30 PM
The sound of your balls smacking against my wet pussy and our grunting fill the room. Your touch on my body changes from rough, intentionally causing me pain to soft, giving me goosebumps. Everything inside me is trying to push any good feelings aside, but you swirl your hips and for the first time my gasp isn't from any pain you've caused me. My mind starts to race, trying to talk myself out of any enjoyment. Noooo no no no no, don't go there, this is bad, you can't!

My breathing coming more ragged, gasping with each hard thrust of your hips. "No don't" I pant, not with any real conviction, I just can't bare the thought of letting you rape me without putting up a fight. Not to mention feeling good at any point during it!
 
Your sweat is dripping down onto my body, for the first time this doesn't feel awful and I hate myself for it. My face flushes when you say that I've wanted you inside of me, to just let myself enjoy it. Of course you knew I wanted you all these years, I was never subtle... Not in the slightest. I can't let myself enjoy this though, you've beat me and raped me. For my dignitys sake, I can't enjoy this.

"Alec!..... No don't....Please..... Stop" I cry out, in more of a moan than a command. I close my eyes, equally embarrassed and disgusted in myself. You can't cum, you can't! I tell myself over and over again, silently praying that you cum quickly.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 16, 2019, 09:52:17 PM
I kept ramming inside you, your breathing was getting more and more ragged.  It sounded good, so fucking good for you to do that.  My hands kept rubbing at your body.  Gripping, sliding, stroking.  All while my cock kept tearing into your body. I gasped in pleasure and kept doing it.  Dripping sweat as you were pleading. Maybe not even with me, for this to end.  For you to not enjoy this.  Oh, that is so delicious.

I gripped your body as my balls slapped against the back of your thighs.  Over and over again I plunged inside you.  My breath was coming heavy on your ear.  Grunting out each and every second of pleasure.  Oh, yea, you are breaking.  "Shhh... don't beg for something you don't want."  For a moment both my hands slid to your neck and I squeezed.  Hard enough that there was a ring of white marks around your throat.  But I know that you are not going to bruise so that is important.  "Don't do that or I will punish you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 17, 2019, 01:09:03 AM
Your thick cock is filling and stretching my pussy. hitting my g spot with your hard thrusts has me gasping, each time trying to hold back a moan. I can feel the familiar warmth building from inside.  The nagging voice at the back of my mind still lingering. How can any part of you enjoy this? How much of a slut do you have to be to get off during your own rape?! I can feel tears filling my eyes again.

I don't want this but I'm quickly losing control. You're fucking me the way a lover would now, and even though I'm begging you to stop, my body is very clearly saying otherwise.Your hands roaming all over my body, your panting in my ear is driving me crazy!

You tell me not to beg before wrapping your hands around my neck to squeeze. Instead of fear, my mouth opens in a grunt. Letting my eyes fall closed, my back arches slightly and I pray you didn't notice. I gasp once you release your grip, telling me that you'll have to punish me. "I'm sorry!" I pant without even thinking, my head hung down trying to ease the stiffness in my neck.

You're fucking me so hard and fast, your cock hitting just the right spot. This is not a fight I'm going win. My eyes grow wide in a panic, my hands frantically pull at the comforter just before my body tenses up. I throw my face to the inside of my arm, muffling my moans. My body trembles under you, trying to fight against  my orgasm, not wanting you to know, I would die if you knew. I can feel my pussy spasming around your cock as my orgasm tears through my body.

Instantly I'm flooded with feelings of shame and disgust. I can't help but to bury my face into the mattress and sob.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 17, 2019, 06:12:48 AM
I can see the internal struggle, even when you closed your eyes.  Scrunching up, desperately trying not to feel good about what is being done to you.  The body is just a bundle of nerves though, it does not separate want from stimulation.  I know that cumming means nothing more than I hit the right nerves frequently enough.  It means nothing about you, but I doubt you are in the frame of mind to think that.  So instead I dropped my head down and whispered to you, as low and as husky as I could.  "I told you.  I knew what you were.  What you are."  My hands come off of your throat and go back to your tits.  Playing with them, they feel good under my hands.  Warm.  soft.  Perfection.

Cock hammering almost violently into your body now. Now that it is properly lubed up.  My thrusts knocking you forward on your knees.  There is a steady thump from where your head is hitting the headboard.  Just the sort of thing that you cannot stop, cannot slow.  I grinned and picked it up.  Fucking you.  My own breathing is ragged and I don't last much longer.  Before my own orgasm rips through me.  SHooting deep inside your body.  "Say thank you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 17, 2019, 10:33:09 AM
I'm too humiliated to do anything besides lay here and cry. Hearing you reiterate that I wanted this starts to play with my mind. Is it possible to cum while being raped?? I'd never heard of that happening to anyone before. Did it mean that deep down I wasn't hating this? I start to cry harder, feeling so ashamed and disgusting.

Your hands wander back, finding their way to my tits where you start to rub and squeeze again. Your touch is still gentle, I almost think I'd rather you hurt me than continue to touch me like this. I don't want your hands making me feel good anywhere! My nipples harden against your touch, I hate that my body is responding like this.

You're fucking me so hard that my head hits the headboard with every thrust. I stretch my fingers out against the headboard trying to brace myself but you're fucking me too hard it does little to actually help me. Finally, I feel your pace slow. With a few hard thrusts, you're cumming inside of me again, grunting and gasping as you empty your balls. Relief washes over me, hopeful that you're finished with me. Say thank you, you say... I'm too embarrassed to fight you on it, I just want this to be over. "Thank you" I choke out between sobs.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 17, 2019, 05:01:37 PM
I grinned, you barely even hesitated.  There was next to no time between order and complying.  You clearly remember what happened the last time you made me wait for a desire to be fulfilled.  That you were immediately hurt, because you were bad.  Exactly how it was phrased, exactly how I am going to tell you about it.  I let go of your tits and let you slump down on the bed.  Reaching up, over your head.  Testing the ropes around your wrists.  Well, the bindings around your wrists.  Made from shreds of your shirts, it might be a little much to call them ropes. But they are more than enough to keep you there.  RIght here.  On your bed.  REady for me the next time my whim comes over me.   I grunted and walked away from you. 

Until I was in front of you for the first time in a long while.  I knelt down and stared into your eyes. Owning the eye contact. Forcing you to make it and hold it.  I reached out, patted your cheek.  Something that was much harder than it needed to be but just under what would be called a slap.  "You are filthy, you got me all dirty.  I am going to go clean up.  You just wait right here for me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 17, 2019, 05:50:01 PM
You finally let go of me, letting me rest against the mattress for the first time. My body aches from the awkward position, being tense waiting for your assault and of course the throbbing in my face. It felt good to lay down and just cry into my pillow without you groping me.

I feel you pulling at my wrists and I quickly look up, still breathing heavy and sniffling. My heart felt like it skipped a beat when for a split second I thought you were untying me. No, of course you weren't going to do that. I feel your weight shift on the bed and quickly turn my head to see where you're going. I flinch when I see that you're walking up to me, my heart starts to pound harder in my chest as you crouch down beside me. I can't help but try and lean back away from you, not trusting that you're just down here to talk.

Your stare is so intense, it makes me uncomfortable but I don't think looking away would be a good choice for me right now. I hold your gaze but I can feel myself trembling the longer you stare without speaking. I wince when you give my face a firm pat, it's still so sore from earlier. Trying to lean back even further this time. My heart sinks when you tell me you're leaving me here so you can get cleaned up. I need to get off this bed so I have a chance to get out of here! With all the courage I could muster "wh-what about me? Can I clean up too?" My voice small and timid, nothing like how I've spoken to you in the past. Even though I was more concerned with getting to the phone, I really did still want to clean up the sloppy mess that you had left between my legs.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 18, 2019, 06:59:58 AM
Those knots are tight.  They are not going anywhere fast.  I suppose that you could bite at them and maybe pull them loose.   In fact the more that I think about it the more I am sure that is what you are going to do.  You can pull and tug all you want to no avail.  But maybe, in the time it takes me to shower you could have bitten and jerked your way out of it.  Can't have that.  Your words barely registered as I reached down and tore your panties off.  Balling them up and taking another piece of your shirt.

I crammed the wad into your mouth, making your teeth useless and then secured it by wrapping the strip around and tying it behind your head.  There, can't bite, can't push them out with your tongue.  I watched for a few seconds to make sure that you could still breathe before I nodded.  And only then did I answer you.  "You're a filthy slut, you stay dirty.  You know you like it like that.  Besides, there is no sense cleaning up when you are only going to get dirty again."

I gave you a smack and smirked at you.  "Next time I am cumming on your face."  Then I walked away.  Turning on the shower and getting in. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 18, 2019, 12:07:34 PM
You wait so long before speaking to me. I watch you, completely on edge and full of hope that you're going to untie my wrists. I can't stay here like this, I just can't!!

You pull at my panties still around my thighs, they tear off with one rough tug making me wince. I've seen enough movies to know what's coming next. I need to get out of here but with my wrists still tied I'm not really in a fighting position. I fight the urge to toss my head back and forth, making it hard for you to gag me. Instead, I keep still letting you stuff the panties in my mouth. When you tie another piece of my shirt around my head to keep them in place i can feel my breathing quicken. How long are you going to keep me here like this?!

I let out a muffled squeal when you slap my face, telling me you're going to cum on my face next. I glare at you angrily before turning my face away from you. My heart starts to pound waiting for you to leave my room. As soon as I hear the shower running I fight against the headboard, trying with everything I have to loosen the knots so I can slip out. With each passing minute, I feel more and more desperate knowing I don't have long before you're finished in the shower. Pulling with all my strength, grunting and wincing as the shirt rubs my wrists raw.

I hear the water shut off and I quickly stop my struggling, collapsing back down. "Fuck!!!" I scream into the pillow. Exhausted and still panting, I fall apart, sobbing into the pillow completely defeated.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 18, 2019, 05:43:08 PM
I figured that you would be throwing yourself against the restraints the exact moment that I am out of earshot.  Hell, I would have accepted you trying to do it as soon as I was out of eyesight.  After all, I know what this is, even if I am trying to make you think it is something else.  SOmething of your own doing and own choice.  Not me simply wanting to rape one of my clients into submission.  Punishment for everything that you and all those who have come before you have done to me.  Making me stand there with a smile or at best a neutral expression while you demean me.

I bathed and I was not quick about it.  I am confident in my knots, it is a skill I have known since I was a child.  NOt what the Scouts expect you to be using them for but who cares what they think?  It's fun for me.  I came back in to the bedroom, still slightly damp and with a towel casually wrapped around my waist.  Seeing you face down in the bed.  Panting. Skin still red from exertion.  Either you had used all your energy or had given up very recently. 

"Trying to take back our arraignment?  I am not sure I approve of that."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 18, 2019, 06:26:38 PM
I'm trying to calm down and stop crying before you come back. The water has stopped running so I figure it won't be long before you're finished up. I've always had a hard time calming down once I was really upset and this time is no different. When I finally manage to stop crying I think about you on top of me, punching me, making me feel like I'm nothing and I start back up all over again.

I can't see the washroom from where I am so when I hear your voice again it startles me. My body jumps slightly before tensing. You're mocking me, pretending like I ever agreed to any of this. I clench my jaw and ball my hands into fists, I would kill you right now if I could. "You know what Alec?! Fuck yourself!!" I shout at you, venom in each word that leaves my mouth.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 18, 2019, 06:41:49 PM
I guess the play along and hope you don't get hurt option is off the table now, I thought with a grin quirking across my lips.  Playing there because you were being a silly, petulant child.  Screaming at me, through a gag, while you are bound and helpless.  It is alittle impressive just how much force you put in to the shout.  It turned your body almost as red as the rest of the creation did.  I grunted and slowly licked my lips.  Looking at you with a grin playing over them. "I don't need to do that anymore.  That is what you are for now."

I stepped forward and with a chuckle I saw you flinch.  You are helpless, hopeless.  I wonder what you think flinching away from me is going to do.  Nothing, the answer is nothing. I smiled at your fear, drinking in the delicious sight of it.  Ah... and then, maybe when you think I am not going to hurt you, my hand moved.  Slamming into your face, then coming up and smashing down on your back with a grunt of effort.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 18, 2019, 07:48:36 PM
As soon as you start towards me I regret my outburst, wishing I could take it back. my mind starts to race thinking about what terrible thing you'll do to me for it. I can't help but thrash against the restraints, still trying to get away from you even though you only have a few feet before reaching me. Moments ago I was exhausted and panting to catch my breath, now the adrenaline has me pulling and screaming with an intensity I didn't know possible.

Your hand crashes into my face and Im immediately howling in pain. Something is broken, I must be bleeding, maybe a concussion?  This isn't like any of the times before, something has to be wrong! I can't control myself, Im sobbing hysterically and screaming with each deep breath I can suck in through my nose. I don't even see you raise your hand the second time, a burst of pain explodes through my back. I let out a long pained groan while my body writhes in pain. Completely hysterical, it takes me a moment to realize that I'm not just crying too hard to catch my breath but that you've knocked the wind out of me. I can't breathe and everything hurts so so much. I turn to look at you, my blue eyes huge with panic. I'm slapping at the headboard frantically while trying to take fast shallow breaths from my nose. The sound of pained grunting sounds and my body thrashing on the bed fill the room. The gag in my mouth only makes it harder to try and get my breath back. Help me, please Alec help me! I silently plead with you. You give me nothing but a cruel smile and I start to wonder how long it takes to pass out like this.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 18, 2019, 08:00:29 PM
I watched you, you had clearly been jarred by the punch.  A grin spreading across my face as I see the pain going across your face.  Every second of you suffering is a delicious lifetime to me.  IT sounds good, it seems good.  Instead of helping you as you pleaded at me with your eyes I dropped the towel.  Looking at you and rubbing myself, nude and enjoying your pain.  Panic only making it harder for you to recover your breath.  One hand stroking my cock as I stared at you, the other coming up to my mouth.  Tongue coming out and running over my knuckles.  Taking in your blood.  It was so good, so perfect.  Licking  it off as I dragged it through there.

"Do you really think that I care that you are suffering.  You need to be put in your place."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 18, 2019, 08:48:36 PM
Every second that passes is agonizing. Ive never felt pain like this before, it's all too much and I wonder how much one person can take before  being beaten unconscious.

Finally, air rushes back into my burning lungs and I lift my head higher off the pillow taking deep breaths through my nose as fast as I can choking on the air I'm so desperate for. My eyes are fixed on you, trying to catch my breath. You hold my eye contact as you drop your towel and start to rub yourself right in front of my face while I struggled to breathe. Precum beading at the tip of your cock the more that you slowly stroked. You lick my blood from your knuckles and I grimace in disgust before crying and groaning in pain all over again. "Okay! Okay! Okay! I'm sorry!" I half sob/scream against the gag. I can feel my face hot and wet, from my tears maybe blood? Im not sure, but the thought is enough to make me crumble "I'll be good, I'll be good, I'll be good!" I chant inaudible against the panties in my mouth.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 18, 2019, 09:05:37 PM
Good.  That is the word that you keep screaming at me.  I grunted and grinned as I stepped forward.  My hands reaching out and I undid the gag around your head.  Feeling it coming out, coated liberally in your spit and flecks of your blood.  They looked good there.  I chuckled as I dropped it down.  "I doubt you will ever really be good.  But that is okay.  You just need to not be bad all the time.  When you are bad I have to hurt you.  As much as I like training you, I don't want to break you."  My hand traces over your fingers.  Feeling them.  When I said the word break I held tightly on to one.  Threatening to shatter the finger.  Just because I could.  "Remember that always."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 18, 2019, 09:24:02 PM
You untie the fabric to pull the gag out of my mouth and I don't waste a second. Apologies come spilling out of my mouth faster than I can even organize my thoughts "ok ok, I'm sorry, I am, I promise, i won't be bad anymore! Please don't hurt me, I'll be good... Really really good!" I shout at you desperately. My ribs visibly drawing in a huge breath after my rambling. I can't stop crying, I've never felt this out of control before. I can feel my entire face is wet with tears, my hair is matted to my neck but I can't stop.

My hand shakes in yours while your fingers graze across mine. I didn't miss your not so subtle hint when you squeeze my finger. Terrified I started to ramble again, shaking my head no with wide eyes "no no no no noooo no please don't! I'll be good, I will!" I know that I sound like a small child trying to get out of trouble right now but I'm too scared to feel even slightly embarrassed by it.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 19, 2019, 06:51:30 AM
Fear.  It is good.  It is delicious.  I can hear it in your voice.  For the first time you properly fear me which means that for the first time you properly respect me.  Slowly a grin crept across my face.  Before i leaned down and put my lips against yours.  Tasting the blood on your lips as my tongue crams into your mouth.  You squirmed, struggling against the ropes again but it means nothing.  You don't get away from me.  You can't get away from me.  I control every interaction we have now. 

"If you want to be good, no matter what happens, just keep repeating something.  I belong to you."  I grinned, betting to myself that you won't be able to do it.  Not really caring but I want you saying it.  Repeating it so it sinks into your brain.  Basting it in this new truth. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 19, 2019, 03:19:12 PM
You press your mouth to mine and instincts make me pull back from you without thinking. Stupid, don't be stupid! I remind myself and quickly force myself to be still while you force your tongue into mouth.  I don't go quite so far as to kiss you back, but there is nothing there fighting against you this time.

I wince in pain, my face scrunched up trying to be still even though your rough kiss hurts so badly against my battered mouth and face. I've imagined kissing you countless times. Now here we are, and it's taking everything I have to not turn away in disgust of you. Not that you could call this a kiss or anything. No, this is just you showing me that you have the control here.

When you pull away to speak to me I watch you with wide eyes, still terrified of you but just a bit more calm now. I can't help but run my tongue across the cut on my lip nervously, something to distract myself even slightly. You tell me I should be telling you that I belong to you. I nearly laugh at how ridiculous you sound. I don't believe that, not for one second but I wasn't stupid. I've been raped by you and I've been beaten by you. The violence is by far worse and I know that you're capable of much worse. Your threat of breaking my finger, still very fresh in my mind  is all the convincing I need that it's in my best interest to appease you.

I clench my fists once more and nod in understanding. "Okay Alec, I belong to you" trying to keep any hint of anger from seeping into my voice.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 19, 2019, 05:03:05 PM
You were terrified, your body was trembling like a leaf in the breeze.  Fear is dancing in your eyes and I am smiling at you.  Liking the way that you are so scared that you can't help yourself and the fact that the fear makes you do exactly what I said.  When I know that you would a thousand times rather be doing, saying anything else.  I can almost hear all of them, because I have been your guard long enough to know that you have a very foul mouth when you are angry.  Every thought is tinged blue. 

So you spoke, parroting my words and I rolled my hand.  A universal sign for more.  I didn't want it said once.  I wanted it repeated.  I wanted it to be the only thing to come out of your mouth for a while.  Until I stuffed something in your mouth to silence you.  Your lips are going to be moving and forming those words and only those words until I am sated with it. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 19, 2019, 06:23:09 PM
I don't really know exactly what I expected from you, but it wasn't for you to just stare at me smiling. Actually, you have a very nice smile. It's hard to believe today is the first time I've ever seen it. It makes it that much more scary the longer you hold it. You don't expect someone that looks nice, normal, attractive to be so completely evil.

You roll your hand at me and I realize you said to keep repeating. I had assumed you meant to just say it often, but apparently not. "I belong to you?" I say again, unsure if this is what you're meaning. You nod your head, still smiling and continue to roll your hand. You fucking prick, why?? What is the fucking point of this? I think to myself. I can feel my face getting hot again, seething mad. My eyes well up for what feels like the millionth time today in anger rather than sadness or fear this time. "I belong to you, I belong to you, I belong to you, I belong to you" I mindlessly repeat while you look at me with that beautiful smile that I so badly want to slap off your face.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 19, 2019, 08:03:04 PM
You looked briefly confused when my hand moved.  Commanding you to keep speaking, to keep repeating the single line.  After all, it wasn;t something that you believed and only an idiot would not see your hands clenching and unclenching. Wrists moving just a little bit.  Clearly testing the ropes.  Tugging on them in an attempt to find a weakness.  Something that you could use in order to get out of this predicament.  It doesn't come.  It is never going to come.  And your mouth kept moving.  The simple sentence, only four words long, keeps falling out of your mouth.  Repeated, after long enough I am sure that the words don't have meaning anymore.  I have a brother who worked in data entry.  He once told me that after typing the word 'yes' in a column for a few minutes he forgot how to spell it.  Asking a coworker because it was no longer connected to the word in his head.  That is what those sounds must be like to you. 

Without dropping my smile or giving you an order to stop I stepped forward.  Cock coming out.  Resting right near your face.  When you spoke certain parts of the word your lips brushed against the very tip of it.  Sensation to make me shiver.  I grinned, letting the phrase of ownership repeat so that you are mine.  That you will know you are mine forever.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 20, 2019, 05:53:38 AM
While I repeat the phrase I have to keep reminding myself that this isn't bad. They're just words that I'm saying. You're just standing there, not beating me... This is easy, this I can do! I do feel embarrassed that I'm actually going along with you but I have to wait for the perfect moment before trying anything. Anything sooner will just give me less opportunity, or end up with me being really hurt... I really can't handle having my fingers broken!

You step forward, rudely putting your cock in my face. I lean back away, scowling up at you when my lips touch you. You inch forward once more, letting me know that you want my lips brushing against you. I can't help but to grit my teeth while still repeating I belong to you over and over and over.

I force my head to be still and just repeat the words you've asked me to while I let my mind wander. I wonder where you set your gun down? It has to be with the pile of your clothes. Maybe I can grab it quickly when you untie me... It's gotta be soon. It feels like I've been here for forever and I'll have to use the washroom at some point, you'll have to let me up. Could I actually kill someone though? You've done so much to me that Lord knows you'd deserve it, but would I actually be able to do it?? I really don't know... Maybe I could just shoot you in the leg or something so I could get away, get out of the house. That seems better than murdering someone. My mind races thinking about possible scenarios.

My words are so monotonous that I startle myself when I hear them once again. I look up at you nervously, worried that maybe I had stopped repeating while deep in thought. The grin on your face lets me know I'm in the clear.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 20, 2019, 07:26:34 AM
I waited.  My cock had gotten hard from the proximity of your lips, brushing it.  Breath washing over me.  But I waited.  Waited for your eyes to glaze over a little bit.  Glaze over and then come back, tinged with fear.  You know that I can and will hurt you.  Just because I can, because I like it.  I might search for a reason that you would accept but I will simply hurt you because I can.  Though I watched you and you looked relieved. Because I wasn't hurting you.  Perfect.  You won't expect it then.

My hand moves and I cupped the back of your head.  Enough that you are not going to get away at all.  Not going to be able to wriggle or wiggle.  And in an instant my hard cock went down your throat.  Sliding across your tongue, over your lips.  Moving.  Penetrating.  I grinned as you body jerked and shook.  You didn't like it.  I can see your legs flailing in the air.  It is because I have shoved all the way.  All the way to the root, my cock in your throat.  Making a plug.  I can feel you gagging, already drool is running out of your mouth as I held myself there.  Groaning in pleasure while you thrashed and got desperate for air. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 20, 2019, 01:57:06 PM
Still saying those same four words, I let my mind wander again. I'm filled with dread thinking about the forced blow job I'm sure I'll be giving you momentarily. A man doesn't place himself in front of you like this and not expect his dick sucked. Ive never liked sucking cock, I'm more into receiving and all of my past partners were always so eager to give.

Your hand taking a firm grip of my head quickly fills me with panic. I know you're going to be too rough for me. My heart starts to race and before I can even look up at you to beg you not to make me do this you ram your cock hard into my mouth. I've always had a terrible gag reflex and this time is no different. As soon as you hit the back of my mouth I gag, my body heaving while trying to push back against your hand. Instead of easing up, you push my head harder forcing your cock to slide down into my throat.

My eyes are as wide as saucers, tears streaming down my cheeks while I desperately try and pull away from you. My wrists are on fire from all of my pulling against the fabric.

I can feel my throat trying to push you out, but you hold my head steady. Your cock lodged into my throat is the only thing keeping me from being sick. I can't breathe like this and the panic only makes me thrash around harder like a fish out of water.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 20, 2019, 05:49:16 PM
When someone is desperately trying to breathe and trying not to puke it is such a perfect moment.  The way your body shakes and quivers around me is almost enough to make me cum instantly.  The throat shaking, gasping and pulsing.  Trying to expel the invader, trying to expel the thing that is both holding your vomit in and making it impossible for you to breathe.  That is pulsing around me.  Clenching and opening.  Your slick walls are there.  Rubbing at the head of my cock. While your tongue is thrashing inside your mouth.  Dragging all over my shaft.  I know that all of this is trying to force me out, all of it is involuntary.   Yet all of it feels just so damn perfect.  I held on there until I could see your face turning red, snot running out of your nose.  Blowing out as I finally dragged my cock back out. Not completely out of your mouth but enough that you can get some air.  Suck some in greedily. 

Waiting for you to get just enough that your face is no longer bright, tomato red.  Before I want back into your mouth. Groaning as I shoved in just as deep as for.  I shook in pleasure.  Feeling you there.  And then I spoke to my captive, "I know a whore like you loves giving head.  I am surprised you aren't better at it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 20, 2019, 07:58:23 PM
I can hear you moaning and groaning as I struggle around your cock. I know it's more than likely only adding to the pleasure you're getting from me. As much as I want to lay still here and not give you the satisfaction of seeing me so desperate, I can't help it. My brain is telling me to be still but my body is still violently thrashing, trying to get away from you, trying to get a breath.

When you lessen your hold, I pull my head back coughing and gasping, wheezing as I try and take in as much air with each breath. My face is wet and sticky, a mix of my tears, snot and drool which only add to the disgust I'm feeling. I suck in another deep breath before breaking down into a hysterical screech that you quickly cut off by ramming your cock back into my throat. As soon as you touch my tongue I can't help but to start gagging.

You tell me that I'm not even doing a decent job and it's really just as well that I can't breathe, much less say something stupid back.

I'm completely at your mercy, my throat spasming around you while I silently beg you to stop. My throat is on fire, I've never had anyone literally make me choke on their cock like this before.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 20, 2019, 08:13:09 PM
I know that everything I do to you is completely and totally against your will.  That you would rather be pretty much anywhere than where you are right now, doing more or less anything other than what I am making you do.  yet... I find myself completely and totally unable to care about that.  At all.  I am grinning, slowly running my tongue over my lips as I stare down at your face.  A perfect mess, a perfect showcase of my power and control.  You are covered in snot, in drool, in tears and in smeared makeup.  Every bit of it is perfect to me.  I grunted, I groaned, moaning and ramming my cock completely down your face.  Grunting, holding there.  Letting your panic and the complete and total lack of air do the work for me.  I am moving my fingers in your hair.  Feeling it there, crunching and moving as I groaned and took you.  Enjoying your suffering, the way it only adds to my own pleasure.  I grunted and fucked you.  Grunted and took your face with the same intensity as I took the rest of your body.   

With smack I hit the back of your shoulders.  no real reason, but the way it made you jump was interesting, intriguing.  I found myself groaning a little more as you jerked and spasmed.  Tried to move away but can't.  My cock now plugging your face and my grip preventing any motion.  I licked my lips and thrusted forwards.  Until I can feel your nose crushing against and digging in to my pelvis.  Oh, such a wonderful feeling.  "Get better at deepthroating.  Your master prefers it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 21, 2019, 07:00:05 AM
I can't handle this, I feel like I'm dying a slow horrible death. Everything that you do to me is awful and it doesn't seem to matter how much I try to cooperate. You weren't punching me but this is still physically painful, maybe just as bad.

I'm trying to scream but the only sounds I can hear is the squishing wet sounds coming from my throat as you try and push further. I can feel my movements slowing slightly, not quite as erratic. Your slap makes me jerk again, but I can feel myself slowly fading. Trying to look up at you, to beg you to stop but my face is completely buried in your pelvis and your grip doesn't let me move in the slightest.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 21, 2019, 07:23:08 AM
Strangulation is a slow process if done wrong.   I am doing it wrong, but it feels so right.  No matter what you are feeling you have minutes before brain damage sets in and minutes more before full death.  But that won't be fun either so I let my grip on your head go and pulled back.  My cock is aching as it is near the peak of cumming, but I sacrificed that orgasm to keep you alive.  Cock halfway out of your mouth, strands of drool connecting it to your lips.  I watched you gasp so desperately for air.  Your body heaving and jerking.  Grinning, because this is you getting what you deserve.  Finally.  Oh, gods finally you are suffering. 

I grabbed your head again once you had regained color.  But while I still plunged every bit as deeply as before I am not holding my place.  Instead bobbing you up and down on my shaft.  Grinning as I am using your face to masturbate.  "Good girl.  Learn to take my cock as deep as it goes."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 21, 2019, 10:29:49 AM
You jerk my head back on your shaft and it feels like immediate relief. I gasp and cough hard, trying to get free of you all together. Your hold is too tight, I only end up sputtering more drool around your cock. I know I've never cried this much or so hard in all my life! "Please!" I cry as best I can with your cock still in my mouth muffling my begging.

Your response is only to push my head back down with as much force as you can. You start sliding my head back and forth and I look up at you with tears and drool steadily trickling down my face pleading with you to stop. I'm thankful I can at least get a few breaths in this way but every time your cock starts to push down my throat I retch and shake trying to get away. I know that it's not wise for me to try and get away but everything I'm doing is automatic.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 21, 2019, 11:11:57 AM
The human body is a miracle, a many sided option that does all sorts of interesting things.  And yet, at this moment yours is constantly betraying you.  First it made you cum while I raped you and now it is stifling every attempt you have to keep still and just let me use your face.  YOu can't breathe, so your mouth is desperate.  You are trying to eject me, and I am smirking. Driving forwards again and again.  Moaning in raw pleasure as you are suffering.  Watching your face become more and more of a mess.  Get more and more stained.  Oh, such perfection.

Finally, I left my cock buried fully inside your throat.  Making you jerk and twitch as I came.  Shooting it deep down your mouth, filling and enjoying every second of your body's last attempts to expel me.  Slick cum filling and sliding down while I chuckled.  A cruel sound, I am more than happy to admit it. 

I pulled out, leaving a trail of slime on your face and I patted your head while you gasped, choked and wept.  "Good girl.  Learn to do that and maybe you won't get pregnant."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 21, 2019, 11:49:25 AM
A few hard thrusts and you're done. I can feel my face getting more and more red with each second that passes. I know that when you pull out I'll be through this torture for now. The thought crosses my mind that perhaps the next thing would be even worse but I quickly shake that thought away.

Finally, you pull back with a laugh. I pull my head as far from you as I can, coughing and gasping for full breaths. My throat feels raw, making me swallow several times just trying to ease the burning.

You've told me to shut up, not to beg but I can't help myself "P-please Alec, s-stop, please just let me goooo, I won't tell anyone I promise!" I shout through my sobs and hitched breaths. "I'll give you money, Bill could fly you anywhere... W-we could call him over and you could leave tonight!" I'm screaming anything at all that pops into my mind to get you to stop. My breathing so frantic now that I'm nearly hyperventilating.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 21, 2019, 04:42:06 PM
I grinned when you started pleading and begging with me.  Telling me that you will give me money and help me run.  I am not going to run, you are stupid you think if I am going to run.  My lips quirk up in a smile, something cold and cruel as I gave you a rough slap across the face.  Making your entire head twist to the side.  Enjoying the way that you cried out when I did that.  "If I run, I am going to be running for the rest of my life.  I am not in the mood for that.  No, I am going to break you.  Make you into a little fucktoy that doesn't mind giving me everything that I want and pretending to be what you were before in public."

I stepped closer and gave you another smack. Driving your head the other way this time.  A bigger smile spreading across my face as I did. Oh, you needed to be beaten, you needed to be shown what you are and what can happen to someone like you.  All of it is making me smirk.

"So, in the future you are not going to want to open your mouth unless it is agreeing with me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 21, 2019, 06:23:00 PM
I'm looking at you, begging you to stop and offering everything that I can. You only smile at me and I know that absolutely none of what I've said interests you. You tell me you want things to be normal but for me to be a sex you for you. This ending and agreeing to fuck you whenever you want sounds like paradise compared to what's happening now! I let out a long pained moan before breaking into more tears when you quickly slap me, not expecting it this time.

I twist away from you, hiding my face." Okay okay stop, please! I'm sorry! I'll do whatever you want, just please stop hurting me Alec!" I cry out desperately moreso in fear of any further blows.

"I'll be good, I know that I belong to you" I squeak. My face still hidden in my arm trying to protect it from you. Ill say anything to make this stop, and in the moment, I believe everything that's pouring out of my mouth.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 21, 2019, 07:27:15 PM
I chuckled when you told me things that I do not believe, and I know you don't believe.  Since you are telling me that you would do this only to get me to stop hurting you.  If that is the bargain then as soon as were are somewhere where I cannot hurt you you will act out.  You would scream and tell people of the things that I had done to you.  The fact that you offered yourself and deserved everything that I had done would not matter.  People would blame me for educating and improving you.  So no, I am not going to let you go yet.

"Well, I know I can trust you.  So I am going to let you go.  Let you walk out of the bindings and the house."  When you looked up at me in confusion and hope, I got angry.  Smacking you again.  "You need to learn that it is not the pain that is keeping you enslaved.  Not the bindings.  It is because i am better than you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 21, 2019, 08:18:11 PM
I quickly turn to look at you when you tell me that you'll untie me and let me go. While I don't believe that you'll let me leave the house, untying my hands seems completely reasonable. I look up at you to speak but your hand flys out to slap me once again before I can form the words.

The pain is too much, you've slapped me so many times it feels like my face is about to split open! I've never thought I was better than you, I don't think that I'm better than anyone! Your reasoning just confuses and enrages me. I bury my face into my pillow protecting myself and scream with everything I have "owwwwwwwwwww! Stooooooooop, please!!!" I shriek. My body is shaking and twisting on the bed, I pull on the shreds of my shirt holding my wrists in place, hoping for a bout of hulk strength to be able to rip my hands free. I feel like a toddler having a tantrum but I can't control myself.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 22, 2019, 07:47:40 AM
YOu were scared, you tugged on the restraints on your wrists.  For a moment I am worried that they will break.  Not the restraints, those are solid, but your wrists.  A few bruises can be explained as a drunken fall.  Broken wrists, well those are harder to explain.  Especially since I won't be taking you to a hospital any time soon.  When you stopped straining, stopped struggling against the bonds I got on top of you.  Knee pressed into your back as I moved silently.  Using my weight to keep you trapped down.  Hands going to and untying yours.  I watched you slump down, exhausted and scared.  Too of each to actually try to fight me in this moment.  Which is simply perfect because I don't feel like a fight.

"This is a test.  If you claw at me, if you scream we will go back to square one.  Which is me beating you to a pulp."  I speak these words softly, without menace.  Because I feel in this situation that that is probably the best idea, the best way to worm inside your head.  "You can be good, and maybe you will get out of this room soon."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 22, 2019, 10:42:24 AM
It's useless trying to pull free, finally I give up once again, a weeping mess into my pillow. You lean over me pressing your knee into my back making me wince in pain, certain you're about to teach me another lesson for trying to break free of my bonds when instead you untie my wrists.

I don't waste even a second before pulling my hands close to myself, fearing that you'll quickly change your mind.  I carefully examine my wrists and I grimace when I see the shiny bright pink rings around each wrist. I had been pulling so hard, I've completely rubbed them raw. They were stinging now that they were free. They look terrible, I'm sure that I'll be badly bruised by morning. The burn I felt the longer I stared at them made my throat burn as I tried to hold back tears.

You're testing me right now, of course you are. I really didn't need you to tell me, I'm not a complete idiot afterall. Does he really think I'd try anything the second he untied me?! Instead of snapping at you I turned to face you, still sniffling and now wiping my tears away with the backs of my hands "t-thank you... I'll be good" I nod my head in understanding. "Can I P-please use the washroom?" I asked as nicely as I could, not wanting to give you any reason to keep me in here all night.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 22, 2019, 11:17:40 AM
You pulled in to yourself, curling around your sorer parts.  Looking down and seeing the rings around your wrists.  They are not going to be bruises but they are going to hurt for such a long time.  Good.  Let that be a reminder and a warning to you. Of course your first question is about yourself.  About your own comfort.  It is your personality so perfectly encapsulated.  I leaned in close to you, letting my breath wash over your face.  The warmth and smell of it hitting you, I can see your body curling up a little bit.  My lips are parted in a mocking little smile.  Something filled with anticipation. 

"YOu can go to the washroom," then I paused and put my most mocking smile on, "if you are willing to let me wash you.  I am sure you would enjoy that."  I snapped my fingers right in front of you.  Making sure that you are fully and completely watching me.  "My hands, all over your body.  Scrubbing you, washing you, making you perfect for my future lusts."  I put my hand on the top of your head with a grin, stroking that matted hair.  "So, still want a bath?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 22, 2019, 12:13:30 PM
You lean in close, your face inches from mine makes me tremble. You smell good, you always smell so good. Instead of picturing us in all sorts of sexy positions together like I have so many times before it makes me curl up around myself. I can't believe I ever wanted anything to do with you, right now I would give anything for you to just leave me alone! Pulling my knees up, I cradle one wrist against my chest and the other wraps around my knees, trying to hide myself from you.

You want to physically give me a bath. My heart sinks at the thought of you washing my hair, touching me where you've just hurt me. You're being so cruel and I just can't wrap my mind around it. Surely you know that I just want to  be alone for even a few minutes, to try and compose myself. Of course you do, you just don't care.

You're going to touch me anyway. As long as you're keeping me here, you're going to keep showing me that I have no say. If you're going to continue to use and hurt me I might as well be clean. I couldn't stand the feel of my face any longer... I was hot and sticky and disgusting. Water would be so wonderful right now, even if I did have to let your hands wander all over me.

I slowly nod my head yes "yes please" my voice small and shaky, hoping that I haven't made a terrible mistake in agreeing to this.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 22, 2019, 12:50:49 PM
YOu were thinking over it.  I grinned, my teeth are bared.  Snapping my teeth in front of you when you agreed to allow me to wash you.  It is the sort of thing that is going to help break your mind.  Your mind is the battleground right now.  Because if you break down I am going to own you.  If I own you there is absolutely no way that you are going to tell someone about the things that had happened here.  My hands are on you completely as I pulled you out of the bed.  Letting a little bit of a laugh as you gave in so easily. 

"This is the dirtiest you are ever going to get clean.  At least except for all the times you had been thinking of me in there.  You are going to have to tell me every thing you had ever imagined that i would do to you."  I knew you had been flirting with me for a long time, clearly imagining the joys of an older man takign and training you up. 

Into the bathroom I shove you.  Following behind immediately, not caring that you were stumbling, having a hard time staying on your feet.  I grunted and kept you standing.  "In the tub dear."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 22, 2019, 02:02:50 PM
flinched and leaned back away from you when you snapped your teeth at me. I wouldn't put it past you to actually bite me out of nowhere! Instead, you roughly grab me and toss me out of the bed pushing me towards the washroom.

I can feel my face flush when you tell me you want to hear about all details of the fantasies you've appeared in. I'm glad you're behind me so I don't have to look at you right after you spoke. Im so embarrassed that I ever thought of you like that. What's worse, is knowing that I wasn't subtle... You knew that I was interested and instead of seducing me like a normal person you're basically holding me here to rape and torture!

My eyes scan the room while you quickly rush me into the washroom. I focus on the pile of your clothes, knowing your gun is somewhere in there. I just hope I have an oppprtunity to get it before you realize you've just left it lying around. The thought of you looking scared of me with your own gun turned on you gives me butterflies, forcing a smirk across my face. Maybe I'll make you beg for me not to kill you, or force the gun into your mouth and choke you with it, make you feel what you did to me, just a bit.

My smile fades from my face just as quickly as it spread once I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror of the washroom. I let out a shocked gasp "Alec!!! Oh my god, my face!" My hands quickly shoot up to cup my cheeks, my eyes welling up at the sight of myself. I knew it was bad, the constant throbbing and stinging told me it wouldn't be pretty. My entire face was red and puffy, my lip had a gash which explained the dried blood smeared across my cheek and chin and I could see dark bruises starting to form on both of my cheeks, my eyes were the puffiest I've ever seen them, I'm sure from crying... But still added to the shock of seeing myself. "Look what you did!" I cry out before covering my face with my hands and sobbing. I heard you tell me to get into the tub but I felt frozen in place.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 22, 2019, 05:28:32 PM
I was walking behind you.  Strolling along with confidence as you were wobbling on your feet.  You can barely stand, and I take it as proof of my power, of my control over you.  Because I have not really been trying to hurt you yet but I had succeeded.  You took longer than necessary to get to the bathroom.  I know you are delaying having my hands all over your body as long as you could.  Right now I am willing to let it happen because anticipation is a sweetener.  It is like marinating a juicy steak before you grill it.  MOre flavor, more enjoyable.

Then you come across a mirror and scream.  you were barely hurt and you were acting like I had battered you beyond all recognition.  YOu had no broken bones, not even the incredibly easy to break nose.  You barely had any bruises despite how your face is so red.  Yet you reacted like it was the worst thing you had ever seen.  I paused, turning my head a little bit. Given how pampered you were I guess it probably that.

With a grunt, my hand on your shoulder, I shoved you into the shower.  VIolently shoving you up against the wall and I stared at you. "What I did?  What you made me do.  You wanted every second of it, enjoyed all of it."  Lettign a smirk spread across my face as I stared at you.  "Ad.  Mit.  It."  Puncutating each syllable to terrify and intimidate you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 22, 2019, 07:46:47 PM
You shove me into the shower and pounce on me. Again, your face is just inches away from me. I can feel your hot breath on my face with each word you hiss at me.

I quickly put my hands out in front of me defensively, trying to put whatever amount of space I can between us. Not pushing you away, my hands just resting on your stomach. You're crazy, I know you don't believe the words you want me to say, and there's no way you think that I believe them. Everything with you feels like a test that I can't pass! Staring up at you, with wide fear filled eyes, my chest heaving between us, the fear making my breathing quicken. My knees feel shaky and weak, like they could give out from under me at any second. The way you get in my face to annunciate your words is terrifying. I've never been this scared in all my life. It's a really strange feeling to think that up until today I've always felt so safe with you.

Not long ago you said that I should only open my mouth to agree with you. Going against everything inside me, I silently nod my head yes in agreement while fighting back tears, knowing that this has been the worst experience in all my life. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 22, 2019, 07:57:38 PM
You were far too scared to deny it, to tell me to go to hell.  Your trembling head is moving almost as much side to side as it is up and down, but the agreement is obvious.  Of course you don't actually say it out loud, too scared to do that.  Probably expecting your voice to crack and shatter if you actually spoke.  But I am not going to take silence as agreement, not going to take silence as consent.  Instead I stayed right next to you, my own breathing is heavy and I am pushed against you.  Pushing you against the far wall.  It is no longer damp from my own shower but it is still a little slick.  Still ready for you to fall down on if I pushed. 

"I am waiting.  You can't shut your mouth up for a second as I try to do my job but when you are asked a simple question you are unable to muster even a simple yes?  That is unacceptable."  Pulling me lips back, baring the teeth there.  "You need to speak.  Loudly and clearly."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 22, 2019, 08:41:43 PM
Angry, I've made you angry again by just agreeing to what you wanted. You berate me like a child, telling me that I need to use my words which only makes me flinch and turn my head to the side away from you. I feel like a scared injured animal  being backed into a corner by a predator before it attacks.

Swallowing the lump in my throat, my breath hitches when I try to take a deep breath. Terrified of saying the wrong thing, I slowly open my mouth to speak. "Okay... I'm s-sorry Alec.... Y-yes... I l-liked it" I force the words from my mouth, keeping my eyes down, focusing on the space between your collarbone and neck, too afraid to look at you. Saying the words, even knowing they're not true makes me feel dirty. The silence waiting for you to speak makes my heart race. A whimper escapes my lips  while I try and push myself back against the wall squirming under you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 23, 2019, 06:12:22 AM
YOu can't bring yourself to look at me, something that I am actually used to.  You pretending I am not there, or simply refusing to look at me because you considered yourself too good to glance over at me.  Always you were speaking but rarely were you looking at me.  It doesn't bother me, because when I am done breaking and training you, you won't be looking at me either.  In that case it is going to be a sign of respect.  That you don't look at me because you know you are not worthy of doing so. 

I reached out and turned on the water.  Twisting around so that the first sprays, which are always so cold hit you instead of me.  Because fuck it, every little indignity that I can force on you I am going to do that.  With a grin I waited, my hands on your shoulders.  Holding you in the stream.  When you stopped wriggling I assumed it was warm enough for you.  Probably not perfect but warm enough.

I took the soap and started running it over your body, letting out a quiet moan as I did.  Putting my lips right next to your ear as my hand slid the bar between your legs.  "Remember what you were told to do in here."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 23, 2019, 01:20:19 PM
I exhaled, relieved that my words were enough to satisfy you and avoiding anymore pain for the time being.

The icy cold water hits my body and I jump, quickly trying to move out of the way but your hands move to my shoulders to purposely hold me there. You're so petty, you're being purposely mean just for the sake of being mean! Clenching my teeth, I try and hold still until the water warms up. You won't even let me get a proper shower, making sure the water is just barely warm.

Letting the water run over me, I quickly rub my face washing away the dried on blood and drool that was smeared across. I wince when the water hits my wrists, making them sting even more. I quickly move my hands up so that the water isn't running over them. Fuck, they're going to be sore for so long I think while staring at the pink skin.  For a moment I forgot that you said you were going to wash me and I flinch as soon as I feel your hands start on my body. I can feel every part of me tensing up while you run your hands over me, expecting you to violate me. Your hand moves closer to my pussy and I instinctively close my legs together before quickly forcing myself back to my original position with my legs slightly parted. It's taking every bit of self control I have in this moment to not slap your hands away from me and run out of the bathroom. Your hands are gentle and it feels so wrong for you to touch me so intimately like this. Your breath in my ear makes me tremble and you tell me to remember what I'm supposed to be doing. What the hell do you want me to do? My mind races thinking about what you could be talking about. "I am??? I'm letting you wash me like you said!"

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 23, 2019, 05:03:06 PM
You are incredibly scared, and like most people under threat you panic.  Life is not a movie, it takes years and years of training to be decent under pressure, in a life threatening situation.  There is no shame in panicking, in freezing up.  You didn't speak, you trembled and when I reminded you about the thing I had just ordered you to do before I brought you in here you had no memory.  Screaming and ranting about how you are letting me wash you which is true.  That was one of the things that I had said you had to do.  But it was not the only thing that I had said you were to do.

My hand grabbed the back of your neck roughly and I smashed you forwards.  Against the wall of the shower.  Face first.  Though you were able to get your hands up enough tto cushion the impact so you are not simply pasted against it.  Because even though your freezing and forgetting is natural I am not going to let you get away with it.  "You are not as stupid as you pretend.  You were supposed to recount how you fantasized about me. What you pictured me doing.  I know you thought about it, a man knows when a woman wants him."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 23, 2019, 05:32:52 PM
I let out a pained grunt when you drove me forward against the wall. My hands taking most of the impact, my cheek bumped hard against the wall leaving me with a sharp pain that dulls into a throb.

You remind me that you want me to tell you of my fantasies that I've had with you and I can feel my heart hammering in my chest against the wall. As soon as you speak I can feel my stomach churn. My eyes open wide thinking about how I'll get out of this. I'm really regretting being so aggressive over the years. I know I wasn't subtle, it was obvious to anyone. There was absolutely no way in hell I was ever going to admit it now. The truth is that in any other circumstance you pressing me against this wall by my neck would be hot... Knowing that you're capable of smashing my face against it though, well now that changes things. Any attraction I had towards you has completely shifted to absolute fear. "What?! What do you mean? I just thought you were cute... I liked bugging you... Which I'm really really sorry about by the way! You're old enough to be my dad, I wasn't trying to hit on you Alec!" 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 23, 2019, 05:51:58 PM
I chuckled, the sound low, slow and mocking.  Making sure it is right next to your ear when I do it.  SO you can hear it, know that I am mocking you and then I spoke.  "Don't.  Just don't lie to me."  Using my grip on the back of your neck to pull you away from the wall.  Just to propel you forwards again, smashing you against it with a grin and a grunt.  Watching you slump down, held aloft by the simple fact that I want you there.  And my fingers are digging in to the back of your neck hard enough to bruise.  Doesn't matter.  Nobody ever looks at the back of someones neck.  Your hair will cover it.

And all the while I am bringing the soap back and forth between your legs. You are clenching to try to stop me, trying and faling as I move over soft, sensitive skin. "tell me.  I know you are a dirty little slut.  You wanted me.  Eyes always on me, talking, flirting.  Like you were a bitch in heat."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 23, 2019, 08:10:13 PM
Your slow laugh made my heart sink. You don't believe a word that I just told you. Your voice is so low and husky when you speak into my ear, like you're trying to be sexy while scaring me. I don't even have time to brace myself this time when you pull me back off the wall and drive me forward again. My teeth clack together with impact and I let out a long pained moan, trying to slide down to the floor. Your fingers digging into my neck feel like you're going to claw through my skin!

"Okay okay okay!" I whine , just starting to cry all over again "I'm s-sorry... You're right". All of my words are coming so slow, trying to stall, trying to force myself to speak. "I did want you" my voice cracks as I squirm under you, shifting my weight trying to push your hand away. "That was before you were beating the shit out of me though!" I start to sob into my hands half trying to protect my face if you shove me forward again.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 24, 2019, 06:17:51 AM
YOu were bracing yourself, ready to be slammed forward again.  Because you are a reactive creature.  Going and thinking that there is only what has happened to you.  Unable to plan ahead.  That is why you are here, you never thought you could push someone too far and what would happen if you actually did.  So you are trapped and are either going to be a corpse or a sex slave before you leave this house again.  Instead of pushing you forward I dragged you back against my body.  One arm snaking around your neck and holding you there.  A little bow in your back, as I tugged, making you come up to your tiptoes.  But fortunately for you I am not strangling you.  Not yet anyway.

I spoke to you in the same low voice while I rubbed my hand over your stomach and slowly made my way up to your tits.  "I know you still fantasize about me.  But you were told to explain everything you thought of me doing."  A pause, "Because I am going to make your fantasies come true.  Whether you like it or not."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 24, 2019, 01:09:55 PM
Your arm quickly wraps up around my neck forcing me up on my toes. I gasp, nearly slipping while trying to keep my balance. I quickly reach up, holding onto your arm with both hands to try and steady myself. You pull me further back towards you to talk again into my ear. I'm not any less scared of what you'll do to me, I want to run out of this house far far away from you. My body though, was still that of a horny young woman. Everything you were doing, the way you were holding me, talking to me slowly and deliberate, your breath on my neck made my body respond. I can feel my nipples harden and the all too familiar warmth trail down my body to my pussy.

My heart is racing, pounding against your arm thinking about how embarrassing this is about to be for me and trying to work up the courage to spit something, anything out. Maybe this was good, maybe I could get you to stop being so violent with me! "W-well... umm, I guess I used to think it would be fun or exciting for you to confess your lust for me that you just couldn't deny any longer... Maybe on the plane when it was just you and I alone.... Ummm maybe we'd make out before you swooped me off to the bed to ravage me... but nicely!!..... Your face between my legs was always a recurring image... You know, just regular stuff." I blurt out as quickly as possible, my face beet red while still holding onto your arm. This is the most embarrassment I've ever felt, I want to just hide from you, never have to see you again.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 24, 2019, 05:11:27 PM
It is a halting spiel, the speak of someone who has more experience watching porn than reality.  I admit that you were not a virgin when I took you, probably not in any of your holes.  But I am more than willing to guess that the people you experimented with, both male and female, were every bit as young as you.  Not really knowing what to do with the body beyond treating it like a jackhammer.  The older you get, you generally manage to stumble in to a little experience on how to make it work, really.  Or if you are smart you find someone older than you when you are starting out and get experience with them. Two birds, one stone really.

"Nicely.  Ravage."  Those were the only two words I spoke to you as my hand continues to scrub over your body.  Moving in slow circles, I can feel you shivering and moving against me, against the sort of hold that I have on you.  But it is not going to break out of my grip.  I rubbed and moved against you.  Now grinding on you from the front with my hand in the mockery of washing, and from behind, with my hips against your ass.  "And how does that go?  Hmmmm.... I am curious... because I want to see if I can make it a reality."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 25, 2019, 12:54:20 AM
What the hell is happening?! Your hands are moving gently all over my body while you're grinding up against me. To anyone else we'd look like lovers taking a shower together. I'm so confused... Perhaps all the blows to the head have contributed to that but I honestly can't be sure. Moments ago it felt like you were literally torturing me and now you're being gentle and telling me you want to make my fantasies come true. If it weren't for my throbbing face it might be easy to forget what had happened but the pain was a constant reminder of what you'd done and what you're capable of without any warning at all.

Still holding onto your arm, I can feel my heart starting to beat more regular, not nearly on edge as before. This is a trick, you can't really be this stupid! My mind screaming at me not to let my guard down, but my body is having none of it. Becoming more at ease and less tense as you speak.

"Well... I don't know, nothing crazy really... Just regular stuff, like scooping me up to take me to bed, kissing my neck, your hands all over my body, telling me how much you want me, making me cum over and over again before your own orgasm..." The words come easily this time and I swallow hard realizing I'm actually telling you how I've imagined being with you and not just thinking of the best response to avoid pain. My body tenses again "b-but with no hitting, punching, choking or making me cry! quickly add at the end trying to emphasize what I meant by "nice".
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 25, 2019, 06:52:33 AM
I chuckled at your little, and painfully obvious lies.  When you told me what you considered ravaging. I kept my lips right next to your ear and put as much lust and desire into the single word that I spoke as I possibly could.  "Liar."  You used the word ravage, what you described is nowhere near ravaged.  I know you know that, I have seen you buying a few 'romance' novels.  I know what porn looks like today.  Ravage is a very specific term.  I kept rubbing my hands over your body and now I am staring to grip.  Holding tightly, making a few bruises appear where I am grabbing and yes slapping.  Just for touch, just to feel the body move under my command. 

"So... how did it really go.  Hard and fast on top with your wrists pinned to the bed?  Like an animal from behind while I yanked on your hair?  Maybe a hand around your throat while I forced you to ride me?"  Those are things that would meet the definition of ravage.  And I can't help but notice that you tightened and got even more excited when I mentioned them. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 25, 2019, 01:04:28 PM
The way you called me a liar, just above a whisper both terrified me and made me want to melt into you. You're flirting with me, so obviously flirting with me now and I hated that it was working. My mind racing, alarm bells going off telling me to get out, to push you away, anything besides stand here like a fucking idiot. My body is just eating it up though, seeming to forget about all of the abuse you've just inflicted. What is wrong with me?! Ive never felt such absolute fear while being turned on at the same time.

You describe the exact type of sex that I like, as if you can hear the thoughts that I'm too scared to tell you. I don't notice my breathing getting heavier while you talk to me, so focused on each of your words. I want to deny every bit of it. I can't admit this to you after what you've done to me... But you already know and I can't help but feel like you'll beat me until I give you something you're satisfied with. My nerves make me grip your arm slightly harder before clearing my throat "I mean... Y-yes" I struggle to get the words to leave my mouth. "I've imagined all of it... Before" trying to convince myself more than anything that this was all before you so violently raped me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 25, 2019, 05:26:00 PM
I do not know if you are aware of the way that your body is moving.  Just a little bit of working with me.  Grinding back against my hips and leaning forwards into my hand.  ROcking back and forth between each of them in slow, subtle motions.  If I was not pressed so closely against you I probably would have missed them myself.  Hell I am sure that you are not aware of the things that you are doing.  If you were you would have tried to stop yourself.  Just like you are trying to make sure that you kept yourself from making the breathy noises that come with enjoyment. 

I put my lips right next to your ear and bit down on the earlobe.  Just above the part where it is a nibble, just enough to make a little blood come out of it.  That I lapped up eagerly.  My hands still moving against you.  "I knew you were a dirty whore who liked it a little rough.  I just needed to prove it to you.  Or let you understand what you are."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 25, 2019, 07:50:16 PM
Your teeth grazing over my ear practically forces a soft moan from my mouth. Instantly I tense back up, feeling completely mortified, but thankful when you don't take the opportunity to mock me for it. Your gentle nibbling turns into harder biting, too hard! Digging my nails into your forearm, I try and stand up even taller just trying to get away "ahhhh! Owwww!" I hiss, careful though not to demand that you stop. I thought I was doing very well with hiding my true feelings from you in order to get through this, but now I can feel the anger I have bubbling back up inside of me.

"A little rough?! I think that means very different things to us Alec!" Nothing about what you've done to me could ever be described as just a little rough. Were you actually being serious right now?? There's no way that was just a little rough sex, you must know how much I wanted you to stop? In my mind I'm replaying the things you just did to me. Quickly shaking my head, no, you knew I wasn't enjoying a single second of it!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 25, 2019, 08:34:15 PM
YOu curled up as I smirked against you.  Your body trying to pull your head away from my first grip.  And yet, there is nothing you can do.  Nothing except stay there and take it.  Even while you told me that we have very different ideas about what a little rough is.  It would be an acceptable bit of normal noise if not for the simple fact that I am breaking you.  That is making sure that you do not have a damn thought that I do not agree with.  I know that you are going to have to make sure that you don't disagree with me.  Taht you are simply incapable of disagreeing with me.

My hands clench, my arms tighten.  I crunch you against me, pressing your body fully and tightly against mine as I hiss at you.   Letting the sound out, letting you suffer and know that what I am upset with you for what you did. Even though it was as simple as disagreeing.  "No we don't, you just didn't know what it was before.  You had a childs idea, now you have the proper idea." I paused, I clenched my arms and I wshipered even harder, "And now you know that you like it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 25, 2019, 10:53:53 PM
Your arms start to squeeze around me but it's not until I exhale a big puff of air that I realize you're trying to hurt me.  I feel like my whole body  is in a vice that just keeps getting tighter. I know I've made you mad trying to tell you that you were too rough. You're crushing my arms and ribs, holding me so tight it's hard to even get full breaths.

"Ahh! No...you're.... hurting..... me!!!" I gasp between breaths. I'm trying not to panic but all I can think about is how violent you've been with me and now you're trying to tell me that I like it! The thought that there is more to come fills me with fear and anxiety. I can't handle that again a second time! I'm trembling against your chest, fresh tears starting to run down my face "Alec, pleeeeeeease! Please don't, I don't.... like it! I'll do.... anything! Please! I'm sorry!" The words pour out of my mouth at once, barely audible with your arms squeezing the air from my lungs.  You haven't mentioned or even threatened anything, but my mind is way ahead of me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 26, 2019, 09:46:23 AM
YOu denied that you liked it, because of course you did.  No matter what has happened you are still the self centered and a little spoiled creature you have always been.  Even when you like something, the fact that it was not your specific choice to do it is going to reign supreme for you.  YOu want absolute control over everything, and anything else is simply beneath you.  So while I squeezed you, putting you into something like a crushing bear hug you used your air to deny the truth, to deny reality.  It is sad the way you are. 

"Yes.  You do."  I spat out each word against your ear, growling them there to make your entire body shiver.  And shiver it did.  YOu clearly enjoyed the control even if you are completely unwilling to admit it yet.  Grinding against your ass has finally gotten my cock hard again, it is now jabbing against your soft flesh.  There is a renewed panic to your struggles to breathe, a quickening of the pace.  SImply because I bet you don't want to find out you like getting fucked up the ass while being strangled.  "Admit it,"  I bit down on your shoulder until I tasted a little blood, "And you will be so much happier."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 26, 2019, 01:41:31 PM
Your arms are squeezing me so tight that all I can do is shake my head "no" wildly. Your teeth are on my shoulder and for a moment I try to hold still. You're biting me too hard, like you're actually trying to tear through my skin. It only takes seconds before it's too much for me to hold back my screams "Alec stop, stop! You're hurting me!" I screech at you.

I'm trying desperately to wiggle free from you but your grip is solid. Your hard cock pushing into my skin only adds to my panic, knowing that you're going to rape me again and that you're going to be just as awful as the first time.

Admit it you say...  You're fucking crazy! Nobody could like this! I quickly glance over at my shoulder to see blood slowly coming to the surface.  "Alec!!! Stop! I don't like this!!" I scream at you, my voice cracking before my tears start to fall.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 26, 2019, 06:31:14 PM
You started to squirm and then scream in my grip.  You were slick with water and soap which had you sliding and slipping around in my grip but my arms are tight enough and my grip strong enough to hold you.  Not in place but to keep you trapped in my arms.  I have you here and I put my lips right back to your ear again.  Lowering it to a husky point as I squeezed you tighter, and shifted a little.  To scrape some of the soap bubbles off of your body with my cock.  You are going to thank me for that lubrication in a few minutes.

"YOu were the one who wanted to be ravaged by an older, stronger man.  It is going to hurt just a little bit.  So obviously you like it.  And you are going to like it when I am crushing you and fucking you up the ass."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 26, 2019, 08:12:26 PM
Noooo no no no! No way am I letting you fuck my ass! Instead of being scared and begging you not to I got angry, furious with you. "Fuck you Alec! Don't touch me! Get your hands off of me!" I scream at you so loud it feels like my voice might give out. Fight or flight had kicked in and I'm going with fight.

I can tell it's harder for you to control me in here with the water and I take full advantage. Jumping up and down, making my body limp to try and slip through your arms. With any luck, maybe I'd be able to knock you off balance and you'll crack your head off the tub when you fall down. "Get off me you asshole! Let me go!!" kicking back at your legs and thrashing around wildly, trying desperately to get out of your grip.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 27, 2019, 06:57:35 AM
Yea, I figured it was like that.  A girl like you, no matter how much you whore around has specific things that you won't do.  I had guessed that you weren't the sort to ever let one of the boys you fucked up that hole.  It is nice to find something you hadn't done before.  You were no virgin and while you weren't good at taking it deep in your throat I amsure that one or more of them had pushed in there without warning and then 'apologized' even though you secretly liked it and they wanted to do it again.

I growled as you squirmed harder in my grip.  Apparently not realizing something, that if you get too hard to hold I am going to stop you from moving.  My hands let go, and for a moment I am sure you are happy.  Right before I start hitting you.  Each fist slamming in to your back in a different place, one smashing right on your kidney, the other the small of your back.  I watched you go up to your toes like I had just jabbed you with a live wire.  Yes, a tight grip is not the worst thing in the world.

I took advantage of that.  To reposition by grabbing your hands instead, slamming you against the wall and forcing the tip of my cock into your tightest hole. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 27, 2019, 11:07:38 AM
Sarah had told me about the time she and her boyfriend were fucking and he "accidentally" pushed into the wrong hole.  She was furious and he stopped right away, but I'll never forget that she told me it felt like she was being ripped in half. I know you're not going to stop until you're finished and based on my brief experience, you're not going to be gentle.

I can't let you do this, just the thought makes my stomach flip. Twisting wildly in your grip all while screaming at you not to touch me. I may not be able to get away but at least you're not able to line yourself up with me moving so much. Suddenly your arms are off of me and I stumble now that I'm supporting myself again. My heart skips a beat when I turn to bolt out of the shower. I don't even make the full turn before you slam me back into the wall, assaulting my back with punch after punch.

Again, a new feeling of pain I couldn't even comprehend existed until now. Grunting and moaning, I just want to crumple to the floor but your hands come up to pin me against the wall, holding me up. "Please...... Don't" I pant, my cheek pressed into the wall. I can feel your cock pressing against my ass and all I can do is try to mentally prepare myself. Still trying to catch my breath, pain still coursing through me. I think you might have damaged something if that's possible!

My body feels like a bundle of nerves, I can feel myself clenching everything... My hands, eyes, teeth, stomach, pussy and hardest of all my ass in a last attempt to keep you out. Slowly your cock pushes inside of me. Panting and whimpering just waiting for it, but to my surprise it's not the stabbing pain Sarah told me about. It hurts a bit, it's super uncomfortable but I  think I can manage.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 27, 2019, 05:07:35 PM
YOu were clenched, every muscle in your body prepared and involved in fighting a losing fight.  My lips went right next to your ear and I lowered my voice as low as it could go, as soothingly as I could I spoke to you.  "If you fight it, it will just hurt more.  IF you accept it, you will like it."  I pushed forward, your muscles are battling me but it is a losing battle.  I get in with each motion of my body.  Forcing in a little more as I kept you up against the wall.  My hands keeping you pinned while you struggled around a little bit.  SHaking and moving, I found myself grinning against your neck.  "Or haven't you learned that yet.  When you fight I hurt you, when you surrender.... I hurt you in the way you like."  Fingers clenching around your wrists, the small, delicate bones there.  A threat that is implicit even without the pain get through.  I could break those little bones so easily, shatter them.  Like I can break anything on you that I want.  "Take the pain and you will find the pleasure on the other side.  Take the pain and you will meet your true self."  Whispered at you before I pushed in fully, your last resistance having been overcome.  ANd then my teeth found your earlobe and I clenched down on it. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 27, 2019, 08:51:02 PM
Standing as high as I can on my toes, trying the very last thing I can think of to get your dick away from me. You lean in to whisper in my ear, which forces more of your cock inside. My eyes go wide and my hands slap frantically at the wall. I can feel my ass involuntarily spasming around you. You're easing in but it's still too much, too fast for me to get used to your size.

I've read enough cosmo to know this is not how I want to be trying anal for the first time. Lube, they always stress you can never have enough! Work up to it with fingers or small toys. It didn't appeal to me then but if I had a choice that seems downright lovely compared to this!

Don't fight it, your words are soft this time... They'd almost be comforting if you weren't the one sinking into my ass. Are you trying to be nice to me right now? I can't tell if you're trying to make this a little less horrible or if you're just mocking me. I can't help it though, I can't possibly relax!

My breathing is shallow and erratic, trying my hardest not to move back onto your cock. All I can hear is my own voice, a mix of whines, grunts and gasps each time your cock pushes further in stretching me more and more. "Pleeeeeeeeease Alec, I cant!!.... It hurts, stop! I don't like t-this." My voice cracks, unable to handle any more I start to cry.

You're rambling on about me enjoying this, but I can't focus on your words it just hurts too much! You thrust your hips forward at the same time biting my already sore ear and in an instant I know exactly what Sarah was talking about. "Owwwwwwww Aaaaaaaaalec!! Owwww owww owww ow stop stop please stop!" I scream while practically trying to climb up the shower wall away from you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 28, 2019, 07:54:04 AM
YOu are all but climbing the wall in order to get away from me.  Trapped by my body and impaled by my cock there is no where else to go.  So you scrabble at it, all while you are making noises about pain.  How you can't handle it.  Like you think me talking to you about liking it was me showing concern for you.  I don't, I have no feelings for you beyond lust.  And this was the one thing that I hadn't done to you yet, so it was on the list.  Personally, I am not even the biggest fan of anal.  Just know that it is one more thing to knock off the list.  After I break you it probably won't come up very often.

Shifting my arms a little, one goes back around your waist.  To clench and hold you in place while I start to fuck you in earnest.  Pounding your ass, the same force that I had used on your face and your pussy.  It hurts, I know it, I just don't give a damn.  The wrapping, crushing arm is holding you right where I want you, where you have no choice but to go with my lusts.  I grinned, slowly licking my lips as I slammed forward again and again. 

While my other hand found your tit.  Grabbing and squeezing the soft, perfect flesh there.  Kneading it and rubbing my thumb over your nipple.  Pressing my weight against your body with each thrust, my knuckles keep rapping against the shower wall.  Yet I do not care.  Moaning I take you, "Pain is temporary.  Sail on it and find the pleasure beyond."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 29, 2019, 09:50:29 PM
For a moment I actually think you're going to maybe be gentle with me. Not that you've shown me even an ounce of kindness at any point, but still I'm hopeful.

Your cock slides out and I take a deep breath, so full of hope that you'll just stop. Instead, you slam your pelvis back against me, making my cheek knock against the wall. With all the strength I have, I scream. I scream so loud and hard that I can hear the ringing in my ears even after I've stopped. Your cock driving into me over and over feels like a knife tearing through me, each stroke more painful than the last.

I want to beg you to stop, offer you anything to make this end but all that's coming out of my mouth are pained grunts and desperate screams.

Pain is temporary you tell me while relentlessly thrusting into me. I suppose that's easy for you to say when you're not the one in pain. It feels like you're trying to rip my insides out every time you pull out. "Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp! Heeeeelp me... Please!" I screech hoping that anyone might hear me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 30, 2019, 05:32:17 AM
We're deep in a house that is more than a mile away from the nearest neighbor, you rich people don't like to be reminded that other people exist.  SO I wonder who exactly you are screaming for help to?  Maybe it is a plea to a god you don't believe in.  I know you don't because I have been with you every single day for over a year.  Not once have you prayed, not once have you stepped foot in a church.  NOt even the beautiful, touristy ones here in Europe.  SO you are screaming just to make yourself feel better.  It is the only explanation.

My hand grabbed at your ass while I pounded my cock in and out of it.  Moaning in pleasure right next to your ear, letting you hear and feel how much I am enjoying it.  Even while you hate it, it is the best thing I have felt in a long time.

"I am helping you.  I am freeing you from the chains you had put on yourself.  I am helping you discover what you really are.  It wasn't what you thought, but you are going to be so much happier as MINE."  That is the only word to describe what I am making you.  Mine.

I pulled on your hair, down at the roots to control your head with a minimum of pain. turning you to look into my lust filled eyes. "Remember the four words.  Repeat your mantra and it will feel so much better."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 30, 2019, 11:23:25 AM
Hearing you moan and pant into my ear just makes this so much worse. How can you be enjoying this while I'm crying and screaming for you to stop?! It just feels so cruel, like you're rubbing salt into the wound which only makes me cry more. My chest heaving against the wall trying to take in big breaths while crying hysterically.

You're rambling about helping me, that you're helping me to become who I really am. I don't understand, you've always seemed like a regular normal guy but now you just sound like a crazy person. It's easy enough to forget your words almost as soon as you've said them. I'm so focused on myself and the burning pain thats only getting worse. I wonder if I'm bleeding, it feels like I have to be!

You pull my head to look up at you and I can see that you don't feel even the slightest bit bad for what you're doing to me. Still, I can't help myself from trying "Alec please stop! You're not helping me, you're killing me!!" I sob hopeful that you'll stop or at the very least take it easy. I cant just mindlessly tell you that I belong to you when all I can focus on is the pain you're causing me. I just want to get away from it but there's no relief, it only seems to get worse.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 30, 2019, 05:22:49 PM
You told me that I wasn't helping you, that I was killing you.  Looking at me with tears brimming in your eyes.  Like I am supposed to be impressed by that, like you are going to get through to me with some crying.  If that was the case it would have happened already.  After all, I have been brutal with you and made no secret over the fact that I have been so.  You are suffering, you are in pain and I like that.  Of course I am not going to let you see that.  Instead I shushed you and leaned forward.  Kissing softly on your lips while I made the shushing sounds.

At the same time my hips stayed at the exact same pace.  Ramming forwards over and over again.  Groaning and rubbing my hands over your flanks.  Soothing you with a soft touch while I kept ramming forward.  Taking your ass.  Violently ramming there even as I made my soothing sounds.  "Shhh... it is okay.  You are just a little confused."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 30, 2019, 06:44:46 PM
The pain combined with the realization that you're batshit crazy makes me cry uncontrollably. Could you really not see that no part of me was enjoying anything about this?! How could you think I was just a little confused?? Everything about the way you're speaking to me and touching me is just so creepy. Was I really that out of touch to be so attracted to you before and have zero clue that you were insane?? My mind is racing all over, making me spiral into a panic.

"Dont touch me! I have to get out of here, please... Please I can't stay in here!" I cry as my hands are frantically trying to push your arm down to get free from you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on September 30, 2019, 07:51:29 PM
It was not unexpected, that you would fight a little harder.  That you would to start to crack right now.  It was the sort of thing that happens when desperation really sets in. When the realization that you are so trapped truly sank in.  I was being creepy, I was being possessive and I am sure that that is probably worse than me being brutal.  Brutal can be endured and dealt with until escape is possible.  What I am doing now is working on your mind.  Trying to make it seem like you want this and that you truly belong to me.  I slowly put my tongue out and scraped it along the side of your face.  Hissing in pleasure as the touch of your warm skin was right there.  It made me moan, even as you pushed at my arm with all your strength.  It was not enough, the strength of a pampered teenager versus the strength of a real man.

All the while my hips are driving forward.  Tearing into your ass as I moaned and grunted.  Taking you as mine, claiming the last hole as mine just as much as every other piece of you.  "Shhh... you know you want it.  You want to be in here and be mine." Do I put the threat in there... yes.  It seems necessary.  "Because not being mine is so much worse for you."  And to show why I smashed my head against the back of your head. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on September 30, 2019, 11:20:24 PM
You lick my face... Slowly like you're intentionally trying to disgust me. I'm happy that we're in the shower and just as fast as you drag your spit across my face, the water is washing it away. I can't help but shudder and whip my head away to look straight at the wall again.

I'm so sore and raw, I'll have to look after to see what you've done to me. My ass has stopped clenching around you with each of your movements which makes the pain only slightly more bearable. Still though, I have to get away from you. I'm still pushing down on you while you're telling me I want this. Everytime you say that it stings just knowing that such a big part of me always has wanted to be with you, just not at all like this. I still don't know how you think I want this! I can't help but to think of past interactions and wonder if I had given any kind of signals or mixed messages that have landed me here.

Without any warning or reason at all you headbutt me, sending my forehead crashing into the wall in front of me. I let out a pained groan and my body goes weak for a moment. Id likely fall to the ground if not for your arm supporting my weight. "P-p-please... St-stop" I whimper into my hands trying to protect my face from any further damage. My face is throbbing all over again, an instant headache from the big blows. Just shut up and be still, don't make this harder than it has to be! I scold myself.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 01, 2019, 06:38:01 AM
I have a little debate with myself, as to whether cumming in your ass or on your body would be more humiliating for you.  Normally I am going to guess the body but with the water here, rushing and rinsing you immediately it would be like there was nothing on you in an instant.  That wouldn't be good, you need to be shamed for everything you have done.  It is necessary that you are made to feel like the whore you are. 

The pain makes you speak even slower.  Dragging out just two words in a long sentence.  A variation on the same two you have been saying to me ever since you finally provoked me in to taking you to bed.  They haven't worked before and they are not going to work now. 

I gave your ass a smack, a hard slap on firm cheek as I moaned in pleasure and fucked harder.  faster.  Deeper.  Cumming, exploding, filling this last hole.  "I'll stop when you stop wanting it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 01, 2019, 05:12:01 PM
You start thrusting harder. Your body slams against mine harder now making me tense up causing even more pain. My cheek bumping and sliding up against the wall with every thrust despite trying to push back with my hands. I don't want to give you any satisfaction but I can't help the grunts that escape my mouth every time you drive back into me.

I can feel your cock twitching in my ass and I know this is almost over for me. My hands are balled into fists against the wall to keep myself from trying to push you away, I don't want this to last a second longer than it has to! I squeeze my eyes shut while silent tears run down my face. You'll stop when I stop wanting it you hiss at me and I can feel the rage bubbling up inside of me "I don't want a fucking thing from you!!" I scream at you as loud as my voice will let me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 01, 2019, 10:12:20 PM
You are lying to me, which is bad.  And you are lying to yourself, which might be worse.  No... lying to me is worse because I am better than you.  As I came inside you, you screamed at me how you did not want anything from me.  That is wrong on any level.  If you hate me, you want me to grant you your freedom.  If, as I think, you want this and deserve this then you want me to bring you to heel.  Either way you have something that you want me to give you.  Even if you are not quite capable of articulating what that is.  I find myself grinning as my nose runs over the curve of your neck.  Along the back of it as I reach around and turn the water off.  Air suddenly hitting our bodies.  I can feel you shivering a little more than I am.  The downsides of being smaller, worse heat retention. 

While my head is being playful and cute with you my hands are not.  I smash them into your back again.  Driving you violently against the shower wall as I punch you under the floating ribs on each side.  Punch you and then grind against the flesh.  Pushing you up to your tiptoes. 

"It is bad when you deny things.  It is worse when you outright lie.  You can either become what you want to be on the inside, or you can become a corpse.  Either is fine, and fun, for me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 02, 2019, 05:58:28 PM
I feel relief when your movements finally slow. Now that you're not thrusting violently into me I'm even more aware of the throbbing, burning pain in my ass.

You shut the water off and I just want to collapse into a puddle of tears but you don't even give me that. You're all over me, nuzzling into me like you hadn't just raped me once again. I can't tell if it's the cool air or your face lightly grazing my skin that has made the goosebumps spread over my body. I don't have long to think on it before my back explodes in pain and just as quickly my front as I'm slammed into the wall. I cry out and try to push myself back off the wall but you attack me again with your fists. The pain is so sharp and instantly makes me feel nauseous. I try to beg you to stop but the only thing coming out of my mouth is grunting and gasping for breath. My instinct is to just collapse but you hold your fists there just under my ribs keeping me upright. This pain is too much, all I can do is groan and cry until you let go.

You threaten me again, I don't believe you'll actually kill me. Afterall, you just told me you didn't want to be on the run. I know you're capable of causing me more pain than I ever knew possible maybe even so much that Id wish for death. Every time you've hurt me has been even more painful than the last time  and I don't want to find out what you could do next to top this pain in my sides. I've never broken a bone before, but I'm sure this has to be what it feels like! "P-please!.... I... I think I'm r-really hurt!" I pant, still in so much pain.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 02, 2019, 06:23:43 PM
I grinned when you begged at me that you were really hurt.  It is not the sort of thing that I could have missed.  After all, I was the one that had been hurting you. Because I wanted you to suffer, your pain made me so happy.  So happy to see you suffering.  I kept rubbing my body up against you, dragging my forehead over your skin over and over again as my hands kept sliding over your body.   Every bit of your muscle was for my pleasure.  I growled as I kept moving over your body while you begged me to do things.  To give you some sort of relief.

"Hush.  You are not really hurt.  Every bit of this is something you deserved.  Something you wanted.  THe pain... well that is minor and will pass."  Slowly I ran my tongue over the curve of your neck.  Tasting you, enjoying every little bit of the pleasure that hit my tongue. 

"I can show you what real pain is.  Broken bones.  Missing limbs.  I have seen those before, I have inflicted those before.  You are experiencing this lightly.  Much lighter than what you deserved."  I gave your hips a squeeze and a smile as i stepped back from you.  Watching you sink to your knees as I grinned.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 02, 2019, 10:01:57 PM
I'm begging for you to stop, desperate for the pain to end. While I'm grateful that you're not inflicting more on me, you're still all over me. Rubbing, touching, mocking me.

Hearing you tell me that I'm not hurt only makes me cry harder. You're an absolute cunt! Of course I'm hurt! I'd really like to see you endure what I have and tell you that you're fine. Everything hurts, even taking deep breaths between sobs is unbearable.

The instant I no longer feel your hands on me I crumple down to the tub in a heap. I can't help but to reach back between my legs, I have to know. When I glance down at my fingers to see some blood mixed with your cum there I start to cry uncontrollably once again. Sobs racking my body as I rock back and forth slightly on my knees. I wonder if this is what a breakdown feels like? I'm really losing hope that I'll even have an opportunity to get out of here. I know there's no way I'd be able to outrun you now, and the thought of you breaking any of my bones or worse is unbearable.

I don't deserve any of this! I know I don't, but I don't want to risk making you angry. Instead of lashing out I quickly nod my head "o-okaaaaaay, Im... S-sorryyyy" I sob hysterically.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 03, 2019, 06:48:10 AM
You are pretty, and that means you are physically fit.  But it was all show, you had never really endured pain.  No real strength behind your pert shape.  Because it is pain that gives strength.  Hell, in time you might actually thank me for your pains since they are the only way to really know what you have inside.  I am working to make sure that what you have inside is my will but even if I fail I will have improved you. 

Listening to you apologize I know that you don't think you have ever done anything wrong.  That I am the monster here, not a man poked and prodded too far.  Slowly I turned away from you and stepped out of the shower again.  Towelling myself dry without looking at you.  I am letting you know without words that you are not important to me.  Never have been.  Never will be.  But I will break you to heel and that is important. 

"Get up.  You need to show that you have some spine.  It would be nice if you were more than a spoiled child, don't you agree?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 03, 2019, 05:59:44 PM
You turn your back to me and I wonder if you're going to leave me here. Usually sitting in a tub, wet and cold would sound terrible... Right now, especially with your absence it sounds like a break I very much need. I want to try and calm down and just not have your hands on me.

Without glancing back at me you tell me to get up. Something about not only being a spoiled child. I suppose I can see how you'd have that opinion of me. I still don't understand why being born into a wealthy family would warrant what you're doing. I want to hurl the bottle of shampoo right at your head but I know better than to try. Instead, I push myself up on shaky arms and slowly to my feet. I wipe my eyes, trying to stop crying but my body is trembling and feels like I've been hit by a truck..

My nerves are on edge, just standing here looking at your back. Did you expect me to go over to you? You didn't say that, only to get up.  My heart is racing again while I anxiously wring my hands just waiting for you do say or do something.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 03, 2019, 06:43:39 PM
YOu did not get out of the tub.  You were standing up, staring at me.  I can feel it, I can sense it.  The sort of instincts that you pick up with the feeling of danger.  Of working through things over and over again.  I laughed a little bit more as I dried myself off.  Taking my time toweling off, seeing what it was you were going to do.

Silence is not something I mind.  Hell, it was one of the things that I had wanted from you. Blissful, complete silence.  But of course you were never able to give that.  Always digging at me, haranguing me.  Trying to find some sort of things that would get a rise out of me.  No, there was nothing like that coming from you though.  You just kept rambling and speaking.  While still belittling me as a servant.  Not the person keeping you alive.

I did not have a moment of silence for almost a year.  THis is good for me.  I did not leave but I kept rubbing and drying.  Waiting for you to do something.  Make your decision.  I know what to do when you act, I am just waiting on you for it. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 03, 2019, 08:11:02 PM
The silence is killing me, but seems to be amusing you as you laugh... actually laugh! Your laugh makes me feel uneasy while just standing staring at you not knowing what I should be doing.

Logically, there are two options. Stay here or step out, you didn't tell me to get out but then again why would you want me to just continue standing in here?  The longer you keep silent the more I feel like I'm supposed to do something.

I want to lift my leg and at least get out of the tub but my feet stay put. Maybe I should play it safe and just ask what you want? How could that backfire, it's a yes or no question.

I swallow the lump in my throat while watching you dry off, your back still turned to me. " C-can I get out Alec?" My voice soft and unsure, just hoping that you ignore me all together and go back to your room.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 03, 2019, 08:23:04 PM
Ahhh... there it is.  There it finally is.  A decision.  Or at least something that is as close to a decision as your scared and addled mind can make.  Even when you were fully functional, your brain was not really all that impressive.  So of course what you came up with was asking permission.  You always want to ask for guidance, for someone else to do the hard things.  Like thinking.

Even though you could not see it, my grin was wide, predatory and possessive.  It isn't over yet, but I have won.  Your mind is gone, it belongs to me.  Even though you will resist that for a little bit, but it is now inevitable that you are going to let me control you and own you. 

"You can get out.  You can get out and then it is time to go to bed.  You are going to need rest.  After all, it has been a long, physically taxing day.  And tomorrow we can get started on properly educating you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 03, 2019, 11:29:33 PM
I'm absolutely shocked when you tell me I can get out. Not only get out of the tub, but go to sleep! The thought of my nice warm bed hugging my battered body as I cry myself to sleep seems just wonderful right now.

Not wasting a second, i quickly step out of the tub, the quick movements making my sides ache. I'm too eager for this to be over to care about that though. I can't help but to roll my eyes at the mention of you educating me tomorrow. I'm hoping that I'll either be able to call the police after you're asleep or kill you before the sun comes up again. I have no intention of spending another day with you, ever again.

You still don't turn around, and no effort to leave the bathroom. You're slowly drying off, you've been standing there for way longer than necessary. I just want you to get out so I can go to bed. I take a step forward, loud enough that you can hear me. Still, you're just standing there. My heart starts to race, you're fucking with me now. I'm debating just staying put until you leave or walking out, imagining the outcomes of each and not feeling good about either one.

Shifting my weight from side to side, trying to work up the nerve to walk past you. I surprise even myself when I quickly skirt by you like a guilty child running past a parent to avoid a swat to the butt. I practically dive into my bed and pull the covers up to my chin. My eyes are wide and glued to the bathroom entrance waiting for you, hoping that you keep up your lack of interest in me and just let me go to sleep.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 04, 2019, 06:51:13 AM
I knew that you needed to build up your courage in order to dart around me.  It was something that you had such a small amount of you needed a long time to do it.  Probably concerned that I would grab you when you darted by.  Grab you and do something unspeakable to you that you both hated and enjoyed.  Because that is what you are living in right now.  Constantly having things done to you, which means you hate them. But they are things that you want which means you orgasm from them.

In my head I calculated the maximum amount of time I could stay in here before you worked up the courage to do something truly stupid.  Like try to run or get to a phone.  And I came out about a minute before that deadline.  To find you huddled under the covers of your bed like a child hiding from a monster.  Which, I suppose, is technically what is happening here. 

Walking over, I kept my face neutral.  Until I lunged forward and grabbed you.  Dragging you out of the bed and tossing you over my shoulder.  Both arms locking around your body to keep your kicking and squirming from making me drop you.  "Not that bed."  And with you over me like a sack of potatoes I walked out of your bedroom and into the one I sleep in.  Smaller bed.  You are going to be forced to be pressed against me all night long. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 04, 2019, 11:23:31 AM
You appear in the doorway and for once you don't look angry. That's a relief! Still though, I can't help the trembling my body is doing under the covers as you walk over towards me. I close my eyes tight, an attempt to brace myself as if it's going to help me in any way here. It's silly really, but a habit I've had as long as I can remember.

In an instant, you drag me from under the covers, tossing me up over your shoulder. If I hadn't just experienced the last few hours I'd be really impressed, maybe even excited by how effortless you're able to toss me around like a ragdoll. Instead, it fills me with dread knowing I don't stand a chance against you. I gasp and whine when your shoulder presses into the bottom of my ribcage. The pain makes me flail and try to squirm out of your grip but I quickly stop myself knowing that you'll only hurt me for trying.

My eyes are fixed on the pile of your clothes as you walk out of my room. Are you really just going to leave your gun there? Did you forget about it? I really hope I can sneak back here after you're asleep... I don't think I have a chance of escape without it.

You carry me down the hall and into a room. Once inside you set me down on the bed, it's small. A double maybe? This was definitely not going to be a restful sleep being this close to you all night. My eyes quickly scan the room. I've never been in here before, I've never had a reason to be. I can't help but notice how simple it is. A few pieces of artwork on the walls, a dresser and this bed. I stay sitting on the edge of the bed right where you've left me as you walk away from me. I take note of the defined muscles on your back and the backs of your arms and quickly look away. Was I really checking you out after everything you've done to me?! No, no way... I just wanted to see where you were going. The thought quickly disappears when you slowly close the bedroom door. I have to bite my lip to stifle the grin I can feel creeping across my face. The door closes without making a single sound. The thought of sneaking back out in a few hours seems just within my reach.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 04, 2019, 05:26:57 PM
You squirmed only for a moment or two.  Before the realization that it was a good six foot drop down to the floor.  A drop like that would probably hurt as much as anything else that I had done to you.  So you went more or less limp as I dragged you into the bed and put you there.  My arm wrapping around your body and clenching onto you.  Holding tightly, clamping your body against mine.  Holding, locking you in place just as much as the bindings had held you on the bed.  My tongue came out and I slowly ran it over the back of your neck. 

"This is where you belong.  Held, controlled by me."  I snarled and I rubbed up against you.  Growling as I held you there.  Stroking against you.  Squeezing and dragging you closer against you.  Biting against your shoulder as I growled and crushed your body closer against you.  "Control will help you.  It is better for you.  You aren't capable of ruling yourself."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 04, 2019, 08:11:20 PM
I flinched when you roughly pull me back against you. For someone who wanted nothing to do with me just earlier today, you can't seem to get enough me.

I shut my mouth, not fighting or resisting you as you run your hands all over me. I just want you to fall asleep and the faster that happens the better! Telling you to stop or pushing you away won't be helpful so I lay still letting you do as you please. It's easy enough, until you start speaking to me. Telling me I'm right where I should be and that I'm not even capable of ruling myself. My jaw and fists are clenched hard and I can feel my face getting hot with anger. Shut up, just shut up and lay here! I tell myself over and over trying to drown out your voice.


Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 05, 2019, 07:29:19 AM
I do not mean a single word I say, not about you being where you belong, about me being the right one to rule you.  And I really have no desire to be molesting you right now, my cock is limp.  Age is a damn hard master.  There won't be any ability to make something happen for hours yet.  Maybe not even until around noon tomorrow.  But it is all about the constant assault on your mind.  Making you feel pleasure while hearing ideas that you would normally reject out of hand.  Making you moan while you are being controlled, used and belittled.  All of it to warp a mind that was not all that powerful before I got to it. 

So my arms formed a cage around you, I ground myself against your body while I whispered 'sweet nothings; in your ear.  Degrading your mind, reminding you that it was you who wanted this, flaunted yourself to my body.  All of this going on for almost an hour.  I can hear you starting to pant a little bit.  It wasn't the words but the constant touching.  A body responds to stimulation, even if it is unwanted.  I found myself grinning as I finally dozed off.  But of course I am a light sleeper.  If you so much as move during the night, out of the cage of my arms, I am going to know it.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 05, 2019, 11:14:57 AM
I know the things you're saying to me are bullshit, you're just trying to get a reaction from me. I'm determined to give you nothing, just lay here and shut up. You told me that I was here with you like this because I wanted it, that I'd been trying for so long. My stomach flips at the thought, maybe there's some truth to that. If I had left you alone and just treated you like all the other staff would we be in this situation now? I know I was inappropriate, but this is absolutely extreme!

It feels like hours that you're groping me all over my body and whispering in my ear. After some time, your hands on my body don't feel terrible anymore. I catch myself pressing my legs tighter together, letting a faint moan escape my mouth. My heart drops, feeling disgusted with myself and my hand flys up to cover my mouth hoping that you didn't notice.

Eventually, your movements slow and your words trail off as you drift off to sleep with me held tight against your chest. I feel dirty just lying here with you, knowing I was enjoying your touch. I tell myself otherwise of course, but the wetness between my legs tells me that I'm lying to myself.

I keep still for hours, drifting in and out of light sleep. The clock on the dresser reads 3am, you've been asleep for hours but only now am I hearing the very clear sleepy breathing I've been waiting for. Your arms are no longer holding me tight, barely at all. I hold the hand you have resting on my hip and it's dead weight. I hold my breath, and as slowly and quietly as I can I move your hand back so it rests on the bed. My heart feels like it's going to pound out of my chest, but I know I have to take this chance.

As slowly as I can manage, I shift my weight onto my hands, slowly pushing myself up taking a moment to pause each time I move just to make sure you're still sleeping. I have to cover my mouth to try and calm my breathing when I'm finally sitting upright. Just as slowly as my other movements I slide myself out of the bed, and turn to look at you. You're still sleeping just as soundly as when I first moved your arm. Im trembling, absolutely terrified at the possibility of you waking up. For a moment I debate just crawling back into bed, but instead I tiptoe across the room to the door. I slip out without closing it behind me, as soon as I'm in the hallway I lean back against the wall my chest heaving with panicked breaths.

I really didn't think this through... Should I just head for the door? It's probably the fastest escape but if you wake up before I make it then I'm fucked. No, I need your gun before I go. I quickly run down the hall back to my room not wanting to waste a single second. I drop to my knees and with shaky hands to rummage through the pile of your clothing. There it is, I quickly take it out of the holster and jump back to my feet.

I feel triumphant! It's exhilarating to be this close to getting out. The thought crosses my mind to go back to your room and just shoot you in the head, you'd certainly deserve it.

Don't be stupid, just goooooo!! My mind screams at me. With that, I tiptoe back through my room into the hallway.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 05, 2019, 01:49:02 PM
You moved during the night, I felt it.  You were waking up.  And I could have clenched down on you in order to stop you, but I did not.  Instead I feigned sleep.  Until you had slipped out of the room.  Staying in darkness, moving away.  Not noticing that I had also slipped out of the room.  Followed you.  Until you went for the gun in the room.  Not something you had held before, you probably don't know about the safety.  If you do, you are incapable of telling the difference in weight between a loaded and unloaded gun.  It is just something totemic to you.  You have it so you had power.  I could tell you were thinking that.  The way your head kept turning back towards the room you thought i was still in made me think you wanted to go in and kill me.  Guess that is my reward for being gentle with you.  I won't make that mistake again.  not until you are well and truly broken. 

Broken physically as well as mentally too.  In the shadows, you still had not noticed me even though I was almost close enough to rach out and touch you, I cleared my throat.  Watching your entire body jerk and jump at the sound.  "A weapon you don't know how to use belongs to your enemy."  IT was the first thing that my instructors had ever taught me.  Not to carry something that I was not perfectly competent with.  To become able to kill with anything.  Even now I am more confident in my ability to kill you with the gun you are holding than you are able to hurt me.  But I wanted to see how you reacted to being 'discovered'.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 05, 2019, 05:05:48 PM
turn down the hallway to head for the stairs when the sound of your voice makes my blood run cold. I stop dead in my tracks and look up at you, my eyes already filling with tears. I shouldn't have tried this, in this moment I wish I could go back.

I don't even bother to raise the gun, that would be incredibly stupid right now. I've seen enough movies to know that there's some sort of safety feature. If I pull the trigger nothing will happen and you'll know that I was willing to kill you. I really only wanted it because I thought it would give me an advantage if you were further from me. I'm sure I could figure the safety out in the time it would take you to run down the stairs after me. Not now though,  here you're practically on top of me.

Without thinking, words just start pouring out of my mouth "Alec! I..... I thought I heard someone!! I t-think someone's trying to break in!"

Stupid, it sounds absolutely stupid and unbelievable but it's the best I can do. I know you won't believe it. In fact, I'm already anticipating your rage over my blatant lie. I couldn't very well tell you I was just about to sneak out while you were sound asleep though.

I feel sick, I very well may throw up just standing here waiting for you to respond. My hands are sweaty and my heart is pounding so hard that I wonder if you can hear it.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 05, 2019, 07:23:53 PM
At least you were smart enough to realize that you had no idea what to do with the gun.  You did not bring it up, you did not bring it to bear.  If you had, I would have killed you.  You would have been on the ground and I would have simply raped you while I shot you in the back of the head.  Instead, you manage to avoid that fate by lying.  Of course they were lies.  You did not even believe them.  Failing to put any conviction in your voice.  Heard someone breaking in.  Here, where there are about 17 layers of security between the outside world and us?  It was not a good lie but it at least shows you are willing to accept that you knew leaving was wrong. 

Stepping forward I held out my hand.  Waiting without words for you to put the gun into it.  "And you expected to do what with an unloaded gun?"  I dropped that casual truth easily.  Wanting to shatter what little hope you had managed to build for yourself by getting it.  Take away even that little bit of dignity and grind it under my heel.  After all, you are a stupid, stupid creature.  You needed to be shown that and reminded of that.

Of course the second you hand the gun over I am going to start beating you.  Viciously.  There is none of that on my face, maybe you think you can surrender and get away with this.  I hope to encourage surrender and then violence.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 05, 2019, 07:52:07 PM
Surprisingly, you don't seem to be all that angry. I let out the breath I had been holding since I told you I had heard someone breaking in.

It still makes me nervous when you hold your hand out, expecting the gun back. Almost immediately after extending you hand you tell me that the gun is empty. I feel so stupid, maybe if I had just ran out of the house instead of coming back for your gun i'd be out and safe now.

I gently put the gun in your hand, trying to mask my disappointment. I shrug my shoulders "well, I didn't think it was empty..... Why do you carry an empty gun with you anyway?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 05, 2019, 07:58:49 PM
You spoke about the gun being unloaded, how you did not know that.  Of course you didn't know that.  To you a gun is a strange thing, something you had never used before.  I took it out of your hand and turned it over in mine.  Then, quick as a striking snake I snapped out with it.  Cracking the butt of it into your face.  Watching your hands go up to the place where I struck.  Flying there in pain, a squeal came out and I enjoyed it. 

"I don't.  But I can hardly leave a loaded gun around with someone who thinks I am raping her."  The gun was heavy, solid and metal.  It hurt you and I used it again, to smash into your stomach.  Driving the air out of you before you can recover yourself enough to start speaking at me.  Or rather screaming at me for hitting you.  You didn't think you deserved to be hit, you seemed to think you got away with it because I didn't catch you doing something immediately.

I am not stupid.  I know what you were planning.  Again I lashed out, but this time I hit you with my empty hand.  Not that that is a mercy.  It was hard enough to drive you completely to the floor.  "Now, how to properly punish you for what you did?  I have a few ideas...."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 05, 2019, 08:22:24 PM
You're so fast I didnt even realize you were going to strike me until it had happened. The metal cracking against my cheek sends me screaming in pain. My hands fly up to cradle my cheek, the pain radiating deep into the bone there. Before I can curl up on myself you hit me again with your gun, in the stomach this time. I let out a long pained groan before crumpling to the floor with the force of your slap to my face.

I roll over onto my stomach, trying to protect each of the areas you've just assaulted. Trying to catch my breath, panting heavily I turn my head to look up at you "Okay... Okay..... P-please Alec. I shouldn't have tried to leave, I was scared! I'm really sorry, I promise I am! I won't do it again.... Please, I'll do a-anything!" I beg to you, a crying mess at your feet desperate to avoid whatever ideas you have for me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 05, 2019, 08:27:18 PM
You rolled over while begging at me.  It was pathetic, since you were offering the sort of things that I can do to you anyway.  SImply because I am stronger than you.  Both in body and will.  You were a weak child, and I am a man.  Letting out a chuckle my feet came forward.  I planted them on either side of you.  Right next to where your body is.  To let you see that I could be stomping on you, kicking you.  It is a mental thing.  Displaying power.  Especially with me standing and looming over you.  I grinned, slowly running my tongue over my lips.

You gave me your back, something that anyone with any sort of fighting training would know is not something that you do.  You could be choked out, you could be curb stomped.  These are the things that could happen.  I leaned down and pushed on your shoulders.  Before dropping down.  Dropping my knees into your back.  Holding you down as I moaned, moving my knees over and over as I laughed at your pain.  "Offering me what I can take.  Smart."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 05, 2019, 08:50:38 PM
You stood on either side of me and I half expected you to yank me to my feet with my hair. Instead you use your hands to press me harder into the carpet "Alec pleeeeeeeeease! I'm sooooooorry!!!" I squeal trying to squirm away but only exhausting myself. It really doesn't hurt, it's the anticipation of what you're about to do that terrifies me.

Without saying a word, you drop down smashing both of your knees into my back. Your full weight crushing bone on bone is agonizing. I let out a blood curdling scream while my feet violently kick at the carpet trying to escape this pain. You give me no relief, only grinding your knees harder into my back. I grunt and cry, slapping at the floor with each of your movements.

"I'll be good, I'll be goooood!" I scream at you, still squirming wildly under you trying to knock you off of me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 05, 2019, 08:59:30 PM
You are doing everything short of bucking like an unbroken bronco to get me off of you.  Because you can't bring yourself to commit to that.  To actually do everything to earn what you are claiming to want.  I grinned and ground my knees down harder against your body.  Pushing down in order to make you stop.  I know I can make you stop whenever I want to, just a few quick, sharp blows to the back of the head and it would be over.  But... this is too much fun.  Really making you squirm in pain while trying futilely to defy me is too much fun.  Too much like the payback I need for all the things you have done to me.

So instead of making my blows sharp, cruel and ending you immediately I paused.  Playing with you.  Hitting the back of your head with an open, empty palm.  Knocking you slightly from side to side but leaving you aware enough in order to keep you fighting me.  I growled as I kept hitting you.  Driving you down to the ground with a laugh as my hand jams up between your legs.  Rubbing roughly there.  Even as I slapped at you with the other.  "Oh... you are going to give me everything you have to offer, you are going to be good.  You just don't know what it means yet."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 05, 2019, 09:38:25 PM
You start slapping the back of my head and suddenly I'm reminded of how my brother used to torment me when we were growing up. He'd pin me down on my stomach and playfully slap the back of my head while taunting me, a much gentler version of what you're doing now. It always started out harmless but each time ended with me in tears and wanting to kill him. He never knew when to just stop. He kept at it, long after it stopped being funny.

This is what you're doing, only it never started out in good fun and you're actually trying to hurt me. Nothing I'm doing is making you ease up and the pain is too much. Even my thrashing around just makes everything hurt even worse. I nearly give up when your hand between my legs ignites a new fight in me.

"Stop!!" I scream. I press my legs together as tight as I can, trapping your hand but stopping you from being able to rub me freely. My voice is hoarse, but still I can't help the squeals and grunts you rip from me with the sharp pain your knees are inflicting.

"It huuuuuurts!" I sob in a long drawn out cry "please! I'm sorry, yes! I'll give you whatever you want!!!" I screech at you while clawing at the carpet trying to crawl away but not able to move in the slightest.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 06, 2019, 07:36:39 AM
You talk about how you will give me whatever I want, and then do everything you can to prevent me from doing what I want.  Which I guess means you are thinking like you always are.  Your father will give me whatever amount of money I want.  That is how problems have always been dealt with for you, how you have always made things go just the way you want them. By having someone else make things all better for you.  It is why you are a child, it is why you are still so spoiled and it is why you are currently underneath me.

So, I decided to take you up on your offer.  My hand still forcing its way forward while you kept your smooth thighs clamped around it.  I can move it a little bit, inching every closer to your sex.  "What I want is to make you cum while you are in agony.  To remind you of what you are and what you wanted.  After all, you were the one who mentioned your fantasies of me involved me ravaging you."  Still smacking the back of your head, keeping my knees on your back even though it is difficult to maintain my balance. 

"Let that happen and I won't put a bullet through your foot for trying to run, trying to steal a deadly weapon."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 06, 2019, 04:36:36 PM
You continue to slap the back of my head. While it's not painful, it's annoying and childish which really surprises me coming from you. I want to slap your hand away but I don't let myself, that would only give you reason to hurt me even more.

You tell me that you want to make me cum while hurting me. If I do, then you won't shoot me. There's no way anybody could orgasm while in this much pain. You must know that? I start to panic, thinking maybe you've already decided to do it, you just want me to feel like it's my fault when you do.

"Please Alec! I didn't want this, not like this!" My thighs are still clenched around your hand but otherwise I've stopped struggling. My own movements only seem to help you grind your knees against me making the pain worse. "I can't! I can't cum like this.... I can barely breathe!" I wheeze while lying still, tears running down my face to the floor.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 06, 2019, 04:58:51 PM
I stopped slapping the back of your head, instead grabbing the back of your neck.  Spreading my hand and grabbing as much of the nape as I could.  Hair tangling around my fingers as I clenched down on the back of your neck.  Letting out a little bit of a hiss as my fingers pointed.  Digging down into your flesh.  It did have the added benefit of completely cutting off your complaining.  Your legs were still tightly clamped around my hand.  Not letting me get towards your sex.

I leaned forward.  Pushing one of my legs off of your body and spreading it out wide.  It lessens your pain but increases my balance.  So I could enjoy your squirming and pain a little more steadily.  My teeth are bared and I am gasping in anticipation as I slowly, so slowly, force my fingers up. They are inching up the inside of your thighs.  Dragged out, the moment is, but it is going to happen.

"Trust me.  You can cum from this.  Haven't you ever heard of BDSM?  You spend half your time in Europe, I have been to the clubs with you.  I know you know about it." 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 06, 2019, 07:02:12 PM
Finally, you move your leg so that your knee isn't digging into my back. With your leg spread across this isn't hurting all that badly anymore.  I use the time to take a few deep breaths, greatful for the tiny bit of mercy.

You're talking about BDSM as if that's what this is. I don't know you well enough to know what you're trying to do... Be funny? Are you trying to convince me that I'm having a good time? Are you that out of touch that you yourself actually believe what you're saying?? I have no idea.

I'm fighting a losing battle here. I'm slightly hopeful that if I just stop now you'll feel like I'm cooperating with you. I grit my teeth and loosen the grip that I'm holding your hand with. "Yeah I've heard of it" I say coldly through gritted teeth.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 06, 2019, 08:45:35 PM
Your voice is so cold.  It is not right.  Oh, I don't want the bubbly, annoying superiority back.  I wanted defeat, not a cold resolve.  A cold resolve means that you are going to keep on fight me.  YOu are supposed to be defeated.  Because in the end you were a weak person.  No real will of your own because you had not had any suffering in your life.  SO the first bit of adversity is supposed to have shattered you.  Not the sort of thing that was willing to keep fighting.

"Heard of it, you live it.  Or do you forget your own fantasy.  Ravaged.  You wanted to be ravaged.  That involves pain."  I kept my steely grip on your neck.  Pushing you down, grinding your face into the floor.  Watching you whimper a little bit in pain.  Just a little bit.  It felt good to see the drool spreading along the hardwood of the floor. 

Pushing my hand up, inching ever closer to your sex.  Almost ready to touch it.  Rubbing towards the soft flesh that needs, cries out for attention.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 06, 2019, 10:11:36 PM
Holy shit, you really are delusional! How you can take someone enjoying a little pain during sex and mix that up with thinking they'll enjoy having the ever living shit kicked out of them is insane.

It's so insane that it actually makes me start to doubt myself. My mind takes me back over the last several hours, remembering that you've raped me repeatedly, you've not just slapped me around a little but have literally punched me more times than I can count... In the face, all over my body, threatened to break bones and even shoot me! No, you were the crazy one here. If you really did think this was just rough sex that I had wanted all along then there was something truly wrong with you. Maybe I could use that to my advantage.

You press my face hard against the floor, squishing my face until my lips are forced open. I wince when you rub my face into the floor, dragging my cheek through the drool that had leaked out. You're not being particularly rough, but it's completely humiliating. I can't look at you smiling down on me like this. I close my eyes, not wanting to see you but also trying to hold back the tears that have welled up.

"I know, I remember.... I just d-didnt think.... It would be l-like this." My words are somewhat distorted "It's t-tooo much"

I can feel your hand creeping closer, deliberately slow. I fight with my mind, which screams at me to squeeze my legs shut. I keep them parted hoping that you'll be happy with my willingness.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 07, 2019, 06:50:05 AM
I leaned down as your legs are finally open.  Finally letting me rub at your sex, your pussy, your clit.  My lips were right next to your ear.  The new position putting more of my weight on the back of your neck than on your knee.  Probably, you feel a little better with the shifting around. At least it is not on a single bruise. 

For a moment I did not speak, just breathing on you while I rubbed at your body.  While I stimulated you.  Even though there is pain, stimulation is stimulation.  The body can't help but respond.  I am breathing and hurting you, but still grinning.  Slowly I started to speak.  "I know.  But that is just because you have, had, no experience.  Now you know better.  Now you know what it was you were hoping for."

My fingers are playing your body like an instrument.  Stroking, always finding the place where you are quivering.  The most exotic, the most eager for me.  And my breath is still washing across your face.  Inviting you to enjoy me.  To drink deeper of me.

"Now that you know, you will enjoy it more."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 07, 2019, 05:32:23 PM
You're on top of me, covering so much of my body at once while breathing right beside my face. You're so close that if I turned to look my cheek would press into your lips. It makes me anxious, my whole body is tight with tension. I feel like at any moment you're going to do something to hurt me.

My eyes are closed tight and my nerves combined with your weight on top of me, making my breathing fast and shallow.

You're talking again about me enjoying this. That I'll come to like you hurting me. I know that none of it is true. Feeling your fingers working against me with increasing ease makes me feel disgusting. I want you to stop and get away from me but my body is telling you that I am in fact enjoying all of the attention you're paying me.

You're not hurting me outright, but the way you're positioned is still enough me make me wince in pain. I don't mind it right now, at least it somewhat masks the gasps that slip the longer you're rubbing me. I just want this to be over! "Okay" I say quietly, hoping that you might interpret it as me coming around.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 07, 2019, 06:13:22 PM
I am no mind reader.  I do not know what that single word that you spat out was in reference to.  Simply saying okay, not providing any context.  It could be you going along with what I am telling you, the truths that I am trying to force inside your head.  I am thinking it is more of a rallying cry to yourself.  That you just need to endure this for a little longer and then everything will be okay.  Somehow that seems far more likely to me than you admitting your pleasure, than you agreeing with what I am showing you.  Even as your body responds, even as my fingers get moister and moister from the contact with your body.  Slowly I turned my head to the side a little bit, even as i pressed you down harder to the floor.  Lips gently meeting your cheek, covered in your hair as I kept my weight on your body, as I kept up my assault on your sex. 

"You are going to cum, right here on this floor.  With me on top of you.  Without me ever putting my cock in you.  Because that is how attuned to me you are.  How much you are shifting your needs over to meet mine."  Those are cruel words I am speaking to you, cruel, mocking, and untrue.  But I am going to make you believe they are true.  Slowly one of my fingers slid inside you as I squeezed your neck just a little harder.  Grinning in pleasure at your obvious pain, even though you can't see it.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 08, 2019, 04:47:40 PM
 It feels like you're trying to literally push me through the floor! You're being so rough, far more than what's necessary to just keep me held in place underneath you. You've already hurt me more than I ever thought was possible, but it's not enough for you. You keep pushing harder, making it impossible to draw in a full breath.

I let out a whimper when your lips graze over my cheek. Quickly, I close my eyes tight, trying to brace myself. You're speaking to me, telling me that I'm going to cum like this, that I'm bending to your needs. The contrast between us is bizarre, your voice is so calm and matter of fact while I'm panting and squealing in pain.

You move your hand to slip a finger inside me. The fact that my pussy is so slick that it easily slid in makes me cringe. At the same time you squeeze my neck even harder. My whole body tenses, making my pussy clench your finger. I'm groaning and grunting, unsure if it's from your hand and body crushing me into the floor or your hand working my pussy.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 08, 2019, 04:54:31 PM
It is easy to get signals confused, to loose track of everything when you are overstimulated.  It is why so much of training in really dangerous things is just making sure that you are capable of thinking when everything else is going to shit around you.  Now, a spoiled little brat like you would never have been given that training. It would have never crossed anyones mind to prepare you for the worst because there was no way that the worst could possibly happen to you.  And yet, here it is.  The worst.  It is happening, it is going on right now. 

And while it does, pleasure and pain are hitting you at the same time.  Your mind is unable to sort them out, so enough of this and you will start to feel one as the other.  And vice versa.  I know this, it is something you learn in the darker parts of life.  I kept my lips on your face, pressed there just hard enough to be considered a caress.  And I spoke.  Slowly.  Softly.  While my fingers continued to work at your body, your sex, and through them your mind.

"It is okay to admit what you wanted.   I am not your father. I am no prude.  I accept that you wanted to be taken and controlled.  A little kinky but I can get behind it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 08, 2019, 07:31:33 PM
I've never experienced pain like this, combined with unwanted pleasure. My feet kick at the floor in a sad attempt to squirm away from your hand. I can't keep my thoughts straight, one second my mind is telling me to fight, how can I lay here and just let you do this?! The very next moment, it's telling me that fighting hasn't helped so far, and right now you're making me feel good. Anytime I let myself slip, start to think that your fingers feel perfect inside me I chase the thought away forcing myself to think about all the abuse you've made me suffer through.

Your lips are on my cheek and I can feel your breath hot on my face as you speak. Your lips brush against me softly when you tell me it's okay to admit what I've been wanting. Your voice is so calm, so smooth, it's intoxicating and makes everything you're doing feel amazing. Have you stopped trying to hurt me or am I just used to the feeling of your weight crushing me into the floor? This is exactly what I've been wanting from the moment I laid eyes on you. My pained groans have slowly turned into moans of pleasure. My mind is only focused on my nearing orgasm.

I'm kinky you say, for wanting to be controlled and taken. That sentence is all it takes to bring me back to reality. I'm sure you only said it to get a dig in at me, make it seem like everything you've done to me was what I wanted. "No!.... I d-don't want t-this!...… S-stop!!!" I pant between shallow small breaths.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 08, 2019, 10:07:53 PM
I grinned as you panted, so desperately trying to force down the pleasure.  To summon some composure over what is happening to you.  But there is no control and nothing that you can do.  I find myself grinning, gasping and slowly running my tongue and lips over your cheek.  Something close to but not quite like a kiss.  Always on the edge of it, of that intimacy that I am sure you are craving right now.

All while my weight continues to keep you pinned down, while I continue to hurt you.  No real reason behind it, just enjoying your suffering.  the way you are squirming and moving in such pain.  I laughed and moved my fingers.  Working them inside you.  Always stroking and trying to find those most sensitive areas.  to turn those pained gasps of pleasure into simple groans of pleasure. 

:Shhh... there's nobody here but me.  You do not have to pretend."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 09, 2019, 06:10:21 PM
For a second, I turn my head just slightly to meet your lips but quickly, my head snaps back away. What the fuck am I doing?! I scold myself. I can feel my cheeks hot with embrrassment, unable to believe I actually nearly kissed you. It only makes me feel more confused. I turn my head to look down at the floor instead, making me feel just a tiny bit better.

Everything hurts, my hips feel like they're going to crack from the near constant pressure against the floor. Through the pain though your fingers are working inside me, stroking against my gspot and driving me crazy. My breathing is ragged while I kick at the floor if only to feel like I'm not just letting you do this. I can't believe the moans that fill the hallway are actually coming from me. "nooo, please!" I moan without any conviction, just for the sake of protesting.

I bite down on my bottom lip trying to stifle the moans that accompany my building orgasm. I know the instant it's over I'm going to be filled with shame and disgust, but right now everything feels right. My body stiffens as my eyes roll back, waves of pleasure crashing over me. My hips trying desperately to grind back into your fingers as my pussy spasms around you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 09, 2019, 07:13:03 PM
All I had to do was wait until you gave in to your body.  It needed to do something, some reaction to the things that I am doing.  I growling and panting against you as you kept turning towards me.  Jerking yourself back and going towards me.  I can see it, I am not even sure if you are aware of it.  If I kissed you you would become aware of it.  There was a chance you would be happy with what was happening and go along with it. But there was also the chance that you would have been terrified by it and then stopped doing it.  Keeping at a subconcious, under your awareness, means it is going to keep happening.


Then your body clenched, moving towards me.  I growled as you exploded.  Pleasure ripping through you, just as I said it would.  Slowly I put my lips right to your ear.  "Told you."  And a grunt, I stood up and left you panting on the floor.  I wanted to fuck you, but the body is not ready yet.  Not quite ready yet.  I slowly panted and stared down at you in the post coital bliss of what just happened. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 09, 2019, 08:31:56 PM
Still squirming against you, trying to ride out my orgasm before I'm forced back to my reality. I know how this looks, how it would sound to anyone who happened to walk in right now. How could I ever say that I didn't want this? Nobody would believe that if they saw us right now in this moment. The moans that racked my body slowly fade, leaving me gasping against the floor.

Told you... Your words are so harsh, they feel like a punch right to the gut. Once again, I'm left feeling like a dirty slut..I know I didn't want any of this, how could I enjoy it?! Enjoy it enough to actually cum! You quickly pull your hand away and stand above me, which somehow makes me feel even worse, as I'm left panting at your feet.

Tears start to cloud my vision and I silently wipe them away, not wanting to give you the satisfaction of seeing me in a puddle of tears at your feet.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 09, 2019, 08:42:32 PM
I saw your hand flicking to your head and scraping across it.  Is the fact that you have enough composure to wipe away your tears supposed to impress me?  Your body was just my playground, responding to my whims, even though I see two massive bruises spreading on it.  One on your lower back where my knee was pressing violently down in to you.  The other on the back of your neck where my hand did the same.  You are marked as mine, marked with pain to my will.  You were panting and sobbing though trying to calm yourself.  Or at least do it a little more quietly. 

A nice person would let you gather yourself in peace.  They would not mock you or make you do other things.  Fortunately I am not a nice person.  It will help me break you and retrain you into the thing that you are supposed to be.  "I need an answer.  YOu liked that.  Now, tell me why you liked it?  Was it because you wanted it?  Because you belong to me."  Prodding you with my foot in your ribs.  It is not quite a kick but it is forceful and probably a little painful. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 09, 2019, 09:14:15 PM
I'm a defensive person, not one of my better qualities but I know it's there. When you poke and jab at me while demanding that I tell you why I liked it I can feel a switch within myself. Almost instantly I'm no longer crushed and weepy but pissed. My mind cautions me not to engage with you but I can't help it. Without missing a beat I jerk my head up, brushing my hair away so you can see the hatred across my face. I let out somewhere between a gasp and a laugh "you think pretty highly of yourself Alec! At your age I'd have assumed you'd know that holding someone down and rubbing and fingering them relentlessly will eventually make them cum... There's a whole porn genre, haven't you heard of it??" I hiss the last sentence, mocking you the way you did to me not long ago.

As soon as the words leave my mouth it takes everything I have to keep my composure. I'm sure you were wanting a reaction from me... Maybe the same way I was always trying to push your buttons.

You're bigger and so much stronger than me, but I don't care right now. In this moment any pain you rained down on me would be worth it just to see that shocked look on your stupid face that I would dare to speak back to you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 10, 2019, 06:40:20 AM
I am not surprised that you got so angry.  You were being treated like you deserved, finally.  And you were not used to it.  When you have lived a life of privilege, being treated like everyone else seems like oppression to you.  Now you are lashing out against it in blind anger.  Somehow, I bet you were expecting pain to come down on you instead of what happened.  I laughed, because it would be more effective in shutting you up.  Pain was what you were bracing for, because when the pain comes it is because I am a monster who can't handle what he dishes out. 

"Good little girl finally admits that she gets off to the kinky stuff."  Chuckling as I swung myself over you.  Legs spread, I straddled you for an instant, before I made use of how wet I had made your pussy.  Shoving inside you and starting to fuck.  Your saucy mouth having given me the jolt I needed to fuck you again.  Gasping in pleasure as I went at your body.  Rough fuck, probably just on the edge of painful.  "I am going to make you live what you like."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 10, 2019, 03:14:54 PM
I'm shocked that my comments didn't make you angry. You didn't care at all, your face stayed completely neutral only giving me a smirk just before you laughed.

Laughter certainly isn't what I was expecting from you. I didn't want you to hurt me, but having you just laugh at me makes me feel so small. I wanted to get under your skin. While I couldn't harm you physically, messing with you was the one thing I could do to have some sort of control, but it was a complete flop.

Before I can react you're on top of me again. Your cock sinks into my wet pussy easily, making me feel like a whore. Before you can lean down to press your face against me, I strain away from you. Twisting my head to the side, not wanting your voice in my ear or your breath on my neck. Grunting each time your slam against my cervix just a little too hard. "Well aren't I the luckiest girl?" My voice is flat, not bothering to look at you when I speak.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 10, 2019, 05:19:17 PM
Do you think this bothers me?  The pathetic little bits of passive resistance that you are showing me, how you are trying to mock me by not putting any affect in to your voice.  No it does not.  Because I do not give a single damn about you.  I am all about your body. Oh I am trying to destroy your mind but that is much more about me than it is about you.  If I shatter your mind then you are far less likely to report me.  And I can continue to enjoy your body.   I chuckled and rammed forward.  ENjoy you, taking you.  Every little second of what I am doing with your body feels so good.  SO perfectly amazing.  It was just what I was looking for.  The control feel of your wet pussy around my body.

I grinned and stroked at the side of your face.  Enjoying the way you clearly wanted to recoil from my touch. Wanting to recoil.  Wanting to, but completely unwilling to.  I found myself grinning as I kept rubbing and ramming inside you.  So much fear, so perfect fear.  Every little bit of it was perfect.  My lips found your shoulder as I ketp ramming inside you. Hurting you enjoying you.  Because I can, because it is my right to do so. 

"Not lucky.  NOt yet. Because you are still fighting it.  But you will be."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 10, 2019, 08:26:31 PM
You're like a robot. Nothing I'm doing or saying is bothering you in the slightest. I'm not sure if you're chosing to ignore me, trying not to feed into me or if you actually just don't care. From what I've seen over the years I'm leaning towards the latter. It's kind of impressive, if I had that kind of self control I wouldn't be so reactive any time you said something to me, giving you even more satisfaction knowing that you're getting to me.

I'm almost able to just lay still underneath you and get lost in my thoughts. The crude sound of you slamming into my soaked pussy is too distracting for me to slip away for more than seconds at a time. I wonder if it's actually this loud or just because we're in the hallway? Either way, it's disgusting! I so badly just want to dry up the mess between my legs and go to sleep.

The feeling of your hand stroking my cheek makes me shudder l. When your lips find their way to my shoulder, moving gently as if kissing me. I look over at you, anxious that at any moment you're going to sink your teeth into me. When I meet your gaze, the look in your eyes is terrifying. I can't even look at you for more than a few seconds before turning my head away.

Just minutes ago I was talking back to you, feeling tough even and now with a single glance you had me cowering under you like a child that's just seen the boogeyman.

I have no idea what you're talking about, and I'm not about to ask for clarification. Being quiet and cooperative seems like the best option I have right now. My skin is rubbing painfully against the floor as you fuck me against it. I'm sure my hips are red and raw but I keep my mouth shut, only gasping and wincing in pain.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 10, 2019, 08:38:23 PM
I chuckled, you did not have the strength of will to lock eyes with me for more than a moment. Desperately turning yourself away from me before we could stay there for long.  Before I could lay claim to you and your body with my gaze.  Slowly I turned my kisses on your shoulder into nibbles.  Those became bites.  All while my cock continued to ram into your sloppily wet pussy.  The sound of our bodies slapping together filling this hallway as I moaned and took you.  Biting at your shoulder, and still stroking at your face.  Because I know that the contrast between what my hand is doing, what my hips are doing and what my mouth is doing is going to be too much for you.  Everything I can do to batter you and batter your mind is being done.  You are being broken to me. 

"I saw you looking at me.  Trying to test your will against mine.  I guess it did not go all that well, did it?  Did you reach down to find some core of strength at your center and found nothing there?"  I chuckled and moaned as I felt a little bit of blood trickling in to my mouth.  Staining my teeth and making me fuck faster and harder.  Because every single second of it feels good.  Feels right to so control you.  Own you really.  I moaned and rammed forwards again and again.  Taking you and enjoying you.  That was all. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 11, 2019, 04:43:11 PM
Your teeth on my shoulder have me whimpering. It feels playful maybe but I know you're likely only doing it to have me on edge, to have me wondering when you'll decide hurt me. I don't have long to wonder, before the light grazing increases in pressure until I can't help but cry out " Alec, please! It hurts!!!" I scream at you, sounding more demanding than I had wanted to. I'm bleeding, I'm sure of it! My shoulder is throbbing, it feels hot and even stings when your tongue drags across.

The sound of your hips smashing into my wetness and my cries of pain sound so strange together... Like the two sounds shouldn't be coming from the same person. It actually makes me feel sick!

I can't handle any more of this, I just want to throw you off of me. I know how that will end so I settle for screaming, my hands stretched out against the floor scratching trying to distract myself from your voice. The cool floor feels nice against my hot face, even being bumped across with the force of your thrusts.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 11, 2019, 05:27:55 PM
You told me it hurts.  A bite is what gets you to scream those words.  Not the fact that I had been pressing you down with my entire weight, being bitten.  That was what was enough to drive you over the edge.  I suppose it makes a sort of sense.  Because you were realizing something primal, something deep in the collective soul.  That we are a prey species.  Never managed to climb anywhere near the top of the food chain until very recently.  The primal fear of being eaten is hardwired into us.  A few who are not mentally all there do not have it.  Those of us like that make the best soldiers, and the best serial killers but still. 

"Shhh... you might be my prey but I am not going to eat you.  I just want to taste you."  That sentence is barely audible over the sound of our hips wetly slapping together.  The squeaking noise of you scraping and sliding along the floor only adds to the sound.  I find myself grinning as I kept ramming. Takin gyou and enjoying you.  My hand running over the side of your body with a low moan.  You felt so damn good.  So... perfect.  I hissed and nipped at you as I picked up the pace of fucking you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 11, 2019, 05:53:23 PM
What in the actual fuck is wrong with you?! You want to taste me?? Who says that?! Of course I've had men talk about tasting me before but never like this, not about tasting my blood!

Once again, I can't believe I've been with you on a regular basis for years and have known nothing about you... How you could be such a monster and I had absolutely no idea.

Everything hurts, my body feels heavy and bruised all over and my pussy is throbbing. Fighting has done nothing for me and im completely exhausted.

For the first time, I let myself lay still while you fuck me. Not fighting or yelling or begging you anymore. Just get this over with and maybe I could go to sleep after. I can feel tears running down the side of my face, making my cheek wet against the floor.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 11, 2019, 06:24:29 PM
You did not take it well.  That, does not surprise me.  After all I was intentionally being a monster to you.  Nibbling on your body and telling you all the creepiest, most terrifing things that come in my head.  All part of the plan to completely shatter you.  People think that they are strong and resilient. That they would hold up more than others in extreme conditions.  Sorry, but no you wouldn't.  You are just like everyone else.  Everyone breaks.  Just a matter of how fast.  I find myself grinning as I kept ramming inside you. Knowing that this is going to take forever, forever for me to cum.  That is just what happens when you get old.  If I play it smart though, you will experience at least one more orgasm.  No matter what else I do to you, however much I scare you, you will cum again.

I switched, between kissing and biting at your shoulder while I reached under your body.  Forcing my hand underneath you with a smirk and a groan.  Holding onto your tit and softly squeezing it.  Making you move around to my pleasure, my need.  I grunted and groaned.  your body felt so damn good.  I needed to fucking touch you.  Own you.  Hammering away as I sucked at your blood, alternating with the kiss. 

"Remember what you are.  What you wanted."  Mumbled into your flesh as I fucked and stroked at you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 11, 2019, 10:30:15 PM
Every time you run your tongue over the small cuts your teeth left on my shoulder I wince in pain, trying to pull into myself and away from you. It stings so badly, but your tongue is constantly back there rubbing and flicking  at my wounds.

My pussy is so wet that your cock isnt actually hurting me, aside from you hitting my cervix now and again when you thrust harder. At times I can almost escape and just pretend that I'm having sex I'm not at all into, and just waiting for you to finish. You won't let me do that though. You just have to be doing something to try and make this a little bit worse for me. Reaching under me, your skin against mine stings after being rubbed so hard against the floor all this time. Between you fondling my chest and lapping up the blood leaking from my shoulder it's just enough that I can't lay here and zone out while staring at the wood grains in the flooring.

I don't know why I even care when you spew your bullshit anymore. I know it isn't true, but still I just can't leave it alone. Through gritted teeth I hiss at you "This.... This isn't what I wanted!"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 12, 2019, 07:12:14 AM
I laughed, since you sounded so unsure of what you screamed at me.  Even though it was the truth you had to hesitate to get it out.  Like you were thinking that maybe this was what you wanted.  I know you didn't want this or anything even close to this.  But I am slowly worming my way inside your head.  Setting up shop and making you doubt yourself.  As I found your sensitive nipple and started to rub at it with my thumb.  Slowly over the flesh as my teeth pinked another part of your shoulder.  A new place with a few punctures from my bite.  It won't show as more than a little wound if you don't wear anything strapless. 

I growled as I did so, having shifted a little closer to your ear.  Letting myself whisper huskily to you.  "It wasn't what you imagined.  But it is what you wanted.  Deep down.  How else could I make you cum?  How else could I know just what to do with you?"  Mocking your own body's betrayal of you.  Using it as a weapon as my cock kept sliding in and out of your well lubed pussy.  Moaning in pleasure.

"When you admit it, the orgasms will be better.   You will feel more like a real human."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 12, 2019, 03:16:57 PM
Your teeth aren't as rough as the first time you bit down for which I'm grateful. Still though, all of your bites leave my shoulder throbbing in pain and soon after, stinging when you run your tongue across.

Your hot breath is on my neck again, the feeling sends a shiver down my back and I quickly prop myself up onto my elbows, straining my neck trying to get even a tiny bit further from you if I can.

Your words stop my squirming nearly instantly as my heart sank. Oh my god, what if you're right?! I hadn't thought about it until you just spoke the words. I've had sex before that I wasn't into but had never cum, you've made me cum a few times now. I didn't feel like I was enjoying any part of this. I know I don't look like I'm enjoying this with how battered my face and body are at this point. I know the sounds in this hallway suggest something else entirely though. 

I feel paralyzed in place with your words and all I can do is lay still, letting you fuck me harder and faster. My mind is completely tormented trying to make sense of this, trying to come up with an explanation if only for myself even!

I can feel a tingle stirring between my legs, a warmth in my center starting to spread. Oh no, there was no way I was going to cum again... Not after the words you just whispered to me, I couldn't!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 12, 2019, 04:08:14 PM
I doubt you realize the physical tells of the body.  The  way that your breathing picks up.  Going faster and faster.  You are panting and gasping as I ground my body against yours.  Giving my hips a little bit of a swirl at the peak of each thrust.  Just so you can feel more of it.  Feel more of it and enjoy more of it.  Physically battering you would be fun, but it would only leave me with a pile of mush.  If I destroy your brain first I can hit you as many times as I want, a lot, and you will just think that it is something that you wanted.  Deserved even.  So I am focused on giving you this pleasure, even as I roughly take you on the floor.

Feeling you prop yourself up a little bit on your elbows I dropped myself down.  Grunting as more of my weight laid across you.  Pushing you down to the ground again.  So my entire length is rubbing against yours.  Hand still working on your nipple, even as I kept raping you.  Ramming away with all the power and control I can muster.

"Cum.  Cum and admit what you are, what you have always been trying to be.  And I will show you how much pleasure there is in that."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 13, 2019, 10:05:06 AM
You're so heavy on top of me. I'm not trying to fight or get away, just to get a tiny bit more comfortable but you won't let me. Crushing me back down, your body pressed against mine makes it hard to breathe. It feels like you're trying to flatten my lungs into the floor!

You're relentless, your cock hammering inside of me, the way you move your hips, you're doing all you can to push me over the edge. I won't let you do it again!

My eyes are focused on a decorative vase down at the end of the hallway, I've never noticed it here before. It's hard to try and make out any colours on it in the darkness but I can tell it's a lighter colour... Fuck! This isn't working, it's barely distracting at all. The muscles in my legs tighten and I realize you're going to make me cum again. The buildup is slow, but unless you stop this is going to happen. I rest my head on my forearms, looking down at the floor "stop!" I whimper, desperate for some control over myself.

You whisper to me again, the sound of your voice telling me to cum is enough to push me over the edge. Fuck you, I'm not giving you the satisfaction so you can just turn around and mock me.

My orgasm rips through my body but I keep my composure. My hands are balled into fists, digging my nails into my palms as I bite down onto my lip, holding my breath determined not to make a sound. I can feel my pussy spasm, involuntarily gripping your cock and I wonder if you can feel it. My body trembles as you keep up the pace of your hips, your cock still working my gspot dragging my orgasm out. The pleasure spreading and lingering all over my body.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 13, 2019, 11:11:27 AM
So desperate, so desperate not to show me that I am right.  Even though you invited me in to your bed, you are so desperate to maintain some sort of control.  Maybe over your body, maybe over your life.  I do not know, nor do I care.  All I care about is showing you just how wrong you are.  Your body jerks, even as you clenched yourself completely.  A futile attempt to hide everything that is happening to you. 

I grinned, and used your hair to twist your head up and around.  Putting pressure on your neck, not that much but enough that I can see your jaw setting just a little bit.  It was obviously painful but you have felt worse. I have done worse to you.  Dropping my voice to a level that is barely a whisper, I spoke into your ear.  More to make the breath wash over you than anything else.  I gasped out the words.  "Good girl.  But you have never been with an older man.  So you probably don't this... but there is going to be a long time before I am able to cum again.  You might sneak another one before I get there."

I thumped your head down to the floor.  Whacking you down as I changed my pace and angle on your body.  Hand that was on your tit sliding down to wrap around your waist and I pulled us both up a little off the floor.  Not quite to doggie style but enough for a new angle on your body.  "So say thank you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 13, 2019, 08:29:07 PM
I wince when you twist my head to the side. It hurts, but it's more unexpected than anything else. You whisper good girl into my ear and I can just hear the grin on your face. My cheeks heat up again, humiliated that not only can I not do anything to stop the orgasms you're forcing me to have, but I can't even hide them from you.

You're not going to cum for a while still you tell me, something that comes with your age. In another circumstance this would be a huge bonus to fucking an older man. Now though, it just crushes my spirit. I'm so sore and tired, I can't stand this another minute longer!

You couldn't just let go of my hair. No, you had to throw my head forward making me smack the side of my head off the floor. I groan in pain and wonder if I'm just getting used to all of the pain when my reaction wasn't to cry or scream at you for it.

You want me to thank you for making me cum, and for another possible orgasm shortly. I want to scream fuck you but I don't think it'll get me any special treatment with you. It comes easy, to swallow my pride and tell you what you want to hear. "Thank you Alec." I pant, still feeling the effects of my recent orgasm. "B-but can we move to a bed? Or even just on my back? Please?!" My skin is on fire, especially where your arm is wrapped around my hips. I can't handle you crushing the front of my body into the floor like this.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 13, 2019, 08:51:18 PM
You thanked me, and then immediately you started muling at me.  Muling and trying to do things differently.  Again it seems like you have confused my words to you with the reality of the situation.  Trying to show that you were in an actual relationship where your comfort mattered.  Not me punishing you for all the little humiliations that I had to endure with you.  All the terrible, awful things that I had to deal with when you were trying to control me.  Pretending to be better than you actually were.  Always talking about being an actual human and not the whore you were.

"We were in a bed.  You were the dirty little slut who came out here to get fucked.  You wanted the pain, the discomfort.  Apparently being dirty and screwing on the floor turns you on."  There is nothing that you can say or do that I won't find some way to twist and hurl against your mind.  Because I am better and more practiced at this than you are.  Just so much better.

I chuckled when I realized that you had stayed silent from me throwing your head to the floor.  A challenge, that is what I take it as.  As my hand wraps more tightly around your body. Clenching you to me, against me.  Jerking you back painfully with each thrust forward.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 14, 2019, 09:30:47 AM
I'm really trying my best to just get through this. I haven't tried to hit you, I've been careful not to talk back for the most part, I asked nicely for just a different position to ease the pain but you respond like an asshole. Why do I bother trying to be cooperative when you'll just hurt me and do what you want anyway?!

I can feel rage bubbling inside of me, my throat burning, edging me on to unleash on you. "You're a cunt Alec! Did your mom not hug you enough as a boy? Is that why you get off on treating women this way?! Is your personality such fucking shit that this is the only way you can get your dick wet?! Fuck you!!!" I scream at you. My body feels on fire with anger, if I were on my back my hands would be all over you, punching and  clawing to hurt you. In this position though all I have are words. I'm sure they won't bother you as much as I hope for, but screaming them you makes me feel better.

Not wanting my face smashed into the floor I quickly rest my head on my forearms to protect myself. My throat is still burning, this time holding back tears. Anytime I get angry like this, tears always follow but I can't let you see that.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 14, 2019, 05:23:23 PM
You got angry, your body was being used against you as a weapon and I moaned as I kept ramming forwards.  Grunting, enjoying you even as you railed against me.  My tongue slowly coming out and dancing around your shoulder as I growled and took you.  Laughing when you talked and screamed at me and then curled up against yourself.  Turtling, trying to find some way to protect your blindspots, your valuable portions.  I know that you don't think it will work. 

Instead of hitting you, I leaned forward.  "I know you don't think that at all.  You wanted me to ravage you and enjoy your body."  I snapped my teeth, clicking them right next to your ear.  Holding the back of your neck as my hips kept ramming forward.  Driving in to you over, and over again.   "But if you want it to hurt more, you just had to ask."  I laughed and brought my hand down on the back of your spine.  hittting it there, cracking you even as I kept fucking you. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 14, 2019, 06:41:40 PM
Hearing you laugh at me only fuels the rage that's building inside me. I know I won't be able to hurt you the way you're hurting me, the best I can hope for is to bruise your ego and I decide that it's better than nothing. I know I should just lay here and shut up until you're finished, that would be the smart thing to do. I'm not thinking logically though, and right now laying here quietly just isn't an option im ready to consider.

I jerk my shoulder forward, away from your mouth when I feel your wet tongue start to drag across it. At the same time I realize I'm supporting some of my weight. Why am I making this any easier on you at all?! I drop my hips so you're holding me up on your own. You're strong and it doesn't seem to make much of a difference but still it was something and it made me feel better.

You don't believe my words because of how obvious my interest in you was. Do you not realize it was all superficial? You never said more than a few words to me at any given time so all that was there was attraction. I flinch when you snapped your teeth together, pulling my head away to the side.

There it is again, your laughter. I've never been so furious by a sound before. I'm ready to lay into you again but my thoughts are interrupted when you bring your hand down in a blow to the back of my neck. I squeal in pain, my hands and feet slapping and kicking at the floor are the only movements I can freely make with you on top of me. Grunting while trying to squirm from under you, to wiggle forward, anything to have some distance from you. The pain at the back of my neck and how close you are make me feel like I'm going to suffocate!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 14, 2019, 08:03:10 PM
I felt your body slumping down, as you were trying some sort of passive resistance.  I grinned and held on to your body.  Groaning as my cock keeps slamming inside you.  Holding on to your body as I kept snapping into your flesh.  Groaning as I kept ramming forward.  Always driving my cock inside you.  I slowly run my tongue over your blood.  Grabbing and squeezing at your soft flesh as you suffered under me.

Your passive resistance is not working.  Or at least not the way you were expecting.  I laughed and kept ramming harder and harder inside you.  Licking up the blood and my hands constantly slamming down on you.  Hurting you on the outside as I made your inside feel good.  Laughing and driving forward.  Hurting you as my hand crashed down on yoru body, over and over again. 

Laughing as you realized that the pain is something I am getting off on.  As much as the pleasure I am feeling from your body.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 15, 2019, 02:37:25 AM
Your cock is driving into me as hard and fast as you can manage and I pray that you're close, you have to be close! I gasp and try to pull forward each time your cock bottoms out. Your tongue runs over my shoulder again and I have to control the urge not to slam my shoulder back against your teeth. I'm still panting and recovering from the last blow, I wasn't about to do something to make you lash out again.

I didn't have to do anything at all, you start slamming your fists down into my back hitting me all over. The first blow made me grunt when all the air is forced from my lungs. I don't even have time to try and suck in air before your fists came hammering down on me. I reach my hands back, trying to block you from hitting me but you just focus your blows on other areas my hands aren't protecting. Tears are streaming down my face as I sob hysterically. Trying to get enough air for the crying and screaming I'm doing all while you're laying blow after blow on me is excruciating. "Stop, stop, stop, please!! Please Alec, you're killing me!!" I screech at you, my hands slapping at the floor just trying to get through this brutal beating you're giving me.

I can hear you laughing and your moaning has only seemed to pick up since you started punching me. You're enjoying my suffering, really, really enjoying it and it terrifies me.

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 15, 2019, 06:41:22 AM
I grinned, your little bit of passive resistance was clearly over.  As soon as there was a little bit of pain you were unable to endure it.  Your body was trying to pull away from me whenever I bottomed out inside you.  My arm was tensing each time you tried to pull away from me.  Not letting you drag away, so I kept dragging you back towards me.  Your body is mine to do whatever I wanted to.  Which I showed you by raining blows down on your back.

It was the pain, the infliction of so much delicious pain that did it for me.  More than any use or pleasure in your body.  I exploded inside you.  Shaking in pleasure as my cum shot inside you.  Shaking, cumming, filling your body.  And I did not let you go until every last drop had been milked out of me.  And then I dropped you down to the ground as I chuckled at the way you squirmed under my control.

I stood up and grabbed you by each wrist.  Using them to drag you along the ground to my room.  "You wanted a bed. Time to go back to where we were."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 15, 2019, 09:59:54 AM
All I can concentrate on is the throbbing pain all over my back, unable to get used to the feeling before you land another blow in a new spot. I don't even notice that you've cum until your thrusts slow and I'm back to lying flat on the floor.

Relief washes over me, absolutely grateful that this is over. Finally, I'm free of your touch but the brutal assault still has me a sobbing mess at your feet. My body heaves with defeated sobs, trying to calm myself but completely incapable.

You grab my wrists and start to pull me down the hallway. I didn't realize I had been sweating at all until you started walking, pulling my tacky body from the spot I had been held in for so long. I let out a squeal mid sob, it feels like my skin in being ripped off when you roughly drag me along. It hurts but I know I couldn't walk even if you were to let me.

You drop me once inside of the room we had been sleeping in not long ago. I crawl over to the bed and shakily get in, pulling the covers up to my chin. I scoot over to the edge as far as I can with my back towards your side of the bed. In the fetal position holding myself, I can feel your cum starting to leak from my pussy which only makes my crying continue. I wipe at my eyes while pressing my lips together trying to calm down, to not annoy you from being able to fall back to sleep.

My body shakes with quiet sobs knowing that the sun will be up in couple of hours and I'll still be here with you. Hours ago I was positive that I was getting out of here and that I'd never have to see you again. Now, after what just happened I don't think I'll ever be brave enough to try and escape from you again.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 15, 2019, 05:00:09 PM
I was amused by the sound that my moving you managed to elicit from you.  Such pain in it, such delicious pain.  All that you had inflicted on me and more.  That was what I was thinking and it was constantly making me smile to see you bouncing and suffering.  That was why I dragged you when I could have just as easily carried you.  After all I had already carried you from your bedroom to mine.  But scraping along the ground, tugging on your wrists, pulling your arms in their sockets was so much more fun. 

I decided to not even bother putting you in the bed.  Letting you slump down there and crawl in to it like an animal.  I found myself grinning as my tongue slowly walked over your body.  Tasting as much of your skin and the flesh of your body as I could.  SImply because you are so perfect, so deliciously perfect in your agony.

You did not want me still touching you but I know that.  SO of course I touched you.  My arm snaking out and wrapping aroun dyour body.  Dragging you back a little bit until you are touching me.  Touching my body in a spooning position.  Not because I want to but because I know it hurts you a little bit.  Kills you inside to be like this.  And then I went to sleep, so peacefully. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 15, 2019, 06:53:56 PM
I knew you wouldn't be happy to just roll over and fall asleep. You pulled me close to you just torment me some more. Rubbing my body and running your tongue over my skin. I grimaced at the feeling, it made me feel cold and dirty. I can't control the trembling my body is doing in your arms. I keep waiting for you to hurt me, but to my surprise it doesn't come.

You fall asleep quickly, still holding me close against your body. Once you're asleep, I can finally relax. With my back to you and your arms just still, holding me lying here with you like this actually feels comforting after everything I've had to endure. It's easy to close my eyes and imagine I'm lying with someone else. I scoot myself back towards you, stealing your warmth and drift off to sleep.

When I wake up, the room is bright even though it feels like no time has passed since we got back into bed. My sleep wasn't at all restful, waking a few times during the night. Your arms are still around me, your breathing slow and warm on my neck makes me think you're still asleep. With your arms still around me the same way they were when you fell asleep, I imagine that you slept like a baby.

I'm not in any hurry for you to wake up, so I lay still hoping you don't wake anytime soon. Dreading having to spend the whole day with you, I'm hopeful that we might go home today. Thoughts of being around other people, being back in my home fill my mind while I drift in and out of sleep.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 16, 2019, 06:23:51 AM
I bet you think you were up before me, and that I did not recognize you waking up and drifting off time and time again.  Trying to find some way to both get the comfort out of an embrace that is being forced on you and to not disturb me.  Neither, it seems, is working out terribly well for you.  I found myself grinning and slowly barely my teeth even as I forced myself to keep my breathing perfectly regular.  Just like I was still asleep.  It does not surprise me that I am doing this, that I am fooling you in to thinking me still asleep.

The best way to shatter the illusion pops in my head.  And I immediately act on the impulse.  My hands squeezing and moving over your body.  Softly touching pretty much everywhere.  Claiming ownership over it, staking my domain over your flesh.  All while it seems like you were trying not to move, trying desperately not to upset me because you know the pain would come if you did. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 16, 2019, 03:24:09 PM
Lying in bed next to you, pretending to be asleep has given me plenty of time to reflect on last night. With the few hours of sleep I managed to get, my body is in even more pain today. There's not an area that isn't sore, aching and throbbing.

None of this is my fault, I know that but I was going to try my hardest to have a new attitude today. If only to make things easier on myself and avoid any further violence from you. It was silly, stupid really to try and resist or argue with you. You're bigger, stronger and have a weapon that you could use against me. My struggling is only making this harder on myself. I'm giving into emotion each and every time I lash out at you, it's the reaction you're looking for of course but I wont fall for it today!

Your hands on my body startle me, making me jump. I thought you were asleep since you didn't stir, now I'm wondering if you were faking sleep the same way that I was. The moment you touch me, my entire body tenses up. I don't know what to do, should I say something? Just lay here quietly?   I know you'll find a reason to be upset with whatever I choose. I settle for being still, not daring to try and stop your hands from wandering.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 16, 2019, 05:03:37 PM
Everything is a test.  That is pretty much the most obvious statement that I can give you.  And I did not say it out loud.  I didn't speak.  No, you just had to quietly lie there and deal with my hands on you.  Testing how much you are willing to let me get away with, how much you are willing to put up with, and whether or not you are going to pretend to be cowed.  More than you are of course.  I know you are scared of me, lying down and letting me do whatever I want with you is a pretty good bit of proof of that.  But I want to know what you are willing to let me get away with.  So I can find that line and then advance it forwards.  To really put a hurt on you, to really mock you for the things you are letting me do. 

Everything I do to you I am going to claim that you invited and enjoyed.  Warping your mind is a matter of constant pressure, and if you are scared now then it requires me to push.  Push harder and further past any limit you seem to think you have.  That is all.  That is everything.

Hands sliding, from all over your body to the two most sensitive areas.  Left going between your legs to rub and right finding a nipple and playing with that. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 16, 2019, 06:38:24 PM
You don't say a word to me, which makes this even more nerve racking. Lying with my back to you, I can't read your expression which might actually be a good thing. I know I couldn't stare into your eyes this close to you and keep calm. My body is rigid, not knowing if you're going to hurt me or just continue touching me.

Your hand trails down my body to start rubbing between my legs. I want to hurl myself out of the bed but my mind keeps my body still, not willing to budge. You're counting on me to freak out, slap you or ask you to stop I'm positive of it, only I'm not going to give it to you. I think back to yesterday when you told me you wanted me to be a fucktoy for you, keeping the things you did to me a secret. Maybe if I show you that I'm willing to cooperate you'll be more inclined to arrange the flight back home.

Your fingers glide over my clit, the unexpected pleasure makes me jerk slightly in your arms but the feeling of still being wet from your cum last night is sickening. Your other hand finds my nipple, not to pinch or twist but gently caress. My eyes fill up with tears while I silently lay still letting you touch me the way lovers have in the past. I don't want this, I don't want you anywhere near me but I'm desperate to go home and this feels like it might help get me there faster.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 16, 2019, 06:55:36 PM
I grinned because you tensed up and remained silent.  Acting like you were a real lover.  Accepting my touch and even as I tried to make you work even more against me.  I laughed against your back, the shoulderblades there inviting even more of my touch.  I kept rubbing at your body, forcing myself to remain completely silent as I molest and torment your body.  It was hard, but I figured it was worth it in order to really fuck with your mind.  It made me laugh, the way you tensed and squirmed against my touch.  The way your body was exactly what I wanted.  Responding just how it should.  As my hand continued to work at your erogonous zones.  Finally it broke out of me, a chuckle rumbling against your back as I found a great shiver moving through you. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 16, 2019, 08:31:55 PM
Hearing you laugh while your hands are working to make me feel good when it's the last thing that I want is just so humiliating.

My lips are pressed tight together, fighting against what you're doing to my body but I have such little control. I can feel my breath coming on heavier, half gasps and muffled moans leaving my lips the longer you're focused on my clit.
"St--" I catch myself before I can finish my protest while at the same time my hips rock forward slightly to meet your touch. I want to reach in and shake myself, what the fuck is wrong with you?! My mind screams at me, unable to believe how I'm reacting.

You're going to make my cum again if you don't stop, your laughter tells me that you're already aware of this though. You're forcing me to endure this and laughing at me like it's the most entertaining show that you've seen. I hate you, so so much I think to myself while closing my eyes tight holding back the tears.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 17, 2019, 06:20:52 AM
I chuckled again, you were moaning and gasping though you tried to clamp down on it.  You were failing to hide your pleasure, but the word stop... that you did not let pass your lips. You didn't want me to stop, no matter what you might say you absolutely did not want me to stop.  The pleasure felt too good, even if it is unwanted. 

My breath was against your ear and I gave you the first words you had heard as my hands are on you.  Molesting and enjoying your body.  Focusing completely on your clit and your nipple now.  "Can't even bring yourself to ask me to stop. That is good.  Stop pretending.  Accept what you are."  I chuckled and rubbed my hips against your ass now.  Grinding my stiffening cock against the soft flesh.  So warm and inviting, I can feel myself getting ready to rape you.  After I make you cum I am going to make you scream. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 17, 2019, 04:33:22 PM
I can only imagine what I look like right now and the thought is absolutely mortifying. This started as me forcing myself to go along with whatever you were going to do in an attempt to hopefully get you to ease up and bring me back home as soon as possible. I can't say the moment it shifted, but I'm not having to force anything now other than trying to appear as if I'm not about to cum.

As if you can sense I'm close, you lean in to whisper in my ear, your lips brushing my earlobe and your breath hot on my neck make me let out a long moan. I'm too far gone to even be embarrassed by it, you laugh at me again but it's almost effortless to tune you out. I'm not even positive what you whispered to me, my thoughts are only on how amazing you're making me feel.

My hips rock back and forth, helping you to get me off. I'm too eager to lay still and let you get me there in your own time. I'm moaning and panting, my eyes closed as I let my head fall back against you. My nipples stiffen and goosebumps rush across my chest as my body starts to tremble in a shaking orgasm. My body writhing in your arms, my moans fill the room as I take every bit of pleasure you're offering to me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 17, 2019, 06:01:05 PM
You are desperately wriggling and moving in my arms.  Offering yourself to me, over and over again.  Yet, despite that, whenever I bring up the fact that you are so clearly offering yourself to me you would deny it.  I know why, it is just funny to me.  My hands stayed on their places, rubbing with as much intensity as I can muster but I brought my mouth up.  Teeth coming out just a little bit to nip at you.  Finding your earlobe and latching on to it.  Biting down, chuckling as you made a little squealing noise.  SOmething that was not quite a scream but not quite a sound of pleasure either.  Perfectly showing the confusion you are showing because of what I am doing to you.  I found myself chuckling even harder and grinding against you even more. 

My cock is hard and I started a little more intensely grinding against you.  Before I can't take it anymore and slam myself inside you.  No resistance, it went in so easy.  Because you had been so controlled, so overrun by me that it was easy.  I panted a little bit and nibbled at you while my hands continued to work on you. FUcking and pumping inside you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 17, 2019, 08:35:32 PM
The last waves of my orgasm wash over me, leaving me panting and squirming against you. Even after I've cum, your hands stay in place still playing with my nipple and rubbing my clit.

Before I can push your hand down, away from my sensitive bits your teeth are clamped down on my ear. Your teeth on my skin reminds me of last night how they drew blood more than once. I let out a squeal, anticipating the worst.

Instead of biting harder, you thrust your hips forward, burying your cock to the hilt in my pussy. The invasion is unexpected making me gasp and arch my back, shoving my ass back against your pelvis. Your cock stretches and fills my pussy so perfectly, like you were custom made for me. I can't help but feel so angry that yesterday happened, this is obviously what I had been talking about when I said that I had fantasized about being with you. It didn't matter now of course, yesterday did happen, I'd never forget it and you're going to pay dearly for itbwhen we finally get home.

For now, if my cooperation gets me fucked without any additional abuse then it was a no brainer. I'd give you the best performance I could manage.

Your hips pick up speed, your thick cock gliding in and out of my slit while you continue to rub my clit has me moaning like a horny slut. Keep cooperating! I tell myself, but this was so far past simple cooperation, I knew it and it disgusted me. If anyone saw me now they'd never believe me when I said you raped me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 17, 2019, 08:54:08 PM
I kept working at your clit and your slit with my hand, laughing as you have stopped even trying to pretend that you don't like it on a physical level.  I chuckled against you as my arm worked up.  Moving from around your tits to your neck.  At first it was just draped there and I grinned, licking the side of your ear and pulling the lob into my mouth.  To alternate between bites and sucking at it. I found myself chuckling as you were clearly uncomfortable but unable to bring yourself to resist my hand there.  My arm around your neck.

Even when it started to slowly tighten you didn't reach for it.  Probably knowing that reaching for it would only result in you getting hit and then it clamping down around you anyway.  I grinned and started to choke you, grinning, moaning and driving my cock into you.  Something I am sure that you were not quite expecting, that your body happened to like it.  Or at least it made everything else far more intense.

I am moaning and ramming forward.  Taking your body as I choked you.  "shhh... don;t fight it little girl. Just... let it happen.  Let yourself like the pain of it all.  You remember how good the pain made everything last night."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 18, 2019, 03:28:54 PM
You're thrusting into me with such enthusiasm. Without thinking, I lift my leg slightly to allow you to get deeper before quickly dropping it back down again when your laugh brings me back to my senses. Jesus Christ! I scold myself. What the hell is wrong with me?! Your cock feels amazing right now, but I don't actually want this. If you were to stop everything and offer me to leave without consequence I'd be sprinting down the driveway, so what the fuck am I doing??

The argument I'm having with myself is quickly inturrupted when your arm snakes further up my body to rest on my neck. My body tenses up again, hoping that if I keep still you'll just leave your arm resting on me, and not try to choke me to near unconsciousness like last night.

Slowly, painfully slowly you start to squeeze. It's like you can sense my fear and you're just trying to drag this out just for your own amusement. I have to grab onto the comforter to keep from trying to pull your arm away. I try and tuck my chin to my chest even slightly so you won't be able to choke me as hard, but I'm too late, your arm is in deep and I'm completely helpless.

You squeeze harder but the pain never comes. Instead it just makes breathing a bigger effort and my head feel fuzzy. I bring my hands up to your arm but they just rest on you, not attempting to pull or scratch you.

The pressure on my neck does a good job of quieting my moans, only being able to make panting, grunting sounds while you drive your cock into me. You speak and your words make my body tingle all over until you you mention last night being good because of the pain. Anger makes me jerk in your arms but your grip makes it barely noticeable. Everything you're doing it just to fuck with me. You had to throw that in there to make me want to crawl out of my own skin far, far away from you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 18, 2019, 05:10:51 PM
It might have been my imagination but I am almost certain that I felt your leg coming up.  Coming up to give me a better, deeper and more pleasant angle on your body. Oh, how delicious that would be, I found myself thinking.  That if in attempting to convince you that you actually wanted this, it turns out to be true.  Instead of the bullshit that I was spouting in order to hurt you. 

As my arm stays wrapped around your neck, keeping you in that state between choking and being able to breathe easily I reached with my other hand.  There is a brief pause in the way that my hand is rubbing at your clit to do this.  But I reached and hitched your leg up and over my hips.  Dragging you into that position where you started to move to by force.  Your leg thrown up and over a little bit.  Groaning in pleasure as I kept thrusting deliciously deep inside you. 

Grabbing at your firm, perfect hip, I growled and fucked away.  Brutally enjoying your body.  Laughing as I felt you there.  All of it was so damn perfect.  "Good girl.  You can still moan, still enjoy it.  I don't think less of you for it.  YOu are just what you are."  I bit your ear a little harder as my cock thrusted more fully inside you.  Groaning as I held on to your body and enjoying the warmth of you against you. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 18, 2019, 09:27:01 PM
You throw my leg back and over your hip and I can't help but wonder if you felt me move or it was a complete coincidence that you moved me here.

Your hand no longer rubbing my clit leaves my head a little clearer, able to focus on more than getting off. The new position requires my participation, I could easily bring my leg back down. It would be hard if not impossible for you to hold this position without my cooperation. I wonder if you knew that, you had to. Surely, the fact that that I'm letting you fuck me like this is easing me onto your good side? I had no way to be sure, all I know is this is completely manageable compared to last night. Last night I actually thought I would die, the pain was just too much. So if this is what it would take for you to not harm me and possibly let me go back home then I'm willing to play along with you.

You speak, letting me know that you don't think lesser of me if I'm enjoying it. I rolled my eyes while you fucked me as hard as you could. I wish you would just shut up, stop talking to me. You only speak to mock me, of course you thought less of me, you were just trying to get under my skin when it seemed like you weren't bothering me. You want me to clam up, become embarrassed, uncomfortable. I don't want to give you anything you want if I can help it. Instead of the reaction you want I moan, I moan like an enthusiastic pornstar on her first day of the job.

I couldn't stop the grin spreading across my face, fuck you Alec! I laughed to myself. I'm just slightly disappointed I don't get to see your reaction.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 19, 2019, 06:52:22 AM
There is no such thing as a wrong reaction.  I have shown you that over and over again, everything I do is to test you.  Find a limit and then to push you past that.  Dragging and driving you along until I break your brain.  Because only when your brain is truly broken do I have the ability and the capacity to put what I want in there instead.  And what I want is a completely broken you.  Shattered, no hope whatsoever.   That is important because when you reach that point you will never turn me in for raping you.  No matter what you might think of me, no matter how much i push on you that this was something that you wanted, I know you never did. That I am raping and beating you.  My only hope at freedom is to break you.

So when you moan I did not react. Just holding on to your body and growling.  Letting there be a little rumble against you.  Slowly running my tongue over your flesh with a laugh.  Your moan was just you thinking you were in a battle with me.  You aren't, this is a struggle for survival.  I think you know that but I really doubt it.  My cock pushes forwards in you as I bit and licked at you.  Arm keeping you slightly strangled and I pumped away.  Taking my other hand back to your clit to fondle it. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 19, 2019, 02:04:30 PM
Nothing, no reaction at all. Are you completely focused on yourself and hadnt noticed or were you simply ignoring me? The way you're licking me and growling against me makes me think you're just that caught up in your own pleasure... Good, maybe you'll cum soon and we can talk about flying home!

Your hand reaches back down to rub my clit and I groan. I've always been able to cum so quickly and easily from having my clit played with, I want to immediately push your hand away. My hands drop from your arm around my neck to the wrist you're rubbing me with. Too scared to actually push you away, just holding onto your wrist silently begging you to stop. You've made me cum more times than I can keep track of and it makes me die a little every time, I just want you to stop!

The longer your fingers circle my clit, the lighter my grip on your arm becomes. My breathing starts to get heavy again and I curse you out in my head for it. "Alec...please... no... more" I pant out with each thrust.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 19, 2019, 03:29:34 PM
I can feel you moving and hear you moaning.  Even as you managed to push out a few words.  The same sort of words you had always given me.  Telling me how you can't handle this, I don't care.  If I cared about the things that you can handle then you would never have been put in to this situation.  I chuckled and drove my hips forward faster and harder, all while my hand rubbed at your clit.  Making your body shake as I continued to bite at your ear.  Groaning in pleasure at the way you shook against me.  Shaking as I grunted and puffed my body against yours.  Laughing, moaning, taking you. Enjoying every little bit of your body, the way it moved so perfectly against me.  Laughing in pleasure, enjoying every second of the way you clenched and shook against me.  I laughed as I spoke in your ear, "YOu can handle more.  YOu can because you must, if you don't if you die, it won't matter to me.  It will be you dying the way you wanted to."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 20, 2019, 12:21:44 AM
Again, you're laughing. I don't know when you suddenly found me so amusing but you've laughed more in the past day than I've ever heard from you since you had been hired.

I'm starting to feel crazy, one moment I'm completely disgusted with you, wanting to punch you and escape, the next moment I'm spreading my legs wider and humping your hand like a desperate whore. Your fingers expertly work my clit while your cock rhythmically pounds my pussy makes me pant and moan, and quickly brings me to the edge of another orgasm.

I'm rudely interrupted when you start talking again. God!!! Shut the fuck up Alec! I scream silently to myself. Sometimes your voice, your breath on my neck can push me over the edge. This time, your words bring my orgasm to a screeching halt. You talk about me dying, dying while doing what I love and you sound absolutely ridiculous. Speaking these words to me while you're still rubbing between my legs feels so gross and I just want you to finish and stop touching me. I don't even know what to say in response to you, so I simply ignore it, lay still and just let you use my body. I really can't stand this for much longer, as much as it disgusts me I grit my teeth and purposely clench around your cock, hoping that you'll cum quickly.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 20, 2019, 07:05:21 AM
Every muscle in your body seems to clench shut.  Tightening around me as I chuckled at your new resistance.  Or maybe it was an attempt to make things feel better for me, probably wanting this over with as quickly as possible after all.  I find myself laughing, laughing and thrusting my cock inside you.  Always thrusting, always taking your body.  My breath is coming quickly.  Rapid puffs of air that was over your shoulder as I drove forward.  I gave your neck another squeeze, pulling you even more back against me as I raped you.  "Cum for daddy."  I choked you, fucked you and started to cum up inside you with my cruel words echoing in your ear.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 20, 2019, 05:19:42 PM
When I heard you laugh for the millionth time I want to throw my head back hard, smashing your nose into your face. How satisfying would that be? Not that I will of course, something like that would be far worse for me. Still, it's a nice thought to hold onto while I clench my jaw waiting for you to finish.

Almost as if you can read my thoughts, you pull me back with your arm against my neck pressing me tight against your body. The pressure slowly building as you squeeze harder around my neck turns my breathing into panting. I can practically feel my pussy wanting to push you out when you tell me to cum for daddy. Without thinking I grunt "what the fuck is wrong with you Alec?!" My hands reaching up to pull on your arm at the same time I feel your cock start to twitch and pulse.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 20, 2019, 07:54:04 PM
You ask the same question you have been asking me variations on for as long as you have been in here.  What is wrong with me, what am I doing.  All of it is simple, I am hurting you and fucking enjoying every single second of it.  Beyond that I do not feel like I really need to explain myself any more.  You were nothing more than an amusement, something I am fucking and punishing because I wanted to.  If I break you I am fine with that, if I break you to me then I am just as fine with that.  But I am not the sort who is willing to allow disrespect to go unpunished.  You did that enough when we were employee and employer.  Now that I have finally gotten the upper hand and started paying you back there is no way I am going to allow such blatant disrespect to fly.  I grunted and squeezed, if you thought it was hard to breathe before you are learning now just how wrong you were.  And while I did that my teeth clenched down.  Trying to bite your ear off.  I didn't answer you with words, just violence.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 20, 2019, 08:24:26 PM
I can feel your cock growing soft while still inside me, the softening making you slide out little by little. The feeling makes my skin crawl, I want to just move my hips and be free of you.

Before I can even decide if that's a plan I want to follow through with you squeeze your arm as tight as my neck will allow. The feeling makes me grunt before the sound is quickly cut off, unable to breathe at all. Your teeth find my ear once more and I'm flooded with agony when you bite down. It feels like you're actually trying to separate the lobe from the rest of my head! My lungs burn with the scream I'm not able to get out with your arm wrenched around my neck so tightly.


I'm sorry! I try to choke out, but there's nothing. My hands fly up to your arm, punching and clawing as hard as I can, desperate to get away. Your cock slips out at once as I kick my legs out flailing about on the bed before kicking back at your legs. I'm not actually trying to fight you, I know it's not a fight I have a chance of winning. I'm just desperate for all the pain to stop.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 20, 2019, 08:52:59 PM
You fought me, your hands slapping against my body.  There is a constant sound of some part of you coming in to contact with some other part of me.  But all of it is sound without fury, you were fighting but you did not actually know how to fight.  SMacking without aiming, my forearm and my shins are not the places that you should be hitting if you want me to let go.  Reaching behind and going for my eyes would be a good idea.  Or reaching down and going for my cock and balls.  Both of those would make me stop.  But you are not prepared to do that, not trained on how to defend yourself.

My soft cock is up against your pert ass.  Grinding slowly, "I could kill you, you are aware of that.  Just strangle you and then nothing. No more you.  So remember that next time your mouth gets out ahead of your brain."  I let you go, let you slump and curl up.  Actually half falling out of my bed as I chuckled at your obvious pain.  "Remember."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 20, 2019, 09:38:29 PM
I can feel my face growing warmer and warmer the longer your arm is clamped around me. My face turning a dark shade of red as I dig my nails into your forearm desperate for air. A trail of drool slowly leaks from the corner of my mouth as you calmly tell me that you could easily kill me all while I thrash violently against you.

I feel like my chest is about to explode when your arm finally relaxes, letting me suck air back into my lungs as you all but push me away from you nearly making me fall out of the bed. I cough and wheeze trying to take in as much air as I can while the blood rushing back makes my head throb. "I'm s-sorry" I quickly say, my voice shaky but completely genuine. I'm reminded of how long and violent your assault was last night and would really like to avoid a repeat. Just shut up Ashley, stop talking! I can hear myself pleading to my better judgement.

I curl up on myself, trying to both protect and soothe myself. My trembling hand reaches up to feel my ear. I'm surprised and relieved to feel it's still there despite the indents your teeth have made. I cant help but to let out a pained whimper when I see the small amount of blood on my fingers.

None of this is right, it's not fair! I feel like a child for even thinking that and even moreso when the thought makes me sniffle and weep.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 21, 2019, 06:33:54 AM
YOu start to weep, the sort of crying that only a child would do. It is not the ragged sobs of the disbelieving and shattered rape victim.  I know what those sound like, not firsthand but I have had to guard some real monsters.  People who drag barely teenaged girls out of their villages and rape them as a payment for protection.  I have heard those cries.  These are not those, these are the ears of a child that is not getting what it wants and is in a little bit of pain.

I put my fingers around your neck.  Feeling it.  It is a little warmer than the rest of your skin. That means that you are likely going to have to wear turtlenecks for the next few days, if I break you enough to decide to let you out that is.  Because covering bruises is important to me.  Nobody can know I am breaking you until you are completely and totally under my control.

"I don't believe you are sorry.  And I won;t until you manage to get through one thing you aren't in complete control off without lashing out."  I spoke softly and in your ear as I rubbed against you still. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 21, 2019, 04:43:46 PM
I'm so caught up in my tantrum that I nearly forget that you're still lying behind me. The touch of your hand makes me flinch and bring my shoulders up to my ears trying to hide my sore areas from you.

Your voice is soft and calming when you tell me that you don't believe me and won't until I stop lashing out at you. I realize in that moment that once again I've only made things worse for myself. You're trying to get a big reaction from me, I know that but I can't believe I keep feeding into it. I was doing so well this time too, right up until I yelled at you. The worst part is that they were only words that made me so angry with you. If I had kept my mouth shut we might be talking about going home now.

Feeling like I ruined my own chance of getting out of here today, i dry my cheeks from the tears and take a deep breath to calm my crying. "Okay, I-I understand Alec... I'm s-sorry."

I don't want to, but I lower my shoulders, letting you touch my neck easily again as you had started out before I tried to stop you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 21, 2019, 05:34:24 PM
You jerked when my hand fell around you.  Rubbing against your back because you hated the sort of slow and intimate touches.  It made this seem much like something other than the terrible thing that you are enduring.  I growled and moved closer to you, even though you tried to squirm away.  I snarled a little bit, barely audible, as I smacked my hand against your back.  Hitting you as I chuckled.  Not at any specific point, not at any sort of reason to hurt you, just to cause a little bit of pain.  My hand was striking you.

I pushed to you, snarling a little bit, "I doubt you understand it, not really, but you will.  Eventually.  I am sure of that."  Gripping the back of your neck and holding on to it with a chuckle. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 21, 2019, 08:43:11 PM
You slide over even closer to me, I'm already on the edge of the bed, I'm sure one deep breath from you and I'd be down on the floor. Remembering your words, I lay still and let you rub me all over. It doesn't matter that I hate the feeling of your skin on mine, I just have to take this if I want to to go home.

Your hand slaps down on my back, over and over making me grunt and whine. It's not terribly painful, I think you're just trying to scare me. Still, I don't pull away from you, letting you cause me fear discomfort without complaining about it. Your hand goes to my neck again, this time only squeezing on the back. Your hands are so big and strong, I feel tiny being held by you like this.

You seem so content to lay here in bed all day long, i can't wait that long to find out what's happening.  The question has been on the tip of my tongue since we woke up and unable to hold it anymore I blurt out "When are we going to go back home Alec? My dad will start to worry if we're not back soon." Im surprised by how painfully sweet I sound, not wanting to come across as though I'm demanding things from you. I can feel your hand tighten further, forcing me to wince in pain.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 21, 2019, 09:12:06 PM
You bring up your dad and home as something that we have to worry about.  Apparently pretending that I haven't been with you for months.  You would often jet off on a whim and not come back for over a week.  So... a day is hardly surprising.  Hell, I know your father rather more than you do. He loves you, but does not really connect with you.  He just gives you the sort of things that he thinks you want and then lets you run wild.  There is nothing wrong with that, but it is just how things are.  You are not really close.

I gave your ass another slap and slowly pulled myself out of the bed with a chuckle.  Giving you a shove with my foot as I did.  To kick you out of hte bed and send you sprawling to the floor.  It is the little cruelties that I am so enjoying.  Making you suffer, making you deal with these things.  All because I wanted you to.

"Daddy doesn't love you that much.  He won't notice until you are completely out of touch for more than a week.  I have plenty of time to remind you that you fucking wanted this."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 24, 2019, 04:36:49 PM

I manage to keep my hands to myself when you smack my ass before rolling out of the bed instead of slapping you away like I really want to. Thank god, even 5 minutes away from you while you go to the bathroom or grab a shower is something to look forward to. You're always near me, touching, breathing on me, it's suffocating!

Your foot pushes against the back of my thigh, hard enough to make me roll off the edge of the bed and land on the floor with a loud thump. I groan in some pain from the unexpected fall but shut my mouth instead of screaming at you. It's very hard to keep my cool, I can feel my face heating up, seething with a quiet rage with my teeth painfully pressed against my tongue but I'm holding it together.

What hurts more than the fall are your words. You casually tell me that my dad doesn't love me that much to notice how long I've been gone and once again, that I wanted all of this.

You seem to get along just fine with my dad and my insecurity instantly makes me wonder if my dad's ever talked to you about me? Is there any truth to what you're saying?? I know he loves me of course, he's my dad and he's obligated to and all but I have always felt like he used his money rather than trying to have a meaningful relationship with me and your comment just picks at an already big insecurity.

I've already told you more times than I can keep track of that this has been nothing like I wanted. Why waste any more breath on it, and besides it only seems to rile you up more when I deny it.

I take a deep breath, wipe the dirty look off my face and slowly get back to my feet, feeling better now that there's some distance between us with you on the opposite side of the bed. Standing nervously, unsure if you'll be mad if I were to sit back down I hold your eye contact "okay.... I-I was just wondering" I say quietly.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 24, 2019, 05:15:12 PM
It was a calculated shot, to call your relationship with your father into question.  We really haven't spoken all that much more than I have with you.  He's a client, I give him reports on your security and behaviors and he gives me money.  Other than that there is not a lot of conversation.  But with a rich girl, a rich spoiled girl it seemed like a reasonable guess.  Either you would be attached at the hip or he would toss you an allowance and get out of the way.  Given that I hadn't seen the two of you spend two consecutive nights in the same house I figured it was the latter.

Making you feel alone and isolated, while constantly talking to you about how you wanted this was an important step.  Very important in picking at your mind.  In making you feel useless and making you turn to me.  I nearly exploded in laughter and spoiled it all when the obvious terror crossed your face, followed by anger, but washign back and forth between the two.  Like waves coming and then flowing out against a shoreline.  One, then the other.

"Daddy wont miss you.  Your friends, they might wonder for a little bit but as long as there is a pretty picture every now and then on instagram they won't care.  You think you had everything, but it is just me.  Only me."  I am not looking at you when I spoke this, instead I am getting dressed.  My usual suit, with the gun ina shoulder holster.  You are still on the floor, still waiting for something.  But I don't know what, and if I did I have no intention of giving it to you. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 25, 2019, 03:36:19 PM
You continue to tell me how my dad won't miss me and neither will my friends, not really. You're trying to hurt me and it's working. Telling me that as long as they see a picture from me once in a while that nobody will wonder about me. I've never felt that way about my friends, but as soon as you say It, its like a punch to the gut and I can't help but wonder if it's true.

All it took was you saying the words to really make me look at my life and realize how superficial it all is. Honestly, aside from some "miss you loads!!" texts from a few friends that would likely be it. No calls, no other texts until I reached out to them.

I know you're trying to hurt me, but you didn't pull all of that out of your ass. You've been with me on a more consistent basis than my dad or any of my friends. You know the sort of relationships I have with these people, even if only a glance into them and you came to your conclusion. I don't really think you've hit the nail on the head completely,  but you're not wildly off base either, there's some truth to your words which makes them all the more painful.

The sudden realization hurts. I watch you casually getting dressed while feeling like the weight of the world is sitting on my chest. Watching you put your clothes back on like nothing ever happened makes me feel even more empty. After everything you've said to me the thought of you just getting dressed and walking out, leaving me here is crushing. "Where are you going??" I blurt out...  Fuck. I didn't really mean to ask that! I stare up at you for an answer while holding back the river of tears that have built up inside.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 25, 2019, 04:57:56 PM
I can almost hear the hamster wheel in your head turning. You are thinking about something.  I don't know what it is but you are thinking about something, hopefully it is you chewing over my words.  They aren't true but they are what you fear.  I can tell that, you want to be important, it is a need really.  To be more important than you really are.  ANd what people need they fear not happening.  I don't give a shit if your friends like you, if your father cares about you.  But you were insecure about it so I attacked.

It was when I was finishing up, just buttoning the cuffs of my shirt when you spoke.  Asking me where I was going.  Of course you made a few logical leaps there.  That I was going somewhere was one of them, nobody really gets dressed when they don't have to.  Hell, I am sure all your boyfriends would kill to spend as much time naked with you as they can.  Me, I have a different thought in mind.

"Going?  Who said anything about going anywhere?"  Leaving the fact that I am getting dressed like this for a power play. TO be fully suited in the clothing of someone of import while you are naked.  It shows our positions.  There is a reason that detainees in blacksites are always naked.  TO lessen them.  To make them feel vulnerable.  I am putting all my training to use on you. 

"We're staying here.  I just don't like being naked."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 26, 2019, 03:31:27 PM
You're taking your time getting dressed, buttoning your shirt painfully slowly. I can't take my eyes off of you, the fact that you dont look over at me once the entire time helps to make me feel like I'm not obviously staring at you. Not that you'd be able to notice anyway.

You always look so good in your suit. It's the first thing I noticed about you and right now despite everything that's happened, there you are still looking just as sexy as the first day I'd met you. It kills me that my mind goes there, I shake my head and look away, back down at the carpet tracing my fingertips against the fabric to keep my focus. It doesn't matter what he looks like, he's an awful, terrible man! I lecture myself.

Lifting my head back up and looking at you as you speak, you say you're not going anywhere you just don't like being naked. You've been naked for several hours and now suddenly you're uncomfortable? You're lying, that's obvious but why not just throw on comfy clothes? The way you're dressed, it's no different from any other time I've seen you while you're on duty. I open my mouth to ask if I can get dressed too, but quickly close it again thinking that you're likely hoping for me to ask that. Instead, I watch you work the last button of your sleeve without saying anything back, the safest option I figure.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 26, 2019, 03:42:52 PM
You were staring at me and I grinned.  Even without turning my head towards you, I can tell when eyes are on me.  It is a skill that every person really has, but only gets honed and trained in killers or guards.  THey learn not to ignore it as mere paranoia.   You were staring at me, but there probably wasn't any hate in there.  You are not capable of the proper sort of intensity to hate.  Like everything else, your desires and emotions are merely surface level.  Just bereft of experience.

I grunted and turned towards you. Lettign the same mocking smile stay on my face so you can see.  "I am going downstairs.  It is breakfast time.  But I know I can't trust you alone yet.  You are a silly creature that might hurt itself if left unattended.  SO you are going to crawl on down."  I stook a step and waited for you to start moving.  Since I am going to make you move on your own and in front of me.  I kept a chuckle under my breath at the obvious hate you are showing from the way I am treating you.

"So... get moving."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 27, 2019, 02:53:25 AM
How can you be hungry? My stomach is still in knots and you're thinking about breakfast, unbelievable! I repeat your words in my head, crawl down... You can't actually mean for me to literally crawl down the stairs on my hands and knees!

When I see that cruel smile creeping across your face my heart starts to race knowing that's exactly what you mean. You step aside, letting me know that you expect me to go through the door first. No no no no I can't! The thought of you walking behind me, slowly following and watching my every movement is too much! Without thinking, I slowly move back on my knees, until I'm pressed up against the bed with nowhere else to go.

Suddenly, my mouth is moving faster than my head. Before I can even think about if this is a wide choice I'm already rambling. "Okay... I'm really really sorry for anything I ever did to make your job more difficult. I'm sorry for being inappropriate, for teasing you and treating you like an assistant." You're staring back at me, silently just holding eye contact like you're expecting more. Squirming in place under your gaze my nerves forcing me to break the silence. "Umm, oh... I won't tell anybody about anything that happened yesterday... I uhh m-maybe I deserved it, but... Can we please stop doing this?? I promise I won't tell anyone... And I'll be respectful, not like before... Please, please stop Alec!" My voice is shaky, and full of desperation which just seems to widen your grin.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 27, 2019, 06:36:42 AM
YOur voice is filled with just so much fear.  Staggering out of it.  For some strange reason it seems like crawling is the thing you are most afraid of.  You've been raped up the ass, beaten, and had a cock in your mouth.  Why you are so afraid of crawling is beyond me.  Or at least it is beyond common sense, I know why you don't want to do it.  Because it is humiliating, a reminder of our new stations.  And you told me that you wouldn't tell anyone what happened yesterday, along with a lot of meaningless apologies.  "Why wouldn't you tell everyone what happened?  By saying that you think we shouldn't tell people, what you're saying is that you think what we did was wrong, or illegal."

I stomped over to you, grabbing you by the hair and violently jerking your head up to face me.  A slap came, but it wasn't really full force.  Hard enough to bring a sheen of tears to your eyes, but not to make you bleed or bruise.  "So we know that isn't what you fucking meant, right?"  I snarled those words as I stared at you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 27, 2019, 08:39:15 AM
You finally speak but when you ask me why I wouldn't want to tell everyone, I know I should have just kept my mouth shut. It was niave to think that I could reason with you. After all I've been through, did I really think a sincere apology was going to set the day on a different track?? Desperation is making me speak and act without thinking, willing to try anything to put an end to this.

The smile fades from your face and you storm toward me. Like a cornered animal, I sink back against the bed trying to make myself small I keep my hands out in front of me, not that they would be able to stop you it's just instinct to try and protect yourself. You wrap your hand in my already tangled hair and rip my head back, straining my neck painfully to look up at you making me wince in pain. You slap my face and hold me still, your eyes boring down into my soul. I squeal and try to twist away but your grip is solid holding me still. It's terrifying to be this close to you. Any other time you've been on top of me like this I haven't been able to see your face. Being forced to look at you like this makes me tremble in your grip. I can feel my knees turn to jelly at the same time  my stomach starts flip "no no! I didn't mean it like that!!" I shout out quickly before you start to beat me "I-I know I w-wanted it" unable to stop my lip from trembling as I force the lie out. "I'm sorry, I'll crawl Alec!"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 27, 2019, 09:16:54 AM
You were so clearly panicked, you understood a simple fact.  I could kill you if I wanted, that there was nothing that you could see.  The idea of you completely understanding something was pleasing to me.  for you to finally give up your little independence and the dance of the idea that this was anything other than violence here.  You can dance around it and turn your life to something else but you are always going to have a sword hanging over your head.  In my violent nature, the idea that there is something other than the pain behind everything.

You offered to crawl and I nodded.  Using your head to fling you forward.  Driving you towards the door again.  On your hands and knees.  "Yes.  You will crawl.  You won't be on your feet again until you are given permission.  Until you are ready to have something given to you.  Your personhood back."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 27, 2019, 02:01:29 PM
You throw my head forward and I use the momentum to keep going. You're tall and with your long legs it won't take you long to catch up to me but I'm desperate to get down the stairs ahead of you. The thought of your eyes locked onto my ass and pussy in such a degrading position makes my heart race. I wouldn't put it passed you to kick me all the way to the bottom of the stairs just for the sake of meanness. I can't let you be that close to me!

My hands slap against the hardwood of the hallway obnoxiously as I crawl as fast as I can towards the stairs. My breathing comes fast and heavy, moreso from fear than trying to get away quickly. I hate that my tits are bouncing around with my frantic movement and that you can see everything. Being naked while you were fully dressed didn't bother me really until now. Even though you've seen me, I feel so much more exposed and vulnerable now.

Looking back over my shoulder to see you grinning while you slowly walk towards me feels so humiliating! You spoke about earning back my personhood which was fitting since in this moment, I really did feel like a scared animal backing itself into a trap.

Looking down the steep staircase there's no way I can crawl down forwards without breaking my neck. Your steps bring you closer to me and fear makes me turn around quickly to crawl down on my hands and knees backwards. I can feel my cheeks are red hot looking up at your grinning face while I awkwardly crawl to the bottom of the stairs, my eyes never leaving yours.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 27, 2019, 06:41:28 PM
I chuckled at you. The way you were so desperately trying to move away from me. Such obvious fear, it is a good sign. Fear might not be respect but it is a close approximation. and it has the chance to grow into that. I strolled around behind you. You came to the stairs and paused there. For a moment but you moved quickly in the end. Obviously terrified that I might kick you down the stairs. I wouldn't since I can't fuck a corpse but there's no reason to tell you that. I just walked behind you. Intentionally stay a step behind you. So I could see everything. Your expressions most of all, because you are young. No c schooled at hiding your emotions. I can see every one that dances across your face. I grunted at the bottom of the stairs and spoke to you as I went to the kitchen. "I'd never be as prettily cruel as you. You're safe from pain. From me. As long as you're good."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 27, 2019, 07:41:39 PM
I let out a sigh of relief when I've crawled down the last step to the main floor. Without looking in my direction you let me know that we're very different people, that you wouldn't be cruel just for the sake of being petty the way that I would. I'm left dumbfounded, watching you walk passed me, down the hall and into the kitchen.

What the fuck is your problem?? What planet are you living on where your actions wouldn't be considered to be cruel? I've never treated anyone the way you've treated me, not even close! If I didn't fear that you'd fly off the handle I'd be tempted to ask you what it was exactly that I did to you?

The fear is very real though, so instead I start to crawl towards the kitchen. You didn't tell me to come but you didn't tell me to stay either. I stop just before the flooring changes from the hardwood to tile. Still on my knees but leaning against the wall, my arms crossed over my chest in an attempt at modesty. I sit quietly, unsure if you even realize that I'm here while I watch you rummage through the fridge looking for ingredients to make your breakfast.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 27, 2019, 07:53:31 PM
I know that what I said to you was a wonderful attack on your mind.  Because that was the focus of everything I am doing.  To gaslight you, to confuse you, to belittle you.  Everything is part of a carefully crafted attempt to turn you from a real person into the sort of person who absolutely needs my approval.  Degradation and casual insults are an important part of that.  They are easy to toss off, and especially easy to aim at just the right places on you.  You are a sheltered and weak mind after all.

Before you have a chance to respond, in what I knew would be anger, I had walked off.  Into the kitchen where I am already cooking.  A pan, eggs.  Simple food, but then again I have always preferred those things.  I grunted and went through the motions, not acknowledging when you had finally crawled in.  Apparently it never occured to you that i Had left you alone, with a door to run through.  Pride is a terrible thing I guess, you don't want to be rescued in the nude.  "So... am I cooking for you as well?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 27, 2019, 08:36:40 PM
Sitting still with nothing to occupy my mind other than watching you makes me realize that I'm actually hungry. I wonder if you're going to give me anything or just make me sit and watch you eat? I wouldn't be at all surprised if I'm soon faced with the latter.

You speak again without looking up at me, at some point you noticed me slip into this spot where I haven't moved from since. Instead of feeling offended I take note of how you always seem to be completely aware of your surroundings. Something to consider before I make anymore escape plans. The memory of you waiting for me in the shadows last night while I was so sure I was getting out comes flooding back to me.

"No thank you... I'm not that hungry." It's a lie, but there's just no way that I'm going to ask you for anything! I know that you can go days without food and be just fine. It hasn't even been 24 hours since the last time I ate, I'm definitely not desperate enough to ask you to make me food. No, fuck that! I'm going to be stubborn and sit here while watching you eat your meal and pray that my growling stomach isn't loud enough for you to hear.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 28, 2019, 06:30:25 AM
I had always eaten in such strange schedules.  If I had ever caught you vomitting I would have suspected you had an eating disorder, because you would often go the better part of a day between food and then binge on it.  Of course you always made sure to work your body out when you did those binges so maybe that is a form of it.  But I was sure you were hungry.  It had been since lunch yesterday that you had eaten, and it was a demanding day.

If you want to do that, I am more than fine with it.  You can starve.  It would only make you weaker.  Both physically and mentally.  Besides, I am sure you don't really have the mental toughness to put up with as long as you think you do.  People willing to blow themselves up normally end hunger strikes after 2 days.  Because it hurts to be that hungry. A pampered girl like you, never knowing suffering, I give you until lunch.

Instead of speaking I sat down in a chair and patted the side of it.  Summoning you over to me.  If you are going to be down on the floor you are going to be near me.  To properly show off the role of master and slave. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 29, 2019, 01:33:53 AM
You pat the side of your chair. You don't have to say the words for me to understand that you want me to sit beside you. It made my stomach flip, just the thought of kneeling at your feet naked while you sat above me happily eating your breakfast.

Knowing that I don't have a choice, at least not one that doesn't end in a great deal of pain for me if I don't get my butt moving, I slowly crawl into the kitchen, going around and behind you trying to avoid your eyes on me. I've never liked eggs, but still the smell of food in the kitchen makes my stomach growl. Quietly, without saying a word I inch myself closer to you to kneel at your feet right beside you.

God, this is absolutely humiliating! I've felt the same way with everything else that you've put me through, but this has to top the list. I have no idea if you're looking at me, I can't bring myself to look up at you and check. It doesn't really matter I decide while crossing my arms back over my chest.

Staring down at your black polished dress shoes and hearing the clinking of your cutlery against the plate is enough to make me unravel. Your shoes quickly start to look blurry through my misty eyes.

I don't deserve this! The longer that we're together, the more cruel you're becoming. Making me crawl around, to sit at your feet while you eat like I'm your dumb dog or something. I can feel my jaw tighten and I have to remind myself to keep my shit together, that nothing good has happened when I've lashed out in anger at you. Just... Breathe!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 29, 2019, 06:20:28 AM
I could say things to you, but a reading of you seems to make me think that silence would be better. Because silence is something you are unused to, and having it will really force you to stew on the things I have said, the way I am making you act.  No, the way you are acting in order to save yourself.  I told you to crawl but I never hit you.  You could always say no, though at this point I am not sure if you are aware of that fact anymore.  Either way it makes me grin, the way that you think like that.  It is, after all, a fun sort of time. 

I ate, not acknowledging your presence in any way.  And when I was done I pushed the chair back away from the table.  A little bit.  And without talking to you my hands wrapped around your waist.  I lifted you up and set you down in my lap.  Legs hanging on either side of mine, with you facing me.  I held you there even though you were silently screaming that you would rather be anywhere else.  Then I pretended concern when I saw that you had tears in your eyes.  Faux concern, because if all you get is fear then breaking you down won't work.  "What's the matter, does my new pet not like something?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on October 31, 2019, 04:10:19 PM
It feels like you're eating slowly on purpose, to make me sit here for longer. Not only is this humiliating but it's uncomfortable, I'm freezing! I can feel the goosebumps on my skin and my nipples growing hard from the temperature.

I can't believe I'm here, it still doesn't seem real. This is my house, and here I am sitting at your feet while you eat my food from my fridge in my kitchen like you own the place!

I'm so wrapped up in my own thoughts I don't notice when you finally finish eating. I jump slightly, startled when you push back from the table. I'm dreading crawling wherever you tell me to go next but instead you pick me up to face you on your lap.

I know that I should probably look at you, but I can't. I can feel myself start to tremble, I'm scared and hate being this close to you! You ask me what's wrong and when I glance up you don't look angry or sarcastic. I know it has to be a trick but before I can convince myself of that I fall apart. "No, I don't like any of this! I'm so sore and cold and tired and I just want to go home!" I whine, tears spilling down my cheeks as I quickly look back down at my crossed arms while sniffling and whimpering. I want to continue, to ask you to stop but I force myself to shut up.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on October 31, 2019, 05:08:21 PM
You spoke like a child, even using the most childish plea that I can possibly think of.  You want to go home.  Well, that is just proof that you never were really ready to be independent.  Your father really screwed up in raising you. If someone makes it to the age of adulthood and is still like you, well the parents have just created a victim.  Someone to be preyed upon by the world. It is a lot dark, a lot cruel, and a hell of a lot less concerned than you seem to think.

You were crying and I sighed.  Reaching down and lifting you up.  Doing my best to make it look like i am not straining when i lifted you up.  Putting you down so you are straddling one of my legs with you facing me.  My hand is now rubbing at the side of your face with the backs of my fingers.  Letting a grin spread across.

"This is home.  Remember?  Your parents own this place.  Or maybe rent it.  I don't quite know the ins and outs of your money.  But this is your home.  You were planning on spending some time here, after all."  I am speaking slowly, like I am trying to calm a child that doesn't really deserve to be as upset as you are. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 01, 2019, 04:31:15 AM
Everything you're doing is making me want to jump out of my own skin. You readjust me to sit straddling only one leg and I can't help but wonder what you're thinking... You just raped me before breakfast and made me follow you here without giving me any opportunity to wash up. I'm already dying of embarrassment knowing the stain that will be on your pants after I get up. You brush my cheek so softly with the back of your hand and I pull away just slightly from you. Everything about your touch just feels so condescending to my obvious pain.

This isn't home. When you have as much money as my dad does, why would you stay in a hotel while travelling? This is just a house that I stay in maybe a couple times a year. You know this, but you're just being a prick!

Your smile makes me want to hit you. I'm in a great position to do it but the satisfaction from doing so would quickly evaporate once I had to face the consequence for it. Instead I find some courage to hold your eye contact while I plead with you.

"No, this isn't my home, It's just a place to stay." Tears are still slowly falling down my face while I beg you to take me home, choosing my words carefully. "Please Alec, I promise I won't tell an--... I promise I'll be good, I'll even let you continue fucking me once we're back... I just... I don't want to be here anymore." My breath catches at the end, trying my hardest not to break down and cry like a baby in your arms.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 01, 2019, 06:54:01 AM
You were clearly uncomfortable where I had put you, with me touching you.  It was enough to make me smile.  Big, broad and condescendingly.  Just to get a little more mockery in.  When you tried to pull your head back, I gripped the back of your neck and pulled you forwards again.  While I reached out and stroked at the side of your face again.  The same touch that you cringed from, not allowing you to do it again.

You had spoken, telling me that you would let me fuck you when we left here, that this is not home, that you would not tell anyone.  One of those statements is true.  The other two, I doubt very much.  You are sad right now, sad and desperate.  ANything you say will be forgotten just as soon as you get somewhere where there is someone to protect you from the consequences of your actions.

"That might be easier to believe if you did not lie so easily and effortlessly."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 01, 2019, 03:51:00 PM
You grab me firmly by the back of the neck to hold me still so you can continue to stroke my face. I don't know if you meant it as a warning, but that's what it feels like. I keep still, not trying to pull or squirm away and let you brush your fingers over my face even though I can feel myself vibrating inside with anger.

What the hell are you talking about?? You're talking like you actually know me. You don't. You've spent a lot of time with me but not in any sort of capacity to say that you really know me. I've never lied to you before, I've never had a reason to. I have no idea what you're talking about when you say that l lie easily and effortlessly, at least nothing that immediately comes to mind.

Of course I'm lying to you now. I would say whatever I had to in order to get out of this situation. That's exactly what I'm trying to do now, say anything that I think will convince you to let us go back. Still though, I had to try! "W-what are y-you talking about? I've never lied to you." My voice soft and shaky, nervous that your fake caring demeanor is about to run out.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 01, 2019, 06:45:08 PM
I looked at you as you talked about how you had never lied to me.  Letting your obvious confusion spreading across your face.  Because you seem to think you never lied, honestly I do not know.  I barely every listen to you at all.  My head shook from side to side and I kept stroking at your face.  Right now I am giving you a false comfort. I feel that it would be damn important to continue rip your mind to shreds.  That is fun, it is keeping you on edge. Making your brain start to fall down, crumble. 

"Are you contradicting me right now?" My tone is light, not having any real threat in it. But you have to recognize it. I wonder how you are going to respond to that.  I am sure it is going to be some sort of retraction.  The sort of thing that you have to be able to pick on before I actually hurt you.  THat is the sort of thing a slave should have a good handle on.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 01, 2019, 08:40:31 PM
The longer you keep me here, staring at me and gently rubbing my face it only makes me more and more tense. You're not a nice guy, this is an act to try and make me more comfortable before you act like a monster again! My body is rigid just waiting for a slap, a punch, heck you pushing me off down to the ground wouldn't even shock me at this point.

You ask me if I'm contradicting you and my mind races. Staring back at you with wide eyes I start to stammer "what? No! No I'm not, I didn't mean to. I just, I just don't remember ever lying to you." I don't even notice myself holding my hands out against your chest, trying to keep a safe distance from you. You're still staring and me and rubbing my face, are you not happy with my response?! "I-I'm s-sorry Alec... I..... I didn't mean anything by it." I squeak with new tears welling up.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 01, 2019, 09:11:31 PM
I grinned as you immediately backed down.  Desperately not wanting to make me mad, desperately not wanting to earn another beating.  Still, apparently, having not grasped that the beatings come from my whims and not your actions.  You cannot avoid them by being 'good' because I will make that a moving goalpost that you will never, ever reach.  Slowly I smiled as you begged me with halting words.  Your hands on my chest, attempting to push back.  Even though your arms combined probably couldn't hold against just one of mine.  It is the difference between someone who works out for vanity and someone who works out knowing that their life might depend on it. I admit that you look good, but strength comes from somewhere else.

Just to show I could, I slowly pulled you forwards.  YOur arms buckling under the steady pressure as I grinned and licked my lips.  Pushing my tongue into your mouth in a kiss.  Forcing that level of intimacy on you, simply because i Know you do not want it.  "Good.  You know never to lie again.  You know that lying, especially to disagree with me, is very, very bad."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 02, 2019, 10:50:17 AM
You're smiling at me while I speak, loving every minute of my panicked explanation. I know what you're doing, I just wish I could control myself. Questioning you and fighting back,  aren't things that are helping. I'm not a quiet person, I've always been very outgoing and opinionated which only makes this harder for me  to just go along with the things you're saying and doing.

The pressure from your hand on the back of my neck starts to increase pulling me into you. I want to dig in, to lock my arms and push away from you but in all honesty I'm surprised that I've made it so long down here without any real cruelty from you, not like the cruelty I know you're capable of anyway. I know I must be on thin ice and I don't want to test my luck.

You're grinning while the resistance in my arms gives, letting you pull my body to yours. I hate being so close, it makes me nervous since you're so unpredictable. You press your lips against mine and I want to die. Your tongue pushing passed my lips into my mouth is sickening. My hands are balled into tight fists against your chest in a silent rage, but not willing to resist you and make this any worse.

When you pull away you tell me that lying to you is bad... Like a parent trying to teach a child right from wrong. Only you're the last person who should be giving lessons to anybody in morality. "I'm sorry Alec....I'll be good." I have to keep my eyes downcast to avoid shooting daggers at you while I force myself to speak the words.
 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 02, 2019, 11:37:04 AM
This will only last until the next time that your anger gets a little too much, until I demand something from you that you don't want to do.  Then you will struggle, you will fight, or you will mouth off.  It is why you are not going to be allowed to be free for quite some time.  YOu are going to be kept until I have you completely broken to me, under my control.  There are many things to do that make sure you are not the person you were just before. 

I slid my hand down your back, touching the bare skin with a smirk dancing across my face.  I looked at you with a sparkle in my eyes as I went down your lower back, and then even lower.  To your ass.  I started to push forward, making your hips go a little bit forward on my leg.  YOu whimpered and I kept moving you.  The push, and then letting you go.  It is clearly obvious what I wanted from you. If I have to prompt much more then you are not going to be in some sort of trouble. 

It much show in my face because you started to move even without my hand working against your body. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 02, 2019, 12:58:44 PM

It's not until you rock me back and forth a couple of times that I realize what you're doing. My head snaps up to look at you with huge eyes, and dread written all over my face. You're grinning at me and I can feel my stomach doing flips as you push me to grind my pussy into your thigh.

God, whyyyyy why are you doing this?! It's bad enough that you're making me hump your leg right nonow. But for some reason I'm more mortified by the fact that you're wearing dark pants which will clearly show the mess I leave behind once you're sick of me sitting here.

It's a good thing your hands are guiding my hips because had you told me to start grinding against you, embarrassment would have kept me frozen in place. My hips start to slowly rock back and forth on their own at the same time I can feel my face getting hot with shame. Your smile only grows wider and I have to look away from you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 02, 2019, 03:00:29 PM
Your face turns a most interesting shade of red as I kept your body moving against me.  I laughed a little bit as I smiled and slowly reached up towards your face.  Holding on to it, as I turned you back towards me.  Making you and your embarassed face stare right at me as I kept rocking you against my leg.  I growled a little bit as I kept you moving, licking my lips.  SHowing my enjoyment at your embarassment.  Just to make sure that you were really wallowing in the sort of pity and disgust that you need to have your mind break a little bit. 

I let out a noise that was half growl and half pleasured sound.  I licked my lips and kept rubbing against you.  Every little bit of it rumbling up through my chest and against your body.  My hand coming out and rubbing against you.  Licking my lips and working you a little more.  Gripping your ass and making you move forwards, again and again.  I chuckled and kept you moving.  Every little bit of what is happening helps. 

"Be good.  Be good and don't you dare stop."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 02, 2019, 08:16:50 PM
It takes so much courage for me to start moving against you on my own, without you pushing me along. As soon as I start to do what you want you laugh at me. I've never really been self conscious before but every single time you laugh it eats away little by little at my confidence.

You lift my chin up and force me to stare at you. This is exactly why i looked away from you! You're just smiling and licking your lips like you want to take a bite out of me! The noises you're making sound similar to the noises that I've heard from you already. I'm not rubbing against your cock though, not even close to it. The realization makes me cringe. You're getting so much pleasure simply out of making me uncomfortable.

Your hands on my ass guiding me make me rub my pussy just a little harder against your leg than I would do on my own. My mouth falls open in a gasp with the waves of pleasure I'm starting to feel through my clit. I try to quickly turn my head away but you're holding me steady, still making me look at you while I hump your leg like a slut.

If it's possible to die of embarrassment, I have to be getting close! You laugh again and tell me to be good and that I'd better not stop. It's the most threatening your voice has been all morning and it's enough to make me keep going, not wanting to find out what happens if I stop.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 02, 2019, 08:36:38 PM
Your face is getting redder and redder.  Everything about this is clearly the worse thing you can experience.  Or at least the worst thing you can actually think of.  I chuckled at your discomfort and smiled even more broadly at you.  My hand slowly coming up, sliding up your body.  Not guiding you any more, merely letting you take the wheel.  Take control.  Though you clearly do not feel in control.  I suppose it is more that you are doing what I want, without the desire to actually do it. 

I leaned forwards and slowly put my lips to the hollow of your neck.  Kissing and sucking at that point, moaning as I growled against you. Pushing my leg up a little more, actually bouncing slightly as I felt you grinding against me.  I licked my lips, licked your skin, put my teeth against it even a little more.  Finding myself chuckling as I let you fuck my leg.  "You want this, you are a good little slut now, right?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 02, 2019, 09:25:27 PM
You want me to get myself off, I'm sure of it. I've always been able to make myself cum relatively fast but I've never been in a position like this before, trying to cum while completely uncomfortable. I don't think there's any way I'll be able to do it. I'm going to have to fake this for you, you're doing everything you possibly can to make this as horrible as it can be. You're still just staring at me, grinning and laughing every so often, only now your hands are roaming over my body leaving me to have control over my movements.

You lean in enough that we aren't looking at one another anymore and it already feels better. Your lips on my neck are a welcome distraction. Between the friction and steady pace of my clit rubbing against your leg and your soft lips on my neck, it's enough to help me imagine that I'm doing this all on my own, that you've finally come to your senses, realized how amazing I am and we are finally doing this.

I really don't want to act like a slut and have you be able to throw it in my face at every chance, but I also don't want to do this a second longer than I have to... Getting this over with it is my best option, despite the hit to my dignity it will cause. You start to help again, bouncing your leg some, making my breathing come heavier now. Just do it, get it over with! I can hear myself screaming.

Leaning in closer to you, I rest my arms on your shoulders. I close my eyes and start to swirl my hips in small circles doing what I know feels good and will work quickly. Your breath on my neck just adds to my pleasure making me moan. I'm in the zone, I can do this! I think to myself just when you start to speak asking if I want this, if I'm a good slut now. It's not true, but I know it's what you want from me. Only moments ago you warned me about disagreeing with you so without thinking I answer you. "Mhmm, yes, I'll be a good slut." I moan, grinding my pussy faster against you, trying to cum in record time.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 03, 2019, 07:11:21 AM
You might be embarrassed, you might be hating having to do this with me, under my control, but a body is a body.  And you have also learned that fighting me is the worst possible thing you could do.  I have shown no concern for your health, for keeping you  in good shape.  Nothing more than alive, that is all I need from you.  A continued pulse.  Anything else is gravy as far as I am concerned.   I let out a little chuckle and ran my fingers over your stomach as you ground against me.  I know what your hands around my neck really mean.  You want to keep me close enough that you don't have to look at my face.  I wonder if you are picturing someone else here, or just trying to keep the idea of me mocking you out of your head.  I grinned, either one works for me, as I squeeze your perfectly formed ass in one hand.  Giving you a little bit more force in your actions as pleasure runs through me.  I have you under control, and soon enough that will give me complete domination of your mind.  It is just how it works, there is a science to breakign people.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 03, 2019, 05:12:20 PM
I can't  let myself think about the current situation for more than a minute without feeling disgusted in myself. I can wallow later, but right now I need to do this, and quickly.

I'm trying my hardest not to think about myself literally humping your leg while you sit still in amusement at my display. I tell myself that I'm using you for my own pleasure and it seems to help. Keeping my eyes closed as I gyrate my hips against your leg and try to let my mind go blank.

Your hands on my ass force me to rub against you just a little harder and finally i can feel that warmth in my center slowly start to build and spread throughout my body.

I want to jump off of you and sprint away, I know I'm seconds away from humiliating myself for you but what other choice do I really have? You've shown me many times now that things are going to go just how you want them to, one way or another.

With my steady pace it's only seconds later that my moaning turns nearly constant. Letting my head fall back and gripping tight onto your shoulders as my orgasm washes over me, making me forget for a moment all the reservations I had. My thighs squeeze against yours while I desperately rock myself back and forth on your leg and pant breathlessly like a needy whore.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 04, 2019, 06:59:25 AM
You didn't want to, but the human body is a simple machine.  One that works on the simple, basic principles of reality.  That when there is stimulation, a reaction occurs. I know it doesn't mean you like me or even this really.  I just know it means that you are human.  Your head tossed back, which incidentally means you don't have to look at me, as your body clenches and lets out a little fluid.  Running over my leg as you came, came from forcibly riding my leg.

I let the glow of the orgasm reach roughly its peak before I came with the thing that was going to shatter the bubble.  Just quickly, I chuckled.  A deep sound that was suddenly all that was audible in the kitchen.  My laughter, since your moans had stopped.

:See.  That's my girl."  I used my grip on the back of your head to return your head to me.  Forcing you to face me as my face danced and mocked you.  Slipping into a grin at your obvious pleasure and obvious discomfort.  "Now get off of my leg and bend over the table.  I don't know if I want to fuck you, but I know I want the option."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 04, 2019, 05:07:15 PM
I had assumed you were going to do something to ruin my orgasm, make me feel bad for getting there in the first place. I wasn't wrong, as I'm rocking my hips, moaning and biting my lip right in the middle of my orgasm you laugh.

Fuck, I hate you. It's not like I wanted to be here humping and cumming on your leg. You made me do this and now you're mocking me for it. Your loud laughter shuts me right up, feeling shamed that I was even able to get myself off like this.

Your words make me want to crawl away from you, but instead your hand forces my head back down to look at you. I'm still panting, red faced and my chest heaving slightly. The look on your face tells me this went exactly as you were hoping for and I hate seeing that satisfaction over your face.

It's almost a relief when you tell me to get up and bed over the table. Sure I don't want you near me, but having you fuck me wasn't near as bad as being forced to make myself cum with you. That, and I wouldn't have to see your face. Without saying anything to you, I stand up and lean over the table, propping myself up on my forearms. If there's a silver lining at all, having you fuck me twice so close together means I'll have a decent break where you won't be able to again for at least a few hours.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 04, 2019, 05:34:27 PM
I chuckled, what you were thinking was so obviously written on your face.  Such raw relief over the fact that I am not going to be facing you while I fucked you.  I laughed and kept myself right up next to you.  My fingers are coming out and running over your body.  Sliding over the backs of your thighs, which are slick.  YOu had to know that that was going to happen, from the way that you had taken yourself to orgasm on my leg. 

Still laughing at you I took a little bit of your own wetness off of your body and placed it under your face.  Grinning as you tried to recoil a little bit, my hand on the back of your neck.  Not letting you get up and away.  Making sure that you could smell it, then as my fingers pushed into your mouth. Making you taste it.

"That is just the taste of you finally admitting things.  That you are a whore who wanted this."  I paused and licked my lips and grinned as I rubbed my hands over the curve of your ass.  "I want to hear you say that, admit the absoulte truth of it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 06, 2019, 08:16:54 PM
Leaning against the table, my breath starting to return to normal. I'm surprised to find myself unconcerned with what you're doing behind me. I hate to think that this means I'm getting used to being used by you like this.

Your hand runs up my leg making me flinch. Alright, maybe not so used to this afterall. Good, that's good! I'm still going to get out of here as soon as a chance presents itself, I just have to be smarter about it. The thought of getting used to your abuse and not taking the first opportunity that came up was scary.

Your hand comes around  right in front of my face and before I can pull back your other hand is already clamped onto my neck. Your fingers glisten slightly and I can smell myself just before you roughly shove them into my mouth. I grunt trying to push your fingers out with my tongue and for a second I start to press my teeth together before forcing myself to keep my mouth open. It's not that I'm grossed out so much as it's just completely humiliating for you to literally rub my face in the proof that I enjoyed anything from you.

I just want you to get away from me, stop touching me, stop talking to me, laughing at me, let me go and have a shower or bath, anything to just get away from you. So when you told me to admit to being a whore and wanting this I didn't argue. Through gritted teeth, I give you what you want hoping to end this quickly. "I'm a whore Alec... You were right, I wanted this the whole time."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 06, 2019, 08:31:55 PM
I found myself chuckling as you squirmed.  Giving just a little bit of a struggle, enough to salve your ego and nothing more.  I know what you are doing, why you gave that tiny bit of struggle before you let me put my fingers into your mouth, and then sucked the flavor off.  Sucking and then giving me the sort of sentence that I had commanded out of your mouth.  I snarled a little in your ear, "Good girl, it is important to know what you are and be honest about it."

Rubbing my fingers against your thighs with a grunt and a groan. Moving against you, licking the back of your neck and trailing that contact down your back.  Arching along your spine, making sure that you can feel the saliva on you.  The warmth of my tongue over you. My fingers playing along the back of your spines now. 

I chuckled and nipped at your ear, pulling the lobe into my mouth as I sucked at it.  Tongue dancing and stimulating you.  As I pushed my cock up and down your entrance.  "You want it again?"  Gasping out those heavy words with a snarl of need and want. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 07, 2019, 08:14:37 PM
Everytime you speak to me I just want to hurt you. Slap your face, punch you, anything to make you stop talking to me. I wonder if this is how you felt about me all this time right up until yesterday? You have to be saying this shit just to get under my skin. There's no way that you don't realize I'm only acting like this and saying these things in hopes to benefit myself - no other reason. I know that you know this, but still hearing you tell me that it's good to accept what I am makes me want to scream.

Your hands roaming over my body while you nip and suck at my ear feel so good. I hate that you can do this. I want to kill you, or at least watch someone else do it but at the same time you're making me feel so good.

I want to tell you to fuck off just on principle alone but I can't bring myself to speak. Closing my eyes and turning my head slightly toward you, I gasp when you start to rub the head of your cock over my slit. If you were going to fuck me while I was screaming and crying why not enjoy it while you were being gentle? Hell, maybe you'll stop being so cruel if you think that I want you. Then again, maybe it's a trick just to get me to say yes so you can mock me some more.

With hesitation I look back at you and nod my head "mhmm" is all I can manage while pushing my hips back slightly against you.

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 08, 2019, 06:50:01 AM
I grinned at you, letting it play across my face.  Making it every bit as dominant, mocking and possessive as I can.  Because you need to see it, you need to wallow in it.  You are not a person anymore, not until I give that back to you.  Which, surprise, I have no intention of doing.  In time I will let you wander around the world, looking for all the world like you actually are a person but you are not going to be that ever again.  At most you will be my pet, or slave. 

Your hips arched up, you looked back and moaned.  I know you don't want it, but you are pretty damn good at pretending like you do.  So I take the invitation, I will always take the invitation.  Without another word my hands shifted over.  To on your hips.  Digging in and then in a sudden movement, I slammed myself completely inside you.  Hard enough that the table slides a few inches from it.  The thumping sounding and feeling really good. I moaned, licking my lips as I started to fuck you. 

Still using your body against you, I kissed in all the areas I knew to be sensitive while I fucked you, no, be honest, while I raped you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 08, 2019, 08:46:55 PM
You don't even have to speak, your face says more than enough. Without the words though it's not quite as infuriating and for once I don't feel tempted to haul off and slap you. This is good, I need to get through this without fighting or mouthing off. The sooner I can show you that I'm willing to go along with you, the sooner you'll get us back home. I don't want to be trapped here all alone with you a second longer than I have to be.

Without warning you slam your body against me, burying your cock. "Ahh! Fuck!" I scream in obvious pain, smacking my hand down hard against the table. The head of your cock driving against my cervix has me trying to crawl up and over the table away from you before you start to steadily fuck me.

My breath is already heavy, trying to keep calm and not beg for you to go easier with me. Your lips are soft and I try to focus on them, the way you're kissing at my ear and neck, offering me just a little comfort while it feels like your dick it trying to pierce through my cervix.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 09, 2019, 06:24:03 AM
I grinned when you screamed and slapped your hand down on the solid wood of the table.  You doing that looked good to me, felt good to me.  I growled in pleasure and pushed forwards even more.  Rubbing my cock deep inside you, ramming fully.  Hands on your hips, not letting you squirm away from me.  Between that grip and the wood of the table, you can't move more than an inch away from me.  Letting me get every bit as deep inside you as I wanted.  I can feel you thrashing around, moaning and groaning as I pounded away.  You didn't like how deep I was, and I didn't give a damn about what you liked.

Smirking, I ran my lips down your neck.  Tracing circles while my fingers massaged on yoru hips. YOu are gasping and I fucked you deep, hard, driving the table across the room with the power of our weights hitting against it.  "Shh... you know you like it rough.  You wanted it rough.  So just go along with it, you'll see how much better it is."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 09, 2019, 09:52:16 AM
Whatever thoughts I had of you wanting me to enjoy this are quickly gone. Maybe you didn't start out wanting to hurt me this time but now that you can see my pain, it's like it's turning you on and you're just trying to hurt me over and over again. Each thrust of your hips driving as hard and deep as you can. It's not a pain that you just get used to the longer it goes on, the pain is constant, sharp and stabbing in my center making my eyes glassy. "Please, you're hurting me!!" I grunt through gritted teeth.

Your touch isn't enough to distract me and actually your lips grazing along my neck just feel mocking now. I want to beg you to stop, it's right there just waiting to pour out of my mouth but I need you to think I'm accepting this so you'll bring me back home. Standing up on my tiptoes is about all I can do to try and ease the pain, not that it does much but I'll take any little bit.

I can literally hear your smile when you tell me that you're fucking me just how I like it and if I just go with it, it will be better. With your body driving mine into the table I really have no other choice but to go along with it. Whimpering and grunting under you, my hands gripping onto the sides of the table I nod my head "o...kaaay" I groan.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 09, 2019, 01:27:39 PM
You told me, again, that I was hurting you.  As if I had not been able to figure that out by now, as if I actually gave a damn about your comfort.  I am giving you pain because there is a sadistic streak inside me.  The pleasure that I give you is more to hurt your mind than anything else.  After all, you don't want to be thinking about nothing more than escape.  That way leads to suicide.  The end of my fun.  There is simply no way that I am going to allow that.  YOu need to have some sort of hope dangled in front of you.  YOu need to have that little sliver that you can clutch at.  Either escape or that life with me won't be so bad.  It really doesn't matter which one you go with, just that one is taken.

I grunted when I kept thrusting insid eyou.  Ignoring the pleas that you were throwing out about pain.  Desperately trying to reach me and make me feel sorry fo ryou.  Something that is just never going to happen. I am surprised that you haven't figured that out yet.  I groaned and rammed forwards, still holding you in place, still going every bit as deep, still making you shiver and shake with my thrusts.  I grinned, and took you.  Moaning out my pleasure the entire time, always doing it.  My lips and yes my teeth are involved in pleasing you, just to see how you react to it.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 10, 2019, 12:07:45 PM
You know this is killing me and yet you don't stop, not to slow slightly or just take it even a little easier. You're loving the pain that you're putting me though and again I can't help but wonder what the fuck I did to you to deserve this sort of treatment. I actually think you're purposely moaning more and louder just to mock how much you're hurting me. I know there's no explanation that could ever justify everything you've done to me, but right now I'm feeling sad and sorry for myself and all I can do is keep telling myself that I don't deserve this! Hearing my own pained grunts paired withthe moans of your pleasure make my eyes well up, forcing new tears to spill down my face.

Your lips are still all over my neck, kissing, licking nipping at me. It doesn't feel good anymore, in fact it makes my skin crawl. Twisting my neck and lifting my shoulder to get your mouth off of me only works for a few seconds before you're right back on me. Desperate to have even a tiny bit of control, I let my body slump down, resting on the table and enjoying the tiny bit of distance from you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 10, 2019, 05:11:49 PM
I chuckled as you twisted a little bit and thennslumoed over. Admitting defeat or maybe just deciding to pick your battles. I know this wont last, the way your brain works you'll be right back to being the entitled princess right away. Probably as soon as the pain drops down to little more than a dull throb. I grinned and continued to ram inside you, shaking the table in my pleasure. Lunging forwards, again and again as I claimed you. Claimed and enjoyed your body.

Now my hands are pressing down on your back, if you are going to give up then I am going to keep you down. Not let you move even an inch. I pulled back. Raising my voice now that I sont have the intimate contact to let me whisper.

I grunted, nearing my orgasm, soob I will be flooding you. Hissing as I drove forwards, "Next time you feel like mouthing off, remember this feeling. I only did this because you misbehaved and were bad."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 10, 2019, 06:34:01 PM
What the fuck are you actually talking about?! I really don't know you well enough to know if you're completely delusional and truly believe the words you're saying or not. Maybe you just want me to feel like all the pain you inflict on me is in response to something I've said or done. Maybe it makes you feel better if I feel like it's my fault?? I really don't think you feel badly in the slightest though so it seems unlikely.

I haven't misbehaved at all! It makes me sick to even think that, like I'm a child who needs correcting or something. It's taken everything in my this morning to not mouth off to you or try and fight. I've literally done anything you've asked of me, as soon as you spoke even. You have to know that?

Don't be an idiot, don't be an idiot, just shut up and keep still, he wants you to flip out! I repeat this over and over to myself but it's almost a compulsion, I can't help myself the words just start pouring out "oh... come on Alec... Really?... I didn't take... you for a.... liar! You really don't... have to... make up reasons... to justify being... a psychopath... I could.... respect that a bit more." My words are broken up, and gasped out with the force of you still slamming into my body, venom in every one.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 12, 2019, 06:38:29 AM
I knew you couldn't keep your mouth shut,you couldn't listen to someone giving you anything less than perfect respect.  Even though you do not deserve respect, even though you have done nothing of value in your life.  You spat out the words and you called me a liar.  A psychopath, which just shows a lack of imagination and education.  Not surprising that you simply use that word for everyone you disagree with, not knowing what it really means.

I grinned as my hand went into your hair.  Grabbing and jerking on it, pulling back enough to make your head come up, then I let go.  A test of your reflexes, as I continue to pound violently into your body.  Making you shake and slide over the table, making it slide across the floor.  If you are quick enough you will be able to catch yourself before you take a bump on the head.  SOmehow, I doubt you are going to be quick enough. 

I just grinned and fucked you harder, finally speaking.  "You think you did nothing to deserve being put in your place?  That would be cute and endearing if it was not so obvious that you are narcissist."  Pounding you as my hands run ove ryour bare back with a moan
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 13, 2019, 03:25:36 PM
You yank back on my hair and my first thought is that you just want to be able to speak into my ear again. It comes as a shock when you pull back only to let me go right away, making me bang my face off the table. I let out a pained whine, my hand going up to rub my nose. Not really all that painful with the short distance, it's more so humiliating than anything. Of course you have to be that petty just to drive home the fact that you're in control here.

The sting of the small bump makes my eyes water up and ignites a new anger inside of me. "Fuck you Alec!" I scream out at you while thrashing against the table wildly. Kicking my feet back against you, my heels making contact with the backs of your legs while at the same time pushing myself, twisting my torso to swing at you. "Get off of me you fucking asshole!" Grunting and baring my teeth trying desperately to push you off of me "I'll kill you, I swear I'll fucking kill you!" I pant, my face red and hot.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 13, 2019, 05:15:28 PM
You got angry, you always get angry.  Every time that I do something you get angry and I have to put you back in your place. That is fine, I am having all the fun in the world keeping you in that place. Using my force to hold you in place, using my mind to work against yours.  THese are both fights that I know I am going to win, since you are not a smart woman and you are not a strong one either.  I have my complete and total control over you.  It is more than enough to make me grin, and I growled a little bit.  Always did I move against you, pushing and holding you down while my cock pushed completely inside you.  I was shaking and started to explode inside you.  I groaned, growling and loving the feeling of your body pulsing around mine.  I exploded and came inside you.

"No.  you want to kill me.   But you don;t have the power to make your wishes so, you lack the strength to do anything but speak.  It is why you didn't even offer yourself to me when you wanted it. Too scared, too weak."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 13, 2019, 10:25:54 PM
I'm trying with all the strength I have to get away from you, to hurt you enough so that I can just run. It's completely disheartening that I'm trying my absolute hardest and you're able to keep me here with hardly any effort at all.

Of course men are stronger and bigger but I've never been in a position before where I've had to test my strength against a man's. I always thought I'd be able to hold my own and at least put up a decent fight. You're showing me how very wrong I was to ever think that. In fact it's only tiring me out even more trying to fight against you. I should really save my strength for when I have a fighting chance against you

Defeated, my body slumps back down against the table. I want to drive my heel back into your sac when I feel  you starting to cum. You're a pig, I can't stand you being near me anymore. Was the timing purely coincidence or did my fight throw your over the edge and make you cum? Of course the latter is so much more offensive to me so I focus on that while I speak, trying to insult you.

Still panting I let out a laugh "you were amusing Alec... It was fun for me to bug you! If you were into me, I'd have quickly lost interest in you... I didn't care about fucking you, I just wanted to know that you wanted me... Nothing to do with weakness you fucking idiot."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 14, 2019, 06:09:39 AM
I see that you are retreating back to haughty, you had tried scared and it didn't get you what you wanted. so you went to haughty and pretending to be better.  It really is amusing.  I wonder what comes after this, what happens after this fails?  Because it will fail.  There is no interest in you on my part, I just was tired of dealing with you and raping you into submission seemed like the best way to shut you up. Certainly the most fun so far... I put my hand on your back as I pulled out of you.  Pressing you down, not letting you off of the table.  And my response to your little rant is what I think would be most devastating to you, not anger but a little chuckle.  Something that simply mocks you. 

"Oh, is that what you think you were doing?  Trust me, you were always too young for me to be interested in.  Too young, too spoiled, too weak.  I just knew you wanted me, so why the fuck not."  I put my hand on your head and stroked it.  Mocking touch, a simulation of intimacy.  Something you will never feel the real touch of again.  "Besides... knowing you were getting what you want in a twisted, genie type way amuses me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 14, 2019, 05:05:21 PM
You finally pull your cock out of my body, while still holding me firmly in place. I don't bother to try and squirm free this time. I can feel your cum starting to leak out from my pussy and it makes me clench my jaw. I fucking hate feeling gross and sticky! I just want to feel clean again, to get a bath and wash you away.

I want you to take your hands off of me and send me away to clean up but once you speak I can't help but notice the way you're pushing me down, laughing and the words you're saying feel like you're playing the game I've been trying to engage you in for years. It makes me grin, just for a second forgetting this isn't at all what I had in mind though. I should stop, I really should... I'm shocked honestly that you didn't make me immediately regret my comments but still I can't help myself. I turn my head to the side to look back at you as much as I can with being held down like this. "Are you sure? I mean, it feels an awful lot like you're very interested in me Alec... Maybe you like young, weak and spoiled afterall".

I flinch when your hand comes up to my face, expecting a slap. You stroke my face softly instead, making me turn away from you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 14, 2019, 05:33:54 PM
I know you are trying to get me to do something foolish. Something with a lot of violence behind it.  I don't know why, but you are definitely looking for a beating.  For some level of anger to get vented on you and your body.  Oh... such deliciousness will not go unanswered.  But for now, I am going to settle for proving you so completely wrong.  Instead I leaned down and put my lips up against your ear.  Slowly, softly whispering in your ear.  "Shhhh... don't try to provoke me like you do your father.  Being bad and spoiled for attention.  It doesn't work on me, because I do not care enough about you to get there."  I laughed as I gripped on either side of your head. Holding there, smirking at the fear and pain I see in your eyes.  Even behind the sort of false front of strength that you wanted me to believe.   Pressing the knuckle of my thumb down on the bridge of your nose.  "But if you want it to be rough, I am more than willing to go along with that."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 14, 2019, 07:24:37 PM
You're making me feel crazy. One moment I would pay someone to kill you... slowly! The next I'm completely amused and... Turned on maybe? Honestly Ashley, what the fuck is wrong with you!? My voice in my head is disgusted with myself. I'm sure I could blow through an obscene amount of my father's money trying to sorthat out with a therapist. Your body leaning over mine inturrupts my thoughts when you lean in and start to speak to me.

Your warm breath on my ear and neck feel good, it's only amplified with your voice, so low and smooth sinking into my head. I can feel the grin spreading across my face while you call me bad, spoiled... trying to tell me that you don't care enough about me to be bothered. Lies, obviously... I would have believed it before when you couldn't be bothered to even glance in my direction but now, no way. Feeling confident, probably more than I should I start to wonder if I can manipulate you or at least the situation and get out of here. I'm not stupid, you're still crazy and I know you'll turn on me again at the drop of a hat.

Your hand on my face, increasing its pressure quickly gives me a change of heart. Your laugh makes me nervous and I hope I didn't push too far. What I'm doing now is far from sneaking out at night to steal your gun to try and escape afterall. You start to press your knuckle against my nose and slowly it starts to hurt. The pressure quickly building, making me actually scared that you could break my nose this way. It makes me wince and squirm, trying to pull my face from your grip. "Okay, okay, I'm sorry Alec, old habits.... I'll stop!" The smile nowhere to be found on my face any longer.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 14, 2019, 08:13:39 PM
You told me that you were being hurt and that you would be good.  I know you, I had you figured out within about five seconds of meeting you.  I know what your "I will be good i sworth.  It will last only until the very next time you think you can get away with something.  And then it will be all back to the struggling, going against what you said, the lying and simple attempts at manipulation.  They will all fail, but they are going to happen on a fairly predictable schedule.  I grinned as I rubbed my knuckle against your nose.  Not putting any more pressure on the bridge, just staying at this place.

Chuckling as i kept my voice heavy and throaty right next to your ear.  My tongue coming out, running over your face as I grinned at the way you squirmed at the touch.  My fingers gripped at the firmness of your ass.  Holding onto it as you whimpered against the table.  "Oh dear, you say that, but you are not going to do a single thing to make it stop."  I snapped and put my lips against your scalp.  "So... what are you going to stop the pain?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 14, 2019, 09:41:36 PM
Just a moment ago I was smiling and laughing and now I'm whimpering and whining in pain, begging for you to stop. I know that asking you for anything doesn't actually help me, but the words pour out regardless "owwww ow ow! Ahh that hurts! Please, please stop it, I'll be good I promise!!"

The steady pressure hurts even more when you start to grind your knuckle against the bone of my nose "stop stop stop, pleeeeeeeeease!!" I scream at you, slapping my hands down hard against the kitchen table before making their way to your hand, trying to pry your fingers off of my face. I let out a long squeal when you lick up the length of my face, shifting my weight from foot to foot quickly, dancing in place wanting to run as far from you as I can! You ask me what I'm going to do to stop the pain. What the fuck can I do other than wait until you've had enough?! "I don't know!! I don't know you, what do you want? I'll give it to you just stop please!!!" My voice is small and shaky once again, all of the cockiness from just moments ago completely stripped away.

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 15, 2019, 06:25:50 AM
I grinned, this is why I am always going to win.  No, not the fact that you immediately caved to the pain.  It was the fact that you simply could not think of anything to offer me in order to get me to stop.  You lack the creativity to ever get away.  I just have to be prepared for the most obvious, simplest things and I will win.  Sleep with your hands tied up.  Don't let you out of locked rooms.  Never would you think of using the rope around your hands as a weapon, never would you think of going out a window.

My breath was heavy, I was almost panting as I spoke to you.  Reminding you of my presence as you couldn't think of something to offer me in exchange for the end to the pain.  As I pulled my thumb away from your nose I spoke, low and husky.  "That, my child, is why you need me.  YOu need me to protect you, to make your decisions for you.  You are far to wishy-washy and simple to live on your own.  I am not enslaving you, I am saving you from yourself."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 15, 2019, 11:36:29 PM
You ease up, your thumb no longer pressing down on my nose and I start to rub the bridge where your knuckle was grinding against it just a moment ago. Even my light touch over the spot feels tender, like when you press on a bruise. I never would have thought something so simple like that could hurt so badly. It made me feel nervous to think of all the other tricks you had up your sleeve, things you learned from your time in the military I assume. Geez, I wonder if you've ever tortured someone before? It's not something I'd be surprised by at all, actually I can definitely see that now... Quite easily!

I can feel your breath on my neck getting heavier and it makes me cringe. I can't see your face, but it sounds... Angry. When you speak I'm surprised by your tone, not angry at all. Actually, you're using that low sexy voice that I can't help but grin at. I can feel the goosebumps spreading over my neck and shoulder when you tell me that I need you. You don't stop there and it's really a shame, because the longer you speak the more fucking mental you sound. I would be fine living by myself! I don't need protecting at all and certainly not from you! In fact, this is the exact opposite of what most would consider protection! If I did need protection from anyone, it's you! The only thing I can agree with you on is that I'm wishy washy, and even then it's only because you're making me want to kill you one moment and fuck you the next.

Of course I can't tell you any of this, I so badly want to turn and bite you... Stop you from speaking, make you scream for once! More than anything though, I just want to get off of this table! Pushing the violent thoughts aside for a moment I nod my head yes while biting my tongue, stifling all of the insults that are threatening to spill out.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 16, 2019, 07:12:24 AM
I can tell you hate what I am saying to you, but you like how I am saying it.  Your body is pimpling, spreading out from where my breath is washing over you, but your eyes, they glisten.  They fill with hatred and contempt.  I am sure that there are many things you want to say to me but are too afraid to.  You don't realize that that is working for me.  If you do something like that, swallow your just anger out of fear, it is a step towards surrendering completely.  A mind breaks in specific, predictable ways.  Perhaps not on the same time frame, but it always breaks in the most predictable ways.  First there is denial, and then the swallowing of whatever it wants, then it starts to accept the new reality simply to protect itself. All of that happens, a cascade that is completely predictable.  I grinned, and gave you a stroke as I pulled back from your body.  A stroke down your spine, that ends with me smacking and gripping your ass. Holding on to it with a smile. "Good girl, you know that disagreeing with an obvious truth only hurts you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 16, 2019, 01:36:55 PM
You finally pull back, I take a deep breath feeling like I can breathe again without you on top of me. Your hand running down the length of my back has me closing my eyes and tightening every muscle in my body. I jump, yelping when you give my ass a smack and grab onto it without a care at all about how hard your grabbing.

I squirm against the table, whimpering and whining the harder you squeeze. You call me a good girl and I really have no idea if you're being sincere and I'm acting how you want me to or if you're mocking me some more. I really hope you're finally pleased with me... I don't actually care about your enjoyment at all, I just hope that maybe things will be more comfortable for me if I'm not continually pissing you off. I press my lips together tight, trying to silence my whines wanting so badly for you to let me up and off the table. I want to stand upright but I know that would be stupid, so I force myself to keep still, my cheek still pressed to the table.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 16, 2019, 01:48:18 PM
I grinned, you were showing decent self preservation instincts.  Staying down when I had pushed you down.  Not moving as I grunted and kept moving my hand over your body.  Touching all the places that are intimate that you do not want me touching.  I grinned and slowly moved away from you.  Until my hand is fully extended and I am only just barely touching you.  Just barely, the sort of thing that was the tiniest amount of pressure.  I am not sure if you can even really feel me.  I bet you could, which made me grin. 

Finally I pulled away from you.  Not touching and not moving at all.  My tongue came out and slowly ran over my lips, where I can still taste you.  "You know you are getting what you want.  All of it and nothing more."  I chuckled and let you stay right there while I blinked and started cleaning up around you.  "Come on, you need to be able to keep up and keep moving.  I am not going to let you be a little bit of a slug."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 16, 2019, 04:07:55 PM
Your hand is still running over my body. The gentleness, instead of being comforting only makes me uneasy. Especially the lighter your touch becomes. I'm glad the table is supporting my weight because the way my body is trembling in fear, expecting your fists to start hammering down on me again I don't think I could support myself. When you take you hand away from me, I can't stand the uncertainty of not knowing where you are or what you're planning to do. I quickly look back over my shoulder to see you standing there, just staring and smiling. Just as quickly as I looked back at you, I whip my head back the other direction, not wanting to see your mocking smile.

I can hear you laughing, but I'm too nervous to be angry by it this time. You tell me once again that I'm getting what I want... I wonder if you think that by you saying it aloud constantly that I'll start to believe it? I don't believe it at all, this is so so far from anything I wanted! I know it, and I know that you know it, so I wish you'd just shu mkt up about it!

You start to clear the table and finally tell me to get up and keep up with you. Honestly, I have no idea what you mean by that. I quickly stand back upright and take a guess that you want me to help you clean up the kitchen. You already have your plate and cutlery so I grab the glass you had used and walk it over to the sink. Again, I have no idea what you want so I decide standing here by the sink waiting for you leave the kitchen is probably a safe choice. It's cold, and I hate being so exposed to you. As an attempt at modesty, I cross my arms over my chest to hide as best I can from you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 16, 2019, 05:15:00 PM
You seem confused, moving slowly.  Good, I intentionally gave you vague orders.  Because if I had felt like it I could have told you that you were in the wrong and then hurt you.  It is a system that will at the very least keep your head a little vague on whether or not you deserved it. YOu didn't but you thinking that you did was what I was going for.  You needed to think that in order for me to make this shit work.  I grinned and let it spread across my lips when I see you standing in front of me, curling around yourself in order to make yourself seem smaller.  To hide your nakedness from me.  Like I hadn't seen every inch of your body, like you hadn't had everything taken from you that could have been taken.

"Hmmm... you know what you need?  Lingerie.  No whore like you is complete without saucy lingerie.  I wish you could be trusted outside.  because you don't understand that you were not assaulted yet."  I reached around and gave you a smack on the ass as I turned around and moved away from you. Walking away even though there are knives, showing without words how confident I am in this situation.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 17, 2019, 04:19:31 PM
You're grinning practically ear to ear when you tell me that I need some lingerie. Everything you do is to make me uncomfortable so I'm confused why you think I'd have a problem with wearing more clothing and not being completely naked. I wasn't about to thank you and let you know that I'd much prefer that though. If I can benefit from your strange logic then I'll take it!

You mention going out, how you can't trust me yet and before I can respond you slap my ass and walk away from me. I barely react to your slap at all, my mind racing at the mention of leaving the house. I never once considered that you might actually let me leave.

You turn away from me and my eyes dart around the kitchen. There's no door in here to the outside and after last night I know I can't overpower you, even if I had the biggest knife from the kitchen. I'm sure I wouldn't even be able to graze the blade against you before you had it in your hands to use against me.

Feeling pleased with myself for making the smarter choice I  quickly follow behind you. I make sure to stay back several steps just to try and protect myself in case you turn back towards me, at least there will be some distance between us.

"You could come with me?" I pipe up hesitantly. I know full well you didn't mean sending me out on my own and expecting me to come back. I just don't want to drop the subject so quickly since you had brought it up. I stop myself before blurting out that I know you didn't assault me, that I wanted this. You're not an idiot and you'll definitely know I'm only scheming to get out of the house.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 17, 2019, 08:15:46 PM
Yea, come with you.  Because that is likely.  Get you out in public with me right next to you.  So the cops that you would immediately call don't have to go far to throw me in a jail cell.  If I thought that you had suggested that as somethign to be taken seriously I would be insulted.  Fortunately I know that you were simply hoping that I fell for it, that your submissive act right now made me forget about what I had to do to you in the kitchen.

I clucked my tongue, acting like I could tell where you were standing just by listening to you.  The fact that you are following and speaking gives me information though.  "You are not on your knees.  You remember our little discussion, right? How until you are proven to be worthy you have to crawl."  I smirked as I spoke and kept walking, waiting for the little sigh and then you getting down on your knees that I am sure will follow my speaking.

"It is things like that that make you untrustworthy.  You don't do the things you know I like, you don't remember the things that you want.  Really, why on earth do you think that you are worthy of outside yet?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 17, 2019, 11:24:31 PM
You're suuuuuuuuch a cunt! God I fucking hate you! I'm completely regretting my choice in not grabbing a knife from the kitchen before following you. Right now it would be so easy to lunge for you and drive a giant chef's knife right into your spine.

I can feel my nails digging painfully hard into my nails, my teeth clenched so hard that it makes my jaw hurt. I want to scream, but instead I'm frozen in my tracks silently raging. I feel hot, like my blood is boiling and heating my whole body up. If I were closer to you, I'd have already jumped on your back to try and strangle you. Maybe it's a blessing that you're still walking away from me. No matter how satisfying it would feel to make you panic I know that logically an outburst like that would only land me a world of pain.

Finally, I force myself back down to my hands and knees and slowly crawl after you. You talk about me being untrustworthy... Well no shit, of course I'm going to try anything I can! I'm grabbing at straws here and it must be painfully obvious. "I wasn't trying to say that I deserve anything..... I just thought you wanted to get out and pick up some lingerie... Sorry."

It's hard to be so angry while trying to come across like I'm remorseful for even asking. I know my voice sounds snotty but truly, I'm trying my best!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 18, 2019, 06:28:53 AM
I can feel your hatred boring into my back, your eyes locked on me.  Probably thinking how much damage you can do before I toss you down and make you pay for it.  Then I heard your knees hit the floor and the slight slapping sounds of your palms doing the same.  Your voice follows soon after.  Pretending to be apologetic, pretending that you didn't hate me.  I quirked my face up into a grin as you followed along behind me.  Like a dog or a pet once more.

"I don't want apologies from you, my pet.  I just want you to do better in the first place.  You can do better.  You might not be the smartest person, or the most likeable, but you have always been so mallable.  Willing to do anything that someone you wanted to fuck or impress suggested."  I grinned, trying to peel your self esteem away from you little by little.  It is a fun process and one that is soothing all my anger over having to obey you for so long.

"So, in the future just remember that you want my approval.  That should keep you on the straight and narrow."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 18, 2019, 04:55:11 PM
You're so condescending, telling me that you don't need my apologies while calling me your pet. I'm not your pet, and hearing you say it only makes my hatred for you grow.

I already feel like a complete idiot for crawling behind you, but to rub it in you continue speaking, telling me that I've never been very smart. It's not a shock to me, I never would have described myself as a smart person. Even though I knew I wasn't winning any awards any time soon, it's still a huge piss off to hear you say it. To continue and say I'm not even very likable actually hurts my feelings, I always tried to be kind and actually did think I was pretty likable. know I shouldn't put much stock into the things you're saying but I'm stuck here with you and I can't help but let it get to me.

I don't care whatsoever about your approval, but I do care about making you think that I'm indifferent to your comments. I know you're trying to hurt my feelings, I'm not going to give you the satisfaction of knowing that it worked. "Okay Alec, I'll try my best to do better". I'm completely sarcastic, but my voice is as sweet as can be.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 18, 2019, 05:03:49 PM
I wonder if you think that your words have fooled me.  Because it would be just like you to assume that I was simply too stupid to read between the lines of the thing syou are saying.  You don't believe any of them, and I know it.  Unlike you I do not have the memory of a goldfish, I remember you screaming and spitting at me in the kitchen. Literally less than five minutes ago.  And now you would have me believe that you are a completely cowed little girl who happens to be no threat to anybody.  Oh, the arrogance of youth, the mere thought that you can get away with that.  It would make me laugh, if it was not supposed to be at my expense.  So instead I didn't react to you speaking.  Just walking and continuing my little ramble.

"Really, you are rather lucky that I am able to read between the lines so well.  Otherwise your attempts at flirting would have been completely missed.  And you would have gone on with your life trying to live it for yourself.  When we both know that you are absolutely not cut out for that.  You were always going to end up somebody's plaything.  Better someone you like than you getting kidnapped from some Eurotrash club and sold off to a gangster who just wants to rape you to death."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 18, 2019, 07:21:56 PM
You don't even react, just continuing to speak. I know you must have been even slightly irritated because you're trying to make me feel even worse.

It's almost like you dont know me at all...  I was made for this, I could go back and forth with you all day if you let me. When I was little, my dad always joked with me how I never had to worry about being kidnapped, that they'd be too annoyed with me after just a little while and bring me right back. It makes me smile to think I could annoy you so much playing this little game that you'd realize I wasn't worth the trouble and just disappear in the middle of the night.

Your comments are definitely getting to me, you're saying exactly the right things... The way you insert the word attempt before flirting, almost implying that you thought my flirting with you was pitiful. Talking about how I can't manage on my own and I was always bound to end up someone's plaything and why not yours since I liked you and all. That actually stings the most, that you know I liked you. I can't believe that I was so smitten with you, it makes me sick to think about now.

Still, you're not going to win this. "Yeah, I didn't think of it like that. I mean if it was going to happen anyway then I suppose I'd rather be with you than some stranger who might treat me worse... At least we get to stay in a nice house and you're not terrible to look at, so there is that!" My voice is cheery and optimistic, making the best of my situation only to irritate you while still following behind you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 18, 2019, 07:35:39 PM
You spoke, again trying to act like you aren't resisting me by being a bitchy little thing.  It is your attempt at being subtle isn't it.  I mean it is completely failing, but I can tell what you are trying.  The way that your brain works is so obvious.  You want me to hurt you, you want me to act like a monster in order to get me to do something monstrous.  That way you can continue to pretend to be the innocent, the one dealing with a brute.  You need that, otherwise you might remember all the times that you had enjoyed me raping you. 

I sat down and grinned as I turned around and looked you.  Patting the side of my leg with a grin, seeing you coming towards me with anger dancing in your eyes.  You tried to resist me for a moment but you had nothing to offer in that situation, no way to make your resistance mean anything.  "Come over here and lay your head on masters knee.  You know that you really want to.  I don't understand why you continue to fight the things that you so obviously want."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 18, 2019, 08:08:22 PM
You walk into the living room and take a seat on the leather couch. On my leather couch while I'm crawling to you on my hands and knees. I don't know if I've ever sat on the couch before, I'm really not here very often. Seeing you so comfortable and making yourself right at home makes me angry, everything you're doing just seems to make me increasingly angry.

You smile at me and tell me to put my head on your knee. My stomach flips instantly, and I stop right in my tracks still a few feet away from you. I want to jump up and run away, I'm positive you aren't going to rub my shoulders or play with my hair once I listen to you. No, nothing good will come from this.

I don't feel like I have much choice, this isn't the time to jump up and make a run for it. The next time I tried to escape I had to be sure I would get away. I swallow the lump in my throat and slowly crawl closer to you "I'm not trying to fight you Alec, I'm just trying to think of the positive." Of course I don't mean it, but to anyone else listening my voice it soundscompletely sincere.

I don't know what you want, I was terrified of you last night and you were so incredibly violent with me. Today, things have been easier so maybe it's in my best interest to keep up this strong act. My heart feels like it going to beat out of my chest, and I'm surprised my shaky arms didn't give out before reaching you. Against the voice screaming in my head for me to run, I lay my head down on your knee.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 18, 2019, 10:06:24 PM
I grinned, knowing that any moment I can simply brutalize you, and you would have to find some way to justify my actions to yourself.  Because that is what you being slaved here means.  That I have you completely under my control and the only way you are ever going to be safe is when you are pleasing me.  Pain would come when you displease me, of course pain will come simply because I enjoy inflictig it.  You put your head on your knee, because you tell yourself that it is going along until you can find a proper way to fight back.  When really it is just complete and total surrender.

My hand comes to rest on the top of your head.  Pressing down, a heavy weight on top of you, while I smirked.  You weren't turned to see it, but it is still there.  Because it is so much more amusing for me to do this with you than anything else.  You were weak and I am showing you just how much I own you.  So my hand comes to rest on the top of your head and stays there.   "You need to stop talking.  Your mouth, unless it is around my cock, only gets you into trouble."  Then I smacked the top of your head.  Nowhere near hard enough to really damage you, but enough for there to be real pain.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 19, 2019, 03:18:12 AM
Kneeling beside you, my butt resting on my feet and my head in your lap feels like an eternity just waiting for you to touch me. I can feel my body quivering, waiting and anticipating violence from you. My body is tight and the longer I wait, my shoulders start to rise up, trying to turtle away from you.

You lay your hand down on my head, not a punch or slap, just simply resting your hand there. You speak to me about not talking back to you, how my mouth will only get me into trouble unless I'm using it to please you. I really hate to admit it, and I never would to you, or anyone else .. But being here like this, the way your hand is resting on my head, fingertips gently stroking my hair feels nice. Calming... comforting even maybe. I'm shocked that I don't even roll my eyes when you tell me to stop talking so much. Afterall, I've only spoken for the most part if I thought I could bother you. I'm not sure I'll stop, but I can certainly see your point.

My shoulders start to relax, becoming more comfortable here with you. At nearly the same time, you take your hand away from my head only to drive it down against me. Sucking in air through gritted teeth I quickly bring my hands up to cover my head while squirming against you "ahhh owww! Okay, okay, I'm sorry Alec, I'll stop!" I cry out. It's not nearly as painful as other things you've done, but I don't want to get back there either. I keep still while whimpering, my head resting in your lap already starting to throb.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 19, 2019, 06:37:06 AM
You reacted to the pain in exactly the way that I thought you would.  Anger, confusion and of course false promises.  Calling me by my name again and promising not to do something that would annoy me anymore.  Of course I don't believe you, the exact second you think you can get away with anything you are going to be trying it.  After all, that's simply your nature.  My hand went back to resting on top of your head, my fingers idly playing in your hair.  Lettinga grin slide across my face as I tapped into my more possessive instincts.  Switching over to them from the violent, angry ones.

"Don't call me by my first name.  Right now it seems disrespectful.  Sir, will do.  Can you say sir." Still stroking you as I kept your head right on my thigh, right above my knee.  Also, right next to where you had ground yourself to orgasm only about an hour before.  I wonder if you remember that, can smell that?  It would amuse me if you did. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 19, 2019, 03:14:09 PM
I want to crawl away from you, but I know the consequence of doing so would likely be far worse than whatever you have planned if I just stay put and do as you've asked me. Your hand comes back to rest on my head and it makes me squirm in your lap, mewling like a scared animal.

Your fingers gently stroking me and playing with my hair manage to calm me down once more, enough that I can listen when you speak to me. You tell me not to call you Alec anymore. It's your name but you want me to call you sir instead. You want to further rub your new power in my face. What's worse, is you talk to me like a child... Asking in a soft, soothing voice if I can say sir. Of course I have a snotty comment on the tip of my tongue for you but I'm not stupid enough to let it slip out while I'm so vulnerable to you in this position.

My face just inches away from the stain on your pants, is an embarrassing reminder to me that no matter how much I hate you, hate what you're doing to me, there's some part of me that feels completely opposite.

Besides trying to avoid another slap, what you're doing feels nice. So different from all the other feelings you've caused me so far and I want it to continue. Without any hesitation I nod my head against your leg "yes sir" my voice still scared and trembling.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 19, 2019, 05:05:36 PM
I grinned, you almost spat out the words.  You wanted them to have venom, you wanted to say something stupid to me. But you are learning.  Little by little i am training you up.  Not something you would ever admit to out loud, not a thing you would ever actually be proud of but you are being trained.  Trained to be just a pet, not a person. It is a good piece of revenge for you making me do all those things, for making me into a glorified porter and toy while you went around, spending money that you hadn't earned.  That your father hadn't really earned either.  I smirked as I kept stroking your hair, keeping my voice in the same low, slow, and soothing cadence.  "That's a good pet.  See how much easier things are when you are respectful, soft, and proper.  I don't have to show you the error of your ways.  Now if you had just been like this from the beginning, well we would have had a normal relationship."

I don't believe anythign I am saying, but that ability to lie, to pretend to be a friend even to the people you hate the most in the world is an important skill to have.  One that I am sure you never learned, never wanted to learn.  I find myself grinning and stroking softly at you.  Still making my soothing noises.  "You be good all day long and I will find some way to reward you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 20, 2019, 11:56:28 AM
I feel like I'm outside of my body, watching everything happen. I can't believe that I'm sitting here, head in your lap letting you pet me like this is completely normal. I'm trying very hard to just go along with you, with the bullshit that you're telling me. It may have taken me far longer than it should, but I've come to realize things are a lot easier if I'm not fighting back. I don't know how long you're planning to keep me here so I have to think smarter and stop letting you get under my skin so easily. All it's done is given you an excuse to beat me.

As if you can ready my mind, you confirm everything I'm thinking by telling me how much easier things are when I just listen, that you don't have to punish me then. Your voice is still soft and your hand in my hair feels like heaven . I wonder if you're saying this just to mock me or if you really mean it, that as long as I play along things will be easier for me. I hate to admit it to you but if that's what will keep you treating me like this instead of like a punching bag then it's really a no brainer. "Yes sir, I'll try and do better" my voice matching the calmness of yours.

Of course you have to press further... Telling me that if I'm good all day I'll get a reward. I'm not a fucking child or dog I want to scream at you! I keep my mouth shut not wanting to be hit again. I know you're saying it to get a reaction from me. As much as it's completely demeaning, it's also just cruel. I know there's no way I can be good enough for you the entire day. Even if I manage to keep quiet, you'll do or say something awful to me just to make me react so you can dangle the carrot and take it away. It wouldn't surprise me if you just raped me again and told me that was my reward, that seems just like you! I don't know why I care since I know you're not sincere but curiosity is getting the better of me "what kind of a reward sir?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 20, 2019, 06:06:01 PM
Of course you asked about the reward, you have the impulse control of a child.  Because, well, you are a child.  All the things that you think of must be given to you immediately, you want something and therefore you deserve it.  Right here and right now.  I just grinned and kept my hand on top of your head, continuing the stroking of your hair.  Feeling the way that you were moving against me.  I am chuckling and rubbing at you.  Moving and chuckled at your question. 

"That is not a question that someone who would be rewarded is going to be asking."  Chuckling as I kept up against you.  Pushing your head down harder against my body.  Still stroking as it slowly slid down.  Taking a grip on your neck as I chuckled and held you there.  "You just need to accept things.  You need to just be a pet.  The way that you were meant to be."  I snapped my fingers as I pointed down.  Ordering you, without words, to curl up on the floor.  Just like the animal I am going to make you become. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 20, 2019, 06:37:47 PM
You laugh and tell me asking about any sort of "reward" isn't the sort of behaviour that will get me closer to getting it. I know there's no stupid reward, I knew you'd answer me in the exact way you did.

The pressure on my head increases, trying to push me further down your leg. No, no way am I letting you drag my face over the stain left on your pant leg, still damp I'm sure. I push back against you but it only makes you do the same. Choose your battles! I tell myself, this really isn't one worth fighting over. I grimace when you push my cheek down your leg, making a disgusted sound at the same time. Instead of pushing me completely off of you you snap your fingers and point to the floor.

You can't be serious! You are such a dick! Each time I think you can't be any more awful, you manage to surprise me. You're actually treating me the same way you would a dog and I want to kill you for it. Well it's just another reason added to my already long list.

Without protest I lay down on the floor, resting my head on my arm. I've never been treated anything like this before and it causes my eyes to tear up. I can't stay here all day, I just can't! Bill has to be wondering when he's taking us back... How does that work anyway? I've never had to call him and let him know I was ready, was that something you arranged for? I feel stupid for not even knowing how the pilot knows when to meet us. Why doesn't he stay here with us anyway, there's plenty of room and maybe if he were here I wouldn't be in this situation now. Maybe he'll come to check in if he doesn't hear from us. Thinking about Bill coming back to save me is a welcome distraction from feeling sorry for myself right now.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 20, 2019, 07:27:43 PM
I don't know if you are recoiling because I was touching you, because I was making you do things that you would never have stooped to, or if you were just annoyed that I was refusing to tell you something.  You want to know things, you are used to being able to wheedle it out of someone.  Authority figures have never actually been stern with you.  Really, you should blame your father for that.  If you had been raised better, you probably would not have wound up a sex toy.  An enjoyable fuck toy that I am breaking, beating and using.

With a grunt I put my one of my feet up on your body when you were curling around my feet.  Lifting one up and putting it on your shoulder. Then when you did not jerk away like I figured you would, I lifted the other and put it up on you as well.  Resting my feet on top of you with a smirk as you squirmed and jerked underneath me.  Since this was a humiliating, terrible position to be put in.  Yet you are going to endure it... because that your only choice.

"Now this is how a girl who might get a reward acts."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 20, 2019, 08:48:21 PM
It's as though you know I'm thinking about something else to distract myself from the position you've put me in. You can't have that though of course so you plop your foot up onto my shoulder. I clench my jaw trying to keep my shit together but then your other foot comes up to also rest on me. Nope, no fucking way am I going to be able to go along with you. It's like the more I try to go along, the worse you become just trying to get me to fight with you. I can't help but to jerk my shoulder away.

When your feet don't immediately fall off of me, the look on your face lets me know that I shouldn't try it again. Battles Ashley, choose them wisely! This is humiliating, but it's only you and I here and you're not hurting or raping me right now. Really, there's no reason why I can't just shut up and lay here like this. Seeing the smirk on your face is too much, I look away from you, tucking my chin down and curling into myself before I lose it and tell you to go fuck yourself!

Of course you dangle the reward over my head when I don't fight back, when I put my head down and accept that I'll be here until you tell me to move. I know there's no reward, but what else do I have to look forward to other than hoping Bill busts in to take me home? I don't want to ruin my chances if there is something to gain so I shake the attitude quickly, but know better than to get my hopes up. "yes sir" is all I can say, my voice shaky unsure if I want to scream or cry.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 21, 2019, 05:58:44 AM
YOu hated being in this position, I could tell that.  Your shoulders are shaking with either rage or tears.  SInce you had rolled over I could not tell which of them it is, but either one works for me. If you are getting angry and not fighting back you will burn that emotion out of you.  If you are crying because it is all too much and not doing anything about it, then you are coming along nicely.  Before long I won't have any resistance to overcome.  I will have simply overwhelmed you, broken you.  You still won't like how I treat you, raping you and then demeaning you, you just won't be able to fathom a world where it doesn't happen. 

I groaned, settling in the chair with my feet up.  Acting for all the world like this is the most relaxing and perfectly normal moment that you could think of.  Well, I am certainly going to try to make it into the sort of normal moment.  Instead of acknowledging you in any way, I pulled out my phone and started scrolling. Reading the news.  Accessing email.  Doing everything that I would on a normal morning. Like I don't register how things have changed. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 21, 2019, 04:53:46 PM
The tears are streaming down the side of my face and soaking into my hair. I can't believe you're doing this to me. I feel like a broken record, but I can't help it..  i just cannot believe that there are people like you in this world. I don't care what you say, I know I've never treated you poorly. I'm always nice and friendly to all of our staff, I'm not someone who deserves to be treated this way!

You're not saying anything, just sitting there and using my body as a foot stool. How long is this going to be entertaining to you?! I just want to get away from you, surely you can't be planning to spend the entire day together. Maybe you'll lock me in my room for the afternoon! Even though I'd be stuck here, at least I wouldn't have to be with you.

I hate that I'm crying again. Things were going so much better for me today and now I'm back to a weeping mess, I feel pathetic but I can't stop. Trying to sniffle quietly I'm hoping that you can't hear my crying, I'd much rather you think I'm resting here stone faced not really bothered by what you're doing. The room is so quiet I can hear the noise your phone makes when you unlock it. My mind instantly leaps to the conclusion that you must be taking pictures of me. I quickly snap my head up to look at you and see that you're completely relaxed and just browsing around. Turning my head away from you, I lay back down and cry openly.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 21, 2019, 05:28:46 PM
There was jerk, a sudden, almost violent movement as you bolted up to look over your shoulder at me.  Apparently you seemed concerned with the idea of my phone being on... maybe it is a picture thing.  I don't know, given that I have already assaulted you numerous times and have had you naked and asleep it seems like you should not have just had the thought that I have naked pictures of you.  After all, I have had multiple chances to do it when you couldn't stop me.  Yet it seems to be what you are most worried about.

I put on a look like I was annoyed with the idea of you shifting, moving around.  After all, it is a little annoying.  It disturbed me just a little bit.  Made me shift.  It is the sort of thing that could have been spoken aloud, but I decide against that.  Right now being treated like an animal, an unruly one at that, is better for my ends.  So I kept reading and scrolling, and I lifted up one of my legs.  Just high enough that I can bring it thumping down on your shoulder.  All while I remained perfectly silent and acted like nothing untoward was happening.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 21, 2019, 07:04:17 PM
I know you're not happy that I moved, I guess you want me to lay here perfectly still. It wouldn't surprise me if really didn't care about the slight jostle my movement had caused, you just jumped at that since I hadn't put up any fight over you using my body like a footstool. I can't help but notice the look you shoot me before I turn back away crying.

I feel the pressure ease up off my shoulder and I know what's about to happen next. "No, no, please don't! I'm sorr-" my words are cut off first with a groan at the impact from the heel of your shoe slamming down against me followed by a howling cry as the pain radiates through my shoulder right down to the bone. I can't help the way my body writhes in pain. My squirming and desperate whimpering has to be far more disturbing than my moving back to look at you ever was.

You don't even glance up from your phone and for the first time since last night I contemplate making a run for it. The door is riiiiiiiht there! I'm probably faster. Even if I only got the door open before you dragged me back inside, someone was bound to hear my screams.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 21, 2019, 07:23:42 PM
I am half looking at the phone, and you are not being subtle about it.  Your head is tilted completely towards the door, looking at it.  So intently that even from behind I can see the longing in your eyes.  Longing for 'freedom' I don't see what you think would happen if you ran out there.  You live in a mansion, far away from neighbors.  Because the rich don't want to mingle with the poor, don't want to do a damn thing with us.  Hell, it seems like you don't want a damn thing to do with each other either.  Flitting from house to house so as to not know your neighbors, walls to keep everyone away. 

I laughed and started to speak to you.  WEll, at you is probably the more accurate answer.  "Don't think about it.   For starters you really want to be here.  And secondly, do you really think you are going to be able to run to a door, unlock it, throw it open, and then get out.  That would be being bad.  You need to really think about it."  I stroked the curve of your shoulder with my foot.  MOcking the very concept of intimacy.  "So, do you want to run..."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 22, 2019, 07:15:41 AM
I didnt think I was being too obvious but you picked up on what I was thinking right away. Thinking about running gave me the tiniest glimmer of hope and  hearing you tell me not to even think about it crushes it completely. I was counting on you being surprised when I made my move, I don't feel at all confident that I would make it if you were expecting it from me.

You telling me that I really do want to be here with you makes me want to scream! Nothing could be further from the truth! You carry on, making me feel stupid when you explain all the steps that would have to happen for me to get outside and then ask if I really thought I'd be able to do all of that. Maybe it's a good thing you spoke up to let me know this was a terrible idea. Suddenly I'm reminded that you have a gun on you under your jacket somewhere. I don't know how I forgot about it, especially with the dull ache in my cheek still from last night when you smashed it into my face. It wouldn't matter how much faster than you I could run, with the gun on you, I won't stand a chance.

Of course I want to run, it's the only thing I can think about! I just know it would be terribly stupid to try it right now. The pain in my shoulder made me not think straight and you quickly guided me to the smarter choice of the two.

I don't make any sort of an effort to move away or get up. I keep still and bring my hand up to rub my shoulder. It hurts so much and you running your shoe over it just feels like you're threatening to hurt me in the same spot again.

You're very good at making me feel small and insignificant. I hate that you're able to do it so easily because I know it's exactly what you're trying to do. My breathing is getting louder, shaky and erratic from trying to hold back my crying which only makes me want to cry more. I shake my head no slightly "I don't want to be here!" I sob, unable to hold it together anymore. I know I sound like a child who just wants to go home, I don't care... It's true, I do want to go home!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 22, 2019, 05:05:38 PM
I wait, it is coming.  It is as inevitable as the sunrise in the morning.  Because you are not broken yet, you are still pretending that there was a chance for you to get out of here, out of this.  Oh, it is slightly sweet really.  For you to be just that dumb, that silly.  You can't get out.  There is no out.  And I waited, because I knew it was coming.  That you would snap somehow, someway and do something stupid.  Like asserting your independence even though you do not have any.  Even though there is no way that you can ever truly be free.

I grinned when you let out a scream that turned in to a sob. Morphing along the way as I grinned and ran my foot over your shoulder.  Touching at your body still.  Not grinding my heel down.  If it was my hand it could pass for a massage.  Even though I am simply being cruel, oh so cruel.  My lips turn up in a smile as I kept my feet down on top of you.  Deciding how to intentionally interpret your statement.  Hmmm... yea, lets' go with the one that means you don't have to be beaten to a pulp.  IN the end it is better for me to break your mind if physical violence is there, but more of a threat.

"I know pet.  You don't want to be doing this.  But you were bad. And this is your punishment.  In a few minutes I will be done with the papers and you can stand up again.  I won't need a footstool."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 22, 2019, 06:29:36 PM
Of course you think I'm talking about this moment. Pretending to be a footstool is about the very least of my worries. I meant that I don't want to be here with you at all. I want to go home and not leave my bed for a few days, to see my parents again and soak up the comfort from them after they find out how you've treated me.

You speak to me softly and it almost sounds remorseful even. If it weren't for the mocking way you were rubbing your shoe up and down my shoulder I'd have to wonder if you actually felt bad.

Maybe it was for the best that you misunderstood me, I'm definitely not going to correct you on it. You sound like a father in the movies, having to discipline a child but feeling badly for having to do it. I know it's an act, everything you say and do is so calculated. Hearing you say that I won't have to stay down here much longer goes a long way in helping to calm myself down. I don't want you to change your mind so I take a few deep breaths,wipe my face dry and lay my head back down on the floor. I hate that I'm going along with this, but I know you'll only keep me here longer if i make a fuss about it.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 22, 2019, 07:25:07 PM
I grinned, figuring that I had degraded you for long enough.  My feet come up off of you.  Very slowly, very deliberately.  Letting you know that if I wanted I could drop them right back down.  I am grinning, chuckling as my hands very slowly pat the couch next to me.  For once allowing you a seat, like I recognize you as another human being.  I don't, since you do not treat 'people' this way.  At all or ever.

But I am inviting you up, giving you a simple reward of comfort that you would have taken for granted just two days ago.  For now, it is to make sure that you see me as the source of everything.  Both good and bad. I grinned and stroked the couch, still waiting for you to take up the 'invitation.'  "Come on, little one, you are being good, so get up where it is so much more comfortable."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 22, 2019, 08:51:01 PM
I shut my eyes tight and let out a squeal when I feel your feet lifting up, trying to brace myself for the pain. Instead I hear what I think is you patting the couch. You want me to sit next to you? That doesn't seem right at all. Slowly I look back over my shoulder to see you smiling at me and rubbing the empty seat.

My stomach drops just at the sight. I don't want to be down here, but I don't want to be that close to you either! I hate this! Everytime I think about how much I want you to stop doing something, you just switch to something else equally bad or even worse. I don't want either of these choices, I just want to be by myself!

You tell me that I'm being good and ask me to sit on the couch. Refusal wouldn't be very smart, I need to get my butt on that couch and quickly. I slowly push myself up, getting to my feet and sit down next to you with shaky legs. I desperately want to ask if we can just pause for a minute and talk, I have so many questions but I know it would only make you angry. I give a quick half smile "t-thank you sir". Its better for me when you think I'm being good, that's all.

The couch really is comfortable, but being this close to you has me completely on edge. I can't relax, I can't even look at you! I want to say something just to break the uncomfortable silence but I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing. I can't stop fidgiting in my seat  and wringing my hands together nervously.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 23, 2019, 07:14:35 AM
I can tell that every fiber of your being is rebelling against being up here.  Proximity only makes things worse, that I am forcing a level of intimacy on the rape is only making things worse.  Yet I am doing it simply because it makes you uncomfortable.  You need to suppress those feelings.  Because they are only going to get you beaten.  Making you confront them and push them down yourself is just another step in the plan, another brick in the wall I am building around the real you.  The one that is annoying and thinks that it is capable of making its own decisions.  The you I am making is completely broken.  No self left.

So, I do things that make you uncomfortable and force you to deal with them.  Force you to accept them.  Like now, with you sitting next to me I draped my arm over your body.  Hugging around your shoulder.  My hand just dangling far enough down that I can fondle one of your breasts while we sit here.  I can tell that you hated it from the way you stiffened to the touch.  I find myself grinning, and of course continuing to fondle you. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 23, 2019, 10:04:21 AM
You force me to be even closer to you, wrapping your arm around me while you play with my breast. I can feel my nipple stiffen as your fingers graze across it, making me want to slap your hand away from me.

I don't know what would make you happier, if I sit here acting scared and uncomfortable with you, not that it's an act at all. Or should I try and seem like this isn't the worst thing that's ever happened to me? Anytime you treat me nicely I want to do whatever I can to make it last. It's sad to even think that way, nothing about this is nice. You're not hurting me, and forcing me to let you touch me. Unfortunately for me, that's about as nice as I think I can hope for with you.

I take a deep breath, my body slowly relaxing against yours. Letting my head tilt down slightly, my long hair blocking your face from my view makes this just a little easier. I can't think of a single time that you've ever welcomed my talking so even though the silence is thick and uncomfortable I sit with you, not saying a word. I think this is what you would prefer, rather than me trying to speak to you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 23, 2019, 10:43:50 AM
You are slowly relaxing in to the touch.  You pretending that you enjoy it, maybe you will eventually.  The fact that you are rigid and in terror over the sort of things that I  am doing to do to you, have done to you before.   But the terror is holding you right next to me.  My hands are slowly rubbing against your tit.  Finding and stroking at your nipple as I sat right next to you.  Laughing a little bit under my breath as I did. 

"So... you are clearly still coming to grips with the change in your station.  How do you want me to help you along?  Help you understand that you have shifted to where you always should be."  I tweaked your nipple and dragged you closer to me with a snarl that was both threatening and filled with desire. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 23, 2019, 02:38:24 PM
I don't think you really care about how I'm feeling, you don't care to help me adjust to what you want our relationship to be and I don't care to adjust to it. This is very temporary and I'll make you pay for it once we're back home. You can't keep me here forever... Eventually people will wonder where we are. I'd think Bill would be first, afterall how long can he hang around in Europe waiting to take us back before he wonders how much longer I plan to stay. I don't know him personally of course, but I assume he has a life he wants to get back to.

I wince when you pinch my sensitive nipple before pulling me into you, my cheek pressed to your chest making the snarling sound coming from you sound even more intimidating. But if this is a chance I have at making things easier for me in the meantime then I have to jump at the chance.


"Uhh... Umm, well.... I think I understand just fine.... You could help me... accept things maybe by being more patient? not so rough either... Of course I'm going to want to run when you're hurting me the way you have" my voice starts to crack at the mention of how you've hurt me over the last two days. "I'd stop fighting and trying to run away if you weren't.... so..... mean" I whimper the words, afraid of your reaction to them.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 23, 2019, 05:37:14 PM
I kept listening to you talking, going through all the ways that you would like this to be better.  My head shook, it is still interesting that you think this is a relationship.  That you can improve the way things go for you by asking me.  I have no desire to actually connect with you.  This is a facade that I am putting up.  I am warping your mind, twisting it.  You are already talking about how you did not want to run away.  HOw you would stay with me.  I grinned and slowly worked my fingers over your nipple.  Rubbing at it as I chuckled.  Moving over and over the stiff little nub of flesh. 

I could tell you the truth, but then I would have to deal with you hating every second of what is happening.  Having to beat you constantly and keep you in chains every night.  So that you don't run away.  I chuckled, I don't want that.  You forging your own chains would be so much better, you working to find reasons to stay.

"You might run... but I will catch you.  But it is better if you don't try to run.  I don;t like having to hurt you."  A lie, but one that you are supposed to swallow whole. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 24, 2019, 08:49:48 AM
This is starting to feel kind of nice. It makes me disgusted with myself that I could think anything with you feels nice after how you've treated me. You're still holding me close to you and gently stroking my nipple which is now completely hard, obviously enjoying the attention from you. Shifting slightly in my seat, I move in closer to you so that I'm not just leaning over on you. As soon as I do, my eyes grow wide and I can feel my body tighten again. What the hell is wrong with me?!

Your voice is soft, not angry which calms me although you do threaten that running isn't in my best interest. I don't need you to elaborate on why I shouldn't run from you, having spent the past couple days together I have a very good understanding of just why I shouldn't. You tell me that you dont like having to hurt me. I don't think you haaaave to hurt me, but still hearing that makes me feel better. Maybe you'll stop now, I can definitely play along with you long enough until we get home if so. I nod my head in understanding " okay sir, I won't run again."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 24, 2019, 09:13:31 AM
I grinned as you moved closer to me.  Letting the smirk wander over my face.  Still rubbing and moving against your nipple as you pulled up next to me.  Inching in towards the body.  I grinned, since it would be  a good thing to let this continue. Even as you talked about how you were not going to be running again.  Somehow, I find that unlikely, but I am more than willing to let that slide.  I gave your nipple a small tweak, a little bit of a twist.  Just because the way that it went was that I wanted you to yelp from the sensation.  "Remember what you said, when tomorrow comes.  When the urge hits you immediately to run again.  Because I am going to be doing what you really want, not just what you think you want."  Of course that is nonsense, I want to do things and I will do them.  But in the end it is a matter of making you believe that, not me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 24, 2019, 09:54:17 AM
I gasp and wince when you twist my nipple, but make sure to keep still, to not pull away from you. It was bearable afterall and I don't want to give you a reason to be upset with me.

You tell me to remember this conversation for tomorrow when I want to run again, that anything you do will be what I really want. My body feels hot as soon as you finish speaking. I quickly push off you enough so that I can sit up straight to look at you. You're grinning and I know you have no intention of doing anything differently. "Yeah but that's not fair! You've been saying that this whole time! How can you think that anyone would want to be beaten?! I'm bruised all over, you've made me bleed! I promise you, I don't want that!!" My voice only getting higher and more panicked. I can feel my face turning red, angry that you'd try to make me feel better but then rip it all away like that.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 24, 2019, 05:25:14 PM
I have long since figured out what your sin is. that would he incredible, unearned arrogance. The only reason you have anything is because of your father. The o ly reason you aren't trailer trash is because of money. But you still have an incredibly high opinion of yourself. To the point where you simply can't listen to yourself being I insulted in silence. Even if you know the result will be pain. I chuckled as you pulled up and looked at me. Acting like I have to have reality explained to me. I k kw you hate this. But you'll get there eventually. You're too weak to hold up.

Instead of answering my elbow lashes out. Smashing onto your stomach. And then the force drives you back off of me. Collapsing to the floor. "Case in point."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 25, 2019, 06:03:22 AM
Your elbow driving hard into my stomach forces a pained grunt from me as all the air is pushed from my lungs at once. Before I can say or do anything I'm down on the floor, the force of your elbow knocking me back.

Lying there, groaning and rubbing my stomach I look up at the ceiling panting, trying to catch my breath. It's amazing how quickly my thoughts can turn from tying to endure this so that I make it out in once piece to thinking about how I can get the fuck out of here.

I'm not going to bother trying to speak to you. It only gives you an excuse to lash out at me! Also, fuck you! You pushed me back down here and I'm not crawling back up to sit with you, I'd rather be down on the floor than sitting next to you anyway!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 25, 2019, 06:45:21 AM
I stood up, tugging on the lapels of my suit jacket as I did.  The motion necessary to really settle them in place.  I stared down at you on the floor, glaring up at me.  Pretending that you were going to be a tough cookie.  Pretending like you had the spine to resist for more than a single second.  I found myself grinning, a big smile spreading across my face as I looked down at you.  Running my eye over your naked body.

"Remember.  You wanted me, all of me.  You really cannot complain when it turns out to be too much."  Feeling my mockery sinking into your head, I reach down.  I could gently help you to your feet, but gentle is not my style.  Instead I wrench back on your arm, pulling you upwards as you let out a shout.

I pulled you right next to me and snarled in your ear, "I can break you if I want... break you so easily.  So, think on that the next time you want to open your arrogant mouth."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 25, 2019, 04:12:13 PM
I wasn't expecting you to get up. I know you're not going to let me stay here much longer so I savour the minute left where you're not touching me and use it to catch my breath.

You straighten your jacket as you stand. God, I hate that after everything, you still look so good. It's like rubbing salt in the wound, to still look at you and find you just as attractive as I ever have. Your smug smile while you reminded me that I wanted you and I shouldn't be complaining now that I have you all to myself makes me just stare back at you with daggers in my eyes.

In one swift move you reach down and yank me up painfully by my arm to bring me back to my feet "owwwwww!" I scream angrily, trying to pull away from you. You're so much stronger than I am, I can't believe how effortless it seems for you to toss me around like this. Using my arm, you pull me in close, pressing my body firmly to yours so you can speak into my ear. Again, you remind me to smarten up since you could easily break me. What the hell does that even mean? I know you're not going to kill me but you keep trying to insinuate that you could.

You're not going to kill me but I know you won't hesitate to put me through more pain, pain I can't even imagine I'm sure. I don't want that, so I bite my tongue when you tell me to keep my arrogant mouth shut. Turning my head away from you instead, keeping my mouth shut but still showing you just the smallest act of defiance.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 25, 2019, 05:30:38 PM
I grinned, it really was your petty nature coming through.  Often showing just how silly you can be, how silly you are willing to act.  I shook my head as you tried to turn away from me, tried to pretend that what happened wasn't still happening. Instead of giving you the beating that your actions deserved, since you were just a child, I instead reached around.  Gripping your chin in my hand.  Turning you towards me, since you cannot avoid me, can never look away from me.  I chuckled and held your head in my hand.  Licking my lips as I stared at you. 


"Child, don't be spoiled.  You know what happens when you are a spoiled little brat.  Or do you not remember the pain that comes when you are like that."  I gripped on you, harder this time.  Not hard enough to bruise but I still held onto you.  Staring at you, forcing that intimate eye contact on you with a chuckle, something that sounded cruel as I licked my lips and still stared. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 25, 2019, 07:25:53 PM
I want to fight against you when you cup my chin but I think maybe turning away from you was just about all I was going to be able to get away with here in this moment.

You're smiling down at me and licking your lips like you want to devour me. It's completely unnerving and it takes everything I have to keep my head still and hold your gaze. I don't think I've ever been this close to you before to notice the beginnings of crows feet on your face when you smile. Not that I've ever seen you smile up until recently. It really is a wonderful look for you, it's too bad that only the suffering of others is enough to draw it out of you.

You call me a child and tell me not to be spoiled, reminding me of the trouble it's already gotten me in. This isn't the first time you've called me a child, what exactly does that say about you if you view me as such a child but can't seem to keep your dick out of me? Ohh how I want to say it out loud, impulse control was never something I've been great with. Pressing my lips together trying to hide the grin spreading over my face.

Your hand squeezing my chin harder helps me make my decision quickly. No, that's definitely a comment to keep to myself. The satisfaction I'd get would be squashed instantly with a slap or worse, I'm sure of it. Remembering that pain, my smile fades away "okay, I'm sorry sir" along with any feeling of wanting to be a smart ass in response to you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 25, 2019, 07:47:34 PM
You kept staring at me, I know that you want to be defiant, that you want to scream and howl at me.  I slowly moved my fingers over your lips.  Still holding your face in my hand as it ran over the lip.  Then I leaned forward, kissed you on the top of your forehead.  Chuckling as I pushed you away.  Laughing as I did. 

"If you are going to plot and make plans against me, then you are going to have to get better at hiding your emotions behind your face."  I let my hand trail down your arm, until it is locked around your wrist.  Gripping onto it as I pulled on you.  Dragging you a little bit behind me as I smirked.  "We are going to make sure that you are going to have to learn on this." 

I pulled, dragging you along as I chuckled and moved you around. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 25, 2019, 08:17:56 PM
The way that you slowly run your fingers over my lips makes my knees weak. It feels nice, but I'm expecting a slap to follow. Not knowing when it's coming, I can't help but to wince and whimper in nervous anticipation. I know that I must look completely dumbfounded when instead of a single mean thing, you lean down to kiss my forehead. Even though I would push you into oncoming traffic, I have to smile at the cute gesture.

As soon as I open my mouth to speak you push my face away from you, of course laughing at the same time. It makes my cheeks flush with embarrassment but the confusion over my face does a good job of hiding that. What do you mean plotting against you?? I didn't do or say anything and yet I have the feeling that I'm still in trouble.

I have to nearly run a few steps to keep up with you after you roughly grab me and start to drag me down the hallway. The mention of me having to learn anything from you terrifies me, whatever you're meaning I know it's not good for me. "ow! P-please! I promise... I-I wasn't plotting anything against you! Please! I wasn't!" My rising panic makes my breaths come hard and fast as I'm shaking and pulling against you, desperate to go anywhere other than where you're trying to take me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 26, 2019, 06:48:49 AM
You started fighting, pulling back on my arm as I dragged you along.  Apparently coming to the conclusion that wherever I am taking you is bad for you.  Really, not the worst possible thought, since I can and will be brutalizing you.  Just as soon as I think of a time and a place to do it.  My lips are pulled back, my grin is very cruel.  Fortunately for you, my head is also turned away from you so you can't see it. 

My fingers dug deeper into your wrist as you tried to set your feet.  Tried to stop yourself from being dragged along.  It won't help but you do seem to be trying to get somewhere.  I put in more strength, ignoring your pleas, and pulling you along in my wake.  It was what you were for after all, to get dragged along behind me and endure whatever it is that I have planned for you. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 26, 2019, 05:15:42 PM
I know I'm not going to like whatever you're planning and the fear I've worked up in myself has me crying before anything has even happened. "I'm sorry! I..I..." Begging you for anything has only made you angry so in a desperate attempt save myself I stop talking. Your hand around my wrist hurts, mostly from all the pulling and twisting I've been doing.

Walking behind you quickly just to keep up with you I force myself to stop pulling and trying to get away. I've already tried my hardest and your grip has only increased. Maybe I can get on your good side if I just stop and show that I'm willing to go along with you. I didn't even start to struggle again as we walked passed the front door, surely you had to notice that! Walking right by my escape to freedom hurts, you don't slow down, you just carry on towards the stairs. Oh god, I don't want to go back up there with you! Sniffling quietly and wiping my tears away while we walk,  not wanting another reason for you to be angry.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 27, 2019, 06:18:11 AM
You come along, following behind me.  Moving quickly enough that I don't have to jerk on your arm to get you to keep up.  Which, honestly, is a little sad.  Because I wanted to pull on your arm, part of me wanted to hear the scream as I ripped it out of joint.  But your fear is keeping me from doing that.  Oh well, I guess i just have to make do with what I have, you suffering and coming along behind me.  I chuckled as I lead you towards the stairs.  Back up to the bedroom.

"Do you know what I am thinking, pet?  That you need to be reminded of just how much you like being like this.  how much you wanted it, craved it."  I don't know what I am planning but I am sure that if I speak to you like this it will not help your nerves.  So I do it, so I lead you back to the upstairs.  Away from the door, but I am not going to take you away from windows.  Right now... showing you that there is no help seems like a good idea.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 27, 2019, 03:20:10 PM
I follow behind you all the way back upstairs and into my bedroom. It looks trashed now in the daylight. The broken glass still sitting in the large dark wine stain that has definitely set into the carpet by now, no chance of ever coming completely clean. My bags are strewn across the room and the clothes I was wearing just tossed aside on the unmade bed.

You tell me that I need a reminder of how much I'm enjoying my time here with you and I know you're going to rape me again, I actually feel a little relief. Afterall, you've already cum inside of me twice this morning, I can feel my pussy still slick with a mixture of our fluids. If I can manage to shut up long enough and just hold still, not try and fight you off then it won't be any worse than the times before. It makes my cheeks burn when you tell me that I wanted you, craved you even. We both know that it's absolutely true even if my feelings have changed now.

You march me passed the bed over to the window and draw the curtains back letting sunlight pour into the room. It's an odd feeling,  the sun warming my body as you stare out over the property, almost ignoring me except for the death grip you still have around my wrist.

The long drawn out silence watching you look outside makes me think. Most of my suffering has been made worse by me. The times you've lashed out and been particularly harsh has always been after a comment I've said or by trying to hurt you and get away. I really need to accept that I'm staying with you until you decide otherwise and acting like a bitch is only hurting me. I'm going to try and stay respectful, you don't deserve it but it's something I haven't tried yet.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 27, 2019, 06:52:25 PM
I crooked a finger. Summoning you over to the window. Because you need to be over here. Over here and waiting for me to do whatever I please to and with you. I grinned as I saw your face twitch with the desire to tell me to go to hell. But you dont. Because you are broken. Oh you might pretend there's some other justification but we both know what the truth is. You're broken. Shattered. Nktbjng left of the person you were before.

"Yoi often think that if you could just get to where somebody could see you, things might change. You might change the dynamic of the relationship. Even though you like being tossed around and being the submissive. So let's test that. Come over to the window. I'm going to fuck you against it. Every bit as hard, rough, and controlling as we like. Anybody cares, I'll stop immediately."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 28, 2019, 07:56:52 PM
I give myself a little pep talk while watching you stare out my bedroom window, planning what happens next I'm sure.

 Don't think about it, just do whatever he says! Stop making this harder than it has to be!

You wag your finger at me, wanting me to step in closer. My jaw tightens before reminding myself that I'm going to listen to you this time. I move forward, standing right beside you and looking out, longing to get out there... far away from you. I know you're only taunting me when you tell me that you're going to fuck me in front of the window and if anyone notices you'll stop. We both know there's no chance of anyone seeing us here. You talk about fucking just the way that "we" like and my jaw starts to hurt with just how hard I'm clenching.

I keep my eyes focused on the pool, the small waterfall feature is only slightly distracting, letting myself wander off but never for too long.

Hmmm, someone has to be in charge of these grounds? Everything is so pristine from the crystal clear water of the pool to the perfectly manicured grass. Maybe staff would eventually come around and see us! My heart flutters in my chest at the tiny bit of new found hope.

I slowly nod my head and force myself to speak "okay sir, that's fair." God, I hate the way I sound right now!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 28, 2019, 08:20:14 PM
You seem to think that this is a fair bet.  That there's someone out there that gives half a damm about you. I mean, yea your father plays their salaries but you dont mean anything to them. They all think of you the Sam's way that I do. Spoiled, self absorbed, in need of a lesson. I know, because I watch them like hawks. After all, if someone is going to betray you they are going to have to be close enough to do it effectively.

I grinned and pulled you around. Pushing your body up against the glass. I grinned and moved hard behind you. Taking lock of your hair. Shifting it around as I growled and shoved myself inside you. Groaning as I thrust deep. Kissing at your shoulder yo give you the bizarre feeling of pleasure as well as pain.

"See. There's nobody out there who thinks of you as more than what I do. A girl who needs to be lead to what she deserved.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 29, 2019, 05:18:24 PM
Before I can even get used to the feeling of the cool glass against my body you're already inside of me, thrusting hard and deep while you pull on my hair forcing my head back painfully.

I've never been shy about my body before but this feels so humiliating. I know it's the only chance I have of somebody else trying to help me so I have to deal with this for as long as you're having fun. Each of your thrusts makes me grunt, my cheek pressing hard and sliding up against the window. It feels like my weight is all supported by the window and visions of us crashing through suddenly fill my mind.

Your voice in my ear only intensifies each stroke of your cock as you tell me that there's nobody out there who cares about me. You're just trying to get in my head again I tell myself. Even though I know exactly what you're doing, my eyes still fill up with tears. Anything I want to say now will only get me hurt so I keep my mouth shut, just gasping and grunting as you fuck me harder and harder.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 29, 2019, 08:14:14 PM
I laughed in your ear as you continued to gasp and groan. Always letting out one or the other each time I bottomed out inside you. I growled and grabbed at your hair, tugging back on it with a smile. I also reached around your body and played with one of your tits. The cool, firm glass making an interesting contrast to the soft, warm body. I groaned loudly, my pleasure is vocal even when you are attempting to be quiet. I grinned and rammed forwards, again and again. Always moaning but slowly morphing them into words. "Its what you always wanted. What you were destined for. To find a man stronger than you who enjoys your body. You might claim otherwise but you've always wanted to be controlled. I know it. You k ow it  everybody knew it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 29, 2019, 09:27:02 PM
My face is pulled to a scowl as you moan in my ear. Hearing how much you're enjoying this while I would give anything for you to stop is torture! Any sounds I'm able to make are strained with how hard you're yanking back with my hair. I wouldn't be able to see if there was anyone down there to draw attention to us anyway! Hardly fair, but I know better than to bring it up.

I wince when your hand finds my breast, surprisingly gentle but the feel of your hands roaming over my body makes me want to crawl out of my own skin!

When you start to speak it sends a chill through my body. No longer thinking about your hand playing with my tit, all I feel is guilt. What you said is true, I have always liked being controlled and loved seeing how far I could push someone before they pushed back... But how would you know any of that though? Besides, this isn't how I want to be controlled. I want someone who treats me like an absolute princess and likes to boss me around a little bit in bed... Not like this, nothing at all like this has been! A surge of anger spreads through me and I push back against you just once before I shake the feeling and keep still against the window. "You're ......wrong!" I grunt the words between thrusts. I want to say so much more but not at the cost of having my head slammed into the window.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on November 30, 2019, 05:54:44 AM
I grinned when you denied the truth. Telling me that I was wrong in my assessment of you. Instead of answering right away, I chuckled in your ear and gave your breast a squeeze. A crushing grip while my thumb flicks back and forth over your nipple. Like everything else I  do it is a mix of pain and pleasure for you.

Still laughing I decide to answer you. My own sentence choppy with pauses to moan in pleasure as I fucked you hard. Driving you against the glass over and over. Even as you moved all around. "I'd believe you. If your pussy wasn't so wet. If you could get through the sentence without stopping to moan.''

Grabbing you again as I twisted yo8r hair around. Always using it as a rein to control you. Because you are restive. "I mean you aren't even flailing in front of the window. What if someone could see you?  Admit it  you want to spend the rest of your life slaved to my will. Under my control and on my cock."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on November 30, 2019, 04:57:29 PM
 You are such an obnoxious asshole! Literally everything you're doing is making me want to drive my elbow back up into your face. The thought of your shocked expression and blood spatter on the window from me breaking your nose makes me grin just a little bit.

You actually lean down to laugh in my ear, wanting it to be loud and deliberate. My first reaction is to turn my head away but your hand mauling my tit has me whimpering, no longer concerned about your mocking laugh still ringing in my head.

It feels like you're actually trying to fuck me through the window. With each thrust your balls slap against me filling the room with the wet sounds paired with your moans and my grunts. You mention how wet my pussy is, as if it's not from your cum earlier that I haven't had any chance to wash away. I know it and I know that you know it but still it's enough to embarrass me and get me worked up all over again especially when you make it seem like I'm enjoying this since I'm not fighting you anymore "oh right, that's gone so well for me! Don't flatter yourself, I'm only here because you're keeping me here!!" My voice is snotty and I already know I'm being too mouthy but I just can't let you talk to me like this.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 01, 2019, 07:30:18 AM
I chuckle, you really are incapable of staying quiet, of letting things happen in a way that you don't like.  Even though you know that I can, and might kill you if it got too annoying for me, you just can't stop yourself from mouthing off.  shooting out a statement that says, basically, beat the fuck out of me.  I deserve it.  I grinned as I kept my body rubbing against yours.  Always moving, slowing and picking up the speed of my fucking.  Slapping my balls against you, sometimes fast and violent, sometimes slowly.  Always working to humilate you though.

My hand closes more tightly around your tit.  Fingers digging in, I just know that there are going to be bruises there from when I am done with you.  Good, you need to remember that I am a monster, that there will always be pain. And I put my other hand around your throat.  Clenching down, smiling as your little power speech cuts off in a gurgle of needed and lost air. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 01, 2019, 08:53:28 AM
You laugh again and your hips start to slow, making this last longer than it needs to. I wonder if you just like the feeling or if it's deliberately to torment me.

Your hand on my breast squeezes even harder making me cry out and whimper. I push my chest harder to the window, pressing your knuckles into the glass. Your hand doesn't let up, instead the other wraps gently around my neck and starts to squeeze. It's not fair! Why keep talking to me if you don't want to hear what I have to say!

Your hand clenches hard cutting off the little bit of air I'm able to breathe in. I try my hardest to keep calm and wait for you to let go but it only takes seconds before I panic and start to struggle in your arms. I can hear my own quiet choking sounds as I try to gasp for air that never comes. My foot desperately stomping back on top of yours trying to get free while you only fuck me faster.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 01, 2019, 09:04:45 AM
I grinned, because it seemed like you never, ever learned.  It really is not a good look on you, for you.  To never learn.  After all, that just means that you are going to be in a situation where you actually get rest, where you can stop the pain even for a second.  When I was choking you and squeezing your tit it was a warning.  A statement that you really should not be doing what you were clearly thinking of doing.  And yet, here you were, right back where you started doing exactly that.  It was enough to make me chuckle, make me laugh at your stupid defiance.  Defiance that is only going to serve to get you hurt.  To get you into a worse position.  I find myself grinning and fucking you harder, even as your foot comes down on me.  Stomping over and over, because in my mind pain is something that can be ignored.  It will always be something that I can ignore.  Unlike you.

Growling, I shifted my grip on your neck.  Twisting around a little bit to really dig my fingers inside your arteries.  It won't make you pass out any faster, but it will be far more painful.  For right now, for me, that is more than enough.  To hurt you, to make you dance about and to my own tune. Laughing as I fucked you against the window, "And this is why I don't trust you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 01, 2019, 11:05:10 AM
I can feel my face growing red and hot, my throat now burning I quickly bring my hands up to your wrist and trying to pry your fingers away from my neck. You laugh and dig your fingers in harder. I'm not actually trying to hurt you, I know I'm not strong enough to hurt you. I'm not even thinking before acting, my fight or flight response knows all I can do here in this position is try to fight my way out. I'm doing a pitiful job of it but still I can't stop trying.

Silent tears are rolling down my face, helping my cheek glide easily across the glass with a squeak with each thrust of your hips. The low growl in your throat makes the hair on the back of my neck rise while sending goosebumps down my neck and arms. My head starts to feel hazy and my hands are growing weaker, still trying to pull your fingers away. Being unconscious while you rape me sounds like a welcome escape, if only I wasn't afraid of never waking up again.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 01, 2019, 12:41:28 PM
You reached for me, you clawed desperately at me.  Trying and failing to do anything other than really turn me on.  I am grinning and thrusting faster inside you, even as my hand relaxes just a little bit.  It might not be comfortable but you are going to have enough air.  Always just enough to pull in that next breath, to keep yourself awake.  You dug your fingers into my hand, over and over again. And all I did was hiss, enjoying the bite of you coming down on me. Of you scraping those long, sharp nails over me.''

My cock is spearing me up inside you, over and over again I pushed a little deeper.  My balls smacked against your ass as I groaned in simple, pure pleasure.  Each second feeling a little better than the one that had just came before it.  I am groaning, moaning and driving myself forward.  Turning my head a little to the side, I nibble, then bite on your ear while still talking.  "Go on, admit it.  Nobody out there cares, and you like it that way."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 01, 2019, 02:21:03 PM
The harder I struggle the faster and deeper your cock feels inside of me, the louder your moans get. You're getting off simply on hurting means it makes me feel so hopeless. Time and time again I've tried to be good and just go along but I always end up back here putting up a fight just to bring you more pleasure. It's defeating to know that you're getting off while I lay still and take it and moreso that it turns you on even more when I fight.

You let some of the pressure off my neck and I quickly suck in as much air as my lungs can take, wheezing loudly as your hand is still clamped down only allowing me small breaths. Your hips are hammering with a renewed vigor and it makes me scream out practically trying to climb up the window to get away from you, your cock driving into my cervix over and over again. You're hurting me, reeeeeally hurting me it feels like I'm already bruised inside and you're just making it worse.

"Okay!" I scream out in agony "n-nobody out there c-cares about.... me.... and I... I li-like it" I cry out as big tears stream down my cheeks, hoping my obedience will hurry you up and stop the stabbing pain shooting through my body that you're causing me. I don't believe my words, I know there's nobody outside and if there were well you wouldn't be getting away with this!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 01, 2019, 02:27:47 PM
I grinned as you were thinking about resisting, about not telling me the things that I want to hear.  Because you are just a terrible littlee creature.  You always want to fight, you always want to resist things.  All of that is fine, but it does mean that you are the sort of person that I absolutely want to destroy.  Which is why I am ruining you, why you are being destroyed right now.  I can feel you gasping for more air, more air that I am not going to give you.  All of it is just enough in order to let you stay awake.  So you could feel every single second of my cock piercing inside you, bouncing your entire body against the glass.

"You are a dirty little whore.  A fucking submissive who loves having her body destroyed.  That is what you are.  Scream it out.  Say it like you fucking believe it."  I grinned and snapped my teeth down a little harder onto the side of your neck, grunting and enjoying the feel that your skin breaking gives me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 01, 2019, 04:31:46 PM
The way you're fucking me, crushing my body against the window and making me struggle for every single breath I take is exhausting. The stabbing of your cock into my pussy makes me squeal and cry each time you bottom out inside of me.

You want me to say more things that just aren't true! Your choice of words are interesting and I finally agree with you for once. It truly does feel like you're destroying my body. I feel like a giant throbbing bruise and I really won't be the least bit surprised if I'm bleeding after you finally cum.

I hesitate, of course I'm going to say the words for you, I can't take much more of this. As soon as I open my mouth to speak you bite down on my neck, hard making me scream. Your tongue on my skin stings and I just know that you've actually bitten through my skin. The pain of you licking and sucking the fresh bite is all the encouragement I need "I'm a dirty whore! A submissive who loves having her body destroyed!" I scream at you against the window. My knees are shaking while I bawl my eyes out silently begging for no more. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 01, 2019, 05:11:10 PM
It was taking you the longest time that you could in order to make yourself think that you are resisting me.  That this was some form of resistance that you were doing.  That by not speaking, even a little bit, you were showing independence.  No, it was not that.  It was just showing how much of a child you were.  Because you were doing something petty, for no reason other than to boost your ego.  That is just how you are.  A spoiled child that throws tantrum.

Grunting when you spoke, I started to grunt.  Enjoying the feel of your body around my cock.   It felt so good.  So very right for you to be so completely under my control.  Hissing and thrusting inside you.  Always looking for more, always seeking  a great pleasure. I grinned as I rammed deeper and deeper inside you. Driving and then in one instant stopping.  With myself fully buried inside you.  So that every last drop of what I have to offer erupts out of me and flows deep inside you. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 01, 2019, 09:59:18 PM
A few hard thrusts and suddenly your movements finally stop. I let out a groan in relief and try to slump down but you're still balls deep inside of me and holding me in place.
 
I can feel your cock spasm and twitch inside of me, pumping the last of your cum deep inside of me. For the first time, I feel worried about becoming pregnant. I'm really not the greatest at remembering to take my pill every single day but this would be the second day without it, or was it the third? Fuck. The thought of having a baby.. with....you... well it makes my stomach churn.

Your hand eases up on my neck and I gasp in deep breaths between sobs feeling completely exhausted and helpless in your arms.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 02, 2019, 06:45:04 AM
I can feel you sobbing just as much as I can hear it.  Slowly, my lips are pulled back into a grin as I forcibly kept your body against mine. HOlding you there when I know that you would like nothing more than to collapse down.  Letting yourself slump down to the floor and weep.  Probably where you would go to collect yourself.  I grinned and did not give you that pleasure, as my hand still rubbed at your body.  Now they are both in on it, both doing it.  One hand is around your tit still while I have the other dancing across your bare stomach. 

You might be a spoiled, selfish child that needed very badly to learn a lesson in manners, but you had an incredible body.  At no point did I ever have anything to say about that.  Grinning as I stroked and fondled you.  Moving all over you, "See, there is nobody who is goin to break us up.  They know you want it, they know that you came into this home hoping for this.  And that you will never, ever do better than me.  Not on your life."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 02, 2019, 07:38:04 PM
I'm happy to feel your cock softening some inside of me but you're on no rush to move away from me. Your still have me pinned to the window, just as hard as while you were fucking me only now your hands are all over me.

My crying against the glass while you're on top of me giving me no space at all makes my face feel hot and suddenly I feel claustrophobic. I can't catch my breath with you smothering me like this! Squirming under you and pushing away from the glass I so badly want to beg you to let me go. Not even to leave the house, to just stop crowding me right here and now. I know you'll only use it against me and I have nothing to offer as a bargain since you've made it clear that throwing money at you won't save me.

Hearing you talk as if we're together, makes my breathing quicken even more and suddenly my mouth is moving faster than my brain again "Alec, please! I'm sorry, I really really am!  I promise I won't ever tell anyone, I won't bug you, I can tell my dad I'd rather another guard so you never have to talk to me... Anything! Just please stop!" My words are fast, just blurted out all at once as a hail mary trying to get out of the situation I still can't wrap my  mind around how I got into.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 03, 2019, 06:02:44 AM
I grinned as you squirmed and started to make promises.  Ones that i know you cannot keep, that I can't enforce.  If I let you go there is nothing to hold you to the promise.  It is why I have to break you, why you must be shattered into something unrecognizable.  Of course I am going to do that to you, of course I am going to break you.  Because you deserve it.  You have to be shattered.  So when you promised and squirmed I just leaned forwards.  trapping you even more now, pinning you to the wall with my weight.  All while my hands wandered all over your body.  Finding and stroking at every piece of soft, supple flesh that I can.

A snarl bubbles through my body as i pressed harder against you.  Tongue playing around the edge of your ear.  Circling and touching as you went through your pleas.  "What would you not tell your father?  That you finally fucked the man you wanted for over a year?  I don't see why I want you not to say that."  I grinned and slowly suckled at your ear.  Snapping the lobe between my teeth with a growl and a grin. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 04, 2019, 08:37:46 PM
The only response you give my pleading is to push against me harder while you continue to grope at my body with the same enthusiasm of a horny teen about to get laid for the first time.

It's infuriating, the way you just ignore me like I'm not even speaking and just continue doing whatever you want. I clench my hands into fists, wanting to pound them against the window but ultimately too afraid of breaking it and falling to what I can only imagine would be a very painful death.  All I can do is wail in my anger, my teeth clenched tight together when your tongue starts to snake along my ear.

You bring up for what feels like the millionth time my prior crush on you. Mocking me to say you wouldn't mind if my father knew, taunting me and trying to imply still that I want this. Just when I'm about to go off and curse you out you bite at my ear. The feeling reminds me quickly to shut up, remembering the time in the shower where you nearly bit my ear lobe clean off. I hold still although unable to control my wincing and trembling, your growling sounds only adding to my fear.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 04, 2019, 08:58:32 PM
I slowly licked the side of your ear, curling around the edge of your body as I moaned and enjoyed the feeling of you next to me..  Pressing against me as I snarled against you, my voice was thick.  Animalistic as I laughed against you.  "You want this, this was what you were driving for.  Flirting with me, needling me the entire time you were around me.  Just to get me to get you in this position."  I hissed as I moved my body against yours.  My hand on your breast as I squeezed and moved against you.  Slowly pulling and pushing against you.  Slowly running the tongue against you body as I kept taunting and moving against you.  "All the time you were annoying me, you wanted me to enjoy your body.  Take you, press you against the wall and fuck you.  You were a whore.  You were everything you should be."  Running my hand over the curve of your ass as I grinned.  Pushing my hand tighter against you, squeezing both of the sensitive part of your body.  Everything that you had to offer was mine now.

"I need you to do more than say it.  I need you believe it.  Through and through your core."  Chuckling those words at you as you kept trembling and whimpering.  Like a scared little animal.  "That's what you are right now."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 05, 2019, 01:32:01 AM
This is too much! Your entire weight on me is crushing, the sheen of sweat from out bodies being pressed tightly to another for so long, your hands roaming absolutely everywhere and your words digging through my brain make me want to scream. It feels like you're touching every single part of me and I feel so desperate to just have you off of me. Everything you're doing is making me feel hot, trapped and panicked.

You've spoken so much shit to me that when you finally say things that are true the words feel like a heavy weight pressing on my chest. You're right, everything you're saying is true! I know that I brought this on myself, I know that I all but came out and begged for it even. I wish I could take it all back, now that I have it I can't handle it and I don't want it.

"I know, I know... I'm sorry. B-but I ch-changed my mind!" I cry. I hate myself, I sound pathetic... Like a child really and honestly, in this moment I feel like one having bitten off more than I can chew. "Please, I'm s-sorry, I've learned my lesson!"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 05, 2019, 06:13:17 AM
YOu sputter out a few words.  About how you have changed your mind.  No, you really haven't you have just figured out the price of being dominated.  How much different it is than what you really thought.  You don't get to make decisions anymore.  I am going to show that.  Slowly I pulled my hands off of your body. And tangled both of them in your hair.  I stepped back a little bit.  Not much but enough.  Enough that I could pull your head back and slam it forward. Into the window, breaking the glass.  Lots of little shards of it now cutting at your skin, cutting at your face.  I grinned as you screamed out.

"You don't get to change your mind, not once you turn all decisions over to someone else.  SOmeone like me."  I hissed those words into your ear as I pulled you away from the window.  Bleeding from so many small cuts to your face, I grinned/  "Better than you have ever looked before. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 05, 2019, 01:25:13 PM
I'm so grateful when you finally pull away from me. I nearly thank you out loud but the way you roughly wrap both hands into my hair chases the idea away. I'm panting and trying to slow my breathing, to calm down before you throw me to the ground and make me crawl after you again. I'm hot and sore, I feel like I've just ran a marathon and all I want to do is soak my body in a hot tub.

I don't get the chance to imagine the relaxing bubble bath for long before you smash my face into the window. The ear splitting scream is instantaneous, echoing through the entire house. I can feel my heart beating in my face, the painful throb taking away from the sharp pain of the small cuts. I can see that the window is shattered and although I can't stop screaming and crying, I'm shocked that you actually broke it... With my... face!

You pull me close to speak to me, I have no idea what you're trying to tell me. I can't hear a word you're saying over my own hysterical crying. The  burning pain now coming through, making me realize that my face in an a mess. I can feel the trickle of blood rushing down the sides of my face, terrified to see what you've done to me. The shock of it starting to wear mm off makes the searing pain in my face worse and I wonder if I'm covered in shards of glass.

I open my mouth to beg you to stop but nothing comes out, only pained gasps between my sobs. You're smiling, my face is bleeding steadily and you're smiling at me! You really are an evil person. I let my body go limp  and crumple to the floor in a heap at your feet not wanting you to watch me closely while I fall apart.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 05, 2019, 05:54:50 PM
I saw you going down, and it amused me.  A smile curled across my face, a cruel one because you deserved to suffer.  No real reason, other than you were rich and self absorbed.  I am more than willing to admit that you are not the worst person I had ever bodyguarded for. Just that you were the weakest, both in resources and willpower.  A strong woman would never allow me to stay around, she would find a way to make sure I was punished.  One with strong relationships would be missed or have things noticed when their demeanor suddenly changed.  But you, you are not strong and not connected to people.  You can have all of this happen to you and there will not be a single response.  You will not be questioned when you disappear for  a little while and then reemerge as a completely different person.

I grinned as you went down.  Gripping and wiping at your head.  Even though the cuts are shallow. Bloody as hell because headwounds bleed but ultimately superficial.  Unlikely that a single one of them will ever scar.  I know what I am doing.

Glancing down at you, I prodded you with my foot.  "Stand up.  Your master did not say you could rest.  He hurt you because you were proven wrong and still denied the truth.  Let it be a reminder and a lesson to you.  Always, forever, you are a plaything."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 05, 2019, 07:41:21 PM
I can't stop crying, it feels like I'll never be able to stop! Kneeling at your feet,my hands resting on my thighs, crying harder and harder with each drop of blood that hits my thighs.

For the first time, I realize that you're actually going to keep me here for several days if not longer. There's no way you're going to take me home looking like I belong on a faces of meth poster. I can't do this for days on end! The thought makes my shoulders heave with my wailing.

Your foot casually nudging me makes my head snap up to look at you. Know that I'm here with you for days at best suddenly has me wanting to listen to your every word, not ever wanting to feel something like that again.

Get up you say, of course you won't let me sit here. I honestly have no idea what you're talking about when you tell me I was proven wrong and still denied the truth which apparently warranted smashing my face into a window. It doesn't matter, I have no intention of asking you to clarify.

Slowly I get back to my wobbly feet, wincing in pain with each of my movements. "Yes s-sir... I'm sorry" I squeak still whining and sniffling, looking away much too scared to make eye contact with you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 05, 2019, 08:04:51 PM
You say that you are sorry.  I am not sure that I believe you, as you wobble to your feet.  Standing as unsteadily on them as a fawn that is taking its first, ignorant steps.  YOu don't know where to go, you don't know how to stand and face me, you don't know how to present yourself as a humbled woman.  So you are going with standing on your feet and completely being unable to look at me.  I grinned and reached out.  My hand was gentle, because mixing the two sorts of touches is the best way to make sure that your mind is broken.  I laughed and slowly rubbed against your face.  Feeling the warm slickness on your skin.

"I am not sure that I believe you.  But you are fortunate, because I don't care that much, I do not believe in punishing you until you actually do something wrong.  Something provably wrong.  So you are going to be able to skirt on that."  I smiled and rubbed at your face as I turned around.  "Honestly, I had always thought that red was your color."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 05, 2019, 08:40:34 PM
I hold my breath when you reach for my face figuring you'll slap me just to be an asshole. I flinch when your fingers touch me, you're being soft and gentle but still the contact is awful and I have to force myself not to turn my head away from you. I manage to suppress my loud sobbing,  tears quietly running down my red cheeks now stained with my blood.

You don't believe me. Funny, it may have been the most sincere I've ever been with you. If I'm going to be here with you for god knows how long then I'm finally willing to say whatever you want and believe it to boot!

Just as you smile and let your fingers graze once more across my face before heading toward the door you tell me that in your opinion, red has always been my colour. I feel like an idiot, just standing there dumbstruck and still trembling. You're such a cold hearted asshole, but I don't have it in me to throw you a bitchy comment and give you some provable reason to punish me. It hurts the tiny bit of pride I have left to follow you out the door.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 06, 2019, 05:46:55 AM
I grinned, because you were so clearly terrified of me, of the things that I am doing.  And yet for all of it there is absolutely no effort to pull away.  You just stayed there and did not move.  Letting me touch you.  Of course you are a little bit of a coward, you had never had to be strong before.  You had never had to deal with pain before, nothing prepared you for this level of violence.

Pulling my hand away from your face, they are damp with your blood.  Which I make no effort to conceal that I licked off of them.  Scraping your blood off of my hand with my tongue.  Shivering in pleasure as it hits me.  Intentionally letting the more savage side of me be in view.  Because I want to keep you cowed for a long time, and that will help. 

"Now that you see that nobody but me cares about you, you should come along."  I turned and started walking away from you with a grunt and a grin. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 06, 2019, 12:00:11 PM
I feel frozen in place, staring at you with wide, scared eyes. You bring your had to your lips and slowly lick at my blood. My mouth falls open just slightly as my eyes grow even wider watching you. To taste someone else's blood is gross enough, but you look like you're actually enjoying the taste! The sight of it makes my empty stomach flip flop. You're crazy! You honestly don't seem to be right in the head. It just scares me even more, the thought of being here alone with a mentally unstable man who's already done such horrible things to me. Who knows what you're capable of! For the first time I wonder if you were serious when you spoke of killing me if I dont cooperate with you.

You tell me to come with you after pointing out that you're the only one who cares about me. Mocking, obviously... Not a single thing you've done has been caring. Still, I'm not about to challenge you. I quickly nod my head and follow closely behind you when you turn and start to walk away from me.

I'm so sore, my body feels tacky with the mix of blood sweat and tears. My hair is a mess and matted to my neck. I want a bath so badly but I'm just too afraid to ask you. You must be grossed out just looking at me, you'll want me clean soon enough I tell myself, trying to be patient.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 06, 2019, 05:08:50 PM
You looked at me, I am smiling as I stayed near you.  The way that you were looking at me it was obvious that I was not believed.  That you did not think I was the only one that actually was caring for you.  I grinned, slowly rubbing my tongue over my lips as I looked at you.  Up and down.  Smirking as I advanced and walked around you.  Circling as I chuckled and put my hand on your shoulder.  Rubbing the entire length around your body as I circled.  I laughed, as I leaned forwards, speaking to you again.  "Your friends, they  don't miss you.  Your father, he hasn't thought about you since you left.  Your mother... never wanted you.  Just o make sure she had an alimony guaranteed if daddy decided to upgrade again.  I am here, showing concern.  Making sure that you are not alone. You can count on nothing but me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 07, 2019, 02:06:53 AM
I feel so broken. I really just need to have some time away from you. You won't give it to me though. You're always in my space, touching and trying to get closer. It's suffocating and after having my head slammed into a window for no reason at all, having you so close to me is terrifying.

I try to make eye contact, figuring you might see me looking away as being disrespectful, I can't have that. The way you circle me and smile down on me is unsettling. I've never seen someone be able to smile but look so completely cruel while doing so.

The muscles in my chin pull, making it tremble before new tears start to spill from my eyes. I'm not sure what about your words has me so upset. I just feel so scared and alone here and your words are just so hurtful. Even if it's all true, I'd rather be alone than with you!

I can't tell you that, I can't tell you anything I'm actually thinking. Taking a deep breath I wipe my eyes, sniffling while looking up at you into your cold eyes "y-yes s-s-sir" I stammer "th-thank you."
I hate myself for speaking the words.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 07, 2019, 07:36:05 AM
You did, eventually track down the courage to speak.  Not to give air to the defiance that is clearly bubbling in your chest but to stammer through a few two word sentences.  Agreeing with me and thanking me.  Just speaking those words must have cut through you like a knife, and I find myself grinning, staring down at you and grinning.  After all you are suffering now.  I like it when you suffer.  It could be physical pain, or mental.  All of it feeds me, stokes the fires of my lust.  Having to deal with your inane bullshit for so long, I like seeing you in pain.  I like making it obvious that you are born and built to suffer.  My god, this is good.

I put my hand on your shoulder, slowly patting it.  Something that might look like comfort but it is just a way to make sure that I can always touch you.  "That's right.  There is noone for you but me.  Noone you can trust but me.  Noone who cares about you but me.  I am your world."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 07, 2019, 10:14:40 AM
You reach out for me to rub my shoulder and for the first time my first reaction isn't to pull away from you. You've been so harsh and violent with me that when you offer even the smallest bit of comfort or affection I'm ready to eat it up.

You continue to tell me how nobody in my life really cares about me, that there's nobody missing me and you're all I have. You aren't wrong when you tell me that you're my world. Maybe not in the way you're thinking... But still, you've consumed every single one of my thoughts since I walked into my room yesterday to find you there.

Still sniffling and staring up at you I know I'll regret asking but suddenly I just feel the burning need to know. "Has my dad really.... ever talked to you? about.... me?"  Slow to spit it out, afraid of the answer.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 07, 2019, 10:24:34 AM
You asked about your father, about the things that I would have spoken to him about.  "Let me tell you the simple truth.  Other than telling me to make sure that you are not kidnapped, he ha never mentioned you.  We have talked many, many times about my job.  And never once did you come up.  That is how I know he does not care about you."  I rubbed your shoulder a little more, as I stuck the knife in deeper, twisting itaround in your guts.  Just to make you squirm and forget about the past, about the people who would actually care about you. 

"But you already knew that.  After all, when was the last time you two spoke?  When was the last time HE started the conversation?"  I know the answers to these questions and I know what they will makeyou think.  Since that is what I am intending them to mean. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 07, 2019, 10:52:34 AM
That doesn't sound terrible... Afterall, what reason would my dad have to talk to his employee about his daughter. Especially a bodyguard, beyond requesting that I'm not kidnapped I can't imagine that it leaves much else to talk about. At least where I'm concerned anyway. I'm just happy to hear that he's never talked badly about me.

Your strong hand that has caused me so much pain, now rubbing me gently feels nice. I don't even notice that I've started to lean in towards you the longer your hand is there.

You press further asking when the last time we spoke or that he initiated a conversation with me. Just like that, I can feel the burning in my throat, trying to hold back the flood of tears that threaten to spill out. I've always known our relationship wasn't great. Seeing my friends around their dads only solidified that for me. We just weren't that close.

My eyes turning glassy, I quickly look back down and shrug my shoulders "I don't know... I guess we've never been very close" my voice small and on the verge of crying.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 07, 2019, 12:58:38 PM
I grinned, my touch and the simple words are working.  You admit, in a flood, that you were never all that close to your parents.  That your father never really spoke to you all that often.  And I grinned, I knew that because I was with you every single day after all.  YOu never got a call from your father.  Not once.  So, when you think about it, he has already cut you out of his life.  My actions wont pull you two any further apart. 
"Strange, that your father who is normally so open with everyone he meets, just never speaks to you.  never speaks about you.  I guess it is obvious.  I am not telling you anything that you did not already know.  That your father... well he simply does not like you.  He does not think you worth of his time.  Of his attention."  I grinned and pulled you up against me, your face now bleeding against my chest.  "But I do."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 07, 2019, 04:45:21 PM
I've always felt very disconnected from my parents and being here with you now while you tell me how little my dad thinks of me just confirms things I've always felt. It would be different if you were a stranger, but I know you're speaking from quiet observation which makes your comments so much harder to hear. Of course you're embellishing things but I can't deny that there is some truth in there.

Just as my breath hitches, working up to an all out sob you pull me against you and tell me that although my dad doesn't care about me, doesn't find me worthy of any time or attention, you still did. Your words and the gentle way you hold me are confusing, it's your words that are making me feel so low, but you're also comforting me when it's obvious I'm upset.

I can't hold my tears back anymore and weep against your chest as you stroke my hair. Hearing you say that you care for me makes my head spin. I don't want this kind of attention from you at all. If this is how you show people you care, I wish you'd also stop caring about me and quickly!

The thought only makes me sob harder in your arms and for a moment I wonder if showing appreciation for your affection will earn me better treatment from you. Slowly, I bring my arms up and wrap them around your waist in a weak hug. My body trembling against yours both with my crying and the fear of making you angry by touching you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 07, 2019, 04:59:20 PM
There was a moment where there was something that I was pushing towards.  I thought about talking more, but right now it seemed like silence was the thing that was necessary to push you over the edge.  Away from actually being a person, and turning towards me.  Towards the submission and cracking of your mind that I wanted.  It brought a smile to my face when you wept and turned towards me.  I held your body against me as you wept and told me that you understood.

My hand went up and down your body.  Stroking at you, as my hands stayed on you.  Sliding up and down, I made little cooing noises the entire time that I was holding onto you.  Working on breaking your brain. This was the sort of thing that I was looking at.  You being shattered and then I can put you together in a better, more submissive way.

I forced myself not to laugh as I held you against me.  Laughing would undo the process that I was making with your body.  "Shh... it's okay.  Someone finally actually loves you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 07, 2019, 06:29:06 PM
I'm shocked that instead of violence, you show me more gentleness. Your hands stroking my body, holding me close and shushing me softly actually helps to calm my shaking and quiet my crying.

This is beyond fucked up. You smashed my face into a window only moments ago and now here I am clinging to you and letting you comfort me while you say that you love me. I don't think we have the same understanding of what love means. I suppose it's also possible that you're just mocking me again. It really doesn't matter, this is the best I've felt all day and I don't want to go back to before.

My mouth only seems to get me into more trouble with you, so instead of speaking I squeeze you tighter into a real hug. Your warmth and tenderness soothing me while I try to push the thoughts of everyone back home out of my mind.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 07, 2019, 07:30:50 PM
You cling to me, clutching at me as I turned and swayed the both of us.  Silently rocking you on your feet while you were standing there.  It brought one hell of a smile to my lips as I looked at you.  Keeping you right against me.  Slowly licking the top of your head, cleaning off a little bit of the blood from the surface of your skin. Because I like the taste and right now I am sure that you are going to mistake it for simply being kissed.  Your mind is in a fragile state after all.

"Shh... just let yourself go.  Let yourself melt into me.  To do all the things that you had always wanted.  To be taken, cared for, have all these things done for and to you."  I chuckled as I kept swaying you.  Doing something that is close to comfort for you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 08, 2019, 02:39:49 AM
Everything about what you're doing feels so perfect. The way you're holding me, rocking me and kissing my head make me feel like I could stay here like this forever. I only wish we were lying down under the blankets or in a hot bath.

My head pressed to your chest feels wonderful. I let my eyes fall closed, the vibrations from you speaking and the sound of your silky voice make it easy to do exactly as you say, to just let go and melt into you.

At some point I must have stopped crying completely, I feel strange still holding onto you like this but part of me is scared to let go. Scared to go back to the way you were treating me before. It feels too nice to pull away from you, deciding to stay as long as you'll let me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 08, 2019, 06:32:16 AM
You are not pulling away from me, you are not doing anything to resist me.  Instead you are curling more against me, leaning more into my body.  Good, if you look to me for comfort then the odds of you resisting or running go way, way down.  I smiled and kept my hands on your body.  Though they slowly slid down.  Until they were resting on your ass.  Where i was squeezing and kneading the firm portion of your body.  It felt good.  Real good to touch you like that.  I smirked and growled as I stayed close to you.  Always moving my body up against yours.  As I slowly lead the both of us out of the room.  Out with you being made to walk backwards.

"YOu tried to run from love because you had never experienced it before.  It was strange to you.  You had no idea how it worked.  How things would be.  It is okay, lucky for you I am a patient man."  I believe none of this, but I am sure that it is getting inside your head.  You seem like the sort to simply eat this drivel up.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 08, 2019, 10:21:41 AM
Your hands roam lower.and stop at my ass. I don't even mind the way you're rubbing and squeezing me. You're still being gentle and even this feels nice too.

You start to move forward and I feel like I should pull away but you're still holding me close, still playing with my ass so I carefully walk backwards with you.

You talk about love again, and how I had never experienced it which is what made me run before. I'm pretty sure I tried running because you were beating the crap out of me! Doesn't matter, I'm happy to go along with you. "Th-thank you for being patient with me. I don't want to run anymore." I say the words with my face still buried into your strong chest.

We take only a few steps down the hall and I have to ask. Nervously I pull my face away to look up at you, my arms still placed around your waist. "Do you think that we could... Take a bath together?" I made sure to include you in the bath. Hopefully showing that I want to be close to you won't make you angry that I've asked to clean up.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 08, 2019, 12:07:02 PM
It seemed, for a moment, like you were a little reluctant to come along with me.  I understand that. After all, being around me has brought you nothing but pain. Pain, rape, the sort of things that a normal person wants to avoid.  The blood seems to have stopped flowing on your face, but it is still there.  Coating it, sticking to it.  I found myself grinning as you were there.  Up against me, bloody and not complaining while I molested you.  Every little bit of it felt good.  I gripped you a little tighter and did not answer you.  Not with wrods, since those always seem so inadequate.  Instead I kept driving you backwards.  Out of the bedroom and into the bathroom.  All of it felt so good to be near you that I did not care that you were asking to wash the evidence of my possession off. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 08, 2019, 02:42:11 PM
You don't answer me, just continue to walk, backing me into the washroom. My fear of you makes me put my face back down against you. If you're mad about me asking, at least you can't slap me with my face hidden like this.

Your silence makes me so much more nervous than any words you've ever spoken. I have no idea if you liked my idea or if I've made you angry again.

I can feel the counter pressed against my side and I peek out to look in the mirror. I barely recognize myself! I look so small and pathetic clinging onto you like a scared child after having a nightmare. My face is covered in my own blood and bruises seem to be evenly spread out over my body.

My eyes quickly fill up with tears but I fight against myself, not wanting to cry and have you lash out at me telling me that it was my fault  for acting bad. I tuck my face back into you and wait for you to speak. I know better than to assume this means we're having a bath just because we're standing in here.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 08, 2019, 04:51:47 PM
You are desperate, you are clinging to me in a way that you would be disgusted by, about 5 hours ago.  Definitely would have hated to think of it this time yesterday.  When I first attacked you.  Yes, this has been a brutal, mind shattering day for you.  I like it, the more you do the more quickly you do it, the less likely you are to ever have time to recover.  No time to recover and I will simply own you.

My hand is on your back and I am grinning as I start to run a bath.  The damn tub is enormous.  I have no idea why anyone needs a tub this size, but then again since this is basically your family's 4th house, extravagance is to be assumed.  Of course there is going to be more than enough hot water to actually fill it up to.  I grinned and slowly moved my tongue over my lips as I turned my head to look where you were looking.  Not surprisingly you were weeping at your image in the mirror.  Not a good look on you.

"Don't worry, my love, that will wash off.  YOu will look like yourself again soon enough."  Still keeping you clamped to me, even though I am using no more force.  But if you even think of pulling away I will prevent it. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 08, 2019, 06:45:56 PM
I can hear the tub start to run while I stare at myself as though I'm looking at a stranger's reflection in the mirror. You turn to look at the mirror as well and there's absolutely no remorse on your face when you see how upset I am. You don't even try to fake an apology for hurting me so badly, you just tell me simply that I can wash it all away shortly to which I try my best to nod and give you a half smile.

It's fine, I don't need an apology I'm just happy that I've seemed to find a way to be on your good side. Now that I've found it, I have no plans to go back.

I turn to face the tub and smile slightly. The huge oversize tub will take a bit to fill but there's plenty of room for both of us to relax and be completely submerged by the water. The jets will feel so good on my aching body.

Shifting my position, one hand on your back and the other resting on your stomach I look up to you "can I please get in?" Eager to lay down and let the water wash over me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 08, 2019, 07:42:12 PM
You seemed to be waiting for something.  Eventually you asked me for permission to get into  the tub, but that was not what you were orginially waiting for.  I don;t know what it is, but I know it wasn't the sort of thing you really cared about.  I just put a hand on your head and pushed you towards the tub.  Not a violent push but I was guiding you firmly towards it. A smile on my face as I did it.  Just letting you go around, go over towards the tub.  Where you absolutely needed to be.  I smirked, letting the damn thing spread across my face.

"You know I care about you.  And that includes your health.  Cleanliness is vital to it.  So get in the tub, relax.  Let the warm water soothe out some of the pains that come with being fucked by a real man."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 08, 2019, 08:57:07 PM
I breathe a sigh of relief when you move me towards the tub. I wasn't going to get my hopes up until I was in the water. It wouldn't be unlike you to be cruel and change your mind at the last moment.

I would have filled the tub more and had the water much hotter, I don't see any steam rising from the bath but I'm not about to complain about such small details which would no doubt have you calling me ungrateful and thrown out of the washroom without ever stepping foot into the tub.

When you tell me that I can get into the bath, I don't waste a second. I start to climb in while you're still talking about letting me clean up because you care about me. The water already feels so nice even without the sting of the water being nearly too hot to handle.

I'm surprised when you don't follow me into the tub but continue to talk to me and tell me to relax  my sore muscles, something to be expected from fucking a real man. I catch myself before my mouth falls open in shock. You really are delusional... Nobody fucks like this! I don't even think you fuck like this, there's no way you'd have been able to get away with it for so long without anyone ever turning on you!

Whatever,  it doesn't really matter I guess I think to myself before letting myself sink down into the tub under the water's surface. My face burns all over once the water hits it. I didn't realize how badly I was cut up until now, my face must be covered in superficial cuts just based off how badly my entire face burns.

I quickly sit back up, wincing in pain but doing my best to hide my discomfort from you. You're still just standing there looking down on me and before I can really think I'm speaking, once again my mouth several steps ahead of my brain. "Are you going to come in too?"

Jesus Ashley, why?! Why invite him in when he was finally giving you some space from him?! I can't believe my own stupidity, but I make sure  the look of regret is nowhere to be seen on my face.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 09, 2019, 05:47:37 AM
I grinned at you while you spoke to me.  Asking if there was going to be me coming in.  Instead of doing anything I gathered your hair in my hands. Pulling on it, not roughly but to run and wring water out of it.  Water and blood.  That would be why the tub is not filled up all the way.  So it can be drained and quickly refilled.

For now I am doing the intimate thing, the thing that I know will most hurt you, most break your brain.  I am being gentle and staying outside.  Washing your hair, gently too.  YOu are not used to intimacy so it is going to make you shiver.  "In time.  Right now you need to relax.  YOu are tense, your muscles sore.  When you are cleaned and relaxed I will run another bath and that one we can share." Pausing as I scrubbed a little more.  "And you can return the favor.  though there is one part of me that I know needs cleaning."  I grinned as I bathed you and made sure that not once did I hurt you. Because this is all about an assault on your mind. The violence will follow but here, now, mind. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 09, 2019, 04:07:47 PM
My body slowly sinks further into the water as you approach me, expecting an outburst of rage, anger, violence, the things you've shown me so far.

Is he... Is he washing my hair?!  My body paralyzed, too scared to move until I feel the shampoo starting to lather as you massage my scalp. Slowly, I sit back up straight to let you wash my hair more easily.

I can't believe for how downright terrible you've been to me, now you're washing my hair, practically pampering me! I'm not going to complain, it feels amazing and I'll soak up every last bit of care you want to show me. It's still hard to relax completely since you always seem to have a reason for being nice to me, which is usually just to make me feel worse afterward.

You rinse the shampoo from my hair and the already pale pink bath water turns just slightly darker. It's a huge tub and for the water to change colour at all tells me just how much blood was all over me, the thought makes me shiver - pulling my knees up close to my chest.

When you've finished up you're going to run a new bath and get in with me. For some reason, the thought doesn't bother me as much as I would have thought. It probably should - afterall you've raped me countless times now and caused me more pain than I ever knew possible. But, right now you were being so gentle and kind. My body tenses though when you talk about one spot in particular that needs cleaning. There it is, the underlying reason for your kindness. You're going to help me get clean and comfortable, only to come in with me and rape me all over again.

Instead of being upset I smile and nod my head "okay, thank you for doing this for me... It feels really nice." Trying to show you how appreciative I am for the tenderness you're showing me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 09, 2019, 04:48:43 PM
You are relaxing under the care that I am giving.  It was a strange, strange thing.  I held in a deep laugh as you were feeling close to me, feeling calm with the man who was such a cruel rapist, who had beaten, bruised, violated and imprisoned you.  All of that and you are still just trying to make sure that you were little more than someone who did not get hurt.  Slowly I put my hand on the top of your head, "Hold your breath."  Without really pausing, I pushed you under.  Just for a little bit, letting  the water run through your wavy hair.

Then I let you back up.  Smirking as you were sputtering just a tiny bit from being driven under the water.  You were washed off.  Then the water is pulled out, and drained away.  Quickly filling it with warmer, deeper water.  So that I am going  toget all sorts of pleasure from my own dip into  the water.  I smirked and stepped in with you. "return the favor."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 09, 2019, 05:45:01 PM
Hold my breath? I don't even have time to register what you're talking about before you push my head down and hold me under the water's surface for what feels like far longer than I'm sure it is. I can't help but flail my arms, trying to get back up. To my surprise, your hand comes off my head quickly to let me back up, sputtering and coughing to catch my breath.

You were being so nice, why would you do that?! Still working to catch my breath and telling myself to calm down, not to freak out and scream at you like I'd really like to do.

He's a monster, but he did warn me to hold my breath, it's not that big of a deal. He could have said nothing and held me down for longer. It probably wasn't even a full ten seconds?

While I'm still trying to convince myself of all the reasons to keep calm you're already refilling the tub. The water is much warmer this time and feels nice rising against my body.

I'm filled with dread when you step into the tub and tell me to return the favour.

Oh god, he's not sitting down... He's talking about his dick!

Right away I can think of two ways you might have meant it. You either want me to wash you the way you just did for me, or you want me to suck your cock. Honestly, both options are ones I'd like to avoid. Even bathing you just seems too weird, too intimate. To have to rub my hands over your cock thats violated me so many times now and caused me so much pain, it's sickening!

I'm too scared to jump to either conclusion for fear of getting it wrong. Staring up at you I finally ask "l-like... like with.... soap?"

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 09, 2019, 05:57:42 PM
I settled down into the water as you were looking up at me, terror in your eyes.  The way that you were looking at me was amusing, my lips were pulled back in a smirk.  I chuckled as you were so nervous at talking to me.  The water was warm on my skin, it felt good.  I settled down as you looked over at me.  Laughing at your nerves and the way you were not moving, not coming towards me.   Even though you were saying that you were coming around on me, you were terrified of the things that I did.

I looked at you while you were still not moving.  "You really need to get started, I need my relaxation just like you did.  If anything, given that I have been doing most of the work then I need it more."  I smiled and pulled you back to me.  Over towards my body as I chuckled and moved up against you.   "Yyou know what I want my dear.   After all I did tell you."

Smirking as I took a grip on your wrist and then guided it over to the soap.  Holding it and then bring it back to me with a smirk.  "You know what to do.  After all, you have been doing something like this for the longest time."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 09, 2019, 07:12:46 PM
Instead of answering me, you sit down in the tub which answers my question for me. Relief washes over me and I instantly feel lighter.

The way you smile at me, while leaning back against the tub so relaxed is bizarre. It's not even a mocking smile, but an actual genuine smile. How can you act like this is all completely normal? I'm doing my best to follow along but am having a much harder time of it. You've had to have done this before? How many other women?

Pulling my body towards you, you  tell me to get to it. Your voice is light and non threatening, playful maybe? You guide my hand to the soap and I grab ahold of it, shaking my nerves away. I smile warmly at you and place myself in your lap, my knees on either side of you as I start to lather the soap in my hands and glide them slowly up your chest and over your shoulders.

You're easily the worst person I've ever met, but I can still appreciate how amazing your body is. My soapy hands glide easily over the smaller muscles of your stomach, up to the larger muscles of your arms and chest. Every so often i glance up to see you staring at me.

I can feel my cheeks flush, making me look back down quickly. I should really say something... I don't want you to think I'm nervous or scared of you.

"Is this okay?" I smile at you while trailing my hands across your shoulders up to the back of your neck.



Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 09, 2019, 07:26:05 PM
You are moving slowly.  Terrified of all the things that I could do to you.  At the same time you want nothing more than to please me.  You know that I have a short fuse, that I can do anything to you that I want at any moment.  That there is nothing between you and a moment of violence.  Insane violence is exactly what I offered you and could do at any moment.

So you were rubbing against me and sort of bringing the soap over my skin.  I grinned as my tongue came out.  Running over my lips as I stared at you.  Keeping my eyes locked on you. It felt good to have such power over you without a single touch.  No violence that has come out yet.

"A little bit of more force.  And you know that you were going to have to go lower."  I took your hand and slowly moved it down. Chuckling as I rubbed you over me.  "You know that things are just what they should absolutely be."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 09, 2019, 08:40:25 PM
More force, right. I guess I am rubbing you the way that I enjoy it. Men usually do prefer more pressure.

I take note and start to rub harder with my hands, giving you somewhat of a soapy massage. It catches me off guard when you move my hand lower, letting me know that you expect more of me. My hand resting gently on your lower stomach just above your pelvis now I swallow hard before scraping together what little courage I could find.

I slowly slide my hand down lower, between your legs before taking your cock in my hand, my breath held the entire time. Mimicking your mannerisms, I lick my lips while holding your stare as I slowly start to rub up and down your length "yes, I know... Finally."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 09, 2019, 08:47:40 PM
It was hard for me not to break out in a mocking grin when you looked at me and told me that you understood.  Maybe not with all the words that I needed, but in the end, you got there.  YOu are accepting the new order in your life.  Me on top, you on the bottom doing whatever it is that I say.  It was what I was going for just as soon as I snapped and shoved you back to the bed.  So many rapes, so much mind play since them.  So much delicious vengeance. 

"That's a good girl."  I grinned and saw your hand moving.  The way that you rubbed your hand up and down my shaft.  not even once  thinking of the things that you can do in order to get you out of here. How vulnerable I am right now.  But you are too broken, too shattered to think of those things.

My hand reached out and I stroked at your hair.  Pushing it back and away from your face as I grinned and felt your hand moving up and down on me.  "Good girl"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 09, 2019, 11:39:39 PM
Good girl - I don't know why, but hearing those words come from a man has always had a weird arousing effect on me, regardless really of which man says it.

I can't help the way my cheeks start to blush when you call me a good girl, encouraging me to continue.

Ugh, I hate that I feel like this. It's one thing for me to act like I'm enjoying this for my own benefit, but to actually really enjoy any part of being with you no matter how fleeting the feeling is sick. It's so wrong and makes me feel disgusted with myself.
.
Your cock grows harder in my hand while I continue to stroke you, unable to look away from you. How did we get here?! Not long ago you had me bawling, screaming and covered in my own blood. Now, maybe an hour later I'm giving you a handjob... One that I initiated!

When you brush my hair back over my shoulder, your fingertips graze along my collarbone sending a shiver through my body that sends goosebumps along with it.  With  perfect timing and as if you know, you call me a good girl once more. It's enough to shake me, unable to catch myself before letting out a breathy exhale... Fuck.

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 10, 2019, 06:21:28 AM
I grinned at you, and I managed to keep it from slipping into mockery when I saw you shuddering.  Not in disgust like you have before, but in pleasure.  A little contact, making sure that you remember that I can still control you whenever I want, and words.  Those are what I am using to pry your mind apart right now.  All of it calculated to make sure that you are mallable.  That your mind is starting to break and I can reshape it better.  You need to be broken before we leave this place.

"My good girl.." saying it as I brushed my hand down your chest.  Between your tits with a slow motion until I slipped under the water.  "If you do well, daddy will reward you.  And you know you like my rewards."  I grinned at you, making it lopsided. To show off rugged charms.

Waiting to see if you understand what well means. I think you do, but you might not want to admit it to yourself. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 10, 2019, 12:34:14 PM
I'm being pulled both ways by my mind, the inner conflict is so strong. I can't help but to smile each time you call me your good girl. Your hand tracing down my chest makes my nipples harden and when you tell me that daddy will reward me for doing well I want to throw myself at you, to press my lips against yours and grind myself on your cock until I cum.

But... That's fucked up, I shouldn't feel like this, how can I feel like this?

You've taken so much pleasure from my body, maybe I'm entitled to take some from yours now? Would a normal person even be able to get any pleasure from this situation though?

Really, what choice do I have? If I don't go along with it you'll only go back to hurting me. That seems the easiest to accept, I can at least feel not quite as terrible if I tell myself that.

You give me that sexy grin and my mind is quickly made up. "I dooooo love rewards" I smile back at you and move my hips up just enough to to line your cock up with my entrance.

The water having washed any wetness away makes your cock feel so much bigger as I slowly lower myself onto you. It's the most uncomfortable your cock has felt over the past two days of you raping me. I let out a small moan and bite my lip as your cock slowly stretches me, making me feel incredible... Finally.

Resting my hands on your chest I slowly start to grind myself on you. You look so good right now, it's easy to put the past two days out of mind and focus only on the way you're making me feel right now.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 10, 2019, 06:09:17 PM
I grinned as you clearly figured out what I meant by reward.  It brought a smile to my face, a wide smirk that just spread as I growled in pleasure.  You settling down onto my cock while you put your small hands on my chest. At no point had I ordered you to  do anything like that.  Which makes me smirk, you are broken. It is clear that I have won. There is no resistance left, you might have any number of reasons why you did what you did, but they don't matter.  You initiated your own rape, so you can no longer claim that it was that.

I grinned and ran my fingers through your hair.  Pulling on it, pulling on the back of it to tilt your head back.  So I could bury myself inside your chest.  Moaning as I sucked at you, grinning and growling as my tongue danced over your body.

"Then reward yourself," I growled at you as I sucked ever harder.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 10, 2019, 08:40:33 PM
This time your smiling doesn't bother me, even when you yank my head back by my hair it only makes me gasp in pleasure while I grind your full length into my pussy.

Leaning forward against you, I rest my elbows on your shoulders, my tits thrust into your face so I can work myself up and down your shaft. You feel so good and all I can think about is that this is how it was supposed to be!

Your lips and tongue sucking and nipping at my breasts just add to my pleasure making me moan and gasp each time my hips come down against yours.

I know you'll more than likely make me regret this after we cum, make me feel like a sick slut for enjoying any of it. Right now, I don't care though. I just want to cum on your cock, I can deal with the shame of it later.

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 11, 2019, 05:37:26 AM
"You're finally admitting, even to yourself, what you are.  What you wanted."  I grinned and growled those words against your chest as I moved around. Letting my tongue dance over your soft flesh.  Trailing over places that i have constantly bit and bruised.  The warmth of your skin bringing a shudder out of me, and I am growling in pleasure as I kept still.  Other than my hands and my mouth, no part of me moved.

You are not going to be able to tell yoruself that I was in control this time, that you were forced to do it.  No, you are going to have to admit and accept that you were the one impaling yourself on my cock. You were the one sliding up and down.  Making yourself squirm and moan on top of me.

I was just aiding you, helping you along to the place that you clearly wanted to go.  Moaning in pleasure as I did it, but enjoying every second of the way you rode my cock.  I groaned and growled as I bounced you up and down on me

"Accept it. Admit it.  Scream out the truth."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 12, 2019, 10:59:22 PM
I let my fingers trail through your hair before making a fist and pulling down, forcing your head back to look up at me in the same way you just held me by my hair moments ago. My heart starts to race at the excitement in giving you the tiniest taste of your own medicine. The sight of your confused amusement makes me smile though my moans of pleasure.

Being on top of you like this makes me feel far more comfortable than I should. Leaning into you, I put my mouth against your ear the same way I've hated when you do to me.

"Ohhh, I don't think I've ever denied wanting this Alec" my breath heavy against your neck before biting your ear while circling my hips against yours. "I think that maybe you should admit to obviously wanting me this entire time." The smile on my face has to be evident without even seeing me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 13, 2019, 05:31:12 AM
I laughed at your silly little attempts to turn the tables, to play other games.  You are not good at either of them, talking with a quiver in your voice and pulling on hair.  Seeming to think that these actions will let you steal a little bit of control away from me.  They won't.  You are just hopelessly trapped right now.  No way out, no way to be anything other than what I want you.

Tugging on my hair, but with weak motions. Pathetic really.  I smirked and jerked down on your hair.  Until I saw tears springing into your eyes.  Watching them with the same smirk, "It's good that you are coming back to reality, but lets not pretend you haven't begged me to let you control things.  Because you are the person in charge.  Which we both know is ridiculous."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 13, 2019, 11:54:57 AM
I chuckle quietly to myself when you yank my hair back. The tightness making tears well up in my eyes, but it's more of an automatic response this time unlike the countless other times I've cried with you.

You can't stand even for a second having me be in control of things, it's amusing to me since we both know I have no real way to force anything on you, of course you're in control here.

Grinning while you hold my head back firmly, I move my hand from your hair and back down under the water's surface to rub my clit as I continue to fuck myself on your cock trying to get myself off before you have a change of heart.

"Why so serious? I'm just trying to reward myself like you said" I moan with a smile.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 13, 2019, 04:59:17 PM
I grinned as I moved and took control of you.  Growling as my hips rammed up against me.  Growling and graoning as every nerve in my body sung with pleasure.  With the glee of driving up inside you.  SNarling and biting down on your teeth, each and every second of it felt good.  I liked as the blood run off of your body, biting as I looked you over.  Hands grabbing firmly against your hips.  Making you ride me as I fucked upwards.  "If you take it yourself, it is not a reward."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 13, 2019, 06:18:11 PM
Oh, you really didn't like that comment either. This started out as me riding you... Me wanting to ride you and now I'm merely just on top while you're back to controlling everything about the situation.

Your lips graze against my breast and my knee jerk reaction is to pull away but you're just a little bit quicker. Biting down on the sensitive skin until I think it can't possibly hurt any more, only for the pressure to grow. I can't help it, I let out a scream of agony at the same time tapping at your arms probably harder than I should be. It's possible you might think I'm trying to slap you to make you stop.

The tears already in my eyes run down my cheeks at the same time, my scream turning into equally loud sobbing. It hurts so badly it has to be bleeding, I just know it! When you finally pull away and I can see the blood there for myself I can feel my breath hitch in my throat.

You're impossible! You literally told me to reward myself and now moments later you tell me it's not a reward if I have to take it for myself. I can't win and I'm sick of trying!

Holding onto the sides of the tub I stare up at the ceiling, still weeping and just waiting for you to finish.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 13, 2019, 06:49:31 PM
I can see the frustration dancing in your eyes.  Because I keep the things tha tyou are doing just out of sight.  I find myself grinning so many times.  Laughing and moving against you, inside you.  every second of it feels just like it should. I am snarling and pulling on you while your eyes are darting around, looking everywhere.  I chuckled and moved.  Laughing the entire time.

"You don't like that, do you.  You don't like not being in control.  That is the thing that you haave to work on.  That is the thing that you need to really do."  I grinned and gave your hair another yank, another pull.  Every second of what I am doing felt right.  Even as it bounces against your armor, your own feeling of control with no effect. I grinned and licked my lips as I kept you next to me.  Kept pumping upwards.

"It doesn't feel good to you, not to be in control.  But that is absolutely not the situation you should be in.  It isn't good for you.:
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 13, 2019, 07:25:59 PM
I don't understand how you can be that daft! After a couple days of this it's more than drilled into my head that you're in control. I don't care, I just want to avoid the violence that you've been showering me with.

In the beginning I fought your every move, but now I can accept being made to do all the things you want...well, at least until I can get back home. It's the punching, the slapping, hitting me in the face with your gun, smashing my face into a window, the biting so hard it draws blood that I "don't like".

My pussy isn't wet and I'm far from turned on at this point. You driving into me over and over is starting to hurt. Every thrust from you makes me wince and groan in pain "I don't care about that!" I say angrily "I just want you to stop hurting me... Please!"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 14, 2019, 05:38:30 AM
I let out a growl and pumped myself up inside you, always rammign up and in.  As you started to squeal, telling me that you wanted me to stop hurting you.  My arms clench around you and I gripped, squeezing your body up against mine.  Holding you tightly as my cock made you bounce in my lap.

"This doesn't hurt.  You like this, as rough as it gets."  I grinned as I spoke those words and gave your body another, almost violently crushing squeeze.  Hearing you gasp out as the air is forced from your lungs is interesting.  I growled and did it again.  All while driving upwards.

"You like it when it is rough.  YOu like it when you are not in control.  Your body responds.  You just have been raised spoiled so you do not recognize what you like because you think you need to be in control."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 15, 2019, 01:25:46 PM
Why am I bothering to try and reason with you?! You won't listen to anything I say, you just spin it around and say I dont know what I'm talking about.

You squeeze me as tight as you can against your body making it hard for me to even draw a breath in. Your arms pressing hard into my ribs makes me squirm on your cock but it's impossible to get away even slightly.

Everything I've done has been to help myself, to do what I think will have the best result for me, to try and trick you. Nothing has worked and it's taken all of my energy to try and keep ahead of you and I don't think a single thing has helped me.

Feeling defeated, I let my body go limp in your arms and give up any fight I had left inside of me. Leaning against you, I bury my face into your chest, wailing in both frustration and pain as your cock continues to pound mercilessly into my aching pussy.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 15, 2019, 02:35:48 PM
I chuckled, but kept it very soft, very quiet as you slumped forwards into my body.  Going limp because you realize that I am in control. I will always be in control. My teeth are bared in a grin but that doesn't matter at all.  I started to take more control. Pumping my cock up inside you.  Groaning and driving up in you.  Bouncing your body.  Making you ride up and down on my shaft.

Even though you were limp, I did not stop moving your body.  Making it look and feel lijke youo were still fucking me. Even though you completely hate this at  the moment.  Nothing like that matters to me, all of it is my pleasure and nothing else.  I droe upwards, used my grip to send you plunging down and repeated that. Over and over again.

Teeth finding the side of your neck as I bit down, nibbling at it. My arms clenching and keeping you right next to me.  "It's alright girl, I know you got tired.  I will still help us finish."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 15, 2019, 10:52:55 PM
Hearing you laugh makes me want to pull away from you but I can't bring myself to move. There's no point, there's nowhere to go. Fighting to get away only gets me hurt, so I pretend not to notice  and just lay here on top of you letting you do just as you please and praying it's soon over.

Squeezing my eyes shut, I try and imagine that I'm somewhere else. The water is still slightly warm which feels nice on my skin when I can focus on it. My face nuzzled into your chest is the only other thing that feels good right now. Wrapping my arms around your waist, it almost feels like I'm getting a big hug, and it's someone else raping me while I draw as much comfort from your body as I can to get myseldf through it.

I can only manage to distract myself for a few moments before you start to move my body on your cock, slamming me down against your pelvis far harder than what I was doing while you were letting me be in control.

The pain is sharp and shoots through my center forcing a scream from me, muffled by your chest. My arms grip you tighter and squeeze like I'm afraid to let go while groaning and grunting in pain just wanting you to stop.

You make a joke about me being tired but still being able to help us finish. God I hate you so much! I'm too sore and just want this to be over with so I keep my mouth shut. It's bad enough even if things were silent, but your little shitty comments are going to push me over the edge!

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 16, 2019, 06:17:09 AM
I twisted around, pushing you against the back of the tub.  driving forwards and inside you when I did so.  Still pumping, still fucking. Going every bit as deep as i could.  Licking my lips as I growled and grunted.  Fucking you hard, fucking you deep.  Instead of talking to you right now, I shoved my tongue halfway down your throat.  Swishing and swirling it around as I moaned and rammed forward.

My arms are tight around you.  All but crushing you in my grip as I shivered in pleasure.  Fucking, driving, moving.  Every little second of this felt better than the last.  My cock started to twitch and I exploded inside you.  SLumping down, spent and pleased, on you as I did.

"It always feels so good, little one, you know that?  You are a good fuck when you get out of your own way."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 20, 2019, 01:16:09 AM
You really do seem too good at this. All in one motion you manage to shift positions, pinning me back down against the tub while you hammer your cock inside of me, water splashing up over the side of the tub with the force of your movements.

I know not long ago I was begging to get into the bath but now I want out so badly! Each time before I was wet, your cock although unwanted wasn't painful. This time theres nothing and it feels like you've fucked me raw, I don't know how it's not hurting you by now?!

God I hope you're nearly finished! I feel like I can barely breathe with the way your arms are squeezing so tight around my body. The feeling just gets worse when your press your mouth to mine in the worst kiss I've ever had. I really hate sloppy kissing and it literally feels like you're trying to see how far into my mouth you can get with your tongue! The feeling makes me shudder, my skin crawls and I can't help but squeal into your mouth. My hands pushing against you trying to get free all while I can feel your cock starting to throb inside of me.

You finally pull away from the awful kiss to grunt and moan in my ear while you pump your load into me before slowing and slumping down against me. Still smothering me, giving me no space at all from you. To make it worse you tell me that I'm a good fuck which just makes me want to kill you. I think I've finally learned some self control though because instead of telling you to go fuck yourself I manage a faint smile. "Thank you" I say calmly, despite seething under the surface.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 20, 2019, 06:09:54 AM
I can almost feel the contempt radiating off of you.  Honey, if you want to hide your feelings you are going to have to get much better at it than that.  I grinned and stroked the side of your face without speaking.  Mocking intimacy and closeness, even as you tried to put a smile on.  Slowly, ever so slowly I pull my lips back in a grin.  Rubbing over the feel of you as I stood up in the tub. Letting water drip off of me.  It is a good body, and I like putting it on display.  Slowly I slid out, talking to you as I did.  "You can stay in the water just as long as you want.  To relax and get the kinks out of your muscles."  I grinned, this is a test.  Everythign is a test even if you don't know it. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 20, 2019, 05:01:53 PM
I flinch just slightly when you reach for my face but manage to force a fake smile back when you gently rub your hand over my cheek. The way that you smile at me, looking so genuinely happy is downright creepy! I feel like I'm having a bath with an actual monster.

You stand up, my eyes following you as you tower over me. I don't want to get out, everytime we've moved from one place to the next things have only gotten worse! Its a few moments before I realize that I'm literally staring at you. Embarrassed, I quickly look away while you step out.

I had assumed you'd want me to get out as well so I'm shocked when you tell me I can stay as long as I'd like. My eyes widen and I smile "thank you! I'd love to stay here a while longer... I'm still really sore." I don't even have to force myself to sound genuine and appreciative. I just hope you plan on leaving the room while I get to stay here... Maybe I can somehow help myself if I can just have some time away from you without you hovering over my every move.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 20, 2019, 05:36:09 PM
I grinned, you are going to be failing this test.  You immediately jumped on the fact that I was going to leave you alone in the tub for a little while.  Being alone I snot what you are for.  If I had taught you anything it is that you are mine. Mine to use and for that to happen you actually have to be around me.  You will be docked, in my head for every moment that you stayed in the tub.  Pampering yourself and not me.

Striding out of the bathroom and closing the door.  Putting something up against it so that I can hear when you leave.  Just in case you do something stupid, like trying to run away.  Instead I left you there.  All alone as I chuckled and moved away from you.  Striding away as I stepped forward and left you there.  Settling down into the chair and looking around as I got in place and got comfortable. Counting as I waited for you. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 20, 2019, 06:41:32 PM
My mouth falls open when you actually leave the bathroom and close the door. I can't believe it, it's the first time I've been away from you in a couple of days. I can finally let my guard down with you not around, not have to worry if I'm saying the right thing or acting the right way, always trying to be on your good side... It's exhausting!

With you out of the tub, the water doesn't feel as deep anymore. I run the tub once more, making it full and hot again. I don't even realize that I've started crying until I turn the water back off. I've cried plenty in front of you, but it's not the same as having a good cry alone. It's always made me feel better whenever I've been really upset and I'm hoping this time is no different. Sitting up straight, I pull my knees up to my chin and let it all out, ugly crying my heart out until my heaving sobs start to quiet into whimpers.

When the water feels only warm again I decide I've wasted enough time in here. I quickly soap up my body trying to get clean before getting out. Still crying quietly and paying extra attention to my pussy, pushing my fingers inside to wash your cum away. Hopefully when I get out I'll stay clean for at least a little while this time if I don't manage to escape all together.

Letting the water out of the tub I finally stand and get out, wrapping a huge bath towel around me. It feels so nice to have something covering me after being naked around you for days. I walk over to the sink and wipe the steam from the mirror, letting out a gasp when I see my face. "Oh my god!" Reaching up to touch my face, it's red and puffy from all of the crying but I'm covered in tiny cuts and there are a couple of dark bruises, likely from yesterday. My eyes start to well up but I quickly press the towel to my eyes, trying to force myself to  pull it together before leaving the bathroom.

I take a deep breath and walk back to the door, slowly opening it, hoping I'll be able to sneak back to my room for the phone but my heart sinks when I hear something fall against the ceramic tile. Looking down to find your holstered gun on the floor before looking back up to see you sitting further down the hallway waiting for me. A cruel reminder of last night, I don't even bother to reach for it knowing it's of no use to me.

I force a small smile across my face as I walk back towards you "thank you Alec, I feel a lot better now." My hands nervously playing with the corner of the towel while I watch that creepy smile spread across your face.

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 20, 2019, 07:13:41 PM
The clatter happened after far too long.  I knew the exact moment that you were coming out of the bathroom.  And because of the time I have spent around and doing things I know how quickly it should take you to get down here.  If it gets to a point where there was any significant delay I was going to go up after you.  Because you were doing something that I would not want you doing.  This is just the way that I was doing.  These things that I had thought of were why you were being enslaved by me.  You are unable to think ahead, while I always do.

You come out ecentually.  Not long enough for you too have gotten up to anything.  I grinned as you walked out and told me that you were feeling better.  It won't last.  There is nothing that will last with you.

Moving my fingers as you looked around and I chuckled at you.  :I know, you took a long damn time getting through with all of those  things. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 20, 2019, 09:12:29 PM
You don't speak to me, you simply motion me over with a wave of your hand. It's so rude, but I guess I'm not in a position to complain about it. I force myself to keep my eyes straight ahead, not letting them roll to the back of my head the way I would have before getting to know you better over the past couple days.

I walk down the hallway towards you, taking deep breaths trying to calm myself before I'm in front of you. I'm too nervous to speak to you, but you're not saying anything and the silence is just becoming more and more awkward. " Umm, should I get dressed?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 21, 2019, 06:42:41 AM
You can't stand a silence, something not filled with some inane sound or another.  I know this and I am exploiting it.  Silences make you uncomfortable and when you are uncomfortable you fall back on old habits.  Habits like thinking of yourself first, or doing things that still show you consider yourself more than a slave.  Even though I felt like smiling, I kept the look from my face. Just tilting back and looking at you without an expression.  Then, slowly, I smile at you and your nakedness.

"Why would you get dressed?  THe house is warm enough that you are not shivering and I like seeing you naked."  I hadn't said anything else, but then I just settled in. To stare at you and slowly let the grin spread across my face.  Intentionally being quiet and attempting to provoke you into something foolish.  I know you, it won't be long before you are asking for something or making some other imperial command.  So... I waited. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 21, 2019, 09:38:51 AM
I figured I wouldn't be putting clothes back on, I just hate being in front of you while you do nothing but smile and stare at me.

I'm not surprised with your answer and I'm sure I'm only moments away from having the towel ripped away from me. Hoping to earn some extra points with you I slowly open up the front of the towel and let it fall down to the floor. Even though I've been naked around you for the better part of a couple days, it still makes me feel shy when you just stare at me like this!

You're making me nervous by not saying anything  but I'm too afraid to say or do the wrong thing. I don't move or try to turn away from your gaze in the slightest. Standing still, silently in what feels like a staring contest waiting for you to say or do something.


Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 21, 2019, 11:11:02 AM
There is no such thing as the right or wrong thing in this instance.  Your fate is already sealed, there is probably knowledge of that in your head.  Though whether you are willing to accept that is a different story.  I grinned, slowly running my tongue over my lips like a predator that a wounded animal happened to wander in front of.  While you drop the towel.  I chuckled and stared at you.  A beautiful body covered in bruises, handprints and cuts.  Honestly it is like something out of a horror movie and I love it. It is you learning the real position you occupy in the world.  YOur daddys money is not enough to allow you to be as arrogant as you were.  You were not worth the sort of thing that you had been doing.

I stayed seated, knowing that the casual arrogance, the return of how you act to other people is getting under your skin.  Definitely making you feel worse, making this a more humiliating experience to you.  I stared, silence.  Letting it linger.  Letting you think over all the things that you were working on. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 21, 2019, 11:54:34 AM
Watching you lick your lips and laugh at me when I drop the towel instantly has my cheeks turning  pink. Angry and humiliated I just want to cover back up with the towel and run away from you, to my room. That would of course be a stupid choice to make, but even so I can't stop thinking about it.

I can tell by your expression that you're purposely not speaking. This is amusing for you and you're going to make me speak first. maybe if I had a chair to sit in as well this wouldn't feel so awkward.

I toy with the idea of waiting you out, not speaking until you do. I don't think the silence is bothering you though so I may be in for a long wait.

Fuck it, it doesn't matter what I actually say, you're waiting for me to say anything so you can go ahead and do whatever it is you have planned.

I force an unconvincing smile, faking confidence as I look down at you "so... what are we going to do with the rest of the day?" My voice is light and sweet, no hint of attitude that can be spun around on me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 21, 2019, 12:54:07 PM
I chuckled you were clearly uncomfortable.  It is interesting the way that your body shows completely off your discomfort.  The way that your skin pinkens with a complete body blush.  I grinned as I remained completely silent.  Laughing a little bit as you couldn't handle the silence, speaking.  Trying to make sure that you were in some form of control and this was not the sort of thing that would happen.  I am going to simply sit here and stare at you. In silence as you were getting more and more uncomfortable, dancing a little bit on the balls of your feet.  Looking around, letting your eyes dance over everything.  Refusing to settle onto me.  I laughed finally, the first noise that I had made in some time.  Laughing because it would be the sort of thing that you just could not handle.  Before lapsing rightt back into silence and crossing my legs.  Hands on top of one of my knees as I looked at you.  The same stare, piercing you and staying right on top of your body.  Tracing and flowing over your body.  OVer and over again as I looked at everything. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 21, 2019, 01:28:14 PM
You won't even answer me, you just laugh at my question and shift around in your seat while still staring at me, looking more and more amused with yourself.

Fuck, I hate you so much, I just want to scream! I surprise myself even when instead of reacting in rage, my eyes well up with tears instead. Too defeated to be all that angry with you right now I guess.

I don't know if you want me to keep talking to you until you decide I'm worthy of a response but fuck you, I'm not going to say a damn thing to you!

A chill runs through my body making my nipples stick out and I quickly cross my arms across my chest and stare down at the floor. If you want to play this stupid game then fine, we can stay like this all night!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 21, 2019, 03:51:25 PM
I can see it bubbling under the surface of your skin.  The rage that is waiting to erupt out.  You are angry, unable to believe that I am simply capable of ignoring you.  WHich I am, and I will always be.  Right now it seems like you think you can out silent me, that somehow I will be the one to crack in this situation.  It won't be long, before your mouth gets you in trouble.  Whether that is screaming at me for ignoring you, or offerign some suggestion I know it won't be long in coming.

I did not do anything new, not say anything new.  Just raking my eyes up and down your body.  Up and down.  All with a lopsided grin on my face.  Staring and drinking in your nakedness.  The cold of the house is clearly starting to get to you as I keep the chuckle and the intentness of my gaze on you.  Slowly licking my lips and growling.  Not moving, not speaking, just eyeing you up like a piece of meat.  Dismissing you as a person, and i know that will piss you off to no end.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 22, 2019, 03:01:45 PM
I don't know what you're doing here. You either want me to keep trying to speak to you or you're amusing yourself by making me stay here while you ignore me. Either way it's confusing and irritating to have someone just stare at you while completely ignoring you at the same time.

I want to get away from you, to go back to my room for a nap maybe but I know if I ask you'll take that as a welcome invitation to follow me there and rape me once more.

The longer you stare and grin at me the more nervous I feel tying to come up with something to say. You make that growling noise in the back of your throat and I feel like I'm seconds away from being jumped by you. My body tenses and I can feel my chest rising and falling, heavier than just a moment ago.

Say something, anything! "I'm.... I'm hungry! C-can I go and get something please?" I finally blurt out. I'm dosappointed that's the best I could manage but I don't think there's any way that can be spun back on me for you to claim that I wanted you so maybe not a bad choice afterall.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 22, 2019, 05:21:13 PM
Yup, the silence was something that you did not have the mental capacity to deal with.  It took a little longer than I had expected for you to start to speak, but you were there eventually.  The way that you had been shifting your feet back and forth as I kept my eyes on you.  The same blank stare, the way that you were so clearly unnerved by.  It made me grin, just a slow curl of my lips.  A way that you were not able to deal with.  I smiled and you  shivered at me.

FInally you came up with something that you considered nonthreatening enough to break the silence.  Asking for food, to go get something to eat.  I looked at you, and smirked.  "Yes, all of that fucking we have been doing is certainly more than enough to work up an appetite. We can go get something to eat.  God knows if you get skinnier you won't have an ass anymore."  I grinned, a casual putdown, I am sure you won't even think about it. Until it really gets under your skin and starts to fester there. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 22, 2019, 07:46:18 PM
I didn't consider that you'd be eating with me. You just had breakfast not all that long ago. That's part of the reason I asked for food, assuming it might be some more time away from you. I guess it must be after lunch by now, failing to consider that perhaps you might be a 3 meal a day kind of man. Oh well, I'm not starving but I could definitely eat some lunch.

The way you talk about my ass feels like it's supposed to be an insult. I don't take it that way and quickly dismiss the comment. Afterall, you can't keep your hands or eyes off of me. I know you dont have any issues with the way I look. The back of my hand casually running over the curve of my ass as I take a step back from you, allowing you room to get up.

I start down the hallway slowly, not wanting to give you reason to think I'm trying to get ahead of you "I assume we'll be staying in?" I grin to myself, at least I haven't lost my sense of humour.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 23, 2019, 05:41:12 AM
You really cannot help yourself, it would be funny if it was not so pathetic.  Your insistence on mouthing off and trying to be a smart one.  It would help if you were actually an intelligent woman for your smart mouth to have some sort of justification for existing.  You aren't, you are proud of accomplishments that you had not made.  I walked in behind you as you spoke about staying in and all I could think of was that you were being silly again.  you were being a bitch again. If I wanted to, I could hit you and you would understand.  Well... not understand but you definitely would know that you had provoked it.  This time, and probably only this time I held off.  Instead following you into the kitchen and pausing behind you to whisper in your ear, "I hope you are not expecting me to cook for you, since I offered at breakfast and you did not want to touch anything I had made."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 23, 2019, 04:52:28 PM
Well that's fair enough I suppose. I don't really want to feel like I'm depending on you for anything anyway. I'm capable of feeding myself, and don't want to have to grovel at your feel for something so simple as some food.

"That's okay, I can get it... Do you want anything?" I feel like I have to offer since you did offer me breakfast this morning. I just hope that you realize I've had someone cook for me all of my life. If you're expecting something beyond a sandwich or some soup I fear you'll be quite disappointed in my cooking skills.

I open the fridge, still not all that hungry and pull out a tub of yogurt and carton of berries. I wonder who arranges to have food here? I've never put any thought into it before, just taking for granted that when I fly out to stay at any of the other houses, the fridge and cupboards will be full.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 24, 2019, 06:50:33 AM
I grinned. Because it was painfully obvious that in the kitchen you had absolutely no idea what you were doing. Looking around like you happened to accidentally wander onto another planet, not a room that you had been in several times a day, everyday for years. Or maybe you hadn't been and just assumed food came out.

I grinned when you were so confused. "You do know who feeds you when the two of us are on one of these things, right?"  The answer is me, not one of my jobs but one I got stuck with because God forbid you ever had to fend for yourself.

Another reason I got fed up with you is quickly. The shock in your eyes was enough to let me k ow you hadn't considered it at all. Yea, you never make it hard for me to forget why I need you to suffer, why you need to be put in your place.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 24, 2019, 12:53:58 PM
I can feel your eyes on me as I open a few of the cupboards looking for the bowls. You never did answer me when I asked if you wanted something. I have no plans of asking again, you'll speak up if you want anything I'm sure.

I find the bowls in the third cupboard that I check, grabbing one and bringing it back to the counter. You ask me if I know who feeds me while we travel. The way you phrase it makes me feel like it's something that should be obvious to me, but I have no idea. Now that I think about the question, I guess I assumed someone came to cook the same way staff came to clean and take care of the grounds.

Spooning some yogurt into a bowl, I look up at you to see you grinning. "Oh... Well, doesn't someone come in to cook for us? Like a chef? Or maybe the same person who stocks all of the food for us?" Now that I say it out loud it sounds silly, what kind of a living could someone really make just being available at whim for when someone came over. The house is empty more often than anyone is ever here.

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 24, 2019, 07:33:28 PM
Yea. Still spoiled. Still just the worst possible person. I grinned as you spoke, a blush rising on your cheeks. You are clearly embarrassed by how..  privileged you sound. Not knowing where the very food you eat comes from. And more than not knowing the stage before the store, literally not knowing how it gets to your kitchen and then your table.

I reached out. Putting my hand on top of yours. It could be a calming gesture but I am sure you are going to interpret it as threatening. So I leaned in to that and squeezed your hand. Briefly but pain fully. "Guess again child. Its someone's job to make sure you are not harmed. Do you think I vet every chef, or is it easier to prepare the food myself?  Because as I have said before I am the only person who gives a damn about you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 26, 2019, 02:12:01 PM
When you start to grin at my response I realize  how spoiled I sound. While most people shop and cook for themselves, I've never had to do either and beyond that, had no idea who did it for me... Well at least while out of the country, but still. I can't help the situation I was born into, but for the first time in my life I'm feeling a pang of guilt about not even bothering to know these people's names who work so hard to make life easy for us. Sure they're paid to do so, but I still feel badly for never considering these people.

You reach for my hand, your grip on me is crushing. Making me wince and pull away from you in a futile attempt. My stomach sinks when you tell me that beyond making sure I'm safe on these trips, it's been you who's cooked for me as well. I look up at you in shock, my eyes wide and dancing across your face "I-I'm sorry Alec.... I really had no idea. I would have made my own meals, I wouldn't have expected you to cook for me." It's really making sense now, why you think I'm so spoiled and entitled. I really do feel terrible, you're a body guard not a chef or a maid. "I really am sorry" I repeat shaking my head in disbelief.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 26, 2019, 05:10:19 PM
I laughed a little bit, it wasn't the pain that was making you apologize, it was the fact that you were realizing just what you were.  For perhaps the first time in your entire life you see yourself as you truly are.  A spoiled child, someone who makes sure that she never has to do any work, is never challenged in any way. That is what I am doing, at this point this is just me challenging you.  Making sure that you realize the real world. The things that happen, tha you had been ignoring while you dumped your privilege on top of my head.

I grinned and held onto your hand.  Keeping you there.  "This is all I am trying to do. To better you. Make you see the world and your place in it.  You are not special,  not all that intelligent you have never done anything in the world. ANd yet you are special to me.  That is why you will never find anyone better for you than me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 26, 2019, 08:34:41 PM
Your words are true, I can't even argue them. I know I'm not all that smart, I never cared about school so never bothered to try. My father made sure I graduated from highschool but beyond that never pressured me to pursue anything further. I had never thought about it before but now that you bring it up, I don't really do anything to contribute to the world. Hearing you say that despite my flaws I'm still special to you and I could never find anyone better makes my eyes tear up while I stare at you.

I know I'm not a bad person. Maybe I did need to be brought down a couple of pegs what with not knowing where the food in my own home comes from and all. But surely I don't deserve to be treated like this, nobody does!

I know if I tell you that you'll only hurt me, and my feelings are too hurt to argue with you. I just want to curl up into a ball in my bed and cry until there's nothing left. I quickly wipe away a tear and nod my head "okay Alec... I... I'm sorry" my voice just above a whisper.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 27, 2019, 05:59:19 AM
I can see the tears welling up in your eyes, I would bet that nobody every called you special before.  Your father considered you a byblow of something he didn't really care about.  None of your boyfriends had ever stuck around long enough to even have to bother with the lie of love.  Just fuck and move on.  It is the nice thing about the younger generation and so much casual sex.  They still crave to be told they are loved even if it isn't true.

You are crying and apologizing.  I pulled you up against me and my hands went around your body.  Rubbing up and down the curves of you with a grin. Your body felt so good pressed up against mine. I shook a little bit and nipped at your skin, at your shoulder.  While my voice dropped a little lower.  "It's alright.  Being special means you don't have to apologize to me.  Just to accept what I am telling you.  Not fight it, embrace it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 27, 2019, 01:21:12 PM
For the first time instead of trying to make me feel worse as I'm crying, you pull me into a hug to comfort me. It doesn't feel cruel or mocking, just warm and caring. Your strong arms holding me close while your hands rub up and down my body feel so nice, making me wrap my arms around your waist to hug you back, squeezing you tight with my cheek pressed to your chest quietly sniffling, shaking slightly still crying.

You're the reson I'm so upset. All of the pain you inflict and your cruel words are quickly tearing me down. But you're all I have here, and now you're comforting me, and doing a good job to make me believe it's genuine. You're right, this whole time I've been here with you I haven't heard my cell ring... Nobody was wondering where I was or when I was coming home. Not my parents and not a single one of my friends.

The thought makes me feel completely alone, unable to help myself, the tears now freely streaming down my cheeks. I cling to you and try to convince myself that maybe in some strange way that I just don't understand you do actually care about me. All I can do is nod my head against your chest when you gently tell me to stop fighting you and just accept the things that you tell me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 27, 2019, 02:04:40 PM
I held myself back from laughing at you.  Making sure that II didn't do it because you would break out of the state of mind that you are in.  I grinned, slowly running my tongue over my lips as I looked over your shoulder at the wall.  Focusing on a something plain and banal in order to keep my emotions in check.  Becaue it is working, that you are shattered and coming to me, the man who has hurt you and raped you for comfort. I am lying through my teeth to you but you didn't know that.  You can't know that.

My hands moved up and down your back as I made  a noise like you would to settle an animal that was doing something dangerous to itself and others.  I grinned and slowly kept stroking you.  "That's it, that's all you need to do.  You need to come towards me and nothing more."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 27, 2019, 08:03:13 PM
I know this isn't how you treat someone you find special. I know this is all so completely wrong. But part of me, the bigger part just wants to believe every word you're telling me. If I do, maybe this is how it can always be between us?

Wait, what?! What is happening to me?! He doesn't care about me, not at all and I don't want to be like this with him... Well maybe just long enough until we can get back home and have my father fire him.

Your soft shushing and stroking against me quiets my cries, still hugging around your waist with my face resting on your chest.  "t-thank you... For everything you do for me even outside of your job. I didn't realize how much you did for me all this time." I can't being myself to look up at you when I speak the words. Hoping it's along the lines of what you're wanting to hear from me. I'm willing to say anything  to you that might make you feel closer to me and put an end to the cruel treatment you've been giving me up until now.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 28, 2019, 07:17:29 AM
I can almost hear the battle raging in your head, between memory and hope.  You remember what it was like to be free and how cruel I have been with you.  That is a smart thing to remember, though it is keeping you in pain right now.  And you are also hoping for things.  For the fact that while I have been cruel, maybe if you play along that you won't be hurt again.  either no pain until you can turn me in or just... no pain in the future if you lock onto me.  I grinned as you pressed yourself up against me.  Pleading and moaning really.  All but grinding yourself up against me as I smiled and let my hand wander over your body.  Finding the soft, pleasant parts to stroke and squeeze. 

"Say it, say what you know to be the truth now."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on December 28, 2019, 12:27:24 PM
The way your hands keep stroking at me without pause at my words makes me feel like that was the perfect response to you. I let out the breath I had been holding in, just waiting for you to let me know you weren't happy with my words.

I continue to hold onto you, running my hands up and down your back, my breath coming slower now that my tears have stopped. I can feel your heartbeat the way my face is resting against you and despite how nervous I feel being like this with you, you're completely calm. 

Pulling my face back to look up at you, my eyes still red and puffy, my face tear stained "I know you're right. You're the only person in my life who really cares about me... More than my parents... and any of my friends. I'm sorry it took me so long to see it."

Some of my words are true, you have made me see how little the other people in my life actually thought about me in that not a single person has bothered to checked up on me. I'm also starting to wonder if maybe you do care about me in some strange, twisted way after finding out the small things you do to take care of me that are far beyond your job description.

I don't dare look away from you, my heart starting to race once again fearing that my words might have the opposite effect I'm hoping for.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on December 28, 2019, 02:30:01 PM
You never were a very good actress, you never could keep your emotions off of your face.  If your father had ever bothered to look at you when you were lying to him he would have known immediately.  He just never cared that much.  Your friends, well they don't really care about you.  When you pulled back and spoke, you also searched my face.  Scanning it with worry evident on yours.  It was cute, how terrified you were.  It was cute.  I grunted and put a hand on the top of your head.  Patting and stroking like you would with a favored pet.  An animal, because that is what I am making you after all.  NO longer a person, a thing, a playthign for me.

"You knew it on some level.  Even if you didn't know how deep it was.  That was why you were flirting with me.  Trying to get me to bed you.  Even though you had never experienced it before you knew enough about it to care and crave it. It just was more than you expected.  And you tried to pull away, but don't worry.  I won't let you."  It is a speech calculated to flatter and gaslight you all at the same time.  I think it is the best bit of mental warfare I have done in my life, which is saying something. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 02, 2020, 05:06:35 PM
You're trying to make me feel like I've literally come right out and asked for all of this. I don't even know what to say to you, I'm stuck here just staring at you while you smile and pet my head. It is a strange feeling to finally have your attention after all this time of trying to get it. You were right about that anyway, now that I have it, it's too much and I wish we could go back to how things were before.

I'm suddenly happy for the food in front of me, something to distract myself with. I force a smile across my face and turn my attention back to the yogurt, spooning some into a bowl. "Are you sure you don't want some?" My tone light and friendly while changing the subject.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 02, 2020, 06:09:51 PM
It's amusing, the way that you keep trying to do all the things that were avoidance techniques.  Trying to find something, anything that you can do or say that would make things better for you, in any way.  Of course you are not going to get better, you are not going to have anything except me from now on.  I grinned and moved up close to you.  Pressing because you had tried to pull away.  Trying to pull away only makes it obvious that you were not quite where I needed you to be yet.  Not broken, not the sort of  thing that is necessary to let you out of this house.  If I do that too early then there is not going to be the continuation of us.  Just you running off and telling people.  Cannot have that. 

I grunted and just moved back up to you.  Staying close and chuckling as you went through all the things.  Even going so far as to put out a little bit of food.  Probably hoping to tempt me with something easier and sweeter.  I chuckled and put my fingers on your body.  Tracing along them with a smirk.  "I don't really eat... that."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 02, 2020, 10:06:01 PM
Each time you make me the slightest bit uncomfortable you come on stronger. I must not be doing a good job of hiding my emotions from you. I can't let you see that you're making me nervous, it only seems to encourage you to keep it up. When you step in closer to me I make sure to hold my ground, not moving an inch even when you start to run your fingers over my hip. This is okay, everything's fine! I tell myself as you smile.

You don't want any yogurt, which is fine but the way you say it sends a tingle through my body and I can't help but grin while licking the yogurt from the spoon. "No? Well what do you like to eat then?"

I know you weren't talking about going down on me but I can't help that's where my mind immediately goes. Besides, acting comfortable with you is what I'm aiming for.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 03, 2020, 05:51:39 AM
Your nerves were singing. I can feel it in you from this close, though I don't need to be this close to feel it. You are terrified and are trying to cover it up.  Looks like we have slid back a little bit more.  Oh well, Rome wasn't built in a day and you won't be broken in a day.  It is just a matter of persistence, of finding the right levers, of always keeping you guess on what is coming next.  The body can only take being scared and on edge for so long.  It crumbles, and when that happens I will rebuild you into something that won't turn on me.  Won't even think on it.

I grinned you were trying not to look at me as I got closer, leaned down and kissed at the curve of your shoulder.  "I don't think you really care."  Just as my fingertips dance along your stomach.  Running voer a bruise that I left there.  A reminder that pain can and will come quickly to you.  But threats are best done without words.  I grinned, licked my lips and ground against you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 03, 2020, 12:39:23 PM
Your lips gently press against my shoulder in a kiss and for a second I wonder if we're thinking the same thing here. You tell me that you don't think I care what you'd rather eat and I have to hold back a chuckle, ahh definitely not thinking the same thing!

I let out a hiss when you start to press against the dark bruise on my stomach before quickly catching myself. Instead of pushing your hand away or pulling back I stay put and try my best to ignore your efforts to intimidate me.

Turning back to the bowl in front of me I toss in a handful of berries and start to eat. The way you're smiling and touching me, I get the feeling that I might not get time to finish.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 03, 2020, 05:36:04 PM
I grinned and you were moving around. Clearly set off by how close I am to you, clearly terrified that at any moment I am going to do something cruel and vicious.  It is not a wrong thing for you to think, based on the past but not the sort of thing I want you thinking. Because in the end you are supposed to be warming up to me.  To be breaking, everyone breaks.  Torture always breaks a person, just not always getting reliable information. Not that I need you  to come out the other side reliable. Just broken. I grunted and pressed a little harder on the bruise to drag you bAck up against my body with a smile.  As my teeth score lightly over your shoulder.  Each bite coming a little harder than the last one. All of it feeling like something that needs to be done soon. I growled and pressed you ever harder against me with my desire for you rising. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 03, 2020, 08:57:57 PM
I want to remind you that you told me I could have lunch to get out of my current predicament. Each time I've tried to stop you from doing what you wanted I only ended up hurt, probably moreso than if I had just gone along with you.

You like hurting me but when I complain about it or beg you to stop it only gets worse for me so against my gut feeling I force myself to shut up and push the bowl away. My hands are shaky, but I manage to bring them up and around you, running them up and down your back while pressing my body tighter to yours. I have no idea if this is what you want, but it's the very last approach I can think to try. Leaning in closer, I graze my lips over your chest, placing gentle kisses the same way I would with a boyfriend.

The way you growl makes my heart race, terrified that I'm doing the wrong thing. It only makes me hold you tighter, hoping it'll be harder for you to do much when I'm clinging so tightly to you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 04, 2020, 06:46:06 AM
It is cruel, probably unnecessarily so, to keep you on edge like this.  Constantly pushing you to the things that made you a scare.  I laughed as I rubbed against you, pushing my hand tighter against your body.  Pressing down, making your body quiver at the contact.  My teeth are pressing against your skin.  Pushing my teeth down into your flesh with a grin.  Deep enough that there was some blood in my mouth when you jerked at the pressure.  At the pain of it.  I chuckled.  "You need your energy, but the things that I am doing to you never change.  You understand that, right?  Understand why I need to keep you on edge as much as I can."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 04, 2020, 05:34:08 PM
Your teeth press into my skin harder and harder and I know you're not going to stop until you taste blood. I hug my arms tight against you, squeezing your body tight helps a little bit with the pain  you're causing to my shoulder.

Trying my hardest to play your game, I keep my head down, kissing your chest through my whimpers until finally I can't control the sudden jerk of my shoulder. I groan in pain but move back into you even though what I want most is to run for the door.

When you speak to me I'm shocked that for the first time you're addressing the situation honestly. You sound like an actual person, not just spouting off crap about how I've been asking for all of this. It makes me feel like I can actually talk to you, finally.

I pull my head away from your chest and look up at you searching your face before answering you.  You're not giving me that creepy smile you often do so I decide to take a chance and speak freely. Taking a deep breath, my arms still snugly wrapped around your waist "no... I have no idea why you're doing this... I'll do what you want Alec... I'm, I'm trying my best to do what I think you want from me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 04, 2020, 06:03:24 PM
I chuckled, you were clearly surprised by what I said.  Thinking and intrepretting it in a single way.  The simple way, that I was admitting that I was raping you. No, that is not what I am doing.  Even as I bit down on your shoulder, I am going to keep playing the game that I have been before.  Making sure that you were in just the right place,, that you were just enjoyed so well. 

"Because on edge is really the only way that you can ever get better. Without pressure there will never be a diamond.   Right now you have lived a soft life.  And that means that you have drifted through.  Became spoiled.  Expecting  things handed to you, and unable to even ask directly for what you want. I had to make the first move, and even then you weren't sure.  I will make you better.  And eventually you will be able to face your father and demand respect.  Butt only with me.  You are only going to be valuable through me.:

I chuckled and pulled you fully against me.  Rubbing your body up against mine with a hiss of desire, and a feeling of need. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 04, 2020, 06:37:42 PM
Ohhhhh my goooooood of course that's your response! Honestly you're exhausting! I've never been more frustrated in my life as I am now. It's like you completely ignore what I say and just continue to have the conversation you want.You're making me feel like a crazy person!

Defeated I tilt my head down, resting my forehead on your chest so that I don't roll my eyes at you. I'm so angry I can feel the tears starting to sting my eyes. No no, no more crying! I squeeze my eyes tight and swallow the burning in my throat. Looks like it's back to playing your game afterall. "Okay Alec, I understand." I say slowly, trying to keep the shaking anger out of my voice.

You pull me tighter and it only takes me a second to notice you're hard again. I just want to get away from you but I know I can't say it out loud or act on it in the slightest. I just want to get it over with as fast as possible and go to sleep, or anything else that  doesn't involve your cock inside of me or having to listen to you talk.

Without looking up at you, I wrap my hand around your cock and slowly start to stroke you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 05, 2020, 06:06:47 AM
I chuckled, a deep rumbling sound as your hand came over and grabbed at my cock.  YOu knew your place in this at the very least.  Even if you were unwilling to admit how little you mattered in the world you knew that you couldn't get away with being the person you tried to be before.  I wouldn't let you, and I am going to snuff out any attempts to assert yourself in any way.  Because you are mine.  That is simply that.  You are mine and nothing more.  I grinned, letting my lips peel back in a smile as you gripped my shaft and started to bob your hand up and down.  "Shhh..."  I put my finger to your lips, knowing that you probably wanted to say something.  Now is the perfect time for me to stifle that impulse.  "Just... go with your instinct. It is clearly working."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 05, 2020, 10:48:53 AM
I open my mouth to speak but before I get a single word out you shush me, pressing your finger to my lips. I stare back at you, shocked and wide eyed. Nobody has ever treated me like such a child before. Even when I was a child, my parents never once treated me the way you are now. It's not something you do to another person, it's just... so... rude!

It's tempting to squeeze your dick as hard as I can and rip it right off your body. Maybe a hard knee to your balls, it might even give me time to get out the front door.

My face flushes, really considering my options here. It's nice to think about but in the end I'm not brave enough to try it. Maybe before you smashed my face into a window I would have, but not now... I'm too scared to see what comes after that. Afterall, I didn't even do anything to deserve it!

I hate myself for being so weak but I don't feel like I have a great deal of choice. I just want to avoid any violence and keep working towards a plan to get out of here.

Still stroking you, I slowly get down to my knees and flick my tongue over the head of your cock before taking you in my mouth.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 05, 2020, 12:49:14 PM
I can see the anger simmering under your skin, under the placid expression that you are trying to keep on your face.  Trying and failing to make sure that you do not betray yourself to me, to the things that I would do to you if I thought you were angry. even though you have to know by now that I hurt you on my whims, not yours.  Not because of anything that you do. 

You dropped down to your knees.  Probably to better hide your face and the seething anger under it.  You do not have a chance though, you know that you were going to be in pain if you were to attempt something.

When you went down to your knees I stroked your hair.  The pretty hair made me smile, pulling back in a grin as I kept stroking at your head, at your hair.  "Good girl.  Such a good girl.  Please me because I am making you better."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 05, 2020, 05:36:25 PM
I can't say that I've ever had the urge to bite someone so violently while giving a blow job before. Hearing you cooing good girl to me while petting me feels so condescending I could scream.

I close my eyes tight, my hands are balled into fists resting on the sides of your thighs while I make your shaft slick  and start to work my head up and down your shaft. You taste and smell fresh and clean from the bath not long ago. A silver lining if there's one to be found here I tell myself

I know you're not going to let me just do this the way that I want, in no time I'm sure you'll force my head all the way down. I'm in no rush for that to happen and I'm certainly not going to do it on my own accord. I take my time switching my attention between bobbing on the length of your shaft and focusing on the head. Swirling my tongue around you, massaging your frenulum just the same way that my ex always loved.

With my eyes closed, it's surprisingly tolerable and without you speaking I can easily pretend that I'm doing this for someone actually  deserving of my attention.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 05, 2020, 05:56:39 PM
I can feel your jaw twitching, you aren't doing as good of a job as hiding itt as you think you are.  You clearly want to push your teeth down into me. Just because I am making you feel bad. Well, I have to, to strip away all of your confidence so that I can have my fun with you.  I admit that.  You need to be made into something different than you were before.  Otherwise things would be bad for me.

So I continued to belittle you in a tone that makes it sound like I am praising you.  Telling you how you are nothing without me and how I am always going to be the thing that makes you better, that makes you worthwhile to anyone.  At any moment I could get possessive and control, my stroking could turn into shoving your head forward and taking complete control. 

For now though, I think making you do this is exactly what I need.  How I need you to feel and to be broken.  Grinning as I kept you moving on me.  Shivering and groaning as my hips help you swirl and move on me.  "Good girl.  Learning to please me as a reward for working to improve you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 05, 2020, 08:10:29 PM
I don't think you realize how dumb you sound. How in the world is me blowing you going to make me worthwhile for anyone else if I was such shit before? It doesn't even make sense! I'm convinced you just like the sound of your own voice now which is strange since I thought you were so quiet before. Now that I'm getting to know the real you, it's easy to see you for who you really are.

I taste the first few salty drops of precum leaking from you and I already regret my choice to start this. You take forever to cum and most guys take so much longer to cum this way. I should have just bent over the table again for you.

I don't want to do this a second longer than I have to! I bring my hands up, hoping they'll help to speed you along. Wrapping one around the base of your cock to stroke you and the other to gently fondle your balls.

Tyler always said he wished I would be more into sucking him off and that's all I can think about now while I'm down on my knees giving you what he'd call "a nice girl blow job."

I'm already mortified just thinking about it, but I force myself to push a little further, until I can feel you at the back of my throat having to fight the urge to gag. Letting the spit build in my mouth instead of swallowing it, making it extra wet so my hand glides easily in rhythm with my mouth back and forth along your shaft. In my last attempt to make this a porno worthy blowjob I force myself to moan on your cock like I've seen so often from the clips Tyler would show me. I feel like an absolute idiot but I'm praying you have similar taste to him and that my efforts will pay off quickly.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 06, 2020, 05:55:53 AM
I chuckled, you hated this, hated me, and even when you are trying to give me pleasure you don't want it to last.  Not understanding that when you are doing things like this I am not going to be hurting you.  Not going to be doing the things that you really hate.  But if you are willing to live in that confusion then I am not going to give you the illumination you need to make a proper decision.

So, you bobbed up and down on my cock and let me do things to you.  Even though you hated it, even though I have been raping and abusing you for hours and hours.  You, just went along with it.  Partially there to where I needed you to be.  To being a person who can't think of herself as anything other than a creature for my lusts.

"Your father, he never loved you, your boyfriends, just wanted status, your friends, just went along.  Nobody has ever cared as much about you as I do.  You need to always remember that."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 07, 2020, 05:29:31 PM
I can feel your cock twitch against my tongue and without your saying so, I know I'm doing a good job.

Instead of the moaning I'm hoping for to let me know you're almost finished you start speaking to me. Once again telling me that nobody in my life has now or ever really cared about me. You're the best I'll ever have. I look up at you, my lips still wrapped around your cock. I'm surprised you can say such things with a straight face, like you're telling the truth.

You stroke the side of my face, tucking my hair behind my ear while I blow you and it makes my skin crawl. My free hand quickly flies up to slap you away but I quickly catch myself and jerk it back down before I connect.

No no no, oh god please don't be mad! I can feel my stomach drop and I start to suck you with a renewed enthusiasm trying my hardest to take your mind off of my near misstep. I pull off of you and start to stroke you with my hand so my mouth can work at licking and sucking on your balls.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 07, 2020, 05:41:56 PM
I did not react to your hand flying up, to you preparing yourself to hit me.  You were a little and indecisive creature.  Wanting to claim a level of independence that you simply did not have any way to handle.  The sort of thing that lead you into this situation.  I growled as your body moved against me.  Laughing as I saw that hand twitching and looked down at you.  Reaching towards me and then immediately pulling your hand down.  Because you seem to think that it is the sort of thing you should be doing.

I reached down and grabbed at your wrist.  You had brought it up.  Like you were going to try to do something, maybe push me away.  I snarled and held onto you.  Holding your wrist.  Not squeezing, just making sure that you were under complete control.

"Now, I know you don't like hearing this, because it hurts you.  But the truth is always the right thing to do."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 09, 2020, 08:21:45 PM
I jump when you grab my wrist and snarl down at me. I close my eyes tight, wincing while I continue to slide myself back and forth on your cock, anticipating some form of punishment for raising my hand in the first place. For a second I contemplate apologizing but you don't seem to respond to my apologies... Just shut up, you've asked me to enough times that it really shouldn't even be a question!

You're relentless, you're not going to let up in trying to drill it into my head that nobody cares for me except for you. I keep waivering between feeling like there may be some truth to it and thinking that you're just trying to make me feel horrible in any way that you can.Sure I'm questioning the important people in my life but you're not doing a great job to convince me that you care about me at all.

Pushing myself further to take more of you, forcing myself to relax my throat as I push myself  on the head of your cock. My eyes water up immediately and I'm fighting the urge to gag all over you but hold it together for now, hoping it feels too good for you to continue talking to me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 10, 2020, 06:45:44 AM
I chuckled, your body is tense but you are not letting it show in your movements.  Your head just keeps attacking my cock.  Going right at it, I am smiling and groaning.  Feeling good as you bobbed up and down.  Moving my hips a little bit, just enough that my cock gets a little deeper into your throat than you were comfortable with while you were on it.  I grinned in pleasure as i held your wrist, it could be vicious or it could be seen as endearing. It all depends on how my campaign against your mind is working.

"Just remember.  Your phone hasn't rung once, you haven't gotten a single text from one of your friends.  It has been days of silence from you, and they don't care.  Clearly they don't like you, never did.  I hope you understand what that means, why it means that I am all there is."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 10, 2020, 04:55:47 PM
Suddenly I'm glad that I'm down here with my mouth around you right now, unable for you to see my face. I don't want to encourage you and let you know that you're getting to me. I don't believe your words fully, I don't think I do anyway but you won't stop saying them. You keep telling me nobody cares and continuing to elaborate, to try and prove to me that I really have nobody.

I feel stupid for getting upset but I can't help it. You're the only person I've been able to talk to for the past few days and you've spent the last couple making me feel worthless and telling me how I have no family or even a single friend that gives a damn. You're all I have, the only one who cares and I'm stuck here with you until you decide that we can go home.

Tears start to run down my cheeks and I can't tell if they're from your cock or your words. I force myself to keep still when you push forward. It's getting easier to take since you're not really being rough and with any luck it'll help you cum quickly. With my free hand I rub the side of your thigh trying to act like I'm into this.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 10, 2020, 05:44:48 PM
I see you crying and I know it is because I am getting to you.  Working and worming my way into your mind.  It is really rather cruel, what I am doing to you.  But I don't care about that.  I just want to make sure that you are sufficiently broken that you will never pose a challenge to me again.  You won't think of the police as an option, nor will you think of running from me. You will just... accept the things that are happening to you as your rightful place in the world.  I chuckled as your hand came up and started to stroke at my balls.  Trying to give me even more pleasure as I insult and degrade not just you but everyone you have ever known.

My cruel tongue continues to lash at you, "It was because of them that you grew up spoiled and unwilling to chase the things that you wanted.  Hoping it came to you passively.  Now, with me, I will teach you strength.  I will make you what you should have always been. Better.  You will be better."  I repeat that as you stroke me and I groan.  Cupping the back of your head to force you forwards each time I want a little more pleasure.  Shivering as I do. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 11, 2020, 01:59:59 PM
You laugh when I start to touch you, you're such a fucking asshole! I'm just trying to do things I think you'll like and it feels like you're mocking me for it. You don't seem phased much by what I'm doing and I feel like a kid whose gotten herself way in over her head here.. which I suppose has some merit.

You're speaking about making me better and stronger and you sound so possessive of me, like you intend for this to be a long term arrangement between us. On one hand I can't imagine being back home with you and still having to endure this kind of treatment from you. On the other, you won't be able to get away with the sort of things you've done to me here. How will I explain all of the bruising, the cuts? Maybe you'll be easier to get along with then.

Well... no! I won't have to get along with you. Once you take me home I'll tell my father everything and I'll never have to see you again!

All of your manipulation has worked because I just can't shake the thought, wondering if maybe my dad won't care. What if he likes Alec so much on his security detail that he's unwilling to let him go even after hearing that he's raped and beaten me this entire trip?! I don't think anyone else has ever had a problem with him, what if nobody even believes me?

I can hear my own doubts in my head louder than your words and the aching in my throat to cry makes me tighten up, making me gag when you push yourself deeper. My drool now stringing to your balls every time I try to push myself off of your cock.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 11, 2020, 03:04:57 PM
I feel your drool coming down on my body and I shivered in pleasure as the warm and thick liquid hits my body.  Groaning as you were forcibly bobbed up and down on me.  Pushing you closer and deeper into my cock each time I thrust inside you.  Moaning, finally I tilted my head back and came down your throat.  Exploding there, feeling the ooze coming out of me and filling your body.  I pushed you back and let you breathe as you choked and gagged on what I had just did to you.  Giving a smile and a wink as I looked you up and down.

"You are good at that.  I know you have done that a lot before.  But you are definitely going to need to learn other skills in other things to really be you.  I am sure that you were going to get that much better."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 11, 2020, 07:21:47 PM
I can't even taste it when you finally cum, the way you pull my head down onto your cock. Your cum never even touches my tongue, instead shooting your load straight into my throat.

I can't help the way I gag and shake my head on your cock trying to get it out. Slapping my hands against your thighs, trying to push away from you so I can get a breath. Unlike last time you don't seem that interested in choking me to near unconsciousness. You push my away from you which feels degrading in itself, but I happily take the time to catch my breath. Gasping and coughing, my throat burns from you pushing so far down.

I stand back up and wipe my chin free of the remaining drool, too dejected to look at you. I have no idea what you're talking about when you mention me needing other skills.

"Alec... Please, can we please go home? I just don't want to stay here anymore..." My voice breaking. "I promise, I won't say anything to anyone, we... can continue...in whatever way you want once we get back! I promise!" My eyes searching your face, desperate to hear you say we can.

I really don't think my first thought would be to tell anyone, I just can't have him be the only person I see in a day anymore!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 12, 2020, 04:01:27 PM
You talk about homes, talking about going somewhere else.  Which strikes me as just a little strange.  Because this is also one of your homes, and the things tha tyou are talking about are not really any different. YOu would be every bit as isolated in one of your other 'homes'.  SO there is only one reason to do something like that, want something like that.  To turn me in.  Now, I know that this is your plan but you are reacting pretty well so far to my control. I think that hurting you too openly would send you back into the spiral away from me. I just had to be careful.

I reached down and grabbed your hair, twisting and wrapping it around my knuckles as I used the grip to drag you back to your feet.  It could be me liftin gyou up, it could be punishment.  It depends on how you are feeling, what you are thinking about.  "Why?  You finally got what you wanted, me.  So I don't see any reason to go anywhere until we are both spent.  Think of it as an early honeymoon."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 12, 2020, 07:47:25 PM
Quickly getting back to my feet with you pulling me along by my hair, wincing on my way up to meet your stare.

"Oh, well... It's just so much more comfortable back home... All my things are there." I keep my eyes fixed on yours, not giving you any reason to doubt what I'm saying. "This really isn't a home, or it doesn't feel that way anyway... We could go back home, maybe I could... I don't know, tell my parents we're dating?" I give you a small smile and rest my hands on your hips, sliding them around your waist hoping to make you feel like I've accepted that things will still be the same once we get back.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 13, 2020, 06:56:31 AM
It really is funny to watch you trying to be deceptive.  That you think you can pull it off is a neverending source of amusement to me.  Your stance, the hesitation in each and every one of your words.  You have reached a point where you know that fighting me is not going to help you, but you are not going to accept that this is the way things should be for some time.  I am fine with that.  Keeping you imprisoned here has no problems for me.  Like i have told you a number of times, nobody really cares about you, they won't notice that you are not responding to things for a long time.  Friends might take a couple of weeks, your parents... well they might go months, honestly, without noticing that you had stopped talking to them.

I put my hands on yours, which you are wrappig around me.  "YOu don't need things, or stuff.  All of that had always been an attempt to fill the emptiness inside you because nobody actually cared about you.  Someone cares about you now."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 14, 2020, 05:01:46 PM
You're not biting, I guess I'm not really surprised. I feel like I should probably stop asking and just accept that we won't be leaving here until you're ready. I fear that if I keep pressing  you'll realize my true intentions and hurt me even more, or maybe keep me here even longer.

I still can't help but to wonder how much longer we'll be here though... Even if this was a romantic trip away with someone I actually wanted to spend my time with I would be bored staying in having nothing to do besides sex. I've always hated being cooped up inside and this is even worse since nearly all my waking hours are spent with you!

Your hands over top of mine surprisingly don't feel like a threat, like you could crush my fingers at any given moment. If you were someone else, anyone else really it might be nice.

You tell me that I don't actually need the things I'm asking for, that they're just things I use to fill the void inside, implying that I don't need any of it now that I have you.

I don't think you're mocking me, your expression and tone seem sincere... Especially when I think about the smug grin you've been giving me most of the time. I don't know, maybe things will be easier for me if I stop trying to outsmart you. When I'm not being mouthy or fighting things, you seem much more... Gentle?

I smile up at you and nod "you're right... I guess it really is just stuff... We have plenty here and we can always get whatever we need."

Without being bitchy, I'm letting you know that I'm just as content to stay here with you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 14, 2020, 05:26:22 PM
I watched you, because I knew what you were trying to do. It was painfully obvious, I worked with some of the masters of subtle. Your attempts at the same are pathetic in comparison.  But I suppose you cannot be blamed for that.  After all, the only people you have ever had to fool is your father and whichever woman he had living in the house at the time.  Since neither of them cared about you, there was simply no reason in the world to look too closely at your lies.  And having to convince people of  the truth is the only way to get better at lying.

You still hate me, you are longing for the moment that you can get away from me.  It is written in every action that you take, dripping in every word you speak.  Even if you don't know that, it is true. I find myself simply wanting to crush your hand. It would not be any less than you deserve.  And it would remind you of the simple power disparity between us.

I could... but I do not.  Because I am on this tactic right now.  To make you think about all the things that you had lived with and decide it was nothing.  A tactic that had been used by abusive boyfriends for hundreds of years.  I am going to make you there.  "But I imagine I know something you want.  The thing you never could tell daddy, but I am at the parties... I know something you are itching for."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 14, 2020, 08:26:41 PM
Fake it till you make it, that's what everybody says. That's what I'm going to do until you bring me home. Just try and put everything out of my mind and pretend that I'm here with my boyfriend. If I can keep it up you'll feel comfortable with me, maybe enough that we can go home or at the very least even outside of this house!

You seem fine with my response which makes me smile, trying to force myself to relax in your presence... Afterall it's not likely I'd be so uptight and n hiervous with someone I liked and that's exactly what I want you to think. I don't want to give you reason to think I'm only putting on a display.

You mention there being something you know that I want and I figure you must have something in mind. You go on to say you know it's something I want from watching me at parties but I have no idea what you're talking about.

The confusion is clear on my face. Thinking for a minute, I tilt my head to the side "was this a party I was too tipsy at? I can't think of what it is you're talking about" I smile, trying to be cute and sweet with you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 14, 2020, 09:43:55 PM
I chuckled, oh how funny it is when you play the innocent.  You have so many things that you could be doing, but none of them are actually happening.  I grinned, slowly running my tongue over my lips as I still stared at you.  My eyes boring into yours as I held your hand.  Grip getting a little tighter, because well I need to inflict a little damage on you as well.  It is just my nature.  Just what I am.

"Tipsy.  That is a funny word for it.  You've been stoned out of your mind several times in my presence.  No need to be embarassed.  I don't judge someone for the things that they do.  I will just make sure that you have what you need to be fully relaxed around me.  Until you accept that sometimes I am going to be in complete control and there is nothing you can do to stop that."

My hand closed a little tighter and I grinned, watching your face flex in pain as I squeezed.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 15, 2020, 08:12:28 PM
Your grip tightens slowly on my hand, making me wince at the discomfort. More than the actual pain, it's the fear that you could snap on me at any second. You're staring into my eyes with the same intensity that's been there each time you've lashed out at me. I can feel my body start to cower despite my best efforts to try and show you that I'm happy to be here and have you to myself.

You mention being around me many times before while stoned and I can feel my cheeks flush. It's becoming more and more clear just how much I took you for granted. I know you've driven me to parties before but I didn't realize you stuck around, let alone paid attention to what I was doing.

Oh god... I wonder if I've done anything to embarrass myself not realizing you were there!

You'll get me what I need to relax? Seriously?! I would gladly take whatever you gave me. Honestly, any mind altering substance at all would be welcomed. Maybe I could even manage to keep my mouth shut then when you spew your bullshit.... It certainly would have made these past couple days easier to get through!

You squeeze my hand even tighter and I let out a pained whimpering as I shoot up to my toes trying to get away from the unexpected pain.

"Ahhh!! Yes, yes... Please, that would help!"

Your grip eases a little with a cruel grin spreading across your face. You have something I want so I quickly calm myself, fighting the urge to rip my hand away from yours.

Are we actually going to leave the house?! Theres no way he'd leave me here alone while he slipped out. I keep my thoughts to myself and say a silent prayer, hoping that this can be my escape!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 16, 2020, 07:06:53 AM
I grinned, you were both ashamed of the things that you might have done while at the same time hoping that my efforts to get you them would leave you alone. Alone with time to prepare or run.  My guess is if I stepped out of the door you would be gone in a matter of moments.  The only question is whether you would even stop to put on clothing before you ran off.  To tell lies about me to every person that you can find.  Anyone in authority who you thought might believe you.

I had left enough scars and bruises on your body that the story would be believed.  I know this, and I do not feel bad about it in the least. I was doing what I wanted, I was making you pay for all the little arrogances that I had to endure while I was with you.

Still holding your hand I started walking.  Out of the kitchen, up the stairs towards the bedroom. I am sure you are wondering what I had in mind while I was up here.  Well, I am going through the suit I was wearing when I first took you.  In one of the pockets are several ziptie handcuffs.  "You know something that is a fun game for you to play, that will show me how much you trust me now?"  As I pulled them out and fingered the circumference of them.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 16, 2020, 04:37:15 PM
You lead me away from the kitchen and back upstairs which right away I assume is to get dressed so we can go.

Yes, yes, yes, yes!! We're actually going to leave this house and see other people! I have no idea if there will be an opportunity for me to draw attention to myself but still, it's a step in the right direction! You never would have trusted me enough to let me leave before, obviously I must be doing well enough to gain even a little bit. I'm going to turn against you the first chance I get, but you don't need to know this.

I feel like a huge weight has been lifted from me when we get back into my room. This is it, you'll tell me to get dressed and drive us somewhere... I hope you don't expect me to know anyone here to buy from. Worst case we can always get some drinks, drinks are just as good and with any luck I won't have the opportunity to even have one since I'm really hopeful that someone will come to my rescue while we're out.

You turn back to face me, running your fingers over a few pairs of handcuffs and it feels like a punch to the gut. I try and keep my face from falling, I can't let you know that you've just completely put a damper on my plan.

You playfully ask about a fun game to show that I now trust you... I do want your trust, it's become very obvious that I won't escape without it but the thought of not having my hands free once again terrifies me. What if you don't want to bind me just for the car ride? It seems like something you'd do, trick me into volunteering my hands just to be cruel and rape me again.

I so badly want to point out that you must not trust me if you have to use handcuffs! No, not smart, not at all! Just keep your mouth shut, even after all the trouble i've gotten myself into with my commentary it always seems to be right there, just waiting for a moment.

Taking a deep breath, I feel so deflated but force myself to play along "hmm... Well I do like games, I don't think I know this one though." I'm trying to be playful back, but my words are flat... It's looks like I might need those drinks tonight afterall.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 16, 2020, 06:26:44 PM
I chuckled, your face was falling, it was so obvious that the things you were expecting to happen are just going away.  You clearly thought that I was going to take you outside, which is just silly of you.  While I am playing the part of a boyfriend I am definitely not that.  I am your captor, I am your reprogramer.  I can do all of these things to you, but to do that I need to make sure that never get away from me.  I laughed a little bit at the monotone you are speaking in. There is nothing left in you, just the flat affect.

"This game is the waiting game.  YOu kneel, I truss you up in front of a door and you wait for your beloved boyfriend to come back with all the things you need.  You need and want of course."  I grinned and slowly moved towards you.  Fingering the cuffs that I have.  Because I am sure that I am going to have to force  them on you.  Not let you get away with the sorts of things that you always do.

"You are going to love the waiting game."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 17, 2020, 05:19:07 PM
Fuck, staying here tied up is definitely not what I had in mind... Then again being here completely alone might give me the chance to get to a phone or off the property. The handcuffs you're holding look like they're made from hard thick plastic, i doubt I'll be able to get my hands free from them.

You're being kind of flirty, at least it feels like you're trying to be. Flirting with you is what got me into this mess in the first place, but it's all I can think of to try and sway things my way.

Watching you trace your fingers over the cuffs I give you a coy smile and subtly move my hands behind my back out of your sight. "You mean to tell me that you don't want me to go with you? But what if you miss me while you're gone?!"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 18, 2020, 05:32:33 AM
I reached over, curling a strand of your hair around my finger.  Again, this is a flirting thing.  I could just force you down and make you do whatever I wanted.  That has been proven again and again, even when you struggle you wind up going along with the things that I want. So what I want is to make you think that it is your idea.  That is all, it is your idea, your plan to do these things. To suffer like this, to work and get tied up.  Because even if you do it out of fear, doing things that I want is important.  The more you do it, the more you get used to it.  Then it is just a few steps until you are well and truly mine.

"That's what the waiting game is for.  You are going to be naked, right in front of the door.  So I can put myself in you the second I get back.  It will be a test of each of our willpower, and of course of how much you love and trust me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 18, 2020, 03:41:37 PM
Hearing you talk like this is a romantic relationship is just too weird! It wasn't long ago that you were talking like you hated me and I was the worst person you've ever been stuck working for. Now, you're talking like you're my boyfriend. I know you don't mean it, you're just trying to mess with me but between the isolation and the threat of violence at any given moment I'm scared that it's starting to work.

It's a test, you're testing me hoping that I'll get angry and lash out at you. Well I'm not going to give you that satisfaction. You've made it obvious that I'm not coming with you. I won't ask about it again, I just have to hope that you're gone long enough for me to escape.

Those cuffs will be around my wrists whether I like it or not. I could fight but it'll only delay things and cause me unnecessary pain. Begrudgingly I bring my hands forward from around my back and hold them out for you. "You're not going to leave me for too long, are you?" I say with a playful smile, both trying to be cute and flirty while trying to find out how long I have to try anything.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 18, 2020, 04:21:31 PM
I stroked the side of your face with a grin when you came close and asked whether I would be leaving you in them for long.  I grinned, stroking at the side of your face.  Running it there, curving over your jaw and tracing it.  There are several bruises there, things that I have left.  Things that I have left and really enjoyed. Enjoyed leaving.  I smirked and leaned forward. Kissing you on the nose and then biting on the thing.  Hard enough that there are marks and pricks of  blood left behind.  I smirked and pulled back. 

"As long as it takes.  Put your arms behind your back.  And then you are going to kneel.  I have three of these things and I am pretty sure I can make you nice and immobile in order to enjoy every second of knowing that you are waiting. Hungry for me and the release that I offer."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 19, 2020, 06:39:10 PM
I'm half expecting you to change your mind and let me come along with you when suddenly your cute kiss to my nose turns into a bite way too hard to be considered playful.

My hands instinctively fly up to slap at your arms at the same time letting out a high pitched squeal. The second I'm free I'm stumbling back away from you, wincing and holding my nose.

I'm trying to stay calm but I can feel the panic rising in me. I know I have to go along with you here but I can't bare the thought of letting you willingly tie me up to the point that I won't be able to move. Having to stay still and literally just wait here for you, possibly for hours! If I'm still here when you get back I'll definitely need whatever drugs or alcohol you manage to find.

"Alec... Please! Please don't tie me up and leave me here by myself!" Looking up at you and searching your face wild eyed "can I please come with you? I'll sit in the back and be quiet, I won't say anything I promise!"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 19, 2020, 06:51:34 PM
Of course you let yourself come back to the surface.  This is the sort of thing that you simply cannot stand.  A complete loss of power.  Even when  I am raping you, you could hold on to the idea that you had fought me.  Never winning but having always fought.  Letting me tie you up without any power... well that is a different thing.  I can see the small trickle of blood on your nose, it actually is a little cute.  Endearing. At least to a person like me.  The panic in your eyes is still there.  Looking at me while you pleaded to come with me.  As if I did not know why you would like to come along.  To be able to look at any random person and scream.  Scream for help, scream for safety.  It is not necessarily guaranteed that the person you reached out to would help you but I am in no mood to chance that.

Grinning, no real warmth behind it, I fingered the restraints and grabbed you.  Your shoulder.  Hard enough to bruise as I pushed you against the wall.  Wrenching your arms behind your back and zipping them in place.  "Kneel.  You will see how much you enjoy the waiting game.  Learning about patience and the things that are made better by it." Like freedom or comfort, but those are not things I am going to share with you. I chuckled and waited.  If you knelt I won't have to kick out your legs.  It would save you a little bit of pain, are you smart enough to realize that?
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 19, 2020, 07:45:04 PM
I hit the wall with a thud, forcing a pained grunt from me. You don't have to be so rough! I didn't try to run or fight or anything, all I did was ask to come with you and instead of an answer I get shoved into a wall with you yanking my arms back behind me.

I fight the tears that that are just under the surface, threatening to spill down. I don't want to take any steps backward and have you think I'm scared all over again.

With my arm bent behind me, I'm not going anywhere and my choices are to kneel and be tied up or resist, get hurt and be tied up anyway. Without hesitation I drop down to my knees the moment you tell me to. "Okay, okay, I'll kneel... I'll play the waiting game with you!" I pant with my cheek pressed to the wall trying to calm myself down before I completely lose my composure.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 20, 2020, 07:07:52 AM
You answered me like not playing the game had ever been an option.  You knew it as soon as the cuffs came out, that you were going to be bound up like a Christmas Goose before I set foot outside of here.  Grinning, you went down the wall.  Apparently finding it a little hard to kneel down without your arms. People never really think about how much they use their arms for anything.  Which is neither here nor there.

Grinning, I looped a second pair of cuffs around your ankles, and a third around the top of your calves.  You can wriggle, maybe move a little bit from side to side.  Hell, you can probably inch along the ground like a worm but that would be it.  I pulled up on your hips, pulling you into an ass up, face down position.  "NOw... just wait.  I'll be back when I am back.  I want to see how long you can stay perfectly patient." Giving your bare ass a pat before I turned and started to leave.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 20, 2020, 04:41:47 PM
I can't believe that I'm actually going to be away from you, for hours even and yet have no chance to get away. Mentally, its harder to cope with than if you'd stay here the whole time raping and hurting me.

You pull the ties on the cuffs securing my legs together, making them useless. The hard plastic digging into my flesh already feels uncomfortable and far too tight than what's necessary.

Why do you have these on you anyway? I've never seen you handcuff anyone before, maybe you just think your job has the potential to be a lot more exciting than babysitting me on my travels? Maybe you had this planned from the time you knew of this trip? Whatever the reason, I'm cursing you the entire time you tighten the restraints and lift my hips up, forcing me to support myself on my knees, chest and face.

You pat my ass on your way out and tell me to wait for you until you come back. "Oh... I'll be here" I say as you make your way down the hall.

Stay calm, don't freak out! I tell myself the entire time silently waiting until the moment I hear that front door close behind you.

My body already hurts from being bound and positioned like this. I have no intention of staying bent over but quickly realize without my hands I can't get up onto my knees nor my feet like I thought I'd be able to do. It takes me far longer than one would think to slowly wriggle my way back down to lay flat on the ground.

There's no clock that I can see but surely you must be long gone by now. Part of me thinks this entire thing could be a trick just to see what I'd do, but I cant not take the chance. Drawing in as deep a breath as I can get I scream "heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp!!! Please, help me!"

I know there are no other houses close enough that anyone could hear me but still, I have to try, screaming as loud and long as I can before my throat starts to hurt .

Thrashing around like a dying fish, I try and loosen the ties but it's no use. If anything, it only helps the plastic to dig in deeper to my skin, making the ties that much more painful. I don't even think about attempting the stairs, if I manage to slither down without breaking my neck, I don't think I could get back up in time for your return.

I notice my purse still lying on the floor from when you first lunged after me... My phone!! Using all my strength I shimmy myself over the short distance, giving myself what I assumeto be rug burn from dragging my naked body against the carpet.

Using my teeth, I dump it's contents out on the carpet and feel my heart sink when I see it's not here. Noooo no, fuck!! You took it! You had to have! The crushing feeling of hopelessness takes over me and I rest my forehead against the floor and sob.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 20, 2020, 05:21:57 PM
There is nothing in that room, that entire house that can possibly help you.  Even though you are limited to a single room with those binding on you, I made sure that there was nothing.  I had crushed and shot your phone, before we had been involved for very long.  I grunted and walked out.  Finding booze and finding drugs is not a hard thing to do in Europe.  There are so many things, so many options on what to do.

I could have simply headed straight back, but you had been attempting to assert a will for a little bit.  And I needed to make sure that you remembered that there is a simple fact in play. I am playing with you but the simple fact is that I hate you and I enjoy hurting you.  Your submission are the only things that are keeping me from destroying you.  Injuring you and hurting you out of gleeful spite.

I laughed and went through the day acting like the money that you were always throwing around was mine. It was fun to be able to do that for a single time.  To be the driver on one off these things and not the passenger.  Not being dragged around some foreign city just to please someone else.

But I was finally unable to kill any more time.  Coming back home with the party favors.  The things that I needed to keep you in a more pliable state.  The sort of state where your mind is much easier to manipulate.  I walked on and smiled, knowing that there had to have been a panic, I wonder if you hurt yourself trying to get out of this world. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 21, 2020, 09:51:37 PM
It's amazing how you have no concept of time when you're left alone for hours, having no clock to keep track of how much time has actually passed

I'm assuming it's been hours, it has to be. I'm not sure when you left but the darkening of the room with the evening coming makes it feel like I've been here all damn day.

I don't have much patience on the best of days, and to be left here like this was about the worst thing I can think of.

Screaming hasn't brought any rescuers to my door and my thrashing and wriggling about has only made my wrists and ankles feel like they're on fire. What's worse, is that when you finally come back you'll know right away that I didn't wait patiently. I can tell by how much it burns that the struggle is evident where you've secured the ties.

I just wanna go home! Everything is so sore! I'm sorry for everything I've done to you, I wish I could take it all back, never having to see this side of you.

The more I think about the situation the more hopeless I feel. You're coming back, I'm going to still be here when you do and god knows how long we're staying!

The tears never stop, between my angry screams, frustrated grunts and desperate sobs.

The sound of the front door startles me and I realize I must have fell asleep at some point.... Fuck! I'm not by the door! My heart starts to race as I desperately wiggle my way back to where you left me before you get back upstairs to notice.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 22, 2020, 05:24:33 AM
I grinned, because I could hear you shuffling and moving around upstairs. It was funny, I bet you think you can trick me to thinking that you had actually played the game.  I knew that you would and were moving pretty much the second I left you alone.  Trying to find some way out of the bindings that I had so cruelly left you in, the things that I had done to your body and left you there without any really hope.

The bindings, well they are probably cutting in your skin, making it burn, making it hurt.  They are meant to be a quick, temporary restraint.  Because these are painful things, and I liked the idea of you in such pain.

Climbing the stairs, my illicit prizes in my bag I pretended to not notice that you had injured yourself, that you had moved around the room.  "I told you it was going to be fun.  Now let me show you the real fun of the waiting game."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 22, 2020, 12:11:16 PM
Your footsteps are heavy as you make your way back to my bedroom. I know I can't get back into the same position you left me in by the time you walk back through the door. Instead I keep still lying on my stomach, my nipples, stomach and knees rubbed nearly raw from the hours of being left to struggle against the carpet.

The moment you enter the room you tell me that you're going to show me the real fun of the waiting game. I remember how you said you'd be inside of me the instant you got back and I quickly snap my head up to plead to you. "Please untie me first Alec! Everything hurts!" I whine on the verge of tears.

I want to scream at you for leaving me like this for so long, but I remind myself that given my predicament I'm not really in a great position to try it.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 22, 2020, 05:39:46 PM
A normal person might not catch it, given the fact that your tone is almost exactly as whiny and needling as it has always been.  But there is a change in your demeanor, or at least the words you were chosing.  Please, not demanding.  Asking to be untied.. .not let go.  You have made a few connections in your head, ones that I should encourage.

Later though, I thought as I knelt down next to you. Slowly running my fingers over your body, through your hair with a grin.  Oh, my did you feel good to touch.  So soft, so perfect. Even when you tried to jerk away from my touch you were nearly perfection.  I find myself grinning at your efforts more than anything else.

"I can do that.. but wouldn't you rather have your reward for being so good in the waiting game first?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 22, 2020, 08:06:55 PM
You kneel down beside me to stroke at my hair and body. I think you're trying to be comforting, but you're only making me nervous for what's to come. My vision is blurry from the tears welling up in my eyes just from you running your hands over my body.

You let me know that you'll untie me but first ask if I want my reward. All I can imagine is your weight on me cutting the ties into my skin even more and my body being driven against the carpet irritating my delicate skin even further.

I quickly look up at you, tears streaming down my face while I whimper and weep "no Alec, please not yet... It hurts... It hurts so badly! Please untie me first Alec pleeeeease... I'll be good!" I beg you, my voice desperate and increasing in pitch. "I want my reward, just please please take these off first!"

I don't even hesitate to tell you I want the reward, I would tell you anything to get out of these ties right now!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 23, 2020, 05:23:21 AM
I laughed, your desperation is showing through.  The only reason they hurt you so much is because you tried to move.  If you had actually managed to be patient, to stay still and wait for me to come back your body wouldn't have shifted them to tighter positions.  You wouldn't have tears running down your face and blood leaking from the points on your body where they wore through.  I find myself grinning.  Running my fingers over the parts of your body that you have hurt and smiling.

"Okay, such an impatient girl.  The point of the waiting game was to teach you a little more patience.  It seems like I had failed at that."  I bound you up to humiliate you and keep you here while I went and got drugs to help me destroy your mind, but nothing wrong with lying to you.  Making sure that you always think the wrong thing about me.  "I can give you a part of your reward and then snap these off of you."

I grinned and sliced through the two loops around your legs, while I pressed a plunger of... something into your ass with a grin.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 23, 2020, 05:59:47 PM
I'm shocked that you actually do what I ask and cut the ties from my legs. As soon as they're off I can feel the air stinging, letting me know I must have moved around so much to actually cut myself. You would realize that I had fought hard to get out of the ties you'd put me in and I know I have to come up with an excuse. "Thank you" I whimper quietly. "I-I'm sorry... I started to get scared, that you weren't coming back!"

My shoulders and wrists hurt the most but I can't bring myself to ask you to untie them. I don't want you to think I'm ungrateful or five you any reason to further hurt me.

Just calm down and stop complaining! I repeat to myself. I can do this, just stay still, let you fuck me one more time and hopefully soon after I'll be too fucked up to care about anything.

My thoughts are inturrupted by my own squeal when I feel you push something inside my ass. Everything inside of me tightens up, trying to push you back out but it's too late. I quickly whip my head around so I can see you over my shoulder "what is that?! What are you doing?!" I notice the syringe in your your hand and my first thought is lube. Did you really just squirt lube into my butt after not giving a shit about how painful it was for me yesterday??
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 23, 2020, 07:24:03 PM
I chuckled, I do not think you really understand what I have just done.  After all you are reacting with confusion, not anger. Not concern which really are the more understandable options.  A man who has imprisoned and raped you just injected your body with something.  Something you have no idea what it is.  Thiss is unlikely to end well for you.  I grinned as you got angry and twisted to look at me.  Since your arms were still behind your back you were not able to do anything, nothing but show your hand to me.  You still have not come around to the new reality.  Still think that you are in charge of things, especially your own body.

My lips pull into a sneer, a look that screams you are making a mistake.  I glared at you, my eyes narrowing as you stared at me.  As you tried to get me to do things.  "No, you don't have to complain.  I made sure to get the good stuff.  You are not going to have a bad trip with what I just got you baby."  Smacking your pert ass with a smile on my face, watching the motion of your body, a flowing ripple from the point of impact. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 23, 2020, 08:28:23 PM
"What?! What did you give me Alec?!" I screech angrily at you while at the same time straining to free my wrists all over again no. Whatever it was, considering that it was injected tells me it's not at all what I had in mind. I was thinking something along the lines of molly, maybe some coke, LSD maybe... I'm not an expert, but I've never heard of anyone injecting anything like that before.

The slap to my ass is the very least of my concerns and suddenly the pain from where you had tied me up isn't bothering me anymore. I can tell by the look on your face you're pissed off that I even asked but I'm too freaked out to care about that now.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 24, 2020, 06:02:42 AM
I let out my usual, mocking chuckle.  Running my hands over your body as I slowly unzip my pants.  Pulling out my cock and grinning at you.  "YOu know what I gave you, I know you are a consumer of pretty much every pill, liquid and shot that you can get those pretty little hands on.  It is why you have been so on edge for the last several days, you did not have any."  Rubbing at you as I pushed you back down to the ground. Your hands are still bound so you cannot really put up that much of a fight.  Rubbing the head of my cock all over the back of your legs as your panic grows.  Random mystery drug from your rapist is definitely not what you wanted.  Not that I gave a damn, you are mine now, and I am going to do with you whatever the hell I wanted.  If the drugs help me break you, then all the better.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 25, 2020, 03:51:15 PM
What the fuck?! You're making it sound like I'm a junkie or something... Like I'm an addict that actually needed you to grab me drugs. I don't understand it, I don't even bother unless I'm out at a party. What person my age doesn't take part when partying and it's there, I rarely ever even buy it myself!

Squirming under you, I try to roll myself to the side but my arms are useless to help me. "What?! How would I know what you gave me?! Just tell me Alec, please!"

The weight of your body pushing me back down along with the feeling of your cock grazing all over my legs and ass do nothing to help calm me down. My mind races, thinking about what's about to happen to me while at the same time trying to fight against you the best I can. I press my legs together, hoping to keep you away from me at least long enough to beg you to reconsider. My breath comes faster despite trying to stay calm. Lying down on my stomach isn't helping me, it's only making me feel like I cant breathe. "Alec! Please don't, not here... I can't! I can't breathe!" I pant desperately in a panic.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 25, 2020, 04:24:25 PM
I listen to the growing panic in your voice, it really is amusing to me.  Endearing and amusing that you are so panicked by the things that I am doing to you.  I can do whatever I want and it always throws you into these sorts of fits, nonsense running out of you.  My lips are curled ina grin, first you were acting like I did terrible things to your body and then you were acting like I was throttling and strangling you.  I smirked and kept running my hands over your body.  Holding on it, smirking and gripping at the tightness of your hips with a smile.

"You can breathe.  You are not in the sort of situation where the air is being pushed out of your body."  I grinned and slowly put my hands on your neck.  Not squeezing but forming a ring there, it looked and felt good to hold on to your body like that.  The way that you were struggling and moving was very enjoyable.  "If you want to see the way it is like to really not be able to breathe, I can happily remind you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on January 26, 2020, 05:06:57 PM
I can't see your face, but I can hear the smile in your voice. You're sick! You're completely evil,  I'm on the verge of a panic attack and you're mocking me! The feel of your hands rubbing all over my body while you calmly talk to me drives me wild.

Kicking frantically at the floor and pulling at my wrists desperately trying to get away from you "No, no please let me up!" I scream at you, not caring that my thrashing about is making the injuries to my wrists that much worse.

You gently wrap your hands around my neck and even though you haven't applied any pressure it doesn't stop me from becoming hysterical when you threaten to show me how really not being able to breathe feels. "Alec, please! Please don't, please let me up!" I beg you, sobbing the words all while pulling hard at my ties. "Alec..." Slowly but steadily I can feel a growing calmness washing over me... I can't even remember what I was going to say to you.

I drop my head back to the floor, still panting from my struggle and trying to catch my breath. Even with your hands still around my neck, I feel so much calmer than just a second ago.

Bless your heart, you really did get me some good stuff.

I still have no idea what it is but right now I'm just grateful that I'm feeling it.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on January 26, 2020, 05:30:41 PM
I grinned at your submission, you clearly had nothing but submission to go with. I let out a slow, curling chuckling sound.  Smirking as I pressed my lips to the nape of your neck which was exposed from you falling back down to the ground.  Giving up at the mere suggestion of my power, of my threatening presence.  Slowly my tongue ran over the back of your neck after you slumped back down. 

"I knew you would do everything that I wanted of you.  Because you are just such a good girl."  My hands slowly let go of your neck, slackening a little bit as I grinned down at your obvious pain, your obvious panic and the slowly look of bliss from the drugs finally hitting your system.  Your panic had only accelerated it.  Heart thudding in your chest only pumped them through faster.

Seeing your eyes narrowing, pupils dilating. I grinned and put my lips back on your neck while my hands stroked over you.  Just to make you shiver and feel good.  More drugs, more sensations, the more it smashes and batters against your mind. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on February 03, 2020, 07:29:20 AM
You obviously enjoy my struggles, my pain and panic. I still can't comprehend why you'd give me drugs and ones that make me feel calm and good at that. I don't actually care why of course, it's just so strange to me... Maybe you're bringing me home and want me calm for the drive and flight?

Your hands roaming over my body feel incredible. Your lips on my neck send a shiver through me and I could stay here like this forever. Everything you're doing feels so good, but I know you won't keep it up.

I let out a soft moan of pleasure and tilt my head to rest my forehead against the floor, exposing more of my neck for you to kiss.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on February 03, 2020, 05:00:13 PM
I grinned at your crumbling resistance, the fight that you had put up is going away.  Sure, it might be chemicals getting you to that place, but I do not care about how. I care about the what.  Motiviations for an act do not matter, only the act itself.  You are moaning, melting in to a fine putty under my hands.  That means that you are enjoying what is happening.  You enjoying it makes you far more pliable, far more likely to accept the realities that I am teaching you.  The things that had to be done.  I laughed and ran my fingers gently over every curve of your body as you moaned and pressed your forehead to the floor.  Oh, how good it felt to have you under that sort of control.  Smiling, I am smiling now and slowly running my tongue over the arch of your neck.  Breathing heavily against you so that you can feel it, that you can experience itt in the new state you are in.  "Just lie there and enjoy the bliss of being controlled.  You know that you want to."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on February 07, 2020, 09:16:33 AM
Your words are hot and heavy against my skin, sending tingles through my body. I'm not feeling any sort of bliss from being controlled by you, it's laughable for you to even say such a thing. I am feeling bliss, but it has everything to do with whatever drug you gave to me. That, and the way you're running your fingers over me. I've always loved that feeling and the drugs only enhance it for me.

It still feels like you're smothering me, only it doesn't feel bad anymore. It doesn't fill me with panic, instead I'm completely calm and content to stay here. I'm not stupid enough to correct you, you can think whatever you want and I'll happily go along with it if it means I get to continue feeling like this.

"Mmmhmmmm, it feels so good... Please don't stop." I moan against the floor.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on February 07, 2020, 05:15:33 PM
A good feeling is important, they are essential to me reprogramming you.  Yes, fear can do the same, but if you break someone with only fear they become skittish, the behavior changes.  It is noticeable to the people who used to know them, or still do know them.  They ask questions, they wonder what the hell is happening to the person that they knew. So I am forcibly giving you a little pleasure, a good high in order ot make you associate both pain and pleasure with me.  I am your god, I am your satan. All of that is perfection for what I want out of you.

Your body has so many pleasing things on it, it is a shame that it is the home to such a horrible creature.  Someone who never thinks of others, can only put their needs first.  Even when that person is just trying to keep them safe.  I rubbed you, and then pushed deep inside you. Pumping in from behind and on top.  All while keeping our bodies close to each other. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on February 15, 2020, 11:26:53 PM
Every single touch from you feels amazing. I don't care about all the times you've hurt me before, or even the fact the you haven't untied my wrists which felt like they were on fire not long before you drugged me. If someone walked in the front door right now to save me I'm not sure that I'd race into their arms anymore. Right now, this is exactly where I want to be.

Your rubbing moves towards my sex and I don't even have to think about it, my reaction is automatic. I spread my legs for you to rub me where you want and for once, having you do what you want with my body feels absolutely perfect.

Everything feels slowed down so it takes me by surprise when you suddenly push into me. Arching my back and pushing against you I let out a surprised gasp that quickly turn to soft moans as you pump yourself inside.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on February 16, 2020, 07:10:36 AM
I grinned as your body reacted.  Drugs making you far more pliable than you had ever been before.  The way that you quivered and jerked under my touch.  Moaning as I fucked you, as I took your arms and slowly pushed them upwards.  Putting strain on your shoulders because I am playing with you.  Making sure that you ar ereally going along with this.  I know that you are not in state to say no, but I am more than expecting you to thrash or cry out.  To try something to ruin my fun, just because you can.  So my hips work inside you, grinding my cock deep in your body with a sound of pure glee and I am biting, nibbling at your shoulder with each powerful thrust inside you. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on February 29, 2020, 01:15:25 PM
For a blissful moment it's so easy to forget about all of the terrible things you've done to me. Completely present here with you all I can focus on, or perhaps all I care to focus on is the way your thick cock fills me so perfectly. Every delicious swirl of your hips as your body meets mine.

As if me finally taking any pleasure from you annoys you somehow, you lift my bound hands up making me wince and yelp  between moans. I know you could push further, to really make me scream. It feels like a threat, one I know you'll have no problem delivering on so I quickly bite my lip to stifle my whining.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on February 29, 2020, 01:46:42 PM
I chuckled, you were suffering.  Not because of anything that made it necessary, just because I wanted you  to.  I grinned and lifted your arms up.  Moving them to strain your shoulders.  Seeing how much the feel good drugs are taking over, and how far you are willing to let me go.  Groaning as you made a noise that was trapped somewhere between pain and pleasure.  You were... suffering through it.  All of it was perfection.  I find myself laughing  and making sure that you are not comfortable. "Remember, child, that you are mine now.  That you offered yourself to me so completely that I can do this and you will like it."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on March 21, 2020, 12:16:06 AM
I've fought against you for days and now I've finally given in . Even still... it's not good enough for you. The way your push my arms up higher serve no purpose other than to further hurt me. Even with the drugs, my shoulders feel like they could pop right out of place. And the way you laugh at my pain feels like you're just daring me to give you a reason to push even further.

"Yes!" I gasp "I'm yours! You're right, I offered myself to you!" The words quickly pour out between pained breaths, my feet kicking at the floor contradicts my words but it's the only thing keeping me from crying out.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on March 21, 2020, 07:21:35 AM
I know I am being cruel, but it is essential.  You need to be broken, of everything.  Everything like logic and choice needs to be taken from you.  Yes, you had been offering your body to me, but you had to know now that there was nothing to offer. Just that it was mine, and I could do whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted.  My hips are slamming against yours, growling and groaning as I thrust.  And kept your arms up in an incredibly tight position.  Hurting you, even through the good feelings of the drugs.

"That's right.  You wanted this. You wanted to be shown your place and to be mine.  You need ot remember that. Always.  That is what you are, that is what you desire."  Cock bottoming out in your pussy as I moan, the slaps of our bodies coming together filling the room
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 08, 2020, 06:06:38 PM
Your body violently slamming into mine forces me slowly across the floor with every thrust. The sensitive skin of my nipples and cheek feel as though they're completely rubbed raw from being ground into the carpet. The pain in my shoulders and wrists is still there but now feels like a dull ache rather than the sharp pain I've had all along. The drugs you gave me are working, if you weren't on top of me purposely trying to cause new pain I bet it would be easy to forget about everything else I've had to endure.

Your words wash over me, every one of them leaves me feeling warm despite hating what you're telling me. It's pointless to try and argue with you, it only means more pain for me.

Clenching my jaw in order to keep myself from saying something stupid but I can feel my muscles wanting to relax. The pain in my cervix from your cocks abuse feels dull. I can hear myself grunt and groan in pain as I pray for this to be over.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 09, 2020, 01:55:16 PM
Your body is clenching around me, clamping down as I drive in, again and again.  It is obvious that you are suffering, that you are shivering and getting hit with the drugs.  As I continue to work on your mind.  It felt good, the things that I was doing, they are making your entire body clench and shake.  I grunted and moved over and over into you.  Licking as I moaned and fucked you harder and harder.  My hand rubbing over your body.  Laughing as I drove in.  "That is right.  You are good.  Good when you are with me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 09, 2020, 06:49:07 PM
I feel like I'm in a fog, the sound of your panting and laughter feel far away and finally I just don't care. You can do what you want, I think my body is too numb to feel any more pain that you could inflict upon me.

My body feels so heavy, I don't think I could even move away from this spot. Sleeping alone and naked on the floor seems much more appealing than having to sleep with you again.

Your wet tongue grazing across my back snaps me out of my daze and sends a shiver through my body. "N-no" I whimper quietly against the floor. The searing pain returning to my wrists and used pussy.

I don't think you even heard me. You're like a machine, constantly pounding into me. You tell me that I'm good when I'm with you and I want to agree just for the sake of making this stop. It hadn't worked so far. Talking back, agreeing with you... It doesn't matter what I do you'll always find a reason why I said the wrong thing.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 10, 2020, 06:24:05 AM
I had to strain to do it, but I heard you saying no, as my cock continued to plunge into your body.  Even with the drugs, you are still resisting what I am trying to turn you in to. If this continues I am going to have to take the hit as to my professional reputation and kill you.  Or, you know, overdoes you on the drugs since protecting you from yourself is not my job.  Grunting, I continued to fuck you.  Pumping harder and harder in you, "Still pretending you do not want me?  I do not get it.  You know I am the only one who actually gives a damn about you."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 10, 2020, 04:39:47 PM
It's like you have no concept of the pain you've put me through, that you continue to put me through. Even if I was ready to head off into the sunset with you, it's completely natural that I'd want you to stop hurting me!

"No, no... I'm s-sorry. I-I do want you" I manage to choke out. How convincing it is, I'm really not sure. I want more than anything for you to believe me. Part of me is still clutching onto the hope that if I can just make you believe me that you'll stop being so terrible, maybe take me back home soon.

"Thank you.... For always caring about me Alec!" I groan out between your increasingly painful thrusts.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 11, 2020, 05:28:05 AM
I grinned, you were clearly uncomfortable and in pain.  Yet fear is such a lovely motivator.  You are reacting like you should, telling me all the things that you want me to hear, all the things you think that I need to hear.  I am grunting, slowly puttin my lips next to your ear, where I nibble on the lobe while whispering to you.  "That's right, you know.  That I am the only one who cares about you, I am the one who loves you."  My hands trail along your drug addled body. There might be pain, and a lot of it, but I am making sure that it is not the only sensation as my cock starts to spew.  SPurting my cum deep inside you again as I continue to work on your mind, to get you to understand that there is no hope of escaping me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 11, 2020, 04:31:29 PM
I know that your words are lies. You don't care about me and you certainly don't love me. I've never had a man say that they've loved me before though, I'm choosing to believe right now that it's the drugs and your touch making me feel warm and not your words... What sort of desperate, attention starved girl would be comforted from hearing such things from her rapist afterall.

Your thrusting finally starts to slow, making me aware once again of the pain between my legs. I've lost count of how many times you've raped me. My pussy feels like it's been torn apart and I let out a big sigh of relief that you're finished even if only for now.

Even though you're on top of me with your cock still buried in my pussy my body finally relaxes. I feel like I could melt into the floor and happily stay here all night.

The room smells of sex, sweat and I'm positive I can smell the blood dried to my face. Pleeeeease just get off of me and go away somewhere I think to myself as I close my eyes.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 11, 2020, 05:23:28 PM
I am constantly judging you, trying to see how the words and the offensive on your mind are working.  So far I would say that it is not perfect, but it is better than I had hoped.  You didn't want to hurt me, you didn't want to report me, you just wanted to be away from me. Not exactly an unreasonable position, given all the things that I have done to you, with you, since I have latched on to you.  Smirking as my hands are rubbing over your body.  I can feel the heat of it.  No matter how spoilt of a child you had been, you were undeniably attractive.  I find myself groaning against your skin as my cock finally slips out of you.  Of course I do not get off, this is a mockery of the intimacy that normally comes after.  I am sure you want something, anything else. Not this.  Not that I am going to give that to you, I cannot, I will not. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 11, 2020, 08:29:25 PM
Your hands trailing along my body feel nice. You, getting the hell away from me would feel even nicer. Still, it's a welcome change from the violence you've shown me.

The feeling of your cock softening and slowly sliding out of me like a wet slug is disgusting! I can feel myself tensing, wanting to shake you off of me. Of course that would nearly guarantee that I stay in these cuffs for the rest of the night.

I know better than to ask you about it. I just have to be patient and let you do whatever the hell it is you're doing until you've amused yourself enough to leave.

Oh god, I hope he leaves... I cant stand being close to him for another second!

My jaw is clenched so tightly my teeth feel like they could crumble.

Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 12, 2020, 06:28:43 AM
I could feel your body tensing up. Like you are burning through the last of your drug haze with sheer fury and nothing else.  I find myself grinning, letting you stew underneath me.  Driving home just how little control you have over things.  As I still run my hands over your body, trailing over you as you quiver in anger and disgust.

"Say it.  Say that you understand the truth and you will be free."  Not from this house.. but maybe from the cuffs.  Maybe from the things that I am doing to you right now.  I felt my lip curling up as I slowly ground against yoru body, always moving to make you feel even worse. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 12, 2020, 11:35:15 AM
You want me to say a few words and you'll uncuff my arms... Maybe. I don't trust you, not even the tiniest bit. I know that I could tell you exactly what you want to hear and you'll just laugh at me and leave me like this for no other reason than to drive home how little control I have over anything now. I know this, but I don't care. If you didn't offer me the opportunity I'd be begging for them to come off all on my own.

"You're right. I've been flirting with you from day one... I-I've always wanted you." Swallowing hard, forcing myself to continue while your cum starts to slowly leak down my pussy "I'm happy that you finally noticed... And I know now that you're the only person who cares about me." I can feel my throat burning, holding back tears so I can say the right words to you. "T-thank you... F-for making me better."

It's a fine line, trying to think of what you want to hear, without putting it on too heavy. Your weight against me still pinning me down makes my heart race, hoping that you'll finally cut me free. "Please Alec... I promise, I don't even care about leaving. My wrists are so sore, I won't try to leave - I promise!"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 12, 2020, 04:26:47 PM
I can feel you coming closer to getting through the shell that you have erected to defend yourself.  It is fun and I am grinning at you.  Your weakness, everything that you were doing was to give in.  It is not what you are saying that is the important things.  It is the fact that you were saying it was the important part.  You were giving in, giving up.  Telling me what I wanted to hear.  I grinned and reached for your cuffs.  SNapping them open with a little smile, a smirk as yuou rubbed your wrists in pain.  I laughed and gave you a pat on the face.  "That was not so bad, admitting the truth."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 13, 2020, 05:02:35 PM
I let out a pained wince when to my surprise you release my wrists. The air hitting the skin where I've rubbed myself raw stings all over again. I don't even care that you're still on top of me, I'm just so happy to have my arms finally free. "Thank you" I groan while letting my arms fall down to my sides, my shoulders are still tight from you holding them up and it feels so good to be able to relax.

When you pat my face the way you would a dog it doesn't even phase me. I don't want to do or say anything else that would have a painful consequence for me. All I can do is nod my head in agreement with you and hope that you're tired enough to go to sleep and give my body the rest it desperately needs.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 13, 2020, 05:47:00 PM
I can see your eyes flaring, a little bit of annoyance there since I have been so cruel to you and I am still mocking your pain.  No, not even mocking it.  I think you would be a lot happier if I had been mocking your pain. Right now I am acting like you are a pet, a happy pet.  One that is definitely in thee right place right now.  Giving your brain a little rattle with the things that I am doing with your head.  Chuckling as you pushed down anger.  As I licked at my laps and pulled you up to your feet and sent you on your way.  Not towards a door, but towards the situation where you are still under my control. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 13, 2020, 11:30:35 PM
You're always touching me, you haven't stopped since that first time in my room when you pushed me. Your hands are constantly all over me, you won't even let me stand up on my own. I know you're not trying to be helpful, your touch makes me cower always expecting the worst... I'm sure that's why you're doing it.

You push me away without saying a word and my first instinct is to scurry away from you. You've shown me that would be a poor decision and so it takes all my strength not to run down the hallway and lock myself in another room.

I don't know what you want me to, a quick glance at you tells me that it's exactly what you want. Just staring silently at me, your lips pulled just slightly into a grin.

I have to show you that I'm learning. All I can think to do is ask your permission. The thought alone makes me furious... I'm not a child, you're not my parent. I shouldn't need your permission to do anything in my own house! And yet... Here we are.

"Alec? C-can I leave? Can I go to bed now please?" My voice sounds scared, shaky and the look on your face is complete amusement.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 14, 2020, 05:52:32 AM
You are asking me for permission to go to bed.  Asking permission. I managed to keep the smirk that that caused off of my face.  But it is a very good sign.  The fact that you would ask for something like that.  After all, you have every right to do what you want. That you think it can be denied, that I have that much control over you is a very good first step.  If I denied it, you would definitely stay right here.  Waiting for me to do something, give you some form of permission.  Oh, yes, that is delicious.  I glanced over at you, taking you in.  Noting that you are wobbly on your feet.  You are bruised, and are rubbing your wrists where more will form.  I grinned, waving my hand.  "You do need your rest. Coming to grips with your life as it really is instead of how you expected it to be is a rough thing."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 14, 2020, 04:02:10 PM
I feel like a small child standing here, scared and shaking like a leaf waiting for your permission to go to bed. Your answer makes my blood boil. I stand still in a silent rage while you quickly dismiss me with a wave of your hand, acknowledging that I need rest and can leave. That coming to accept my new reality is a hard thing.

This isn't my new reality! I refuse to believe that, but I'm going to go along with whatever you say just to avoid making you angry all over again. Your smug little grin makes me want to hurt you, hurt you even worse than you've hurt me. I know I won't have the chance tonight and I'm not risking you changing your mind.

"Thank. You." I have to force the words. Without wasting another second I turn and walk as fast as my legs will carry me. I manage to hold the tears back only a few steps before I can't keep it in a second longer. With tears streaming down my face and making my vision blurry I run right past your bedroom along with mine.

At the end of the hallway is my parents bedroom, clean and undisturbed. I quickly jump into the comfy king size bed and throw the covers over me. I feel disgusting, I need to shower but I'm not having you touch me anymore. Besides, maybe you'll be less interested in me if I stop cleaning up everytime you rape me.

I grab one of the extra pillows and pull it into myself, hugging it for comfort and burying my face into it trying to quiet my sobbing. I hate you! I wish I was home! Even if my parents couldn't care less about where I am or what I'm doing, at least I'd be far away from you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 15, 2020, 06:37:00 AM
I watched you go, with all the enthusiasm of someone being marched off to their execution. It is a funny sight to see, since it is you getting what you had asked for, after all.  There are so many things that you have spent so much time demanding and yet when you get them you react badly.  That is good, since I seem to have numbed you to everything.  Everything but me and what I inflict upon you of course.  I nodded, hearing you seeping quietly in the room. Sound like that travels, I think with a smirk on my face.  Sound like that travels and I am getting to enjoy it.  Sitting and waiting for it to stop before I begin the next assault on your mind. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 15, 2020, 11:40:29 AM
I open my eyes to a bright, sunlight filled room. I don't remember falling asleep last night, but my puffy eyes tell me that I must have cried myself to sleep. I'm pleasantly surprised to find myself alone in bed, I wonder if you slept in your room last night?

Stretching out, I turn over to face the door wincing as I move. My body is still so sore and aches all over. I'm in no rush for you to wake up, I'll lay here quietly all day long if it means getting to keep away from you.

I can feel my stomach growling, I didn't eat yesterday and now I'm starving. It crosses my mind to sneak into the kitchen to grab something... Sneak? This is my house and you have me feeling like a guest here needing to sneak around. No, it's not worth having you wake up and then of course be angry.

I pull the blankets tighter against myself and pray for today to pass by quickly.... That or someone coming to check in are about the only thoughts that lift my spirits.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 15, 2020, 04:48:19 PM
You were alone all night, and made absolutely no effort to run away.  I doubt it even crossed your mind, since you were so broken by me.  Broken and made into a the sort of person that I definitely can mold into something else, something more befitting me.  I am standing outside your door when you started to wake up.  I can hear you in there.  Moving around slowly, without much going on.  I find myself grinning coldly and cruelly.  Before I opened the door with a false smile and actual food.  Grunting at your proximity with a little bit of a laugh.  You were here and you needed to have my attention.  THe sort of thing that should always happen.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 15, 2020, 07:21:20 PM
Just as I'm about to close my eyes to try and fall back asleep I hear the door handle turn. My eyes spring open, terrified that you're on the other side. Of course it's you, who else would it be. Still, watching you step inside fills me with dread.

You're dressed again for the day and you look good, showered and clean. I find it so wierd that you dress so nicely just to stay inside here...I know that I look like shit and I can't help but think it's the reason for that stupid grin on your face.

I'm about ready to roll over and give you the silent treatment the moment you start towards me. However, that tray of food you're carrying quickly adjusts my attitude. I'm so hungry and would happily eat whatever you've prepared for me.

"Good morning." It's all I can bring myself to say to you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 16, 2020, 06:25:12 AM
You want to scream and throw yourself at me.  Or at least curl into a ball and cry, pretending that I am not here.  I can tell that, you are on the edge.  Nearing a breaking point.  Yes, you force yourself to say hello, to at least fake civility.  I am not going to buy that.

I focus a little on the cuffs of my shirt.  Giving them a tug to make sure that they are hanging properly.  And it gives me a moment to continue to ignore you while you stare at me.  Expectant, waiting for me to do something.  I grinned and slowly run my tongue over my teeth.

"It has been a decent enough morning.  I fail to see any reason that you are still in bed though.  YOu have always been a little on the lazier side though."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 16, 2020, 10:36:07 AM
I feel like I'm frozen in place, gripping the blankets under my chin for dear life. Maybe if I don't move a muscle, don't draw any attention to myself you'll set the food down and leave.

The tension only grows when instead of returning my greeting you completely ignore me. Still, I can't take my eyes off of you. I lay still and watch you take your time straightening your shirt,  your fingers working on the last button of your cuff.

To think if this was an ordinary day I'd be making smart ass comments about how handsome you are, teasing and asking if you try to look extra sexy for me... It feels so bizarre, like a lifetime ago. I cant ever imagine feeling comfortable with you again to make such comments.

You smile, running your tongue along your teeth. Something that would be quite sexy days ago, but now it just reminds me of a predator staring at its next meal. The thought sends a shiver down my spine.

You tell me there's no reason for me to still be in bed and call me lazy. I don't even know what to say to that... Is it really a shock that I'm not eager to get up and start another day here with you? Seeing an opportunity I quickly respond "I'm sorry... Do you want me to go and get ready for the day?" Hoping that I can finally get dressed and not spend another day completely naked.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 16, 2020, 05:24:11 PM
You ask me questions, wondering whether you are allowed to get dressed.  There are a number of things about that that I like.  That you are looking to me to make decisions for you, that you are not thinking about challenging my authority in any way.  I chuckled and moved a littlee closer to you, reaching out and taking a curl of your hair around my finger.  I grunted, smiling as I curled it and felt it around my finger.  All of it was delicious as I let my eyes rake up and down your body. Taking it in, looking at everything that you have to give me.

"I have kept you naked while you were learning to accept what you were and what you were supposed to be.  Today, I think you have earned clothing.  But you have to look good, you have to go out of your way to look like you are going clubbing.  Your very best."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 18, 2020, 03:06:00 AM
Oh god, I should have kept my mouth shut! I can feel my stomach drop when you step closer to me, and I flinch when you reach up to play with my hair. It's completely unnerving to be so close, having you stare at me so intently like this. Everything inside of me is expecting you to lash out.

The way you smile scares me, nothing good ever follows. I'm shocked when instead of pulling, you gently curl my hair in your fingers. I'm trying my hardest to relax, I don't want another day like yesterday or even the day before. I have to try my best to stay on your good side.

I know you're happy with me since you agree that I should get dressed. It does cross my mind that you might consider it humiliating, to make me dress up nicely for you. It's not, and I'd be happy to have as much as a bathing suit to wear at this point. Anything at all is better than having to be exposed to you all day long.

My focus shifts between you and the breakfast you've brought up. I'm so hungry but I don't want to make you angry by assuming you brought food for me. Looking back to you, I nod my head in understanding "okay, I can do that... Thank you." I already know what I'll wear and start to feel relieved at all the time I'll have away from you to get ready. You've driven me and friends to clubs many times and you know just how long it takes for me to look my very best.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 18, 2020, 05:46:04 AM
I stepped back.  Your eyes are flitting between me, the food and your closet.  Not knowing which one to attack first.  And I am not givign you any clues.  Any indication on which would make me happy.  By now you know that is just an excuse to get mad when you chose, because I can claim it the wrong action.  Or you think that, I really do not set you up to fail.  Not anymore.  Since I have crumbled your mind, gotten you to realize that nobody in your previous life had actually cared about you, now is the time to start forcibly forming a bond between the two of us.

It is not something fun, I do not actually want you caring about me, thinking about me.  But I have to in order to keep you in line.  I will do that, I will do and deal with anything to do that.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 19, 2020, 02:36:26 AM
You don't speak or move to leave so that I can start getting ready. I'm positive that you'll be forcing yourself inside of me again as soon as I show you my best attempt to impress you. Preventing it is useless, so what does it matter if my wrong choice results in being raped before my shower rather that prolonging it by a couple of hours.

Scraping all of my bravery together, I slip out of bed. I have to force myself not to try and cover my body, it's important for you to think that I'm coming around and not terrified of you. I give you a half smile and nervously grab the blueberry muffin sitting on the plate that you've brought up. I'm half expecting you to be mad at me for not asking and just assuming that you've brought breakfast for me.

When you don't instantly slap me I give you another smile "Thank you for bringing breakfast this morning." Before you have time to change your mind I turn and start towards the door quickly taking my first bite of food in nearly a day.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 19, 2020, 06:01:49 AM
I held the grin that was struggling to burst free of me down.  You fear me, that is good.  ANd yet you took the food from me, that is also good.  Fear will breed the necessary respect and submission, but seeing me as the person who brings you the good things in your life will really lock you in place, really make sure that you do not struggle, do not do anything against me.  I smirked as you walked off.  And settled into the bodyguard stance. The one that allows you to stand more or less motionless for hours at a time.  I am going to wait right here and see what you bring me.  Testing you, testing your willingness to go along.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 19, 2020, 02:02:30 PM
I'm relieved not to hear your footsteps following behind me while I walk down the hallway. I can feel my body relax, the tension of your eyes constantly on me is gone for the first time in days.

My stomach is growling as I manage to wolf the muffin down before I even reach my room. I'm still hungry though, I hope that you haven't cleared the tray away by the time I'm finished getting ready.

Stepping foot into my room is just a reminder of the hell I've gone through with you. The broken glass on the carpet on top of the dark set in stain, the blankets on my bed in disarray, my scattered clothing, the shattered window. Everything about the state of this room looks like a crime scene.

My eyes fix to my dresser where a phone sits and I can immediately feel my heart race. This could be my only chance, but then again this could be a test. For all I know you're right outside my door waiting to see if I can be trusted or not. I cant imagine what you'd do to me at this point if you found me trying to call for help. The thought alone is chilling, covering my body in goosebumps.

The day has really only begun, but up until this point you haven't been violent or cruel. I think if I can just continue to play along you'll bring me back home soon. Up until yesterday your threats didn't really scare me. After you smashed my face into the window though, I'm scared that you would kill me if I made you angry enough.

It feels wrong, but I force myself past the phone and into the bathroom. The sight of myself in the mirror is enough to make me do a double take. My face! It's so swollen and covered in tiny cuts and bruises. Honestly, I don't even look like myself! The bruising on my body is easy enough to cover up, but there's nothing I can do about my face. You can't bring me back home looking like this... Who knows how long I'll have to stay here with you!?

Forcing myself away, I start the shower and step inside once the steam starts to rise. I take my time in getting ready, you did say you want my best afterall so you must expect me to be gone for some time.

My makeup could be better, but that's mostly your fault for all of the damage you've done. There's only so much I can do to hide it. My hair is nice, loose wavy curls trail down past my shoulders. A spritz of my favourite purfume and I'm just about finished. I wonder if you'll like it, or if you're going to act like my effort isn't good enough regardless of how nice I manage to make myself look.

I find my new dress in one of the bags on the floor and quickly slip it on. A black sexy little thing that hugs my body perfectly. I skip the bra and step into a black lacey thong and my favourite black heels.

A quick glance of the clock tells me I've been gone for nearly an hour and a half. I can feel my nervousness building, knowing that I'm finished and have to go and face you again.

Standing in front of my full length mirror I check myself out a final time. I know I look good, really good even and I just pray that you think so too.

I take a deep breath and head back down the  hallway to my parents bedroom where I last saw you. As if expecting me right at that moment, you're staring at me the inatant I walk inside. "All done... I'm sorry for taking so long... you know me..." I try to lighten the tension I'm already feeling.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 19, 2020, 04:25:46 PM
Unsupervised time is, like all things, a test.  I know that you will pass it, largely because you are terrified of the idea of failure.  That there will be something I do that you haven't thought of yet.  I eased you in to the violence, I made it seem like there was less of it while I had worked on your mind.  But when I had reached a plateu with the mental manipulation, I dove headfirst into hurting you.  Now you know that that is on the table, that you can suffer and endure all of these things.  I find myself chuckling, laughing at your obvious pain, obvious terror, all delicious memories for me.  All the times you had attempted to show me as lesser, as something you did not really consider another person.  The shoe is on the other foot, and you are finding that it cramps.

I waited, I have stood guard for 8, 10, 12 hours at a time.  The time you spent is longer than is really necessary but definitely within the amount of time that I have no concerns over.  You could not go anywhere, could not think of a way to fight me in this time.

I grunted when you came down.  Looking good, but then that was the thing about you.  Your looks had always been on point, they and your money combined to make a monster.  Unaware of anything but itself.  I grunted when you are stammering at me.  Fear, the beginnings of real respect and a realization that there are consequences.

"You always were a pretty little thing, you know that?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 19, 2020, 08:38:42 PM
You tell me I'm a pretty little thing and I can feel my cheeks start to flush. I'm blushing both from the compliment and from being completely embarrassed for reacting like a young girl over the compliment. Especially coming from... you. You're a disgusting monster and the very last person I should care about getting compliments from.

Still, I make sure to give you a shy smile "thank you Alec.... I-I'm glad you like it." My fingers nervously play with the hem of my dress which rests more than half way up my thighs. I feel a lot more at ease with finally being dressed, but the look in your eyes tells me I shouldn't get used to it.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 19, 2020, 09:11:27 PM
You are embarrassed, moving and half sliding your hands over your legs.  Trying to hide yourself, hide your body.  Not because you do not want me looking at you, that part of you is gone.  Instead it is trying to present yourself as less alluring, maybe a little less slutty in my presence.  I do not know, nor do I care really.  Stepping forward, I reached out and put my hand on the back of you head.  Slowly rubbing and massaging the base of your skull with a smile creeping along my face.  "Shh... you don't need to pretend to be demure around me."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 20, 2020, 12:50:57 AM
You walk towards me and all I want to do is run away from you. The lust in your eyes makes me feel like I won't look so pretty for very much longer. Your hand snakes out to hold my head and I feel like a scared trapped animal about to be eaten alive!

You rub my head, almost giving me a massage and for once it doesn't feel threatening, your touch doesn't turn painful. The way you smile down at me while telling me I don't have to be shy actually eases my nerves and I have to remind myself once again to relax and just do what you want to avoid being hurt.

I'm a little confused though since I now know you couldn't stand my personality but now you're telling me not to be shy with you. Okay, I'll have to try somewhere in between.

I return your smile and slowly reach up, my hand resting on your forearm. "So, do you like the dress I picked for you?" God, that sounds like the way I usually speak to you. I have no idea what I'm doing, I just hope it's not as obvious as it feels for me.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 20, 2020, 05:52:06 AM
You are unsure of what to do, what is going on.  If I had to hazard a guess, you probably expected me to simply throw you down and fuck you as soon as you came in the room.  After all, you were getting pretty for me, your club outfits had always been picked to turn every eye towards you.  I am the one who has been raping you into submission for several days now.  Holding on to you, while simply looking at you, a little bit of a touch is confusing. So you asked me if I liked the dress, it was flirty which is good.  If you can act normal around me, you are one step closer to being in full acceptance of what is going on.

As I lean in a little closer, my grip continues to massage at your neck as I put my lips right next to your ear.  Dropping into a whisper that you have to strain to hear.  "Do you think it was a good choice?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 20, 2020, 06:21:24 PM
You continue to rub the back of my head, your fingers gently stroking my hair when you lean in close. Close enough that I can feel your breath on my skin when you ask if I thought it was a good choice.

I hate that everything about what you're doing feels good. I hate you, I'll spill my guts the first chance I get and yet I don't want you to stop. Right now, the way you're acting is what I've always wanted from you from the first time I met you. I can feel my knees go weak and my own arousal beginning to stir.

I know that I'm blushing and grinning like an idiot, I bite my lip to try and stop myself from saying something stupid but I'm feeling sexy and you haven't been awful to me today so perhaps I'm feeling a bit more brave than in the days before.

"Yes... I thought I saw your eyes linger just a liiittle longer when I tried it on... You said it was nice, but you stared just a little longer with this one."

You must be able to hear the smile in my voice and I just hope you take it for what it is, that I'm being flirty and not trying to be snotty with you. I can feel my nipples begin to stiffen with my excitement.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 20, 2020, 06:39:05 PM
You are talking to me, telling me things.  How you chose this one because you felt my eyes on you a little longer.  I chuckled, it is an interesting thing for you to be saying.  Because it just shows you as a creature of desire.  Even though you were supposed to be looking at yourself, you noticed eyes on you.   Even if it was just me.  I let out a little growl, a sound of pleasure as I stayed next to you.  Pushing up close to you.  Licking my lips and then rubbing against your skin with my other hand.  Over the curves of your body, feeling everything that you have to offer with a smile on my face.  Grinding your arms and thighs under my palms.  "You were showing off that day, like you always do."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 21, 2020, 12:46:23 AM
Finally you seem more like an actual person and less like a robot. I can feel the tension leaving my body the more you speak. It's the most relaxed in your presence I've felt since our drive back to the house.

You're laughing and running your hands all over my body. Finally, your hands are working to make me feel good rather than to hurt me. I know that no part of me should be enjoying any of this, I would be ashamed if anyone knew that just last night you had drugged and raped me and now here I stand trying to be cute and flirty with you as if the past few days didn't happen.

I quickly push those thoughts away and playfully wrap my arms around your waist while looking up at you. "I was... And it looks like you noticed" I grin, pressing my body closer to you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 21, 2020, 06:14:10 AM
I let out a little rumbling growl as you press up against me. it might be the actions of someone who is attempting to calm the monster, but I am fine with that.  You act right, I don't care the motivations behind it.  Because actions become habits, I thought as my free hand moves around.  Sliding over to grip, to squeeze at your ass.  Letting out a little moan of pleasure as I did so.  Smiling, baring my teeth and gripping. Hand sliding up and down your ass with a chuckle as I pushed you up against the wall.  "You always wanted me to notice."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 21, 2020, 05:12:43 PM
You press harder against me, your hands eager and groping my body all over and I can feel myself getting wet. I don't even understand it, just last night I was positive that nothing you ever did could make me forgive you. I don't forgive you and I have to keep reminding myself of what a monster you are, how easily you could snap back. Even still knowing this, I can't help the way my body is reacting. A smile and some flirting from you is all it takes. You must be thinking it too, and the thought is embarrassing!

Just because I'm flirting with you doesn't mean I actually want you. I'm trying to make you believe that im okay to leave here without telling anyone that will listen about what you did to me. My own thoughts don't seem very convincing in this moment but I'm going with it!

I give you a coy smile back when you press my back to the wall and tell me that I was always trying to get your attention. Nervous excitement has me licking and biting my lip "I guess persistence pays off, you finally noticed." My hands are running up your forearms, squeezing the muscles there while still grinning up at you.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 21, 2020, 05:54:05 PM
Still flirting with me, still bantering.  That is what you are doing.  I notice it, I notice and definitely enjoy it.  Making a pleased sound in my throat.  A low, hungry growl as I pushed you more against the wall.  "I had noticed it the entire time.  I finally decided that you were willing to actually put your body where your actions where.  Before I had thought you were just being cruel."  I grinned and lifted one of your legs up. It is dangling in my hand, a little against my side as the motion rides your dress up.  Up and over your hips.  Exposing yourself down low as I grin again.  My noise is once more happy as I licked my lips and looked you up and down.  Everything that you hav eis mine.

"Before, well I had assumed that youw ere just being a tease, a taunter, like yyour friends.  Good thing you finally convinced me to fuck you, because you meant it, right?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 21, 2020, 10:04:46 PM
It's hard to keep a straight face when you tell me that you've always noticed my flirting but that you thought I was only being cruel. I've never met a more cruel person than you!

You hike my leg up, raising my dress and exposing my panty covered sex to you. I'm thankful I didn't decide to skip the thong which would have let you see just how excited I am. You smile at me again and it fills me with mixed emotions. I feel like a complete whore going along with this, for enjoying the way you're making me feel right now. Even if I'm just trying to get through with no more violence I can't deny that a huge slutty part of me has always wanted you this way.

The way you're looking at me, your eyes full of lust, licking your lips, unable to keep your hands off of me... I've pictured this a thousand times but now it's clouded by every horrible thing you've done to me.

I want to forget about it all but when you ask me if I meant it, if I wanted you to fuck me it feels like you're trying to get me to admit that I wanted everything that you did. I cant go back to how things were yesterday, my aching body can't handle any more. I quickly nod my head yes and press my hands against your chest "of course I meant it." I slowly let my hands trail down your stomach while holding your stare.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 22, 2020, 06:36:59 AM
Your breath is coming in ragged little hitches, not quite gasps but there is obvious pleasure in them.  You always were a slut, and I am happily taking advantage of that in order to get you to where I need you to go.  It is not hard, controlling you.  Putting hands on your body and making you feel what you do not want to feel. I  grinned as my teeth nipped at your neck, chuckling as I bit and groaned.  Hands grabbing the edge of your thong and tugging.  Thongs go easily, tearing since the straps of them are so light, so easily torn.  I grinned as it came off in my hands and I tossed it over to the side.

"Like you ever really wore underwear to the club.  It would get in the way of the fun things.  You can't lie to the man who watched you every single day."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 22, 2020, 02:12:32 PM
Turning my head just slightly, letting you lean in closer and exposing more of my neck for you to tease. I can feel the pulse in my neck the more excited I get and wonder if you can feel it too. When your fingers graze over and play with the straps of my thong I'm expecting you to push it to the side but instead you tear it off all at once making me gasp.

I'm careful not to try and put my leg down, staying just as you positioned me and leaving my slick slit on display for you. I hate that I'm so turned on right now, I know my eyes are just begging for you to kiss me.

I'm shocked when you talk about watching me while I'd go clubbing and knowing that I didn't wear underwear most times. Of course you're with me and it's your job to have eyes on me but to know you watched me so closely, to know such intimate things about me... It only increases my arousal for you.

Reaching my hand up to rest on your shoulder, I run my fingers along the collar of your shirt "oh no, not lying to you... I just know that I appreciate some nice gift wrapping" my eyes hungrily roaming your face, urging you on.
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Post by: the savage on May 22, 2020, 04:21:33 PM
You are trying to flirt, it is a funny thing that you were doing.  That you were pretending in order to make things go better for you.  It is fun, it is enjoyable for me.  My hand clenched and I closed it down around your thigh.  Squeezing and holding it with a moan.  Every bit of your flesh is so lovely, it felt so good un my hand. You might be a monsterous person and I am brainwashing you, but you are definitely a lovely body.  I grinned and licked down your neck.  Touching more of you with a little bit of a laugh.

HOlding you there as I grabbed up against your other leg.  This one I also jerked up.  Taking on a little bit of a grunt as I held on to you. Taking your weight as I bit at your neck for the first time.  "Do you want to be face to face or take it from behind.  I forget what makes you cum harder."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 24, 2020, 10:38:53 AM
I love watching your excitement for me. Your grunting and moaning, the way you grin and lick your lips. You can't keep your hands off of me and you seem to be just as excited as I feel. I moan when you trail your tongue down my neck, I want you inside of me and your teasing is driving me crazy.

You jerk my other leg up making me squeal in surprise, you're supporting my weight against the wall and I quickly reach out for your arms to hold onto. My face is fixed in a playful grin staring at you when you ask if I want you to take me just like this or from behind. I'm shocked that you're giving me a choice but also very happy about it. You seem to be a different person today and I just hope that it continues.

"No, just like this. I want to look at you when you make me cum." I respond with a smile, my breath heavy with need for you.
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Post by: the savage on May 24, 2020, 11:40:40 AM
I can feel you moving against me, the feeling of your heart beating on your skin, I found my grin growing.  Biting into your neck in my heat, in the need to control as I take you.  You gave me an answer, the sort of answer that you normally would have hated to give.  The thing and way that you were going to be taken.  There was actual heat in your voice as I plunged myself forward, into you.  Letting out a snarl as my hand grips the back of your head.  The back of your neck.  Cupping and controlling y very motion as you are driven up the wall with my very first thrust. 
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Post by: girlie00 on May 24, 2020, 11:10:38 PM
You lean in to bite my neck, something you've done countless times over these past few days. This time though, it feels good and I want more. Reaching up, I put my hand around the back of your head, running my fingers through your hair to grab hold and pull you closer to me.

I gasp when you finally thrust forward, my own arousal making it easy for you to bury your cock inside of me. You feel perfect, absolutely perfect. You slowly start to thrust your hips, pumping yourself in and out of me with long strokes. I cant help myself and softly moan while looking down, loving the sight of your cock drive into my body over and over.
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Post by: the savage on May 25, 2020, 06:31:37 AM
I grinned, sex is always a good thing with you and for you.  It might not be the end point, but it is more than enough to get started on really making sure to break down your mind.  You probably hate all the things that I am doing, that I have done to you.  Finding myself grinning as you bounce up and down on my shaft.  Letting me take you, letting me control you.  I am groaning in raw, animal pleasure and jerking you up and down on me, against the wall.  Your hands are reaching out, touching me.  Mainly for control, for purpose but it is good. Good that you think of me in that way, even as I am raping you. 
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Post by: girlie00 on May 25, 2020, 09:01:33 PM
I know that this shouldn't feel good. Hell, I'm sure I should be trying to convince you that I don't want this even. I've fought you for so long and endured so much pain because of it. At this point I'm just happy that I don't have to worry about faking my enjoyment and being convincing enough to avoid your wrath.

Your arms look like they're about to tear through your shirt with the way you're straining to support me. Everything about it is just so sexy to me. The way you stare into my eyes with a grin, grunting with each of your forceful thrusts, the smell of your cologne seeming to intensify as your body heats up pressed against me.

Each one of your moans of pleasure is matched with my own, the sound of our voices and bodies slapping together quickly fill the room. Your cock feels so perfect and it's hard to believe just hours ago it had caused me so much pain!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 26, 2020, 06:14:20 AM
You are writhing, squirming in my arms.  Not to get away for once, but in simple pleasure.  It feels good, I am holding you there and owning you. The way you are moaning and loving it.  Forced yes, but clearly you are starting to change, to warp and bend to my will.  This is good, I thought with a smile.  Feeling your body writhing as I held on and drove myself inside you again and again.  Groaning in raw, unparalelled pleasure. I leaned forward, and took your tit in my mouth. SUcking on it through the fabric with a smile.  Feeling it, enjoying it, nipping at it as it becomes harder. 
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 26, 2020, 09:09:59 PM
With each of your thrusts I grind my hips against you, wanting more and more of you. You're so strong, you'd have to be to hold this position for more than a couple of minutes. The way that the force of your thrusts drive me up the wall slightly each time makes me feel so small. I squeeze my legs tighter around you when your head dips down to tease my nipple through my dress. Everything that you're doing feels sooo good.

I cant restrain myself a second longer. Running my hand across your shoulders and taking a fistful of your hair I pull your head back to look at me. Slight panic races across my face when I see the surprised look on your face. Before you have too much time to think on it, I lean down and press my lips against yours in a forceful kiss.
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Post by: the savage on May 27, 2020, 06:49:24 AM
I growled, matching your grip on my hair with one of my own.  Jerking you back away from my lips while still bouncing you up and down on my shaft.  It felt good, I was moaning, groaning and enjoying what I am doing.  Before my own lips, my own teeth found your neck, your chin and bit at them.  I am nearing my orgasm and I know how I want this to end, but for now I am still bouncing you up and down on my shaft, hurting and enjoying you with all the force I can muster.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 27, 2020, 04:15:07 PM
Instead of kissing me back, you pull me away. Maybe you feel bad for how you've treated me these past few days. Even though you're pulling me back by my hair, it's not really painful. It just feels like you want to be in control of things, especially when you start to bite at my neck. Your teeth are grazing over my skin, your hot breath heavy on my neck with your growls making my heart race faster wondering if you're going to really sink your teeth into me!

Your hips are pistoning inside of me the force and speed making me quiver and pant. My moaning only getting louder as I reach down to rub my clit. You feel so good and I desperately want to cum just like this. I don't care that you've raped and beat me more times than I can count. Right now, you're giving me everything that I need.
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 27, 2020, 04:40:40 PM
You are growling and gasping just as much as I am, clearly liking this just as much as I am.  My lips are pulled back in a smile, I start to thrust even harder.  Not that I thought it would be possible but I do manage to find that reserve in me, that little spark of energy to do things.  Go harder.  Deeper.  Faster.  I am moaning and driving myself inside you, over an dover again as my hands grab your hips. Forcing you to rock in time with my own movements.  Completely control over you, that is what I am seizing right now.  Grunting, feeling myself nearing my peak, but I am holding back just a little bit.  To wait for you, for thee moment when you cum... then things are going to change a little bit. 
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Post by: girlie00 on May 27, 2020, 05:14:11 PM
Yes yes, fuck yes! Your cock is driving into me even harder now, slamming into my cervix making me whimper in pain but feels oh so good at the same time! I'm rocking against you with every thrust and rubbing my clit frantically trying to cum.

You're fucking me like a machine and finally I can appreciate your strength and stamina now that you're using it to make me feel good. Licking and biting my lip, I can feel myself right on the edge and losing control.

"Ohhhhh fuck Alec! Yes! Fuck me, fuck me harder!" I cry out in time while my eyes roll back into my head. My moaning now constant as I tremble around you, my pussy spasming around your shaft with my orgasm.
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Post by: the savage on May 27, 2020, 05:22:13 PM
You are screaming and clenching around me.  Your pleasure washing over you as I smiled and drove in harder and harder.  When your orgasm hit you, clenching and shaking around  me I smiled.  Letting you reach and finish your pleasure and then I pulled you off of me.  Dropping you down to thee ground so that  I could spurt and cum on your face.  Staining it and staining your face.  Coating it in the thick slime that comes out of me.  I grinned and growled at you.  "Don't touch it... I love the look."
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Post by: girlie00 on May 27, 2020, 06:58:13 PM
Just as I'm coming down for my orgasm, still blissfully happy you drop me. I'm completely taken by surprise and hit the floor with a loud thud, yelping in pain from the impact.

You. Fucking. Prick!!  I'm just about to go off on you but when I look up I'm met by the first spurt of your cum across my face.

I hate cum! I've never let anyone cum on my face before, I've always thought it was completely disgusting. I move to put my hands in front of my face, but it's too late, the warm sticky fluid feels like it's everywhere. I know it's in my hair and I can feel it running down my face and feel the first drip onto my chest.

I don't want to go backwards but it's hard to stuff my anger down. I can feel it bubbling away at the surface and when you tell me not to wipe it away I could just scream! I want to spring up and tear your face apart with my bare hands!
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Post by: the savage on May 27, 2020, 09:19:09 PM
You are pretending it is not bothering you, but I can see you simmering in anger. Barely holding it down as I pushed closer to you.  My hand is coming out and I rubbed over your skin.  Smearing a little more of my seed into, onto, you as you simmered in your rage.  Letting my tongue come out, slowly stroking over the curve of my lip with a smirk.  "Don't like me marking you?  That is surprising."
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 27, 2020, 10:25:53 PM
I just want you to get the fuck away from me! Leave me alone, go fall head first down the stairs...soooomething! Instead you only come closer, the exact opposite of what I want right now. Trying to back away, I'm quickly met with the wall unable to get any further from you.

You crouch down beside me and I can literally feel the rage heating my body up. I know you're only trying to bother me, I know you want a reaction from me and feeding into that is just going to turn my day from bad to worse. Keep your shit together Ashley! I tell myself over and over again while you stare at me.

When you grin and smear your cum across my face asking if I like to be marked something inside of me flips. All of the anger I've been desperately trying to hold onto just explodes. Before I have time to think it through I slap your hand away from me and spit in your face.

"How do you like being marked Alec?!" I shout at you. My voice shaky, a combination of adrenaline and fear over what I've just done.
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Post by: the savage on May 28, 2020, 05:56:53 AM
You got angry, spitting at me.  Ah... spit.  Everyone always seems to think that it will have some sort of visceral reaction, that I will recoil from it.  I lost count of the number of prisoners that spat on or at me while i was in the military.  It never bothered me then, and it does not bother me now.  Except as a symbol, a sign that you are not accepting your fate, that you are definitely in a position where I should be crueler, rougher, drive you back to the place where you need to be in order to happily, gleefully, merrily accept me as your master.

Without a word I shot both my hands out.  Grabbing either side of your head with a snarl and holding you in place.  Moving my thumbs over, to touch your eyelids.  You aren't closing them without my permission, I thought with a grin.  "I feel fine."
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Post by: girlie00 on May 28, 2020, 02:35:39 PM
I'm glad that I stood up to you for about two seconds... The regret is almost instant when you don't even flinch and just stare at me. My heart feels like it's going to explode waiting for the reaction that I know is coming. I can feel myself cowering like a scared puppy, trying to disappear into the wall when you grab my face in an instant.

"Okay! Okay! I'm sorry!!" I screech, terrified of what you might do next. You're scaring me! My eyes quickly filling with tears when you snarl in my face. "P-please don't hurt me.... I'm s-sorry Alec!" Slowly placing my shaky hands over yours trying to coax you into letting go.
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Post by: the savage on May 28, 2020, 04:53:03 PM
I laughed, you were still talking about hurting you.  I thought I had reframed that action in your head, that you were seeing my bruising as attempts to test your devotion to me.  Seems I still have some work to do on that.  No matter, it is good to know where, exactly, I stand at this moment.  So that I can continue to erode your mind.  Tearing away the pieces of it until there is something left that I can hammer into  a new, submissive you. I had already made you think your father and your friends hate you.  shouldn't be hard to complete everything else, no.  Not at all.

My hands squeezed your face, you told me not to hurt you, and I just kept squeezing.  A silent stare, boring it into your eye, into your soul. "Come now, you know you want the pain right now. Why else would you act like your former spoiled self?  So I would act like the first night, right?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 28, 2020, 09:07:44 PM
You're so cold hearted! How can you just laugh and stare at me so unaffected while I'm breaking down and surrendering right in front of you! What kind of a man just continues to hurt a woman the way you do!

"Noooooo! No no no no I don't! I dont, please Alec I'm sorry! It was a mistake!" I frantically sputter, now openly sobbing. I cant handle the thought of going back to how you treated me that first night. Why was I so stupid? Why couldn't I just grit my teeth and push past it? All of my effort in trying to make you think I was fine with all of this over the past few days just gone with a childish tantrum.

Your cold unblinking stare into my eyes makes me feel like I should just keep going. " I promise, I w-wont do it again... Ever! I'm sorry." Your cum now dried onto my face already where just a thin layer sits makes my skin feel tight with every word I say. The thicker areas still slowly travelling down my face. I'm scared, cold and disgusting and I just wish I could go home!
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: the savage on May 28, 2020, 10:14:18 PM
Panic.  It is setting in.  Harder and harder, you are struggling with the idea that I had provided you with the statement that you were absolutely in the wrong situation.  I grinned, letting a hint of my cruel and sadistic glee show up on my face.  As I continued to hold on to your face.  Forcing you to stare at me while you continue to tell me that you won't do it again.  "No... you will.  But I understand. You had been spoiled your entire life.  Pulling away from that is a struggle."  I smirked as I squeezed.  HOlding your face as I leaned in, kissing your forehead, and then biting down on it with a smirk.  "But you are going to be better.  Aren't you?"
Title: Re: The worst protection money can buy (girlie00)
Post by: girlie00 on May 29, 2020, 04:07:16 AM
My eyes are burning, I'm sure just as much from crying as it is from you holding my eyes open. I hate having to stare at you like this, I just want to curl up and squeeze my eyes shut tight. Instead, I'm staring back into your eyes and forced to watch just how much my misery pleases you. You're terrifying and sick, I wonder how many people know about this side of you?

When you tell me that you understand, that I'm like this because of all the years I was spoiled it feels like a life boat coming to save me from a circling shark and I'm happy to try and grab onto anything to save myself here. "Yes!!" I immediately agree with you, still sniffling and trying my hardest to stop crying. The kiss that turns into a bite on my forehead feels gentle in comparison to what I'm expecting after having spat in your face and I'm desperate to get myself out of this terrible situation. "I-I'm sorry... I'm sorry I was so spoiled. I really do want to be better then that... I'll try harder Alec."
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Post by: the savage on May 29, 2020, 05:43:55 AM
You are yammering, stammering your way through an apology.  I know that you think you have gotten off light, but that is not the case.  Not surprising really since you have always skated on apologizing before. You are nervous now, because I have never allowed it to happen that way. New is strange, new is scary.  Because I have never done anything like that for you.  Grinning, I moved one of my hands off of your face.  Just briefly, before it came cracking back.  Smacking you across the face as hard as I could.  "That is so you remember your promise."
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Post by: girlie00 on June 04, 2020, 07:54:54 PM
You're smiling at me through my apology and all it does it make me nervous. This is stupid though and I don't mean a word of it! Apologizing for something I never had any control over is ridiculous. I think you're jealous of me, that my life has been so comfortable and easy while you make your money by watching me day in and out. I don't have to work for anything I have and it drives you crazy!

When you take your hand away from my face the tension quickly rushes away making me feel like I could melt into the floor in a puddle of relief. The feeling lasts only seconds before you slap me across the side of my face. I scream out in both pain and shock and try to crumple to the ground but your other hand still on my face won't let me. I feel dazed staring at you through tear filled eyes, a ringing in my from just how hard you hit me.

I hate you! I want to scream, I want to jump on you and bite you, bash your face into the wall until your body goes limp! While it's a comforting thought, I know I don't have the strength to carry a single thing out. Rather than earn a second slap, I quietly bring my hand up to my cheek and try to rub the sting away "okay.... I w-wont forget."
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Post by: the savage on June 05, 2020, 05:51:42 AM
I can see the hate, the raw, unparalleled hate burning behind your eyes.  You do not think you are showing it, but you aren't that skilled at hiding what you think.  For that I cannot blame you.  After all, you have never had to do it.  Nobody has ever had enough power over you to make you try to please them. Nobody until me.  Sure your father might have been that sort of person but he was always unwilling to exercise it so nobody.

I reached down and put my hands on either side of your face.  Squeezing it, just a little bit because you needed to feel the pain of it.  The sharpness of pain approaching you.  I grinned, slowly licking my lips as I stared straight at you.  "No, you arelying to me, you know I hate it when you lie."