Ya know, I just realized that I've been here for over a year and still never posted in this thread
1. Your gender and age?
Female, 25 as of now2. Do you identify yourself most as Straight? Gay/Lesbian? Bisexual?
Pansexual, I guess. All I know is that a person's personality can make or break how I feel about them, even if they sexy or ugly af. gender also has no bearing on my sexual attraction to someone.3. Do you fantasize being the rapist or the victim?
Mostly the victim. I like the powerlessness. Though, very occasionally I do fantasize about how awesome it would be to take revenge on the man/woman who raped me. That's one of the few reasons I would dome in fantasy.4. Age when you first started having these kinds of fantasies?
As far back as I can remember, actually. I don't know when it started, as I never payed much attention to what I was thinking about until I was old enough to be ridiculed for showing too much of my thoughts.5. Do you still know what started it? (f.e. movie scene, book, story you heard etc. ...)
Eh, could have been a number of things. I was ignored mostly as a kid so I had may more freedom than I should have. Saw some really grotesque cbt at 5 years old so really, who knows if that's what started it or just threw wood onto the fire 
6. Have you been molested or sexually abused as a child?
yes. I've posted my story in the survivor group so please don't message me about this. i've said all I want to about it7. Have you ever raped someone or been raped in real life? [EDIT by mod : If you have raped someone in real life, please don't admit to it here. Let's not confuse rape fantasy with rape reality.]
Unless you count the banana I shoved down my throat as breakfast dessert this morning, then no... now, have I been raped? Again, refer to my survivor story for this8. How often do you fantasize about rape?
At least a few times a day. Way more since finding this fucking place 
9. Do you masturbate while you fantasize?
only when I have permission to masturbate, though I do occasionally slip a finger when no one is looking 
10. Do you masturbate while you read rape stories or watch rape movies?
quite often, yes. I also use the stories on here to keep myself on edge for playtime with daddy11. Do rape fantasies help you to get a faster/better orgasm while you are masturbating?
Absolutely. a lot of the times I think about being taken by strangers, either during personal playtime or when daddy and I are in scene, it does a lot for me, especially if he's in character or masks. i love masks12. Are your masturbation fantasies always about rape or do you also have vanilla fanasies?
it's not always about rape. though I rarely have a "vanilla" fantasy. it at least involves some sort of bondage or submission. I do love a brainlessly submissive girl, though. the kind that lets everyone around her walk over her no matter what. I think that's my best fantasy so far.13. Do you more often fantasize about stranger rape or rape with someone you know?
Stranger or incest. I guess you can say I have a mix, just depends on my moods, really. 14. Do your fantasies more often involve one on one scenes or gangrape?
Just depends on my mood. I love both, so introducing one or the other isn't going to bother me at all.15.Do you always fantasize to be involved in the rape (as rapist or victim) or does it sometimes arouse you just to watch?
Again, just depends on my mood. Over the last year I've discovered a fetish for being a cuckquean, so in that context I like to watch. but just to observe a woman I don't know being raped by a man I don't know, I mean that's hot but not really my cup of tea16. How important is the enjoyment of the rapist(s) for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
The most important. I want a man raging with such emotion that he literally can't stop himself. he doesn't care about her, only himself, and doing what he has to to achieve that pleasure. 17. How important is the suffering of the victim for your fantasy (Absolutely important, very important, not so important)
Depends on what type of suffering. mental anguish is a must have if you want me really engaged in a story. what is she thinking, what does she feel, how much does it hurt. And while I like physical pain it's not even on my top 10 list of fetishes, so not required but adds something other things just don't. But boy when I get in a gorey mood, watch it 
18.What are the most common settings for your fantasies? (bedroom, outdoors, forest, a cabin, a dungeon, prison, military camp, etc.)
Everywhere. Everywhere is the perfect spot for a rape. Though I tend to really enjoy public spaces the most.19 What's your favorite typ of rapist (blacks, gangster, convicts, soldier, biker, pirat, KKK men, etc. ..) or victim (virgin, schoolgirl, housewife, middle aged woman, MILTF, business woman, nun, femal POW .....)?
Rapist: Either angry or unreal horny men. I mostly enjoy a large age difference, young girl gets taken by more experienced man who knows way more about her body than she does. But as far as anything else goes, can i say all of the above
victim: inexperienced or naive. Virgins work, or a girl who may have only had sex once or twice. i love innocence in them, but I'm not limited to this type of victim, she's just my favorite.20. Are your fantasy scenes typically more "soft" (the victim being forced against her will/ overpowered/unable to resist without overt violence) or more brutal (include the victim being hit/slapped/punched by the rapist)?
Just depends. i like both, so I'll usually let my partner guide my reactions with his or her actions.21. What's the center of your fantasy, the sex or the humiliation and degredation?
The mental state of all participants. It's weird but I like being in people's heads, all the physical stuff is just secondary22. Is it important that your fantasy scene has a convincing overpowering sequence including some struggling, slapping, screamimg etc
Yes. Build up is everything. That's not to say a story or roleplay where it just jumps right into the action can't be good, but the build up is like foreplay. You don't necessarily *need* it for penetration, but it does make things smoother 
23. Do your fantasy scenes typically include convincing resistance (kicking, biting etc.) by the victim?
For rape, yes. The girl shouldn't be ultimately submissive until she's either been raped several times, been hurt, or a deadly weapon has been shown24. Is it important that your fantasy victim is screaming, pleading, begging etc
I like gags, so not too important. Her thoughts and feelings are important to note, but speaking. Not really.
A woman's mouth ain't made for words 
25. Is it important that your fantasy rapist(s) is/are degarding the victim with words ( calling her a slut, whore etc.) ?
yes, yes, and yes. degradation is incredibly important in my fantasies, though they can be sweet and endearing as well as horrible and soul crushing. Also, I have a thing for removing the identity of the victim, so the rapist "renaming" her something terrible is always a plus for me.26. Do your scenes typically include a man's cum and if yes, where does it usually end up?
Just depends on intent. Is it for humiliation? The in the ass or face. Does he intend to ruin her life? Then in the vagina where he could end up impregnating her. Is this a training mechanism where he wants her to worship the ground he walks on, even if being forced? The on the floor, where she can lick it up. There are really too many options here.27. Do your scenes include anal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Often28. Do your scenes include oral rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Almost always. Oral is just one of those things that makes my pussy wet even if I am a giver and not a receiver 29. Do your scenes include vaginal rape? (Always, Often, Occasionally, Rarely, Never)
Most of the time.30. Do your scenes typically include the victim having an orgasm?
Not always. A victim cumming from her rape is just a spice that doesn't go well on everything.31. How important is the size of the rapist(s) cock(s) cock in your fantasies?
About as important as it is in real life
That being said, not too important. I do like big, veiny cocks (they be pretty 
) but it's really down to how the cock is used and the intent of the user.32. How long does a typically rape fantasy (masturbating) session usually last?
I don't really know. Sometimes it's just wham, bam get it done and other times it's just like, wait... wait... wait... release lol33. How do you feel after such a "session"
like I wanna smoke some weed 34. Do you sometimes feel some kind of guilt for your fantasies?
Of course. i think we all do at some point or another, but also at some point we just gotta do what needs done and move on to the next thing. No time for feeling bad about it35. Does someone in your real life know about your fantasy?
A few people, though I try not to let any more people know, as I've noticed that I am treated differently by the ones who do know as compared to when they didn't. Especially daddy... he treats me like a dirty slut, now 
36. Do you know of someone in your real life having such fantasies?
no, I don't think so. Daddy likes bdsm and reluctance, but isn't really turned on by full on Rape. other than that, no one has ever mentioned it to me.37. Have you ever enacted a rape roleplay in real life?
Just with daddy38. How is your rapist or victim typically dressed?
Depends on the weather 
39. Do other kinks or fetishes (such as BDSM, foot fetishes, furries etc.) make their way into your rape fantasies? If so, what are they?
It would be easier to tell you what hasn't come into my rape fantasies since they started 40. Are there other key elements to your fantasies that I have missed with the questions above? If so, please describe them briefly.
Detail is everything.
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